Chapter 35 The same bed, different dreams, and sad Written notes in the rental room

After finding out that she had no children, Yayun obviously felt that Panzi's passion was getting worse, and there were very few times of love between husband and wife.

Tonight, after Panzi left, Yayun couldn't fall asleep over and over, and an inexplicable estrangement loomed in, and a special loneliness devoured mercilessly, suffocating and melancholy entangled like a devil.

Seeing her husband come home, Yayun reluctantly encouraged herself to live proactively. I and Panzi are still young, and the days ahead are still long!

Panzi was drunk and fell like a puddle of mud on his wife's body. Yayun caresses affectionately, longing for everything to be on the right track, and enjoy the perfect melody of husband and wife. Tossing for a long time, Panzi is still a puddle of mud, a puddle of mud that can't support the wall. No matter how his wife pushes, how she loves nicknames, and how she smiles, Panzi is just asleep, extremely tired, and completely lacks the shocking heroism of the early days of marriage.

Yayun gave up!

She didn't cry, her heart was empty: "Panzi's parents always wanted a grandchild, and I couldn't complete this task. Perhaps, Panzi has infinite pain and helplessness in his heart. He didn't file for divorce, and that's the greatest gift to me! Hey, in this case, what's the excesses of getting drunk and wandering around outside? Panzi's body is sound, and I am a crippled woman, what can I do? ”

Dengzi's figure is in a trance, and Yayun seems to have thousands of words to confide. Instantly I felt funny again, laughed in my heart, and fell into a vague dream.

The hawkers outside the window were shouting one after another, and several puppies in the rental housing area were also barking and chasing, and Fengmei got up to wash. But the self in the mirror is unrecognizable: his face is haggard, and his eyes are blank. Bags under the eyes are the most noticeable, dark. Where do you dare to meet people?

Sister Feng was sad and weeping again, sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, not knowing what to do.

While having breakfast together, Yayun saw that her husband was sluggish and wondered, "What?" The wine you drank yesterday hasn't returned to normal yet? ”

"Nope! Maybe the break is too short! In fact, Panzi was worried about how to deal with Fengmei's problem. He knew that if he didn't get it right, today would be the day of disrepute, and all his efforts would be in vain. Thinking of his hard-working parents, thinking of the future he had earned from studying hard, his heart was faintly dripping with blood, and thousands of regrets were heavy and oppressive to himself.

"Really? I didn't sleep well, didn't feel like anything? Yayun smiled, "Drive slower later, pay attention to safety!" "I opened the door with my bag.

"Together, right?" Panzi really felt sorry for his wife at this time, but he was worried that Fengmei would see that she and Yayun were together, so she reluctantly said it.

"Forget it! I'm used to walking. That's it, take a break at noon. Yayun went downstairs to work.

Miao Yun and Dengzi drove just to the entrance of the community, and when they saw Yayun walking alone, they called Dengzi to brake and smiled: "Yayun, walking?" What about Panzi? ”

"Oh, he's still up there, I'll go over for something first!" Yayun saw that the two of them were in love and love, and she had a different feeling in her heart.

"Come on, let's go to the company together!" Miao Yun got out of the car and pulled Yayun into the car. Noboko turned her head and smiled politely.

"It's nothing to do with Panzi, right?" Miao Yun asked Yayun quietly. Yayun shook her head, obviously a little bitter. Dengzi looked in the rearview mirror, happened to meet Yayun's eyes, and was stunned: "Yayun lacks the lively enthusiasm of the past, and the boundless sorrow is all in it." I have been pursuing her for many years, and the slightest change in her has tried to escape my eyes. Hey, life likes to play tricks on people like this! ”

Yayun felt that Dengzi's eyes were still so firm, but she was sad in her heart: "This firmness is two different concepts from the firmness that pursued me in the past. Perhaps, what he is thinking about now is how to unswervingly fall in love with Miao Yun and how to raise his daughter! ”

When he was about to arrive at the door of the company, Panzi looked around, afraid that Fengmei's figure would appear. Cold sweat broke out undissuadedly, and there was an ominous omen that the sky was falling apart.

