Chapter 153: Impulses that shouldn't be had
The snowflakes were still falling, falling on his hair, on his shoulders, covering all the marks he had stepped on, and he had been standing there. Everything he wanted to see clearly was covered by the white snowflakes, so in his world, there was only an endless paleness.
When he walked forward, he saw Wei Jun standing aside, and he didn't know how long this man had been standing. This is the first time Leng Yunhao and Wei Jun have met in the United States, and between them, it seems that at some point, there is also a veil of mystery.
Leng Yunhao gathered the stiff expression on his face and strode towards Wei Jun. "When did you come here? Don't say a word, I'll go find you. He went over and patted Wei Jun on the shoulder, and many snowflakes had fallen on the man's shoulder.
Leng Yunhao's heart sank, how long Wei Jun had been standing here, or how long he had been walking all the way, he didn't know. Perhaps he was afraid that his heart would be known to Wei Jun, and he wanted to squeeze out a smile, but in the end he found that his face was frozen and painful.
"I just came here today, and I heard that you were here, so I took a photo." Wei Jun put his hands in his pockets, and he looked at Leng Yunhao with a smile on his face.
Between the two men, they are not as big as they used to be and can joke at will, but they seem a little rusty. Leng Yunhao took the initiative to reach out and grabbed Wei Jun's shoulder.
"Let's go, let's go drink."
Wei Jun's footsteps didn't move, he turned his head to look at Leng Yunhao with a detached expression in his eyes. "Brother Hao, don't bother Luo Yan in the future, she is a girl, and she can't afford to delay. You're already married to your sister-in-law, it's your choice, just accept your fate. What Luo Yan wants, you can't afford to give. “
Wei Jun looked at Leng Yunhao with deep eyes, and said seriously. Leng Yunhao's face was full of surprise, what he had been trying to hide had been clearly seen by Wei Jun a long time ago. His arm was stiffly resting on Wei Jun's shoulder, and it was cold and painful at this time.
He stood there in silence, trying to say something. He should tell Wei Jun in a burst of words that he is in charge of his own life and does not need anyone to intervene. However, such harsh words, what did they mean only flashed in their minds for a moment, but they couldn't say it.
Does he feel wrong? As a married man, he still has fantasies about life outside of marriage, which is not right. He should have died and waited quietly for that loyal woman. At this time, the depression in my heart accumulated, and I wanted the small universe that I originally wanted to explode, and the congestion was even worse.
Leng Yunhao inexplicably felt the coldness of the snowflakes, falling from the top of his head, and then finally returned to his heart. The place that had never been touched by anyone was cold and cold at this time.
Wei Jun stood there, thinking that he shouldn't have said this. Leng Yunhao's affairs, he has never interfered, knowing that he has encountered some trouble here, Leng Yunhao does not take the initiative to ask for help, he has never taken the initiative to help.
The two of them, when they were very young, were brothers and sisters, but as they grew older, the estrangement between the two became deeper and deeper. Wei Jun knew about Leng Yunhao's affairs, those were things that Leng Yunhao didn't take seriously, he didn't know whether he knew Leng Yunhao or not, and he didn't have any loss to Leng Yunhao.
But Su Luoyan was different, Wei Jun could feel that Leng Yunhao was really moved by Su Luoyan. If it were someone else, he probably wouldn't have said anything. But that woman is none other than Su Luoyan, who should not be hurt by anyone.
Wei Jun witnessed Leng Yunhao's injury to Su Luoyan, this weak woman fled all the way to the United States, and finally started a new life, did she want to fall into the abyss again?
The entanglement between people is actually just a little thing. There's no need to make you die, right? The damage has already happened, and it is not a word of sorry, a sentence of okay, which can smooth out all the traces.
Leng Yunhao didn't speak, just the hand on Wei Jun's shoulder slowly drooped, just a few hours ago, Su Luoyan ruthlessly rejected him, he already felt the congestion. But just a few minutes ago, his good buddy Wei Jun also gave him a head start. It seemed that the whole world was telling him that he shouldn't hurt Su Luoyan like this recklessly.
He shouldn't have treated a weak woman like that, he should at least keep the last bit of kindness in his heart. But why did he lose his temper like this? Leng Yunhao was so unaware of his mind at this time.
He turned around, and his lonely back spread out in Wei Jun's eyes. Leng Yunhao didn't say a word, and his heavy footsteps left footprints on the snow. He needed some time to take care of his mind, he needed to think about the life he wanted, he couldn't hurt the innocent Su Luoyan like this anymore.
