Continuation 18 Why won't you let me go!
Qin Yan got up very early, just dawning, she looked at the alarm clock with sleepy eyes, it was only five o'clock, if it weren't for Cheng Jingcheng, she wouldn't have gotten up so early.
Qin Yan made a few of the best dishes, then cooked a little rice in the rice cooker, and hurried to the hospital, when she went, Cheng Jingcheng's guy was still sleeping.
She sighed helplessly, someone would really enjoy it and know how to entertain her, so early in the morning, she got up to cook, and he slept under the quilt. Qin Yan put down the things in his hand depressedly, only to find that there was an extra small room on the other side.
She walked in and took a look, only to find that it was a small kitchen, the device was quite chic, although it was a little smaller, but although the sparrows were small, there were all kinds of things here, it was really not easy.
"It's a kitchenette specially prepared for you." Cheng Jingcheng didn't know when he had woken up, looked at Qin Yan and said gently: "I see that you are working very hard back and forth, specially made, there are a lot of vegetables in the refrigerator, if you want to do anything, there are all in it." He yawned again.
He's a little too sleepy. After calling them last night, people came quickly, and they moved a lot of things, making a lot of noise, and he couldn't sleep at all. Finally, when they were all busy and left, it was already early in the morning.
"You did it on purpose?" Qin Yan took a look at this kitchen, although it was a little smaller, but the things in it, the electrical appliances, she took a cursory look, they were all some brand-name things, and they must be worth a lot of money.
"Well, you complained to me that you always went out to buy food for me."
In fact, this is only one aspect, on the other hand, I hope to keep Qin Yan by my side for a little more time, so that I can have a good meal with him like a family. That's the kind of life he aspires to now.
Ever since the last time Qin Yan brought over the cooking tools, he had an urge to be able to watch Qin Yan cook all the time for the rest of his life.
Now that Qin Yan promised to cook for him every day, Cheng Jingcheng would certainly not give up this opportunity, and immediately sent someone to make this small kitchen.
"It's pretty good." Qin Yan said happily, since she said that she would take good care of Cheng Jingcheng, she would take good care of him, and with this small kitchen, it would be much more convenient for her to be in charge of his diet.
"Aren't you happy?" Cheng Jingcheng looked at Qin Yan, his deep eyes seemed to be gentle and about to flow water, perhaps because he had just gotten up, he looked mature and a little lazy.
"Uh-huh. It looks pretty good. "Especially for her, who just came from home, it was a panacea to save her from the dire situation.
"I haven't slept in the middle of the night for this thing. You're going to have to make it up to me. Cheng Jingcheng replied with a tired face, the expression on his face was like a child begging for candy.
"I cook a lot of dishes, and it's kind of compensation for you." Qin Yan cut off all the dishes she cooked.
The only thing that benefits of the hospital is that it can be turned into a dining table as quickly as possible.
Qin Yan took the board under the * and put it on the fence of *, and it became a very simple dining table, and she put all her dishes on it.
"This is steamed saury, the patient should eat a little more, it is very nutritious. Generally, pregnant women will eat this fish when they give birth. You can also get some more milk. Qin Yan said happily.
Looking at Cheng Jingcheng's appearance of wanting to eat at the beginning, and then slowly transformed into a disgusted look, he couldn't help laughing: "Don't be surprised, what I said is the truth, it's very nourishing." ”
Cheng Jingcheng nodded depressedly, still thinking about her sentence in his heart, pregnant women can get more milk after eating. And then even more depressed not to look at the dish that looked delicious.
"There is also an old hen stew, which is also very nourishing when I hate it, and there are a lot of shiitake mushrooms and wolfberries in it, but it is very healthy."
"There is also this braised pork ribs, but I got up early in the morning and went to the vegetable market to buy it, it is absolutely fresh and delicious."
After a lot of work, she soon put the early results on the table one by one, and the last bowl was of course white rice.
"Looks like you've put your mind to it." Cheng Jingcheng looked at the steaming dish in front of him and said funny.
"Originally, I got up early, and since I said I wanted to take good care of you, I wouldn't take care of you in every way." Qin Yan put the chopsticks in his hand, and then sat opposite him with a bowl of rice.