Walking at the top of the stairs, he visited everywhere again, and his heart was constantly tinkling. In the alleyway, he lowered his head slightly, but his eyes scanned every colleague who came and went, extremely worried that Feng Mei would suddenly appear and question himself.

When he came to the door of the office, he opened the door as fast as he could, and immediately locked it. I didn't want to make tea, smoked vigorously, and looked at the night primrose outside the window in a daze: "How will Sister Feng react when she finds out that I am a married man?" How do I reassure her? "I regret that I went out to drink with Fengwang last night and delayed my thinking time.

"Tuk tuk tuk", a knock on the door was like grabbing in his heart, Panzi's brain was buzzing, and beads of sweat on his forehead stood abruptly.

He hurried to the door, touched his crackling heart, took 10,000 deep breaths, and slowly opened the door.

"Hello!" Miao Yun stood with a smile. Nightshade climbed into the window with the wind, passed through Panzi's office, and directly teased the cherry blossom skirt of Miao Yun, which was emotional and elegant.

"Is there something wrong?" Miao Yun's graceful style really shocked Panzi, and it seemed that he had never found out when he was in love for four years. However, this remorse passed in a flash. In Panzi's heart, the top priority is how to face Fengmei.

"Oh, the manager told you to go to his office and said he wanted to talk to you alone!" Miao Yun left a scent and left, and I don't know if it was night primrose or the once familiar body fragrance.

Panzi's heart tightened: "Talk alone?" Could it be that Sister Feng has reported her drunken sex to the manager? Oops, it's over, it's all over. "I fainted and almost collapsed on the ground.

Panzi tried his best to calm down, and walked into the manager's office helplessly, with his head bowed, like a criminal about to be executed.

"Oh, Panzi, you're here! Sit down. The manager smiled.

"Xie Lu Xie, Xie Lu Xie!" Panzi was puzzled, but then thought that in horror movies, the devils who eat people are like this, and they hide knives in their smiles.

"Where did you go yesterday?" The manager handed over a cigarette.

"Thank you!" Panzi shivered and lit, not daring to face his boss, "I...... I ......"

"Hey, it's not me talking about you, husband and wife should be more understanding. You see, Yayun called me. Where to go, give her a breath first, don't arouse unnecessary suspicion. Originally, you don't have children now, and it is estimated that Yayun is also angry in her heart, so you let her do more! "You are now a strong talent in the company, and you need to play a good role model in many things." Forget it, I don't care about your whereabouts yesterday, have you explained it to Yayun? ”

"Ahh Alright, alright! Panzi was overjoyed. It seems that the manager still doesn't know about his affair with Feng Mei.

"Not bad! Well handled. This girl is very easy to deal with, as long as you admit your mistake, you will be a hundred! The manager laughed and smoked again.

"Xie Lu, Manager Xie cares." Panzi refused again and again, and his head slowly raised.

"I have something to do with you, about Sister Feng!" The manager took a sharp puff of his cigarette and carried Panzi, who had just regained his composure, to the edge of the cliff.

"Oh? I ...... "Panzi was infinitely worried, I don't know whether it was better to take the initiative to confess or quibble, his legs squeaked and trembled, but fortunately the desk was covered, and the manager didn't find out." But I always feel that my teeth are also nervous and bumpy, so panicked that Panzi has to open his mouth, but he has to close his lips, which is very difficult.

"Uncomfortable?" Seeing Panzi's strange expression, the manager asked with a smile.

"No, no, I just went to bed late last night!" Panzi felt that his expression was complicated, like a stroke, and he became incoherent.

"In this case, after you go to see Sister Feng, go home and rest. Come back to work when you feel like you're back to normal. You are the pillar of the company, don't break your body. The manager forcibly handed over a cigarette.

