88. 021 She Alone and Nothing Else!
Only in these moments will he deeply feel defeated for himself, and Gong Qiuyi will cry again.
"You know that I am standing by your side, and I will face a lot of doubts every second and every minute."
"Standing by your side, not to accompany you in the war, but to protect you before the war breaks out, this is what I want." Huo Yiwei's every word gently turned into Gong Qiuyi's ears.
"......" Gong Qiuyi was silent, and the grievances in her heart continued to magnify, even if she was by his side, she felt very wronged now.
"I have a lot of property, but it's not what you want the most, the only thing I have is what you want the most, I can't give it to you for the time being, you said you want a clean relationship, please wait for me, don't go too far......"
Huo Yiwei pulled Gong Qiuyi directly into his arms and hugged her tightly, he only had one heart, Gong Qiu only wanted to encroach on this with greed, she didn't want anything but this, she didn't covet a penny from him, only the unique one.
She said that she hoped that the other party was the only one, he couldn't do it for the time being, and twenty percent of his heart couldn't let go of Wang Weiwen, whether it was out of old feelings or current feelings, he would try to get rid of them one by one.
If all she wanted was money, he could give it to her without hesitation, but this heart and all the feelings made him hesitate, he didn't want to lie, and he couldn't lie to Gong Qiuyi, so he could only wait for everything to become the most primitive, and then he would give it to her.
I don't ask her to stand still and wait, I just hope that she can occasionally look back at his efforts and slow down, so that it will be enough.
Gong Qiu couldn't say a word, her heart had already begun to cry, the promises that Huo Yiwei had given her were all fulfilled one by one, but this one, he opened his mouth to ask her to wait, please say this word from his mouth, the meaning is already different.
In the evening, because Huo Yijun still had work, Gong Qiuzhi went back to Gong's house for dinner, Gong Chunxiao was also there, Gong Dongli and his friends went camping, Gong Xiazhi had a friend's birthday, and there were only two people left at the table.
"Why don't we go to the coffee table and eat? Sitting on the carpet like when I was a kid feels much warmer. ”
"Okay."
Gong Chunxiao suggested that Gong Qiu nod her head to show her goodness, she likes to sit on the carpet, eat at the low table, and look a little rusty and cautious at the formal table, which makes the atmosphere of the family a little strange.
The two sat on the carpet, the maid brought the food, Gong Chunxiao sandwiched a piece of beef for Gong Qiuyi, and Gong Qiuyi thanked him.
"Remember the first time you saw me?" Gong Chunxiao asked, and Gong Qiuyi hesitated for three seconds before nodding.
"Of course ......"
"Xia Zhi and I should have hated you at that time, after all, you shouldn't be here."
"Hmm." Gong Qiuyi felt a little guilty, just like Gong Chunxiao said, in fact, she shouldn't appear here, even now, you should drive her away, absolutely qualified.
"But I don't hate you at all when I see you, on the contrary, I like it very much, with a younger sister, the family doesn't have to be so lonely, my father doesn't like to take care of the family's affairs since he was a child, and my mother always cries secretly, which makes me and Gong Xiazhi very sad." Gong Chunxiao's eyes had an extra layer of sadness.
"It's normal to hate me, maybe hating it will make me feel better than liking." Gong Qiuyi misunderstood what she was trying to express.
"I didn't mean that, in fact, I am very grateful to you, and thank Dongli, you have made this home a little better, there were really only me and Gong Xiazhi before, and my mother also likes not to come out of the room, and the family is not a family."
Gong Qiuyi never asked Hu Yin, how did she and her father meet, and even the matter of her father was only said by Hu Yin when she was in a particularly high mood or a particularly bad mood, at that time she had a smile on her face, but this was not the case in her tone, she stared at Hu Yin seriously.
Hu Yin only said that you can go home soon, go back to the palace family, you can have a lot of things, you should be happy to have this word, Gong Qiuyi was at that moment, but he hoped that everything would be reversed and nothing would happen.
"Everyone says it's good to find a self-motivated man, but also to see how self-motivated he is, Dad used to go out often to socialize, busy with work, and rarely took care of the family's affairs, until a few years ago, when the body was no longer young, he slowly retracted." Gong Chunxiao took a sip of soup and said slowly.