"Haven't you eaten yet?" Cheng Jingcheng said with some distress, it was almost nine o'clock now, it was really hard for her.
"Nope. There are a lot of things, and I don't have time to eat at home, but it's the same here, and besides, if I eat alone, I won't fry so many dishes, and it's all thanks to you. After saying that, he ate a big bite of food. Picked up a piece of braised pork ribs and put it in Cheng Jingcheng's bowl: "You taste my craftsmanship." ”
"Good. I'll try. Cheng Jingcheng nodded, picked it up and put it in his mouth and nodded with satisfaction, the taste is not much, the braised pork ribs still have a hint of sweetness, cleverly increasing the freshness, and at the same time not covering the umami of the ribs, I have to say that she really has nothing to say about what she did: "It tastes very good." ”
It's no worse than the chef in the big hotel, and those dishes are all colorful, flavorful, and if he didn't know that Qin Yan wouldn't lie to him, he would really think that these were made by the chef in the big hotel.
"You're really good at cooking." Cheng Jingcheng was sincerely admired. Although he had known it for a long time, after five years, he had eaten the food cooked by Qin Yan, and Cheng Jingcheng had a long-lost sense of satisfaction.
"Generally, from childhood to adulthood, I cook and eat for myself, and slowly get used to it, if you like it, I can make it for you every day. Match"
Of course, this day refers to the time he is in the hospital, and she will do everything from diet to daily washing.
She is a man of promises. Naturally, not speaking doesn't count.
"Yes." Cheng Jingcheng smiled gently.
Rarely did he laugh so happily. Laughing very happily without worries, he usually faces all kinds of people in life, and keeps a false smile every day, he is already tired, and he doesn't want to go on like this.
After breakfast, Qin Yan put the rest of the dishes in the refrigerator, and then washed Cheng Jingcheng's changed clothes.
He sat on the *, looking at the busy figure on the balcony, and there was some indescribable joy in his heart, maybe what he had always wanted was such a life, away from false people, and having a warm family. Have someone you love to take care of.
Ordinary may be the best happiness.
"Are you tired? If you're tired, why don't you stop and take a break? He looked at Qin Yan who was washing clothes and asked.
In fact, these things can be done by an hourly worker, but she has to say that she will do it herself, and she also said that since she said that she would take care of him, she would definitely do her best, and if she invited someone else, wouldn't it be a violation of the original agreement. So he had no choice but to agree with her.
"Not tired, just a few clothes." Qin Yan gently wiped the sweat from his forehead with his hands, there were not many clothes, and most of his clothes were very clean, and they would be washed quickly.
"I'd better hire a part-time worker to do the laundry tomorrow." Cheng Jingcheng didn't care about the money at all, what he cared about most was Qin Yan, he didn't want her to be too tired, so she must have worked hard early in the morning, and now she is finally free, and she has to help him wash his clothes, it's really hard for her.
"It's fine. I'll do it myself. If you're bored, don't you have a TV? You can watch TV. Qin Yan said as he gave the water. The clothes have already been washed, just rinse the water again and you can dry.
"Yes, I see." Cheng Jingcheng answered, and then found the remote control a little earlier.
He doesn't like to watch TV very much, but he can't move around now, so he can only watch TV.
Qin Yan washed the clothes, and then dried them on the balcony, there was one more line here than yesterday, it seemed that he really put in a lot of effort last night, and thought about a lot of things, which surprised her.
Although Cheng Jingcheng looks so good, he didn't expect him to have such a careful side, if anyone becomes his wife, it may be a very happy thing.
After Qin Yan dried his clothes, he washed his face with cold water, and then walked in, only to find that Cheng Jingcheng was actually watching a cat and a mouse, does he also like to watch this kind of cartoon animation?
"You love this?" Qin Yan asked suspiciously.
Cheng Jingcheng was stunned: "What did you just say?" ”
"Nothing. I thought you loved watching cartoons. It turned out that she was in a daze, so she said, how could an excellent man like Cheng Jingcheng watch cartoons, at least it was news or TV series.
