Chapter 5: How Can You Bear It
In the house, Junluo carefully guarded Xiaochun, and outside the relatives who were anxious for Xiaochun's resurrection, Lixiang was already in a coma, but it was no big deal.
This time has become incredibly chaotic!
In a hidden position, Meritus didn't know what kind of light was shining in his eyes, maybe it was danger or worry.
Ling He lay on the ground, the light in his beautiful eyes was not as good as before, could it be that his heart had no expectations?
Junhua, is it true that if Mrs. didn't have something to do, would we have been together forever, but I know the way, I know the way, maybe some ...... It's all fantasy!
What am I going to do? How can I not lose you?
Over the years, I have been alone, and I have loved too hard silently, if I give up...... But do you want to give up? I won't be reconciled, what should I do? How can I get the best of both worlds? I can neither lose you nor gain your heart, and then let you not leave me......
Growing up so big, I have never been so disappointed, at the beginning, the tragic death of my parents, the separation of my sister, her family left only her and Lingyu, all the burden was added to her thin shoulders, but, she saw that she carried it, and she never gave up, until later, she was adopted by Mrs. and found her sister, she thought this was the beginning of a good life, but, sure enough, God will not make a person happy for a long time, she lost her wife, and had to let her sister leave, at that time she was not so disappointed, But now, she is so disappointed because of a man, a man who lives in the heart of another woman.
Thinking about it, she wanted to laugh! How ironic it is that the person who has always loved does not love himself!
But if you have a little heart, can you love me once? Even if it's just for a few days, I have no regrets in this life!
But will you?
Junhua didn't say anything to Ling He, but his ruthless and desireless expression stabbed Ling He's heart.
Collecting his palm, although Ling He's face was still a little pale, it didn't look so terrifying.
"Linghe, how can you bear it? How can you bear to hurt Xiaochun, she is such a kind woman! Junhua closed his eyes in pain, in fact, he blamed himself more in his heart.
"Huh...... Junhua, we can be regarded as growing up together, but for my feelings, it is not as good as a Mo Xuechun? Meritus, is it my fault or this world? I know that you know that I love you so much, for you, I can lose everything, even life doesn't matter! For the first time, Ling He said all the suppressed words in her heart, and there was no relaxation in her heart, some were more nervous, if she could, she would rather not say it, but, but, ......
"Linghe...... I ...... "Junhua doesn't know how to do it without hurting the woman in front of him, he has always been her companion, if it weren't for her, he didn't know how he would live these years, perhaps, she couldn't survive those days."
"Junhua, my words are not in a hurry, what I say is true!" Now that she has said it, then, let's fight hard, no matter what the result is, at least, she has tried, hasn't she? At least not too much of a pity.
"Meritus, the person I and she have been with you for a long time is me, obviously I met you first! However, what are you ...... for?" said the most, Ling He couldn't cry anymore.
There was silence for a long time.
Junhua sighed and said helplessly: "But, Ling He, you know that love and love have never been in order, and it has nothing to do with time!" Junhua looked at Ling He and continued: "I know that I may be the kind of man who never falls in love with anyone in your opinion, but in fact, when love comes, no external force can be stopped, just like Xiaochun to me!" After Junhua finished speaking, he breathed a long sigh of relief, maybe there are some words that are the best to say.
He believed that Ling He was a smart woman, and it was only a matter of time before she would come out!
However, Meritus ignores a woman's dedication to love and obsession with the person she loves!
Hua Ran Curie, Jun Luo has always held Xiao Chun like that, and for so long, he has never changed his movements, showing how deep his love is.
Ying Xue came in, Jun Luo didn't move at all, Ying Xue sighed helplessly when she saw Jun Luo like this, how could her daughter He De be treated like this by such an infatuated man.
"Prince, you can rest for a while, Xiaochun is already like this, don't be too sad!" Ying Xue wanted to comfort him like this, although it might not be useful.
"Auntie, I'm fine, I want to accompany Xiaochun well, so that she won't feel lonely!" When Junluo said this, he finally let go of the woman in his hand, but he didn't leave her bedside, one hand was still caressing her cheek, but the cheek that should have been warm had lost its temperature at this moment and became extremely pale.
"Prince, ...... you" Ying Xue didn't know what to say, such a scene always reminded her of when she was young, their father and son were so persistent, but after all, they had to be let down, why bother to pay like this?
"Auntie, do I want to be quiet with Xiaochun for a while?" Junluo said that Ying Xue understood and left helplessly.
