319. 319. Self-deception
"Hu Die, I'm back." He Yacheng walked into the ward, Hu Die was looking out of the window with his arms crossed in front of the window, and he didn't look back when he heard the sound of the door opening, he was a little weak and a little panicked by her reaction.
"Hu Die?" Seeing that she still didn't look back to speak, he shouted again, walked behind her, grabbed her waist from behind, and rested his chin on her shoulder socket, "What are you looking at?" ”
"The people downstairs are running fast and walking very steadily, I am envious, and even start to be jealous." Hu Die suddenly turned his head and looked at He Yacheng's eyes seriously and sadly, "Yacheng, do we want to have surgery?" I don't want you to be in pain all the time, and I don't want you to be physically disabled. ”
"What did Shaochun tell you?" He Yacheng did not answer Hu Die's question and asked rhetorically.
"He said that it was best to have surgery for your moon retreat, but if you don't agree, I can understand your choice, but I am very conflicted and entangled......" Hu Die suddenly burst into tears, turned around in pain and hugged He Yacheng, buried his head in his heart, and said sullenly, "If I can, I would rather be the one who suffers now is my ......"
"Silly girl!" He Yacheng put one arm around Hu Die, and one hand ran her hair to comfort her, "It's okay not to have surgery, as long as you can endure the pain." ”
But if the operation does not affect life, it is not a problem that can be solved by tolerating the pain, what he wants is to live, in a dark corner, silently paying attention to and caring for her, and continuing to love her in a silent way.
In the dark, his first encounter with her seemed to have doomed them - they met in the dark, so he could only protect her in the dark in the future.
"We can always find a cure, right? It can always be cured, and there is no need for surgery, and now medicine is so advanced, right? For the first time, Hu Die began to evade when facing problems, even dodging, not wanting to face them head-on, and wanting to live in his own self-deception forever.
"Hmm. Yes. He Yacheng also followed Hu Die to deceive himself, unwilling to debunk such self-consolating words.
From the day of Zhiludao's result, he indulged in this self-deception for a period of time almost every day, hoping that in the blink of an eye, or as soon as he got up from sleep, someone would come and tell him that his moon would not require surgery or amputation.
"But...... Shaochun said that the amputation will only be done if the operation fails, and if it is successful, it should not be, right? Yacheng, we still have surgery......" Every time Hu Die saw He Yachengyue's pain retreat, and he had a high fever and vomiting, she felt heartache to death, she didn't want him to live such a painful life again, fighting pain every day, and suffering the backlash of drugs every day.
"The operation is also urgent, and I will communicate with Shaochun in the next two days." He Yacheng looked at Hu Die with a smile, with a pampering meaning in his eyes, "I listen to you, I'll go to surgery." ”
"Hmm." Hu Die nodded, although he was still very worried in his heart, he still had a very brave look on his face, and wanted to give He Yacheng courage, "I will also go to Shaochun and Zijin to help find the best medical team to ensure the success of the operation." ”
"Then we'll work separately?" He Yacheng first gave Hu Die a reassuring pill.
In fact, for the operation, he really wants to do it, but not now, but after leaving her, the only thing he has to do now is to delay time, wait for a suitable opportunity to leave, and hide in a place where Hu Die will not be found for surgery.
As for the consequences of the operation, Mo Shaochun did not completely tell Hu Die, in fact, if it was not successful, he would probably die, either on the operating table, or not long after getting off the operating table.
Hu Die didn't know about these conditions, so after listening to He Yacheng's words, he really contacted his friends and hoped to find the best medical team to operate on him through various channels.
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"President, Mr. He's father came to you and said he was in a hurry." Mia entered the office to report to Hu Die.
"I know." Hu Die nodded, stood up, and personally went out to receive He Yacheng's father, let him into his office, and arranged for Mia to make a cup of the best green tea.
"Uncle, is there anything wrong with me?" Hu Die saw that Father He's brows were slightly locked, his eyes were full of sorrow, and his mood was not very good.
