Chapter 253: Do you have the courage to never leave me, and never change your heart when you love each other until you are old?

God, it's completely dark.

The warm moment of the lights of thousands of homes lingered in Xu Jinqiao's heart, but it was full of sourness.

The ward was silent, Xiao Yan lay motionless, the incandescent light reflected her no makeup, the whole person was haggard, her face was gray and white, the dark circles under her eyes were deep, and her lips were dry and peeling.

If she is like this, who can still recognize her as the peacock goddess Xiao Yan?

Xu Jin Qiao's big palm caressed her face, his heavy eyes were full of love and remorse, he shouldn't have drilled the horns, even if he was tired, he shouldn't have given up such a woman who loved him so decisively......

After sitting for a while, he got up and went out, the female caretaker and security guard of the property office were still waiting outside, and when she saw him come out, the security guard hurriedly handed over the things in her hand, "Mr. Xu, these are your friend's, please help her keep them." ”

"Thank you."

Xu Jin Qiao took it, one was Xiao Yan's bag, the other was a plastic bag, he opened it and looked at it, the things inside were wrapped in newspaper, I don't know what it was, he put away the bag and thanked the two sincerely, "Thank you two, but please keep today's matter confidential, I don't want a fourth person to know about it." Tomorrow I will send someone to thank you, a little heart, and please don't refuse! ”

"Mr. Xu, we will keep it confidential for the owner, but there is no need to thank ......"

"Yes, you have done me a great favor, and I should accept the thanks." Xu Jin Qiao cut off the other party's embarrassed refusal, the corners of his lips were slightly curled, and his tone was unacceptable, "That's it, you guys go back first!" ”

"Okay, see you again Mr. Xu!"

The female administrator and the security guard couldn't excuse themselves, so they left first.

Xu Jinqiao called Chen Dong and explained his thanks, and then ordered a takeaway meal, especially ordering a nutritious porridge suitable for the patient.

When she returned to the ward, Xiao Yan had already woken up, and when she saw him coming in, she wanted to say something, but when her eyes fell on his hand, she said excitedly, "Give me my things!" ”

"Is this it?" Xu Jinqiao pointed to the plastic bag and walked over in a few steps.

Xiao Yan stretched out her hand, her eyes soaked with water, and she emphasized, "Give it to me!" ”

Xu Jin Qiao handed it to her, and while sitting down, he asked her in a puzzled soft voice, "What are you pretending?" Look at your nervous look, it seems like a baby? ”

"Didn't want to tell you!" Xiao Yan hugged her bag tightly, turned her face away from him angrily, her nose was sour, she wanted to cry, and she endured it desperately.

Xu Jin Qiao frowned, his handsome face leaned over to stare at her, his eyes wrapped her tightly, and a light smile spread on his lips, "What's wrong?" This is...... Are you angry with me? ”

As he spoke, his big hand pressed to her forehead, and it didn't seem to be as hot as before.

Xiao Yan twisted his head and shouted, "Don't touch me!" Xu Jinqiao, go away, I don't want to see you! ”

"Silly baby, obediently, you have a high fever." Xu Jin Qiao held her face and didn't allow her to move, his face became serious, "Obedient, it's important to recuperate, you scared me to death today, do you know what to do?" ”

Hearing this, Xiao Yan's mouth was deflated, and the tears she held back couldn't help falling anymore, and she complained sadly, "You made me sad to death today, do you know what to do?" Xu Jin Qiao, you nasty ghost, I don't want to love you anymore, I want to go home, woo woo ......"

"Bao'er ......"

Xu Jin Qiao's voice tightened, watching the tears in the corners of her eyes flood her face, sliding into her mouth, he couldn't help but lean his head to kiss her chapped lips, and stretched out the tip of his slippery tongue to lick it, moisturizing her lips, Xiao Yan was stunned, and the next moment she raised her hand to slap him, she avoided his kiss, and said silently, "What are you doing?" Xu Jinqiao, what do you mean? I'm stupid, don't you play with me, okay? Tell me frankly, do you still love me? Do you want me? ”

"Love!" Xu Jin Qiao stared at her for a moment, and his tone was firm, "Bao'er, I love you, I can't let go of you, even if we are in danger in the future, I can't help but love you!" ”

Xiao Yan was shocked, and then cried even more fiercely, she grabbed the man's hand tightly, and asked in disbelief, "Really?" Then you're going to ......."

"Yes, I want you! Xiao Baoer, do you have the courage to never abandon me, love each other until you are old and never change your heart? Xu Jin Qiao interlocked his fingers with her, and he said slowly word by word.

Xiao Yan nodded vigorously without thinking, tears flowed into her mouth salty, but at this moment, her heart was so sweet as if she had fallen into a honey pot, and she said loudly, "I have!" I have courage! Xu Jin Qiao, I swear, I will never leave you again! Don't give up, don't give up! ”

"Bao'er!"

Xu Jin Qiao called emotionally, leaned over and hugged Xiao Yan firmly, she hugged him back with one hand, tears and snot on her face......

