His eyes were still so gentle, but they contained anxiety and pain that she couldn't understand, "It's just that I'm not a good match for you, and I can't keep this Geng post well." ”

He carefully took out the red paper in his arms, Rujun blushed with shame, and was about to reach out to grab it, but saw Jingyu walk to the small stove under the eaves to boil medicine, and calmly put Geng Ti into the fire.

The tongue of fire rolled up, and the bright red was immediately burned into ashes, and the white powder was scattered in all directions, but it also made Rujun's heart almost crack.

She didn't know what kind of affection and love this meant, and there was only one thought in her mind: Ah Yuhe...... You hate me so much! I'd rather burn Geng Ti than accept it!

The boundless darkness came to her eyes, her ears seemed to be buzzing, she only felt her hands and feet weak, but she was holding on to escape—the next moment, she was held tightly in his arms, like the most cherished treasure!!

"I'm sorry, Rujun...... I can't accept anything, because I can't hurt you! ”

Such a gloomy but painful whisper, as if there was some kind of unspeakable hidden intention, lingering on his lips, but he couldn't confide in the slightest!

Such a gentle and tight embrace made Rujun feel slightly dizzy in front of him, and before she could react, he let go of his hand, turned around and left!

And the moment he left, Rujun clearly saw that Jing Yu made a lip gesture at her was, "Take care of yourself!" ”

This sentence, coupled with his resolute expression, has a vague omen of farewell!

Sure enough, not long after, Xiao Gu was shocked to hear that Jing Yu's father, Jing Qing, actually hid his blade in his court clothes with the intention of assassinating Zhu Di!

He was dressed in court clothes on the outside and scarlet clothes on the inside, and when the short sword with cold light was dragged down, he was only a few feet away from the emperor's throne, which was really dangerous!

She heard from the discussion on the streets and alleys - Jing Qing saw that the assassination was exposed, and he scolded angrily: "Uncle takes the nephew's position." Like a father adultering a son and a wife. If you betray Taizu's will, you are really a traitor and a thief, and everyone will be punished! ”

Zhu Di was furious, and ordered Jingqing's teeth to be knocked out left and right, his tongue was cut out, and Jingqing was executed with "torture", his limbs were split and skinned, and thatch was put in his abdomen, and hung in Chang'an Gate for public display.

Zhu Di also ordered to "exterminate the nine clans", but "turned to climb and dye". The Jing clan was almost wiped out, even the teachers, relatives, friends, and students were not spared!

When Rujun heard this, his whole body seemed to be immersed in ice water, trembling all over his body but unable to make a sound.

It turned out that Jing Yu at that time had expected such a tragic result! He didn't want to involve Xiao Gu because of himself, so he ignored it like that and deliberately ignored it.

Jingyu!! What happened to him, life or death?!!

This question made Rujun anxious. But she didn't receive any news, and at that time, she began to join the Jinlan Club and began to use the disguise technique taught by her mother to makeover. even went to the mass grave to search as a corpse collector in Yizhuang, hoping to find a clue.

But Jingyu disappeared without a trace, and no one knew anything about him anymore.

Xiao Gu later took the risk of asking the servants of the government to check the file for him: dozens of members of the Jing family were executed by Ling Chi. But on the list of the dead, there is only no Jingyu.

She has always believed that Jingyu is still alive in this world. One day, he will come down from the sky and tell her that he is still alive and has been waiting to see her!

She has always been, so firmly convinced......

Time flies, people are wrong, at this moment, the girl Rujun has become a young girl Xiao Gu, she has gone through the destruction of her family, displacement, with oil paint and bone removal to cover her appearance, restrain her temperament, and become the most mysterious and ruthless twelve sisters of the Jinlan Society.

And what about him?

An incredible fate, many years later, in the most bizarre way, sent him to her!

Upstairs, the sound of the huqin is melodious and sad but intense, the cloud board is beating rapidly, and the singing voice of Tsing Yi Hua Dan is full of the sorrow and pain of the world-

"Tearful eyes look at tearful eyes, and the broken intestine person sends the broken intestine ......"

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The singing voice is reluctant, turning a thousand times, full of the pain of life and separation, and the cloud board is beating more and more rapidly - the little student who plays Xue Pinggui is saying goodbye to his wife, singing with affection and sweetness but righteousness and awe-inspiring, those who hear it are sad, and those who see it cry.

Life is like a play, drama is like life, the parting between Wang Baochuan and Xue Pinggui staged upstairs has been 18 years since they reunited.

And Rujun and Jingyu are reunited in this way in this way after a long absence from Twelve, in this here and now!

Her long sword fell to the ground, looking extremely embarrassed, and the gauze tent where he was hiding was also cut and torn apart, revealing the face in front of her, which once surprised her so much, but now it has become a great irony!

"Ah Yu, at that time, at the risk of offending my father, you did not hesitate to help me, write to me to enlighten me, and treat my mother...... Even if your family is about to fall into a catastrophe, you still remember secretly rescuing our mother and daughter, you were at that time, and now...... It's like two people! ”

Xiao Gu's voice choked, "Why did you become the way you are?" ”

The scene upstairs seemed to be out of the scene, and the colorful and dazzling light and shadow slowly dimmed, and the light became more and more dim, shining on her face, so blurred that she couldn't see her expression clearly—in the dimness, only the tears that slowly fell were glittering.