"Hu Die, I have also heard some about your relationship with Ah Cheng, in fact, I have never expressed my position on your feelings, but this does not mean that I am against it." Father He had something in his heart, so he got straight to the point, "Ah Cheng is infatuated with you, this child's true affection is in my eyes as a father, and I can also see your feelings for Ah Cheng clearly, you are happy with each other, but you also experience some unpleasantness." But this did not separate you, showing that you are really a pair of children with fate. But it's just a matter of your feelings, and I don't want them to turn into family feuds or even business fights. ”
Hu Die listened to Father He's words, her heart trembled, and after realizing it, she finally understood what Father He meant, and also thought of Kong Bilin's previous threat to her.
"Uncle, I'm sorry, I'm very sorry for the trouble I caused you, it was caused by my failure to deal with the relationship with Yacheng. I will help solve the problem, and discuss it with the family well......" Hu Die was also under a lot of pressure in his heart, and when he spoke, he was worried about the loss of the He family, and he was worried about Kong Bilin's actions, and he was also worried about whether his parents would also act with Kong Bilin's heart, "Uncle, I ......"
"If your parents don't agree with you marrying our Ah Cheng, you'd better think about what consequences your blind insistence will bring to Ah Cheng and even our entire He family." Father He's also has no choice, since yesterday, the business of the He family has been suppressed by the Kong family, they have squeezed out the He family everywhere, which has seriously affected the normal operation of the company, he has to come to Hu Die, hoping to find a solution, "Hu Die, you are not the daughter of a small family, you are the only daughter of a big family, maybe it is not appropriate for me to say this, but I think for the sake of you and Ah Cheng, I have to remind you that you have been destined to take on the mission of coordinating the interests of the family since birth. You are destined to sacrifice for the benefit of your family, including your feelings and your marriage. Waywardness is a sign of immaturity that not only does not solve any problems, but rather increases a lot of problems. ”
"I know. But I love Yacheng very much, and I believe that as long as I work hard with Yacheng, I will always find a solution and will not cause trouble to everyone. Hu Die was very sad, her parents did not agree on her side, He Yacheng's mother did not agree at first, and now He Father does not agree either, her relationship with He Yacheng has really entered a dead end, and she can no longer find a way out.
"But the trouble has been caused, Hu Die, all the businesses of the He family, the Kong family will come to intervene, we can't operate at all, and if it goes on like this in less than a month, the company will definitely go bankrupt." Our He family is about to fall into the streets, is this result what you want to see? Do you want someone you love to be homeless and ruined? ”
"I'll find a way to solve it now, uncle, please believe me."
Hu Die picked up the phone and was about to call Kong Bilin, when He's father's phone rang, and she quietly listened to him answer the phone, and felt even more cold in her heart.
"You heard that, right? Your parents have joined Kong Bilin's team, and the Hu family and the Kong family have joined forces to squeeze the He family together. In this way, the He family will not last for a week, and you will see reports of the company's collapse. ”
"I'll go home and find my parents right now!" Hu Die didn't have time to think about it, stood up and took the bag and was about to leave.
"Hu Die." Father He stopped Hu Die, who had walked a few steps, "Actually, the best solution is for you to break up with Ah Cheng." Our He family can't afford to take this risk, and we can't destroy the entire He family just because you are alone. ”
"Uncle!" Even though Hu Die had already guessed what Father He didn't want to be with He Yacheng, he was still a little shocked when he heard him say it, and he felt that he couldn't accept it.
"You're a good boy, you know what to do, don't you? And don't tell Ah Cheng that I've been here. Father He walked up to Hu Die, patted her on the shoulder, and threw down Hu Die, who was standing in place in shock, and left first.
Hu Die stood stunned for a few minutes, but hurried home.
Mother Hu and Father Hu were both at home, and they were not surprised at all to see their daughter come back, and they were very tough and did not take the initiative to pay attention to their daughter.
All Hu Die's anger was almost about to explode at that moment, but she still closed her eyes and took a deep breath, adjusted her emotions, walked in front of Hu's father and Hu's mother, and said sincerely: "Parents, my daughter begs you not to target the He family anymore." ”
"Daughter? You don't even listen to us, or are you our daughter? "Hu Mu is weird.