A person's willfulness can only be gradually clarified in the obstruction of others. He seemed to realize that he was wrong, he was wrong from the beginning, he didn't belong to this world, and he shouldn't have had any intersection with Su Luoyan before.
Wei Jun didn't follow, and the two of them met here for a short time, and then turned around and went back to each other's lives. Entangled in a man's heart, in the end it is just feelings. The only one who can be relieved is himself.
From this day on, Leng Yunhao never bothered Su Luoyan again, and life seemed to have returned to the way it was before, with a little more monotony, but it seemed to have become a kind of torment.
He stood at the window for a long time, and Su Luoyan's voice kept echoing in his ears, she smiled like a flower, her eyes were bright, and she called him brother-in-law. The voice was so gentle, but it scared him again and again.
Not all of them are gone, it means forgetting, Leng Yunhao can't go to find Su Luoyan, and he can't disturb her peaceful life, but he can't disappear completely.
The dust has not yet settled, and the damage he has caused her has not gone away. Secretly sent people to protect Su Luoyan, and this point was agreed from the beginning. Whether Su Luoyan knew it or not, those protective hands had always existed behind him.
On Christmas Eve, Lin Xi went to a friend's house, Su Luoyan didn't want to go anywhere, she nested in the house, the warm fireplace transmitted the light, and she felt that her heart had found refuge.
After receiving Ma Lang's call, Su Luoyan was reading the book spread out on his knees, his eyes kept falling on the page, Rousseau's Emile made Su Luoyan feel love at a certain moment. She doesn't have a fixed book to read, she occasionally flips through one, but she keeps reading the book. V5qn。
"Miss Luoyan, are you at home?" There was warmth in Ma Lang's voice, and he asked loudly on the other end of the phone. Su Luoyan was stunned for a moment and replied softly.
"You wait for me at home for a while, and I'll be to you right away." Before Su Luoyan could answer, the phone hung up. This big American boy can't refuse, and he doesn't need to agree, just like a gust of wind, he broke into Su Luoyan's life.
Half an hour later, there was a powerful knock on the door, Su Luoyan opened the door with slippers, and Ma Lang outside the house was covered in snowflakes, but with a bright smile on his face.
"Miss Luoyan, I also celebrate the festival alone." He stood in the doorway, with a tone that could not be refused, and then came in on his own.
The two of them each sat at one end of a sofa, the air was filled with the sound of saxophones, Ma Lang brought a bottle of red wine, Su Luoyan only drank a little, and the two of them talked a lot this night. Walk and stand on it.
Su Luoyan learned that Ma Lang was not from this city, his family lived in the north, and he could not go home to reunite with his family because of work. He was a simple and clear boy who always encouraged Su Luoyan to talk about China.
"Miss Luo Yan, if I can go to China one day, can you take me around, I love that country so much, I can't wait to have wings now and be able to walk around that sacred land." Ma Lang drank the red wine in the glass, and his eyes showed infinite yearning.
Su Luoyan can't understand this kind of feeling, she has lived in China for more than 20 years, and she has never felt how bad that land is, but it is not as sacred as Ma Lang said. Maybe it's because I don't feel at home, but I feel the same way about that place.
"Okay, if you have the chance, I will grant your wish. Thank you very much for having such a strong affection for China. Su Luoyan said lightly, and the red wine in the glass fell on the wall of the glass with beautiful lines.
Seeing that Su Luoyan didn't talk much, Ma Lang told Su Luoyan many things related to him with great interest, although his Chinese was not good enough, but that common emotion could resonate.
Su Luoyan's mood was much better because of Ma Lang's talkativeness, and this boy always made her feel unrestrained feelings. His pure eyes, as well as his hearty laughter, made her can't help but let go of the mustard at some point.
When it was late, Ma Lang offered to leave, and at the door of the apartment, Su Luoyan stood in the house and watched Ma Lang leave.
"Miss Luoyan, you have to be happy, I like the way you smile." His warm smiling face melted into Su Luoyan's eyes, he was tall, perhaps because he had drunk a little wine, with the heroism of Westerners, he came over and hugged Su Luoyan into his arms, and then dropped a kind kiss on her forehead.
"See you again, Miss Luo Yan!" He waved his hand, without any ambiguous color, and disappeared from Su Luoyan's eyes with a solid and brisk step.
Su Luoyan breathed a long sigh of relief, this boy was so proactive, sometimes she couldn't help but be scared, but it was as if she had thought about it too much. Different countries, feelings are naturally different, Ma Lang's directness and frankness catch people off guard, but they are not surprised.