Qin Yao sighed lightly, his brows furrowed deeper and tighter, and at this time, the thin drum beat upstairs again, he flicked his sleeves and said in a low voice: "You guys continue to talk, it's time for me to play." ”

As he swept out of the window, he glanced back at the stiff and opposing man and woman, and added, "In less than a moment, the other brothers and sisters will arrive, so you should be in good measure." ”

The window was shut, and the only glimmer of light was gone, and the two men standing facing each other were drenched in darkness. After a long time, Jing Yu spoke, "I also want to know Lu Dao, why did I become the person I am now?"

"A long time ago, my father taught me to uphold the way of a lady, not only to help those around me in time, but also to have mercy on the suffering of the common people. Before he taught me the Four Books and the Five Classics, he once wrote me a picture, that is, 'Establish a heart for heaven and earth, establish a life for the people, continue to learn for the saints, and open peace for all generations'—this is his belief and his great hope for me! ”

His voice is very low, but he trembles outright, for his father under Jiuquan, and for the ups and downs of his life for more than ten years!

"For me as a young child, my father was my goal. He is smart and capable, but witty and funny, and he is born with a unique charm - he is not only a talent, but also a national player in Xinglin, often relaxing the patient's mood with interesting stories when diagnosing the pulse, and some people even heal without medicine, he once said that if it is not a good look, it is a good doctor. ”

Jingyu's voice seemed ethereal and indifferent in the darkness. But it contains infinite fiery nostalgia and pain—

"Every time my father goes to a place to be an official, the people are reluctant to let him go, and there are even words among the people that he is a Wenqu star who descends to earth, and he was born with three lamps on his shoulders. When I was young, I once made a wish to one day be like him, no matter how big or small, I could help the world and save people. Let the people of Dawn live better. ”

"My father has always been resourceful in my eyes, until that war - Zhu Di, the king of Yan, openly led his army south in the name of "Qingjun Side", calling himself 'Jingnan'. In fact, he wants to usurp the throne of his nephew! ”

"My father was greatly appreciated by King Yan, but even so, I still firmly believed that he would stick to his courtiers and be loyal to the court. I was even ready to escape from Peking with my father—but later, King Yan summoned him and talked to him alone for a long night. ”

Jing Yu's voice became deeper and deeper. But with an indescribable heaviness and bitterness, "I found out the next morning that my world was ...... overturned overnight, black and white right and wrong, can be reversed like this - father actually took the initiative to give advice to King Yan, as if he wanted to help him rebel! ”

Speaking of this, Jing Yu smiled bitterly, "The world is shocked, thinking that he is coveting the power of the dragon and taking the opportunity to ascend to the throne, but I can't believe it and won't believe it!" After my careful investigation and repeated questioning, my father finally told me the truth: he was actually secretly contacting Qi Tai, Lian Zining, Huang Zicheng, Fang Xiaoru and others, plotting to crusade against rebellion and protect the Son of Heaven. ”

Speaking of this, Jing Yu smiled bitterly and said: "At first, he did pass on several secret news, King Yan's Chinese army was broken by the long drive, and the two major defeats were all due to his credit - but the court was really depressed, and in a good situation, he even made a faint move, and was actually broken by King Yan, crossed the Yangtze River and broke through Jinling, and Emperor Jianwen disappeared so bizarrely, maybe he died in the fire, maybe he escaped." ”

"When I received this bad news, my father was playing the piano, and in an instant three strings were broken, and blood gushed out of his fingers, he laughed and chanted the famous sentence of Mr. Wenshan of the Southern Song Dynasty, 'Who has not died in life since ancient times, and left Dan to take care of the sweat and sweat' - at that time, I knew that he wanted to sacrifice himself for the society and the country, and use his life and blood to help this chaotic dynasty!"

"In those days, I was so anxious, I was almost crazy about repeated contradictions and hesitations - sometimes, I felt that he was making a fool: so many civil servants and generals in the world couldn't make Zhu Di fall, you scholar have to stand up and hit a stone with an egg! I even thought about kidnapping him...... Sometimes, I feel that he has been fighting for his beliefs and ideals all his life, and he has no regrets, even as a son of man, he does not dare to interfere. More often than not, I clearly realized that no matter whether he succeeds or fails, his life, and even the lives of my whole family and clan, will be completely destroyed. ”

His voice became softer and softer, almost muttering to himself—but Xiao Gu could clearly hear the great pain in his heart at that time—the feeling of being difficult to choose, but knowing the outcome, could drive people completely crazy!

She felt a pain in her heart, and asked: "So at that time, in order to save me, you could only pretend to be cold and divide us into slavery in Jinling, instead of giving us the freedom to leave our nationality - are you afraid that you will affect us?!" ”

"My father was very valued by Zhu Di at that time, and your mother and daughter were only registered in the name of the Hu Mansion, and it was not difficult to pardon you, but I clearly knew that it would not be long before my father would change from a powerful minister of the Son of Heaven to a traitor to a traitor to all evil assassins, and with Zhu Di's cruelty and viciousness, all those who have a relationship with my father and son will not be able to escape their fate."

Xiao Gu listened to his words, the light in his eyes became brighter and brighter, and he held back his sore nose and tears, and hurriedly asked: "So at that time, when you came to treat my mother......

She snorted, but she couldn't say it anymore, a hot blush rose from her cheeks, and a sour, sweet, bitter and astringent taste permeated her heart, making her unable to speak anymore.

She couldn't say anything, but Jing Yu could hear it clearly, he smiled slightly in the dark, and his eyes were shining as he stared at her, "I burned that Geng post, and it hurt your heart—but do you think that I am the one who is unkind?" (To be continued......)