Chapter 105: Ask me
Gao Yuanshang didn't enter the house together, because he was just an introducer, it can also be said that he didn't want to take his sister away so unexplicably, so he chose to give their sisters a chance to make peace, because after a few days of observation, Qing'er was no longer as carefree and laughing as before, but a little more sad.
He knew that running away without hesitation was just a momentary anger, and after calming down, she would still miss those relatives who loved her, and besides, it was her home, and if they were determined to be together, sooner or later they would have to face their family;
He can't take his lover away so irresponsibly, this is irresponsible to his lover, and it is not a gentleman's doing, mainly because of the difference in his family, the royal family will never allow people of unknown origin to enter the palace, let alone the woman he wants to marry.
Qing'er is like a hostess, she poured tea for Song Anle, and skillfully knew where the items were placed, and then sat down opposite Song Anle.
Song Anle took Qing'er's hand and said worriedly: "Qing'er, you seem to have lost a lot of weight recently, but what's uncomfortable?" ”
"No, it's just that I'm worried about my family, so," Qing'er lowered her eyes with a sad face.
"Since you don't worry about your family, let's come back early, we are also worried about you."
"It's not that I don't want to go back, it's just" Qing'er said with a gloomy and embarrassed face: "You also know Brother Cheng's temper, if I go back like this, I don't know what he will do, so don't blame me for being ruthless." ”
After being grounded, Qing'er naturally didn't dare to imagine that if she went back like this, Song Cheng would have grounded her again, or even more severe confinement, and besides, she ran away this time, so she would rather stay here for a long time, as long as everyone is well, she will be enough.
Song Anle felt a little faint pain in her heart, the meaning of her son's words was obviously to choose Gao Yuanshang and abandon her family, she never thought that feelings would be far more valuable than family affection, and she couldn't understand how deep the feelings in that kind of true love and true love were, but her unhesitating dedication and rash determination were the most evasive decisions in her life.
So Song Anle said solemnly: "Silly girl, they are all your own brothers and sisters, why bother to say it so strictly, besides, Brother Cheng is also for your good, don't be angry with him, the family tolerates each other, and everything will pass." ”
Of course, Qing'er hoped so, but she didn't know if the so-called Yiqiē would also include Gao Yuanshang, so she said worriedly: "What about me and Brother Yuanshang?" ”
Song Anle was finally forced to ask a difficult question by her lover, she lowered her eyes, which was a kind of hesitation, but she didn't hesitate for too long, and then said softly: "Since ancient times, marriage has been the words of the matchmaker, the order of your parents, and now your situation is different, so we still need to think about it in the long run." ”
Qing'er didn't wait for a satisfactory answer, she was naturally extremely disappointed, so she said unhappily: "Then when you make a decision, I will go back." ”
"Love." Song Anle was helpless but spoke in a serious voice, but Qing'er did not show weakness of her persistence, Song Anle secretly sighed deeply, and then she said abruptly: "You can stay here for the time being, but the seventh day of the first month is the death day of your aunt, don't you go to visit her old man?" ”
Qing'er knew that Song Anle would definitely persuade her with this incident, and at this time, she admitted that only this matter could tie her up, because the one thing about her parents was the most important thing in her life.
"I will naturally go back that day, but don't try to keep me in any way, only if Brother Cheng doesn't agree to marry Brother Yuanshang for a day, I won't go back with you for a day." Qing'er's resolute will, firm tone, cold expression, and revealing are undoubtedly revealing her decisive choice.
But Song Anle never expected that in just a few days, the lover and Gao Yuanshang had progressed to the point of talking about marriage, and she chuckled in her heart, because she thought of the scene that night, Gao Yuanshang sneaked into the love hospital, and the two forgot about it.
Song Anle's mood suddenly became restless and impetuous, she was worried that Qing'er and Gao Yuanyi already had that relationship between men and women, but it was not easy to ask, but if this was the case, she would not only hate her indecision, but also regret her for the rest of her life, including the elders who had died.
Song Anle really couldn't help but ask, so she hesitated but said euphemistically: "Qing'er, are you and Gao Yuanshang already already?"
Song Anle's intermittent words seemed to be very difficult and tangled questions, but they were enough to show what she wanted to ask, and Qing'er didn't react at first, but on Song Anle's slightly red cheeks, she suddenly understood her question.
In fact, Qing'er was also very embarrassed in her heart, thinking of the lingering that night, she didn't dare to reminisce, but she always couldn't forget the throbbing of that moment.
Qing'er's first reaction was to explain clearly, but when the words came to her lips, she thought again, if she said that she and Gao Yuanshang already had a husband and wife, then could they change their resolute opposition.