But the scene that happened just now fell into Leng Yunhao's ears not long after. The man sent to secretly protect Su Luoyan came back and informed Leng Yunhao of what had happened.
It was not a matter of a day or two that Ma Lang was involved in that case, and they didn't want anything to happen with the police, but now Su Luoyan had such a close relationship with this man.
"Do you really see clearly? The man came out of her room? Leng Yunhao frowned and stood in front of the window, the room was warm, but outside the house was snowy.
The man standing next to him nodded firmly. He had been hiding not far from Su Luoyan, secretly checking everything about her. Report Su Luoyan's dynamics to Leng Yunhao, this is the task given to him by Leng Yunhao some time ago. No one else knew about it.
Leng Yunhao's face was even more gloomy, and the jealousy in his heart had already spread, he just followed Su Luoyan's wishes and didn't disturb her life, but this woman was so stubborn for what to do, knowing that it was extremely dangerous for Lu Dao to get along with the police, and she still had to go forward so stubbornly.
"The relationship between this policeman and Miss Su doesn't seem to be simple, and he kissed Miss Su when he left." The man didn't know that Leng Yunhao had been blinded by vinegar at this time, and told Leng Yunhao everything he saw tonight.
This sentence is already a humiliation for Leng Yunhao. What qualifications does that man have to kiss Su Luoyan? His fists clenched involuntarily tighter, and his anger burned so hard that he wanted to slam his fists against the wall for a moment.
"Didn't she refuse?" He shouted. It was as if the man next to him was Su Luoyan. If the woman was nearby, he would have asked her carefully why she was doing this. Is this revenge on him? Or is this woman a water-based poplar in her bones?
The man beside him was startled, and only then did he notice the anger in Leng Yunhao's eyes. He trembled, but he didn't dare to deceive Leng Yunhao.
"Yes, Miss Su did not refuse." He answered truthfully, the green tendons on Leng Yunhao's forehead were immediately exposed, he couldn't control his emotions, picked up his fist, and slammed it on the wall.
"Mr. Leng." The man stepped forward to stop him, but Leng Yunhao pushed him away. "You go out of the road, no one can say anything about today's events." His cold eyes were glowing with red fire, and the man beside him cautiously withdrew, but he didn't dare to slack off at all.
Leng Yunhao was the only one left in the room, and he was depressed to the extreme. The fist that slammed into the wall, only then did he regain consciousness, and the pain passed from his arm to his heart. The pain entangled him, but he couldn't vent it.
He just wanted to take revenge on that woman, why did he dig a pit and bury himself in it? What is she capable of so that he can never return to a peaceful life?
Leng Yunhao sat down in front of the fireplace and watched the scarlet flames lick the walls. His mood was extremely depressed, and the beauty of this Christmas Eve was all disturbed by this news.
The sound of fireworks blooming came from the window, and brilliant fireworks appeared in the window, but he didn't have the slightest mind to appreciate the beauty of the fireworks. Yes, no matter how beautiful the fireworks are, they can only be presented for a moment, and in the end, they will return to the dark night scene.
It's just that the anger in my heart can't be dissolved. He got up and took out a bottle of red wine from the cupboard, and wanted to taste it slowly, but as if he couldn't wait, he gulped the brown liquid down his throat.
The loneliness of wine is the only mood he can perceive. It seems that when sadness strikes, only the warmest comfort can be brought to him.
Anger is like a flame at some point, burning away the intellect. Leng Yunhao's suppressed anger could not be left to fend for itself in the end. In the sound of fireworks, Leng Yunhao grabbed his coat and walked out without looking back.
The snow is a little heavy, the goose-feather snow is falling all over the sky, Leng Yunhao did not hold an umbrella, the navy blue windbreaker wrapped the long body, the pace was solid and tenacious, and the "creaking" sound of falling on the snow was non-stop.
Along the way, my body became much warmer after a while, and there were even a lot of beads of sweat in my palms. He could feel the steaming heat in his body, but his heart was even more scorching.
The scene of Su Luoyan kissing that man seems to come to mind, why does this woman squirm every time she is with her, but she is so bold with other men?
He couldn't accept this fact, how could she Su Luoyan kiss other men? He must ask clearly, and he must tell the truth to her face. If she really fell in love with that man, then he would let go completely. He, Leng Yunhao, can pick it up and put it down, and he will definitely not be entangled.
He walked all the way to Su Luoyan's apartment, not feeling tired at all, perhaps the anger in his heart drove him to the brightly lit place.
In that apartment, Su Luoyan had just laid down, the loose bed brought a comfortable feeling, and after drinking a little red wine at night, he was drowsy at this time. It feels so good.