"Huh? Oh! Thank you, thank you! Still not knowing what the manager meant, picking his head and lighting a cigarette, "Sister Feng? She ......"

"Oh, she called me before she got to work......"

As soon as he said this, Panzi was so nervous that he sneezed.

The manager continued: "She said that she was not feeling well and wanted to take a day off for a day off......

When Panzi heard this, his heart finally relaxed, and he couldn't wait to answer: "She's sick?" Is it serious? ”

"Well, I don't know. I think Fengmei is quite energetic and promising. I wanted to visit her in person, but I'm going to go out later. So ......"

"Manager, let me go! How can these little things make you go out in person? "Pan Ziting is obedient and loses no time in expressing himself.

"Okay, that's what I thought. You buy a little fruit. In the name of the company, of course. Although the money is not much, the funds are still from the company! Go quickly, after you go, you will go home and rest, you must take care of your body! The manager got up and shook hands with Panzi, as if all the important tasks of the company were about to be entrusted to Panzi.

Panzi drove to the fruit store, picked out a big bag of fresh special fruits, and went straight to Fengmei's rental room, thinking to himself: "God help me!" Sister Feng took a day off, and the manager allowed me to take another day off, so I had plenty of time to talk to Sister Feng. Judging from the current situation, she still doesn't know that I am a married man, should I tell me honestly, or hide it directly? ”

After parking the car, Panzi leaned on the steering wheel and thought: "As soon as Fengmei goes to work tomorrow, she will contact her colleagues in the company, and she will slowly learn the truth." Well, it's better to take the initiative to confess that you're married! Even if Sister Feng wants to work hard and coerce, I have room to maneuver! ”

Knock lightly on the door, and my heart will go up and down.

"Who?" Fengmei's faint voice went straight into her heart through the crack in the door, and Panzi had a cold war.

"It's me!" Panzi was a little panicked, not knowing how to face this innocent girl.

The door opened, and Feng Mei's face was full of tears, and her eyes were endlessly complaining and fierce.

Panzi's heart swayed suddenly: "Could it be that she knows the truth?" Hurry into the house and cover the door, "What's wrong?" "Put the fruit on the side of the bed.

"You...... You ......" Fengmei cried loudly, so frightened that Panzi was like sitting on pins and needles.

"The manager called me to come and see you, saying you were sick!" Panzi didn't know how to speak.

"You're sick! You are obviously a married man, why do you want to deceive me? Feng Mei grabbed Panzi's collar and seemed to be desperate.

"Listen to me!" Panzi struggled to break away, "I...... I...... I didn't mean to, I'm sorry! ”

"Excuse me? A 'sorry' can be exchanged for my innocence? You heinous pervert! Wind Girl roared and tossed the fruit to the ground.

"I ...... I can make it up! Someone passed by outside the window, and Panzi lowered his voice and tried his best to persuade Fengmei to calm down.

"Make it up? I don't want to make it up! I want my first time! "Feng Mei grabbed her long hair, like a helpless lamb, which was really miserable.

"Sister Feng, I really know that I was wrong. Kill me if you want! "Panzi is still an honest man after all. Seeing Fengmei crying and shouting, I regretted it in my heart, wishing that this was a nightmare. Thinking that Yayun had no children, her parents' health was deteriorating, and Fengmei was desperately working, he did think of the end of his life in an instant.

"You're so selfish. Take advantage of me to get drunk and dominate me, and now you want me to kill you and die with you, you are so vicious! Feng Mei held Panzi's hand tightly, "I want you to compensate for my losses!" ”

"Ahh Okay, good, you say! Panzi wanted to hear this sentence the most, and shook Fengmei eagerly. I thought to myself, "As long as it's not too much, it's fine!" ”

"Say it! Do what you do, and do it yourself! Feng Mei wiped her tears, her lips turned purple, and her whole body trembled.