"Oh, I just turned on the TV and it's this station." Maybe it was a kid who lived in this room before, and he looked at the kitten in the computer and tilted his head and asked, "Do you like watching this?" ”
"It's okay, I watch it occasionally, because it's fun." This kind of thing may seem childish, but sometimes it will make you laugh a lot when you look at it.
"Really?" Then he won't change the channel, and he doesn't want to watch TV anyway, watching everything is the same for him.
"Are you thinking about things?" Qin Yan looked at Cheng Jingcheng and felt that his expression was a little strange.
"I don't want to find a babysitter anymore." He didn't want to see Qin Yan work so hard.
"If you find a nanny, I won't come tomorrow, I'm here to take care of you in the hospital, not to enjoy the blessings, hard work is deserved. If you ask for a babysitter, what do you want me to do? ”
"Alright, alright, I got it." Cheng Jingcheng nodded, he only thought about not letting her work too hard, but he really didn't expect that if the nanny came, she wouldn't come, so it wouldn't work. He didn't want Qin Yan to leave him.
"That's okay, I'll take care of you in the future, you just think about it, the most important thing is to take care of your body."
"Bang, bang, bang" Qin Yan was talking to Cheng Jingcheng when suddenly there was a knock on the door. Qin Yan retracted the smile on the corner of his mouth and got up to open the door.
"Miss Qin, is it?" Outside the door, a postman in a green overalls looked at Qin Yan in front of him with a smile on his face.
"Yes, I am. Excuse me, is there something wrong? Qin Yan looked at the postman in front of him with some curiosity. Well...... Who would send something or a letter to themselves?
The postman handed over an envelope: "Here is a letter from you, please check it." ”
"Okay, thanks." Qin Yan smiled slightly, took the letter, closed the door of the ward with doubts and walked in.
"What's wrong? Who's coming? Cheng Jingcheng looked at Qin Yan, his face flashing with curiosity. I heard the talking, but I didn't come in. Didn't you come to find yourself?
"A postman." Qin Yan smiled slightly, and a shallow pear vortex bloomed on his cheeks, as if filled with a gentle spring breeze: "I don't know who sent me the letter...... I can't really guess who it will be. At this time, most of the problems are solved by phone call or e-mail, and there are still people who send letters. ”
"If you can't guess, just take it apart and take a look. If you don't see it, you'll know. Looking at the shallow pear vortex on Qin Yan's cheeks, Cheng Jingcheng's mood was extremely good.
These days, he can often see Qin Yan's warm and warm smile, and Cheng Jingcheng feels that the gap in his heart is filled by the pear vortex on Qin Yan's cheeks, which is extremely full and satisfying.
Qin Yan opened the envelope with a smile, and a red gilded invitation card was revealed: "It's an invitation." ”
"Who gave it?" Looking at the sweet smile that the corners of Qin Yan's mouth couldn't contain, Cheng Jingcheng's heart was full of joy.
"It's Tong Fan." Qin Yan smiled heartily: "He invited me to attend his concert as his special guest. I sent an invitation letter. This Tong Fan doesn't know what his head is made of. Can't you just come to the hospital and give it to me when you see you? I had to send it so formally. ”
When Cheng Jingcheng heard that it was an invitation sent by Tong Fan, he couldn't help but make a big alarm in his heart.
If you want to say that Tong Fan doesn't have any other ideas, the ghost believes it. has been with Tong Fan for so long, Cheng Jingcheng knows this guy best, and he is completely unprofitable. Let alone......
Cheng Jingcheng pursed his mouth with vinegar, his Qin Yan is so good-looking, and so special, isn't this Tong Fan like an ant who has seen white sugar?
Although this was indeed a game he deliberately set up in order to toss Qin Yan at the beginning, but now, he really tasted the feeling of lifting a stone to shoot himself in the foot.
How good is it to let that little girl named Nana sing with Tong Fan...... I have to intervene like this, now it's okay, Qin Yan won't be able to accompany him tomorrow, and there is such an unsafe Tong Fan eyeing him...... This Tong Fan must have been secretly having fun behind his back.