There was a knock on the door outside the door, Su Luoyan was startled, Lin Xi hadn't come back yet, she was wearing slippers, and ran towards the door after getting off the bed. The moment she opened the door, Su Luoyan was stunned.
Leng Yunhao, who was standing at the door, stared at a white cloud, with snowflakes on his eyebrows, standing there like a Santa Claus, except that Santa Claus would carry a gift bag, and he had a face full of anger.
"It's so late, are you okay?" Su Luoyan stood at the door, the chill outside the house rushed into the house unscrupulously, she stood there in her nightgown, and couldn't help but shiver from the cold.
Leng Yunhao ignored it, he stood there, staring at Su Luoyan with her eyes shining, she had long hair scattered, wearing a set of lilac nightgowns, her petite body was wrapped in it, and a pair of big eyes stared at him, with coldness and panic.
He pushed open the door without saying a word, and strode in, the snow on his feet falling on the clean floor, and the warm smell of the room rushed to his face, and he did not remove the trench coat from his body. Su Luoyan was pushed aside by his sudden force, and the back of her hand holding the door was lifted open, and the man entered the room with a big grin.
"It's getting late, I'm going to rest. Excuse me, get out of the trouble now. Su Luoyan stood at the door, the cold air outside the house kept pouring in, and the tall back of the man appeared in front of her eyes. She didn't know why Leng Yunhao appeared here at this time, but no matter what time it was, she didn't welcome his arrival.
"What? Am I bothering you with your good things here? Or should I not be here? Leng Yunhao raised his eyebrows, and his cynical expression mixed with anger climbed up his eyebrows. He put his hands in his pockets and stared at Su Luoyan with slanted eyes.
Hearing this, Su Luoyan was confused by the second monk, she didn't understand what Leng Yunhao meant, but the anger in his words was so obvious. She slammed the door shut, then sat down on the couch. This man is not good, so she can only brake quietly.
"Since you know you shouldn't be here, can you leave now?" Su Luoyan frowned, but his gaze did not fall on Leng Yunhao's body.
Leng Yunhao didn't look at the furnishings in the house, this is the residence of the two women, he has long known the Tao, but he has never invaded, and if he came recklessly today, if he didn't come to ease the resentment in his heart, he would definitely not have appeared.
Su Luoyan's words angered him even more, and he even suspected that the man was hiding in Su Luoyan's bedroom now. turned around and stared at Su Luoyan viciously, and then strode towards the bedroom.
"What are you doing? Leng Yunhao, don't go too far. Su Luoyan wanted to stop with a hint of panic, she stepped forward quickly, wanting to pull Leng Yunhao.
Isn't this man too much, this is where girls live, how can he break in, and run to someone's bedroom with a big grin.
"Are you afraid I'll see it? Su Luoyan, do you dare to do it, are you still afraid of being known? Leng Yunhao ignored Su Luoyan's obstruction, and forced the door to break into Su Luoyan's bedroom. He lifted the quilt from the bed as soon as he entered, then bent down to examine the bottom of the bed, and even opened the closet next to him, as if he was looking for something.
Knowing that blocking didn't mean anything to him, Su Luoyan gave up. She leaned against the doorway, indifferently watching the man search the room like madness. Finding nothing in Su Luoyan's room, Leng Yunhao crossed Su Luoyan and ran towards Lin Xi's bedroom.
"Leng Yunhao, have you been crazy enough?" Su Luoyan shouted at Leng Yunhao's back, and the man rushed in completely disregarded, and the same behavior happened in front of Su Luoyan's eyes. 13605551
She was completely speechless to him, so she simply returned to the living room and sat down on the sofa in a huff, ignoring the man's behavior. What Leng Yunhao wants to do has nothing to do with her, she can't control his behavior, so let's just watch from the sidelines.
He searched the room, but couldn't find the man, and his anger was still burning in his heart. The woman sitting on the sofa had a cold look.
"Say, Where did you hide him? You dare to do things that you can't see, what else is there to hide? He stared at Su Luoyan with angry eyes, and held her slender arms with excited hands.
Su Luoyan only understood what Leng Yunhao meant at this time, it turned out that he came here to go crazy, but he just wanted to find a certain man. She didn't understand the meaning of his actions.
"Leng Yunhao, can your imagination be a little richer? You can flip through a place so big that you can turn it over several times, who do you want to find out? What did I Su Luoyan do that was unseemly, I really want to trouble you to make it clear, besides, even if I did something unseemly, what does it matter to you? ”
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