Hu Die's heart chilled, in fact, although her mother was stricter than her father, she had never said anything bad in front of her, but recently, for her relationship with He Yacheng, she had heard all the bad words of her mother, including ridicule, opposition, and abuse...... Every time she heard it, her heart felt as if someone had taken a knife through it, and the blood flowed and the pain kept stopping......
"What's the use of you coming to us? Who caused the problem? Hu Die, as a manager of a company, you should know that the key to solving the problem is to start with yourself. Father Hu is still in that usual tone, but the momentum is still domineering.
"I still insist on being with Yacheng, if you really don't plan to accept it, then I beg you to only target me, not the He family." Persevering to this point, she has no way back.
She loves He Yacheng, this is a fact that no one can change, and she also has a strong rebellious mentality, the more everyone doesn't let her do it, the more she has to do it, and she has to do her best!
"Are you obsessed with ghosts or evil spirits? What's so good about that kid in the He family? Compared with Ah Lin, he can't even compare to half a finger of others! Hu Mu angrily raised her hand and pointed at Hu Die's nose and said tremblingly.
"I can give up all the property of the Hu family, and the clothing company will also give it to you, I don't want anything, as long as you can let me go with Yacheng." Hu Die is already determined, even if she has nothing left after reaching the most point, as long as the people around her are still He Yacheng, she will be satisfied.
It is not easy for a person to live for a lifetime, and it is even more difficult to meet the person he loves and happens to love himself in the midst of thousands of people.
She doesn't want to miss such a person, miss such an opportunity, and wait until the future to regret and grief alone, and live a lonely life like an empty shell.
She can't imagine what kind of state she would be in if there was no love in her life, no love between the two loves, and no marriage born of love, which she couldn't bear.
"Then you go!" Father Hu said in a deep voice, turned around and left the hall with his hands behind his back.
A trace of consternation flashed on Hu Die's face, and then he smiled quickly, "Xie Lu, thank you, Dad!" ”
"Don't thank you for too long, after you leave, you know the consequences of the He family very well." Father Hu stood at the top of the stairs upstairs and said a word without looking back.
Hu Die was shocked again, it turned out that she had misunderstood what her father meant, he didn't promise her to be with He Yacheng anymore, but continued to threaten her to leave him!
Mother Hu glanced lightly at her daughter and left, and her eyes of hatred made the mother and daughter hurt each other.
Hu Die was the only one left in the huge living room, she lowered her head in frustration, in addition to being injured in her tired eyes, there was also a trace of despair, even the closest people in the world didn't understand her and didn't support herself, the feeling of fighting alone was really bad!
This time, no one stopped her, not even Uncle Wang appeared, she walked out of the Hu family villa smoothly, and jumped into the car without looking back.
It used to be the warmest place for her, but now it was like an ice cellar for her, and she never wanted to come a second time.
The company didn't want to go, and there was nowhere to go, so Hu Die drove around the street, ring by ring, and then went to the hospital bored and sad.
"Yacheng ......"
She sat beside Sick B, tilting her head against him, he was giving an injection, only one arm could move, gently caressing her face, a cold piece.
"What's wrong?" He Yacheng could hear Hu Die's exhaustion and pressure, "Is there a problem with work?" Say it, I'll figure it out for you. ”
"It's not. I just feel very tired and feel like I can't support it anymore. Hu Die's tears slipped down the corners of his eyes, "Yacheng, I'm so tired, really tired...... "Can anyone tell me what to do and what to do......
"When you are tired, take a break for a while, don't be busy with work, and give yourself a vacation to relax your mind and body." He Yacheng still doesn't know the current situation of the He family, and he doesn't know that Hu Die was forced to marry by Kong Bilin and her parents B.
"yes, okay." Hu Die nodded, tears kept flowing, she couldn't stop, she couldn't explain to him, she couldn't ask for help, even though he was the only person she could rely on now.