The more he thought about it, the more he felt unsafe, so he came to Qin Yan with a face full of unhappiness and grievances: "Qin Yan, don't you want to go?" ”
Qin Yan looked at the invitation letter with some unrealization, and looked in a good mood. Without raising his head, he replied, "Go, why don't I go?" ”
Cheng Jingcheng saw that Qin Yan ignored him, and he felt more and more apprehensive, so he stretched out his hand and raised Qin Yan's head: "Qin Yan, Tong Fan is good-looking or am I good-looking?" ”
Qin Yan looked at Cheng Jingcheng's enlarged handsome face in front of him in surprise, couldn't help but be a little funny, and reached out to touch Cheng Jingcheng's forehead: "I don't have a fever, how can I talk nonsense." ”
"I'm not talking nonsense." Cheng Jingcheng pursed his mouth again, like a child who didn't ask for candy, and accused dissatisfiedly: "Tong Fan, he has intentions for you." ”
Qin Yan couldn't help but smile slightly, the pear vortex on his cheeks was full of happiness: "What nonsense...... Tong Fan and I are good friends, and I am fully responsible for his concert. It's normal for me to be a guest. ”
Pinching Cheng Jingcheng's face, Qin Yan wanted to laugh more and more: "How have you been like a child recently." What are you thinking? ”
Cheng Jingcheng looked at Qin Yan's unsuspecting appearance, and couldn't help but feel a little hated for iron and steel.
A beautiful woman who is single is not wary of a single playboy at all...... This Qin Yan is really ...... It really needs to be well educated.
Cheng Jingcheng coughed lightly: "Qin Yan, this Tong Fan, is a person who can't afford to be early. I've been working with him for so long, I don't know him yet......" As he spoke, Cheng Jingcheng's mouth once again deflated like a child: "He must have an intention for you." ”
Qin Yan couldn't help but chuckle, the pear vortex at the corner of his mouth was full of pleasure: "Tong Fan and I are just good friends. Stop it. It's not that you don't know that the original special guest Nana had an accident temporarily. You also specified that I must be the special guest. Now that it's time, you can't let me escape? ”
Cheng Jingcheng's heart became more and more unhappy. You will not live...... Why couldn't he think about it in the first place, and sent Qin Yanyang into the tiger's mouth?
Cheng Jingcheng continued to fight unwillingly: "But, Qin Yan, you were busy taking care of me during this time, and you didn't go to rehearsal...... I'm afraid you'll be embarrassed by then. I'll just ask Pan Yu to find another person. ”
Qin Yan touched his eyebrows a little helplessly, this Cheng Jingcheng, what's wrong today?
Qin Yan patiently explained: "I followed Nana throughout the rehearsal. I'm already familiar with that song. There is no need for rehearsal at all. Besides, the concert is imminent, and if I have another problem, what I will lose is dedicated public relations and the credibility of your global performing arts. ”
Cheng Jingcheng finally gave up his efforts. He also knew that he had been cornered in this matter. Qin Yan had no other choice than to come to power.
Very dissatisfied, he curled his mouth again, and Cheng Jingcheng faced the reality: "Okay...... You go. But after the concert, you have to come back early. And also...... Are you going to pick a dress for tonight? ”
"Dress?" Qin Yan was a little surprised, and then smiled: "No need." Since I'm a fan and a special guest this time, I don't need a dress. The more popular the dress, the better. ”
Cheng Jingcheng nodded, and then instructed with some anxiety: "I will watch the live TV broadcast of the concert today, you are not allowed to be too close to Tong Fan." ”
Qin Yan nodded helplessly and responded.
However, night gradually fell, and in a dark room, a cold female voice came: "How are things arranged?" ”
The figure of the burly man in the black suit loomed in the shadows: "Miss, don't worry, everything has been arranged." Tomorrow's concert will definitely give them different surprises. ”
The woman in the dark, her figure sunk in the sofa, makes people look unreal, but the eyes burning with crazy flames are particularly eye-catching in such a night: "Good, good." When it is done, I will reward you well. But if something goes wrong, you know what kind of punishment you will endure. ”
"Yes! Please rest assured. The man in the black suit, his burly body couldn't help but tremble slightly, and then nodded in response.