After Yingxue left, Junluo held Xiao Chun's hand and put it on his cheek, and used his own hand to drive her cold hand, carefully rubbing it on his face, thinking that it would make her hand warmer, but when it came to the worst, even his own cheeks became cold.
In an instant, Jun Luo's eyes were full of water, if he was younger and less experienced, then he would definitely shed tears, because the woman in front of him was the woman he had always put on the tip of his heart, the woman he had always loved!
"Xiaochun, obviously we met first, we knew each other when we were young, but for what? Why don't you love me? Love another man? Junluo said to himself.
"What if, the person you're in love with is me?" After being silent for a while, he continued to hold Xiao Chun's hand and smiled slightly for a while: "Then, you won't be so miserable, I will definitely spoil you very much, and I will always spoil you." ”
"But, for what, for what, why don't you love me?" After Junluo said that he was the worst, the tears in his left eye finally fell, but his right eye was extremely dry.
"Xiaochun, look, it's crying, it's crying for you, if you know the Tao, even if it's because of the emotion of this moment, can you ...... Can you give me a little bit...... Love? Jun Luo said that he was sarcastic by himself after talking about the most embarrassing, when did His Royal Highness the Prince of the Demon Realm fall to the point where he was like a woman to ask for love......
Jun Luo took Xiao Chun's hand, lowered his body, half-knelt beside her bed, his face gradually pressed against her cold palm, closed his eyes, and there were still subtle marks on his left cheek, it was not a shame, it was his true feelings.
The most sincere feelings in my heart, the feelings that have never been spoken!
I closed my eyes and thought silently in my heart.
Xiaochun, if you come back, I am willing to exchange everything, even if it is for me to just become your brother and guard your side in the future, I ...... I would too!
Although he said so, did he really think this in his heart?
He doesn't know what he does, all he knows is that as long as Xiao Chun can come back at this moment, he is willing to exchange anything, but if he really does it in that capacity in the future...... There is still a trace of reluctance in his heart?
Gradually, Junluo fell asleep next to Xiaochun, with her by his side, even sleeping was at ease, such snuggling was only a child!
Suddenly, it's such a nostalgia, nostalgia for the days when there was her before, and the laughter and laughter that accompanied each other!
In the quiet room, Xiao Chun's body had already lost its temperature and lay on the bed, Jun Luo held her hand tightly and slept quietly beside her, with a faint smile on his face.
I guess I had some kind of sweet dream!
There must be Xiao Chun in that dream, because at this moment, only the intact Xiao Chun can bring him such a smile!
Suddenly, the fingers of the person on the bed moved, and then the beautiful eyes gradually opened.
Looking around, my mind went blank, where is this, she? And who?
I found that my hand was being pulled by someone, and I struggled to pull out my hand, but it was pulled too tightly, and I didn't pull it out for a long time.
Finally, Junluo was awakened and saw Xiao Chun who woke up, with infinite surprise in his eyes, and hugged Xiao Chun ecstatically.
He said, "Xiaochun, you're fine, great, do you know how happy I am...... "Yes! How can you not be happy? Originally, she had a small hope, but now she came back intact, can she not be happy?
The woman who was being held was obviously not in a state, and she was stunned for a moment before she reacted.
"Why are you holding me? I don't know you, you let go of me......" Xiao Chun struggled desperately, but she didn't know how much damage her actions had brought to Junluo.
"Xiaochun, you...... Don't you remember me? Junluo didn't seem to believe it.
"Xiaochun? Am I called Xiaochun? "Obviously, she didn't know the point.
After Jun Luo was happy, he quickly pulled up Xiao Chun's wrist, and he didn't know how to pull it, and he was startled!
There was not the slightest warmth in her hands, not even the pulse between her wrists. Calm and waveless, as if he didn't want to believe it, a pair of hands touched other places on Xiao Chun's body.
Cheeks, neck, back...... I've tried too many places, but after touching those places, it's just getting colder and colder and colder, and there is no temperature in her whole body, just like the cold before, and now she is just a dead person with the ability to move.
How so?
Jun Luo accidentally brought up Xiao Chun's sleeves, but his arms, which should have been snow-white, were a large red mark, which was caused by the poison on that enchantment!
The heart throbbed at once!
What kind of blow did she get? will cause such a large area of traces!
Xiaochun, I shouldn't have protected you well!
God, what are you doing to make Xiaochun like this? What I want is a normal her, not a normal her!