"Hmm." Gong Qiuyi hummed softly, feeling that Gong Chunxiao was a little different today.
She is the eldest sister, so like others think, she often has to take care of them, sometimes they forget that she also needs to be taken care of, and her first impression of Gong Qiuyi is that others can't bully her.
Not only because of Jiang Yanyu's existence, but also because of her own ability, she seems to have experienced a lot before she becomes so powerful, not only taking care of herself well, but also protecting the people around her.
"Huo Yihuan is with you, in fact, I am very satisfied, really, you see that he is not as busy as before, he is efficient, and his business is not only not bad, but even better."
"He's ......" Gong Qiuyi smiled, with an extra layer of shyness in his eyes.
"Be considerate of him, he's also under a lot of pressure."
Gong Qiuyi looked at the soup in the bowl, and originally wanted to pick it up and take a sip, because she stopped because of Gong Chunxiao's words, Gong Chunxiao's words were like chatting about homely things, but it gave her the feeling that it was more of a reminder or a hint of something.
She couldn't tell the difference, but she knew that there must be pressure on the Dao, but she couldn't imagine it, and she couldn't share it for Huo Yihuan, he never said it, except for that time when he was forced to be anxious, he roared angrily.
And she seemed to be completely awakened, realizing how selfish she was, habitually taking, and the person who forgot to give it would also have a back pain, and her distress for Huo Yiwei was spreading little by little.
There were some conflicts in the morning, but she didn't forget it, she remembered every word Huo Yiwei said clearly, and she couldn't forget it.
On the way back, Gong Qiuyi has been thinking about this problem, how considerate he is, are you talking about the morning? Or is it the matter of Grandpa Wang Weiwei? Does Gong Chunxiao know the truth? Countless questions came to mind.
When she got home, Huo Yihuan had already returned, and when she walked into the bedroom, she found that he was taking a bath, she took her clothes and walked to the bathroom outside, her heart was a little unbearable, as if she was pressed by something.
When she came out, Huo Yiwei was watching TV, glanced back at her, patted the vacant seat next to her, Gong Qiuyu walked over, and as soon as he sat down, he hugged and kissed her.
"Coming back so late? Why don't you call me to pick you up! Huo Yijun asked, his eyes turned back to the TV, and the NBA replay was being broadcast.
"Lest you go again and make it more troublesome." Gong Qiuyi raised a smile, looked at Huo Yihuan's side face, and moved away the moment Huo Yihuan turned his head.
Huo Yiwei frowned when he saw her evasive gaze, Gong Chunxiao's mouth said something good, making Gong Qiuyi even avoid his sight.
"I can fly to Phuket next Monday." Huo Yijun said lukewarmly.
"Huh?" Gong Qiuyi hadn't reacted yet, her eyes widened and she looked at Huo Yihuan in disbelief, did she hear it wrong just now!
"I approve it."
Huo Yiwei put his arm around Gong Qiuyi's shoulder, and when she was about to speak, he blocked her mouth in time, he could guarantee that Gong Qiuyi must have eaten lemon-flavored candy just now.
Gong Qiuyi's heart was in a state of froze, even Huo Yiwei kissed her, she didn't respond at all, Huo Yiyi bit her lip punitively, and she was hurt by her lips, so she came back to her senses little by little.
"Lemon flavor...... of gummies? Huo Yiyi's speech was very slow, and as soon as he finished speaking, Gong Qiuyi's cheeks flushed.
"How do you know about the Dao?" Gong Qiu lowered his head in embarrassment, and his voice became smaller and quieter the more he spoke.
"Do you want to try it, it tastes like this in my mouth."
"Hmm......"
When Gong Qiuyi wanted to say no, Huo Yiwei had already expected it in his heart, and kissed her directly on the lips, looking at her angry, he felt happy in his heart, nothing was more pleasing than teasing Gong Qiuyi.
Holding her cheeks with both hands, again and again, the movements were gentle and a little domineering, not a deep kiss but on her lips, imprinted his mark, and every time she was ready to speak, he kissed, and this repeated several times.
Gong Qiuyi gave up to speak, and when Huo Yihuan finished kissing, she spoke again, Huo Yihuan thought that she didn't plan to resist like this.