"Therefore, the eldest brother of Yuanshang will not marry in this life." Qing'er lowered her eyes shyly, and her shy expression hid the uneasiness in her heart, because she didn't know if she did this, if Gao Yuanshang knew about it, would she think she was a frivolous woman.
The avoidance of love, that is, her acquiescence to the problem, coupled with her shy girlish feelings, is undoubtedly telling the sweetness and happiness of being a wife, Song Anle is as desperate as being beaten into hell in an instant, but she can't tell whether she is ashamed of this panicked incest, or disappointed in the glimmer of hope in her heart, in short, she can't accept this fact for a while.
Qing'er saw Song Anle's eyebrows locked, and her face was depressed and melancholy, she guessed that Song Anle must be in the mustard, the relationship between her and Gao Yuanshang, and the love thought of those seemingly coincidental encounters between Gao Yuanshang and Song Anle, but they fit so ingeniously that she was paranoid that Song Anle's mustard might have other meanings.
"Anle, are you alright?" Qing'er looked at her casually.
Song Anle eased her mind at this time, she sketched the corners of her mouth, the smile on her face was still unnatural in her trance, she shook her head slightly, even if she was answering, it seemed to hide her unnaturalness.
"An Le, you don't have to worry about me, Brother Yuan Shang is very good to me, I believe he will always be good to me." Qing'er's serious expression and confident tone did not leave any room for Song Anle to persuade him.
Song Anle wanted to be happy for Qing'er, but the actual identity made her not only not happy, but even more worried, she suddenly had an urge to tell Qing'er the truth, because she still had a glimmer of hope, maybe after Qing'er learned Gao Yuanshang's identity, for the sake of those promises she had made, Qing'er might change her attachment to Gao Yuanshang.
"Qing'er, did Gao Yuanshang mention his identity to you?" Song Anle still suppressed her impulse, but she had to ask or stop it, no matter what method she used, she couldn't let them entangle like this anymore, this was the determination she secretly made for herself in her heart.
Qing'er hesitated for a moment, if Song Anle didn't mention this matter, she would have forgotten that Gao Yuanshang had never shown his identity, but for her, these were not the reasons that prevented her from liking him from the beginning, so she shook her head lightly and said: "No, but I care about this, even if he is just a common man in the middle of nowhere, I will not leave him." ”
Qing'er said what was in her heart, but no matter from any point of Gao Yuanshang's point of view, he could not be a child of an ordinary family, so when Qing'er said these words, she already had a certain amount of confidence in her heart.
Song Anle had already given up the hope that the lover would leave Gao Yuanshang on her own, so she pretended to be casual and said, "Then what if he is a royal prince and nobleman?" ”
Qing'er glanced at Song Anle suspiciously, Xu was Song Anle's good disguise, so she saw that it was just her easy-going side, which also prompted her to think that Song Anle was just a casual metaphor, but in the face of this question, she really had no answer that could prevaricate, because she never forgot her mother's last will.
Qing'er's hesitation made Song Anle think even more about the urge to tell her the truth, but before she could speak, Xiaoju came over with a few refreshments, which not only disturbed their conversation, but also woke up Song Anle's confused reason.
Attached to the tray of Xiao Ju, there was also a bowl of black and brown medicinal juice, but there was no strong bitter smell, Xiao Ju sent the medicine bowl in front of Qing'er, and said, "Miss Qing'er should take the medicine and rest." ”
Seeing this, Song Anle asked nervously, "Qing'er, what's wrong with you?" ”
"Don't be nervous just yet;" Qing'er did say with a smile on her face: "This is the tonic medicine that Brother Yuanshang configured for me, and it is said to be able to nourish yin and yang and premature aging. ”
Qing'er had a happy and sweet smile on her face, she didn't know the implicit effect of this prescription, Song Anle listened, but she blushed a little inexplicably, she knew that Gao Yuanshang was proficient in medical skills, and what Qing'er said was true.
"Then you take the medicine first and rest for a while, and I'll come to see you another day." Song Anle got up as she spoke, because Xiao Ju's hint was enough for her acquaintance to leave at the right time.
Qing'er was relieved of the medicine bowl, and also got up and said: "Why are you in a hurry to leave, the snow is so thick outside, let's wait for the snow to melt in a few days before leaving." ”
"No need, you're not in the house, the house is already messy enough, I don't want to burden them anymore." Song Anle's words obviously implied that Qing'er's own behavior had caused a burden to the family, even if it was in the hope that she could be aware of other people's feelings.
"It's all my fault, it's me who caused you trouble." Qing'er seems to be very guilty, but the people in her mouth are also invisibly, pulling their relationship farther and farther away.