"I ...... I ......" Panzi suddenly thought that his and Yayun's new house was also bought with a loan, where to find money to appease Fengmei? He couldn't imagine how Wind Girl would open her mouth.

"Say! Manly man, dare to do it! Otherwise, I'm going to denounce you! Feng Mei gritted her teeth, eager to directly trample Panzi to death.

"Actually...... Actually, I'm ...... I love you! Panzi had a whim: "Divorce Yayun and marry Fengmei." In this way, you can not only settle Fengmei without spending a lot of money, but also meet the wishes of parents who want their grandchildren. Anyway, Yayun didn't have children. Yayun, forgive me, I'm also forced to Liangshan now! ”

"Hahaha, love me? How can you love me, a married man? What are the qualifications? Feng Mei scoffed and sneered.

"I can get a divorce! As long as you're willing to wait for me! Panzi's heart was crossed, and he said cruel words to Yayun.

"You think you can marry me if you divorce? Am I so stupid? Feng Mei hugged her arms and seemed to have a smile. To be precise, it's a wry smile that can't be helped. Her precious first time was ruthlessly buried like this, and her heart was filled with boundless indignation.

"I can be nice to you! Whatever you ask, I will absolutely meet it! Panzi seemed to see his future son in front of him, as well as the happy smiles of his parents.

"Dream it! I'm an unmarried girl, is it realistic to marry a married man like you? How do I deal with my colleagues and family? Sister Feng began to cry again.

"I ......" Panzi was speechless.

"You'd better give me the money!" Feng Mei couldn't cry, her hair adhered to her cheeks, and she was infinitely depressed.

"That'...... Then you make an offer! Panzi shook his head weakly, feeling a heavy burden pressing him down.

"Make your own offer!" Feng Mei hugged the towel quilt and curled up her whole body.

Panzi paced back and forth, and finally gritted his teeth, dialed a row of numbers on his mobile phone and handed it to Fengmei.

"Write notes!" Feng Mei glanced at it, "It's limited to pay it off within three months!" ”

"Ahh Trimester? Is it possible to grace the grace? Panzi's eyes widened, pleading with Sister Feng.

"I didn't want to take the opportunity to blackmail you at the price you set yourself, so I didn't bargain for you. You have to know that you trampled on my best thing for the first time, and if I go to the company or the public security organ to report you, then you will know the consequences. As long as you don't make a note, it will be over in three months, and I don't want to be implicated with you! "Throw away the towel and cover and straighten your messy hair," and you have to keep this shameful man's secret strictly. If a third party knows about this, I still have to report it. At that point, don't blame me for being ruthless! ”

"This ...... I...... You...... All right! Panzi trembled and wrote down the note. With a long sigh, he held his head in his hands and squatted down, "Do you want cash or put money in your bank account?" ”

"A bank account, of course!" Pick up a piece of paper, quickly write a row of numbers and hand it to Panzi.

Panzi folded it, got up and put it in his wallet, and said with tears in his eyes: "Sister Feng, no matter what, I'm really sorry for you!" Actually, I really love you. Although I was drunk and messy yesterday afternoon, I knew it in my heart. I only ask you, I ask you to keep this secret. Otherwise, I won't be able to get along in the company. I'm not afraid of your laughter, I have just been promoted to a middle-level cadre, and my career is right. Therefore, I assure you that I will definitely deliver on my promise within three months. I know that this sum of money can't soothe your wounded heart at all, but heaven and earth can see that my essence is not bad......"

"Forget it, please stop talking, I don't want to hear this! You go, I'm not going to joke with my reputation. Unless you don't keep your promises. Come on! Also, you still have to help me with your heart at work, and since the manager has entrusted me to you, I hope you don't implicate private affairs with official affairs. Otherwise, I'll still turn my face. ”

"Good, good! You can rest assured. I am a sinner in front of you, and I will walk on thin ice! "Gone abruptly.