The head was buried in her deep shoulder socket, and the fragrance just after bathing was still there, so that Huo Yiwei couldn't wait to imprint his traces everywhere on her body, and he couldn't wait to put all the labels on her.
The consequences of not struggling made Gong Qiuyi a little unbearable, he saw her so obedient that he didn't even bother to resist, holding her in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, outside the window was the night view of half of the city, and she was clinging to his shoulders.
scolded fiercely in his heart, ah, Huo Yijun didn't have to play so ruthlessly, he must have done it on purpose.
She had just cut her nails, but she still saw her nail marks on Huo Yihuan's shoulders, as if to remind her how fierce they were, her back against the cold glass, her front was against his hot skin, but the back was cold and made her feel like she was being thrown out of the window.
He pressed hard every time, holding her in various positions, she was a little innocent, I don't know what happened to him tonight?
"Concealing it in front of me needs to be punished...... Huo Yiwei leaned into her ear and whispered, taking the opportunity to bite her earlobe, which was one of her sensitive points.
"Huh?" Gong Qiuyi was hugged by him, and he was a little confused, just begging to end it quickly.
"What did Gong Chunxiao say to you?" Huo Yiwei asked, he was very patient tonight, and he was determined to torture Gong Qiuyi fiercely, so he would hold her and refuse to let go.
Before this, Gong Qiuyi had said the words he usually begged for mercy, the nice ones, and the words he liked to listen to no less than ten times, and the smile on his face became bigger and bigger, but his lower body seemed to be motivated, and the whole person worked harder.
Gong Qiuyi's eyes stared at Huo Yihuan, at that moment, she was silent, ah, when was she discovered by Huo Yihuan again.
"Don't look at me like that, it will only make me want to make you unable to get out of bed for several days, it's too irritating to me......" Huo Yijun lightly imprinted a kiss on her eyes.
"No, I didn't say anything." Gong Qiu turned her face away, and Huo Yijun used so much force that she almost screamed.
"Don't you really say it? My patience is running out. ”
"Huo Yihuan, what will make you feel most scared?"
“……”
This time, Huo Yiwei was a little confused about Gong Qiuyi, it seems that Gong Chunxiao brainwashed her again? Otherwise, how could he be cranky again, God knows how much he wants to greet Gong Chunxiao now.
"Sometimes, I want to help you with that...... Your stress. Her thick eyelashes hung low, and she couldn't raise her head proudly, nor could she look at Huo Yihuan.
The gentleness with which he looked at her only increased her guilt and made her feel that she had done a lot wrong.
"There's only one thing I'm afraid of."
"Huh?" She waited anxiously and uneasily, and after this answer was spoken, she was afraid that she would not be able to bear it.
"You."
Gong Qiuyi was stunned, looking at Huo Yiwei in a daze, she couldn't speak for a while, her throat was as uncomfortable as being stuck in a fish bone, she couldn't go up or down, she wanted to digest the word.
Her vision gradually blurred, and the brighter the light outside the window, but it could not illuminate the darkness in her heart.
What worries her more than that she can't bear it should be that she can't bear it at all, she can't do it at all, she can't do it at all.
Afterwards, she was weak, and was carried by Huo Yijun to take a bath, and when she came out again, she was exhausted and fell asleep in the crook of his arm, he brushed aside her bangs and printed a kiss on her forehead with all tenderness.
Recently, she and he still seem to have a good relationship, only he knows the way, some tastes are different, she looks at him differently, there is more affection and love than before, he clearly feels.
He enjoyed being alone with her very much, from the previous awkwardness to the compulsion to the most aggravated habits, he felt that after more than half a century, little by little, he could stand by her side for longer and longer, and she was willing to shake his hand, rather than waiting for him to take the initiative.
She shifted positions in his arms, he retracted his thoughts, reached out and pulled the covers over the two of them, and she leaned in on him, her hands gently hugging his waist.
She has always been shy and does not like to express this, but at night, when she is in bed with him, she naturally reaches out and leans on his arm and hugs his waist, which seems to remind him that she is actually slowly getting used to his presence.
What he feared the most was only one thing, really only her, and nothing else. If it weren't for her...... He didn't dare to imagine.
Gong Qiuyi was not surprised at all when Li Yuqin was looking for her, so that sitting opposite Li Yuqin, she was a little calmer than usual, and she could even face it calmly.