After a long time, Xu Jin Qiao let go of her, took out a tissue from Xiao Yan's bag and wiped her face, after that, he suddenly remembered something, picked up her bag again and rummaged for something, Xiao Yan wondered, "What are you looking for?" ”

"Do you have antidepressants in your bag? And sleeping pills? Xu Jin Qiao asked in a deep voice.

Xiao Yan shook his head, "It's not in the bag, it's at home." ”

"Bao'er, tell me honestly, you ...... now" Xu Jinqiao put down her bag, clenched her hand, and her voice was unsteady, "How serious?" ”

Xiao Yan pursed her lips and said softly, "It's okay, it's not very serious, I haven't taken medicine for more than a week." ”

"I'm sorry Bao'er, it's all my fault, but why don't you tell me? For what are the many things that I am always the last to know? And it's always up to someone else to tell me? Xu Jinqiao's Adam's apple rolled, and he was extremely distressed.

Xiao Yan's voice choked, she lowered her eyelids, "I don't want you to worry about me, I always cause you a lot of trouble, I can't do anything for you, my existence is your burden......"

Xu Jin Qiao said in a deep voice, "Silly girl, even if it's a burden, it's a sweet burden!" Bao'er, I am willing to do anything for you, but your own psychological burden is too heavy, so you tossed so many things! You promised me that you would never hide anything from me in the future, and that you would be honest with me, and that if you encounter a problem, we will discuss and solve it, face it together, and know the way? ”

"Hmm!" Xiao Yan nodded, flashing with tears, "As long as you don't annoy me, I'll tell you anything in the future!" ”

Xu Jin Qiao sighed and stroked the corners of her moist eyes with his long fingers, "No, how can I hate you?" Silly Bao'er, it's too late for me to love you! ”

In the past, I always thought that the word "love" was something that young people like to show off, like a man of his age, or for a man eight years older than her, he disdains to say the words "I love you", he feels hypocritical, embarrassed, embarrassed, he thinks that loving someone, what he does is often more important than saying, so he keeps paying, and does his best to love her with practical actions, but he never thought that because of his introverted silence, which led to her lack of self-confidence, she felt inferior and did not dare to respond to his feelings......

Now, saying this vulgar and irreplaceable language of love is not as difficult as imagined, and he is no longer embarrassed to love deeply, he can say it casually, naturally and fluently.

"Goo!"

Xiao Yan's stomach suddenly screamed twice, and she pulled her lips in embarrassment, "I, I'm hungry......"

"I've ordered takeout, it should be delivered soon." Xu Jin Qiao'er frowned again, and said distressedly, "How long have you been waiting for me?" Have you had lunch? ”

Hearing this, Xiao Yan was suddenly full of grievances, and his mouth was deflated, "I didn't eat or drink all day today, and I went to look for you early in the morning, but you were not at home, so I waited for you at the door of your house, but you never came back." ”

"What? You've been waiting for me all day? Have you been staying at the door? Xu Jin Qiao was stunned, his eyes full of incredulity.

Xiao Yan raised his hand and rubbed his nose, and said sullenly, "Yes, I seemed to fall asleep later, and then I woke up in the hospital, am I having a fever?" ”

"Stupid!"

Xu Jin Qiao couldn't bear to ask, "Xiao Yan, can you be a little more stupid?" Why didn't you call me? What is your phone turned off? You've been wondering how to scare me, haven't you? My heart is going to be scared out of you! ”

Xiao Yan was not convinced, "I, my phone is out of battery, how can I call you?" "She's still aggrieved, why does he call her stupid?

"Is a dead phone a reason? Do you know that there is a communication device called a public phone in this world? Xu Jin Qiao was angry, he suddenly got up, and paced helplessly in place, feeling like he was losing his strength, "Besides, even if you can't find a public phone, the best way is to go to the mobile phone store on the street and buy another mobile phone to call me, or buy a power bank to charge your mobile phone!" These are all common sense! ”

Xiao Yan lowered her head, the more she listened, the more ashamed she became, why didn't she think of it? At that time, I was only angry, sad and angry, and I didn't want to contact him at all, and then I waited stupidly for ......

After being depressed for a moment, she suddenly remembered something, and asked weakly in a low voice, "I, I'm stupid, but why don't you come back sooner?" Tomorrow is the New Year, shouldn't you have a holiday today? ”

"The company only had a holiday at noon today, and I went directly to Fujiang District to find you after leaving the company, what was the result? You weren't at home, your phone was turned off, I called the driver, said you didn't use the car, and called Li Jiaying and Jiang Yejing, they didn't know your whereabouts, I ......" Xu Jinqiao was speechless, "I have been looking for you all afternoon!" The beach, the villa to find no one, and then returned to Fujiang District, after the most Lu Lu the property of my apartment called, saying that there was a woman asleep at the door of my house, I then realized that you actually ran to my apartment by mistake! ”

Hearing this, Xiao Yan was dumbfounded, "I...... I can't wait for you to come to me, I'm very sad, thinking that tomorrow is Chinese New Year's Eve, I look forward to reuniting with you, so I personally came to ask you, who knows ......"

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