"You go down." Waving at the man in the black suit, the woman lit a cigarette.
The moment the lighter was lit, the cold smile on the woman's red lips looked very eerie and terrifying in the dark night: "Qin Yan, you must enjoy this great gift I gave you." ”
The huge gears of time slowly turned, and before you knew it, some conspiracy was approaching.
Plotting in the dark is like an unstoppable attack, ready to deliver a fatal blow at the moment of your negligence.
And here, after Qin Yan comforted Cheng Jingcheng, he finally walked out of the hospital at nightfall.
The night was huge and quiet overhead, and Qin Yan looked at the low-hanging night sky, feeling a little depressed in his heart.
Although Cheng Jingcheng has always been very optimistic, Qin Yan has always felt a faint pain in his heart.
This young man's lover, Qin Yan knows his temper very well. He is such a proud person, so naturally perfect and excellent.
However, now he can no longer stand up, and for him, it is more than a torture.
This makes him, who has always looked down on all living beings, how can he accept it......
The night was huge and quiet overhead, and Qin Yan looked at the low-hanging night sky, feeling a little depressed in his heart.
Although Cheng Jingcheng has always been very optimistic, Qin Yan has always felt a faint pain in his heart. This young man's lover, Qin Yan knows his temper very well. He is such a proud person, so naturally perfect and excellent.
However, now he can no longer stand up, for him, it is more than a kind of torture.
This makes him, who has always looked down on all living beings, how can he accept it.
Cheng Jingcheng has always shown that he doesn't care. But whenever Qin Yan helped him to the wheelchair, or helped him to the toilet, there was always unstoppable sadness in his heart.
Qin Yan didn't even dare to look at Cheng Jingcheng's expression, lest he would show a decadent and self-abandoned expression when he saw this man who had always been arrogant and mean and vicious towards her.
Cheng Jingcheng, will he really not be able to stand up?
Qin Yan felt that Cheng Jingcheng was simply unimaginable like this.
And now, what kind of feelings does she have for him, or for her?
It is undeniable that if anyone else lived in the hospital, Qin Yan would not have had such a lot of patience, and he was running around with hard work. And this lover, who has been together since she was a teenager, even if he hurt her, even if he gave her indelible dark memories. She still couldn't hate him.
She always put him in a soft corner of her heart. She will always remember that he said that he told her to follow him, that he would give her a sky free of wind and rain.
However, this man who was able to hold up a piece of the sky has now fallen.
So who will hold up his sky?
Qin Yan didn't even have a way to understand whether she loved Cheng Jingcheng a little more or was merciful. What about a little more sympathy?
Commiseration? Sympathize? Thinking of these two words, Qin Yan suddenly found that he seemed to be sad for Cheng Jingcheng from beginning to end, and he was heartache for him, but he rarely felt pity and sympathy.
And this realization made Qin Yan, who had always been indifferent, a little frightened.
So, does she still love him? Hasn't she let go of the relationship she had five years ago?
Even though she left a mark of shame on her back that always ached, was she still unable to let him go completely?
Qin Yan looked at the night sky above his head blankly, only to feel a faint pain in his heart.
Driving to Tong Fan's house, Qin Yan packed up his emotions and finally returned to his indifferent appearance.
"Qin Yan." Tong Fan was pleasantly surprised to see Qin Yan standing at the door of his room, and only felt extremely happy: "I thought you wouldn't be here today." ”
"How so." Qin Yan smiled brightly, and a shallow pear vortex hung on her cheeks, showing her apology: "I'm going to go on stage tomorrow, I should rehearse with you anyway." It's just that I've been taking care of Cheng Jingcheng recently, so I'm really sorry that I didn't come until now. ”
Hearing that Qin Yan no longer pretended to be polite and called Cheng Jingcheng Cheng Zong, but directly called him so, Tong Fan's eyes darkened. How close has the relationship between the two of them become?
However, the gloom was only fleeting, Tong Fan unfolded his trademark playboy smile and nodded: "It's okay, I always slept late anyway." Besides, I'm very honored to have a beautiful woman come to the door at night."
