Chapter 12: Nightmares
In a dream
"Jing'er" A light call lingered in her ears.
"Who" she stared with her half-open eyes, leaning on the aura that emanated from nowhere.
"Jing'er" was another morbid whisper.
When she heard this voice again, she was slightly stunned, and when she raised her eyes again, not far away, a sick person appeared in bed where the light focused.
She sat up and walked slowly to the bed, but she couldn't get any closer, only to feel farther and farther away.
"Father, father," a childish voice suddenly sounded.
She raised her eyes, her eyes full of incredulity, but her heart was indeed overwhelmed.
"Jing'er" was still a sickly and weak voice that seemed to use all her strength, which caused a throbbing pain in her heart, and she looked at the bright light that seemed to be within reach, and ran hard, trying to get closer, but it was always difficult to get closer.
Suddenly, her vision darkened, the light around her went out in an instant, she raised her eyes, she could no longer see anything, everything around her was quiet and frightening.
She cried out hoarsely, but there was no response, only to feel that her body was so cold that it seemed to lose its temperature, and the unstoppable throbbing pain in her heart slowly swallowed her.
"Father, father" exhaled in a low voice, suddenly woke up from the darkness, Nangong Luojing gasped rapidly, sat up, clasped his hands in front of his chest, his light underwear was a little wet with the fine sweat on his body, and his beautiful eyes contained a few wisps of panic that were awakened in his sleep, and he didn't have time to sort out his thoughts, only listening to the low and slow voice of concern beside him: "What's wrong, do you have a nightmare?"
The dim light shone on that unusually handsome face, showing a faint softness.
Nangong Luo Jing nodded, and told the things he had encountered in the dream, just repeating the things in the dream again, and he already felt his heart tremble slightly.
Feng Yihan took her into his arms, patted her shoulder, and comforted her softly: "It's just a dream" It's just that at that moment, there was a bit of darkness in those phoenix eyes, and there was a blur that couldn't be seen through the bottom of the eyes.
"Dream" Nangong Luo Jing hid in his chest and whispered: "No, it's not a dream, if it's a dream, why is it so real" She struggled to break free from his embrace, got up and tried to stay, but because of the silkiness of the bedding, one accidentally fell off the bed, and the slightly cool touch on the ground came to her, making her tremble slightly.
Seeing this, Feng Yihan immediately got up, stepped off the bed, hugged the lost woman who was sitting on the edge of the couch into his arms, and tried to pick her up horizontally, but she struggled to dodge, she was helpless and did not allow him to get close for half a minute, but called in her mouth: "Han, I want a puppet, a puppet, I want a puppet"
In the corner of the wall, the brazier "snapped", and the charcoal explosion inside exploded, and a few fiery red stars burst out suddenly, and a few wisps of cold wind passed through the window and caressed into the dormitory.
She covered her face a little helplessly and sobbed softly, looking at him full of distress.
The white clothes were lightly raised, and suddenly the entire dormitory was bright.
Nangong Luojing got up, Feng Yihan hurriedly helped her body as if she would be blown down by the wind, so she almost stumbled to the dresser, and reached out to hold the puppet placed on the dresser in her arms.
"Jing'er" Feng Yihan stared at this woman with worried eyes, and the unbearability in the phoenix's eyes was inadvertently revealed.
The "cold" woman's eyes moved away from the puppet and turned to stare at him, the brilliance of her beautiful eyes reflected the soft light, which gradually attracted infinite pity in people's hearts: "I want to go back to defend the country, I want to defend the country" She begged him in an almost pleading tone.
begging the only thing she can do now is to beg, because since she married to Xiling, she already knew that in this life, she can only stay in Xiling, this world, the princess who marries everything, no matter what, can not take a step out of the country she marries, unless
The softness in the phoenix's eyes disappeared suddenly, and a wisp of chill gradually emerged, and the hand on the woman's waist gradually lost its strength, he stared at her eyes, and emphasized word by word: "How many times has this king said it, King Wei is fine, Jing'er Mo doesn't believe this king's words"
"Just one glance, just one glance" Nangong Luo Jing grabbed the puppet in her hand, struggling, staring at the coldness in her cold eyes, her heart had already lost her sense of proportion, and she had long been at a loss, and she had been haunted night by night for half a month.
Every time she woke up from a dream, her heart hurt more and more, and the fear in her heart became heavier and heavier.
Since the first dream, Feng Yihan has sent someone to defend the country to confirm that the dream is illusory and not true.
Nothing in the dream was real, he had told her these words many times, but the nightmare haunted her every night, and how did she calm down
So she wanted to be sure, she just wanted to see her father with her own eyes, even if it was just a glance.
The gloom in Feng Yihan's eyes gradually deepened, but she seemed to have an extremely firm decision, she begged him like this, was he really indifferent.
She stared at him silently, the apprehension in her heart disturbing her mind from time to time, and the nightmare lingered in her mind.
The candles in the hall danced without wind, and the woman's meager clothes could not keep out the cold at all.
After being silent for a long time, Feng Yihan closed his eyes and sighed, Ruyu's face was lined with the soft light, which turned Fang Cai's anger: "Jing'er" He reached out and grabbed the woman's slender and boneless waist, the cold and hard lower forehead was against the woman's soft silver hair, and gently kissed the softness under the lower forehead, a few wisps of helplessness flashed between his eyes, and hidden under the helplessness was a deep unbearable: "Jing'er, okay in a few days, in a few days, I will take you to see him" As long as it takes a few days, after a few days, everything will be a foregone conclusion, Xiling will be stronger than before, and the southern country will not want to invade Xiling's territory by an inch.
"Why do you want to spend a few days, tomorrow, can't you do it tonight" Nangong Luojing pulled out and raised his head to look at Feng Yihan, only to feel that the brilliance between the phoenix's eyes was strange that he had never noticed.
"Jing'er" He affectionately stroked Nangong Luojing's smooth hair, avoiding the beautiful eyes that made him a little weak and a little heartache without a trace, and the hand on the soft hair paused, and also trembled slightly unconsciously.
The struggle in his heart made him almost breathless, and he didn't dare to look into her eyes, because he was afraid that he would be full of unbearable tears as long as he glanced at him.
He has things he has to do, and there are some things that really can't be forced, and for example, he has been defending the country for so many years, and he will eventually destroy it in his hands