As he spoke, he greeted Qin Yan and entered the door. However, neither of them noticed that at the corner of the corridor, a bright light that seemed to be a magnesium lamp flashed.
Entering the door and sitting in the room, Tong Fan took out the accompaniment tape, and the sound of music slowly played out from the stereo.
Qin Yan picked up the lyrics book, looked at the lyrics seriously, and followed Tong Fan to gently respond and sing.
After a few times, Tong Fan couldn't help but sigh: "Qin Yan, fortunately, you didn't want to enter the showbiz, otherwise, you would have snatched my job." ”
Qin Yan smiled slightly: "I'm also an amateur, so I can not hold back tomorrow." Besides, I've experienced Nana's out-of-tune, and I think now as long as you can sing and work with you, you feel like a natural sound. ”
Tong Fan waved his hand: "You don't have to be modest." I think I should have let you go in the first place, and I found such people for nothing. It's really true."
Seeing Tong Fan's indescribable forehead, Qin Yan couldn't help but laugh again: "Since the rehearsal has been completed, then I will leave first." Rest well tonight and be in the best shape for tomorrow's concert. ”
Tong Fan nodded and said softly, "I'll send you." Then he put on his coat and put on big sunglasses that were big enough to cover his face and went out with Qin Yan.
On the other side, in the late-night ward, Cheng Jingcheng did not fall asleep.
"Jin Ruoqing is coming? What did she come to do? Cheng Jingcheng's brows furrowed, and his deep black pupils flashed with impatience: "Isn't she staying in England?" ”
"Jin Wanguan of Jin's Enterprise is a little impatient, and wants his daughter to come to probe the mouth, and if appropriate, wants to use his daughter to trap you." The person on the other side of the phone meticulously reported the situation: "Jin Wanguan has the idea of marrying you. ”
"Okay, I got it." The corners of Cheng Jingcheng's mouth showed a sneer, do you want to play? Very good, then he played with them: "You did a good job, continue to monitor the dynamics of the Kim Group, and report any situation as soon as possible." ”
"Yes."
Hanging up the phone, Cheng Jingcheng thought about it for a while and dialed Qin Yan's phone.
"Qin Yan. It's me. Hearing Qin Yan's voice, the corners of Cheng Jingcheng's mouth couldn't help but bring a smile.
"Well, what's wrong?" Qin Yan's voice was hazy with sleepiness, obviously he had just fallen asleep and was woken up.
"You slept? Sorry to bother you. Listening to Qin Yan's lazy voice, the smile on the corner of Cheng Jingcheng's mouth became more and more gentle.
"It's fine, just lay down for a while. What's wrong, why are you calling me again after this order? Didn't it make you go to bed early? Qin Yan stroked his hair and tried to make himself feel more energetic.
"That's right, I just want to inform you that you don't have to come to the hospital tomorrow. Someone from the UK head office is going to come over to check the work, and I don't think it's appropriate for you to come over, so I'll let you know in advance. We'll go out together for dinner. Cheng Jingcheng's voice was soft, so soft that people couldn't help but be soft in their hearts.
Qin Yan nodded, and suddenly thought that Cheng Jingcheng couldn't see it, so he hurriedly said "um": "I know." Then I'll go over and take care of you the day after tomorrow. Remember, you can't drink alcohol and you can't eat spicy and greasy things. ”
"yes, I see. Then I'll hang up first, and you go to bed early. Good night. Cheng Jingcheng only felt that there was a warm current surging up from the bottom of his heart, which made him feel extraordinarily warm, and he had strength no matter what he faced.
"Well, you too, good night." Qin Yan smiled, hung up the phone, closed his eyes and fell back asleep.
No one knew that the big hand of fate pushed them back, step by step, towards the abyss of no return.
Obviously, this moment is still calm, everything is beautiful and warm, the next moment, it may be endless wind and rain and lightning and thunder, destroying all beautiful illusions and giving people a fatal blow.
However, now, whether it is Qin Yan, Cheng Jingcheng, or others, they are still sleeping in this beautiful illusion, mistakenly thinking that this is the real world, and they will not be able to wake up for a long time.
And when they wake up, the world may have changed dramatically, and everything has an unchangeable ending.
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