"Brother Jin" Lin Xuan'er hurriedly ran over, but did not see Gao Jin's figure, but saw that the dark soul was a little distracted here.

The dark soul put away her heavy emotions, and saw that she ran happily, and when she saw her like this, her heart suddenly tingled, and she finally looked forward to her spring, but she had to cover her spring with heavy ice and snow;

I hope she can use the first fiery heart to melt the frost in the spring earlier, which can be regarded as the greatest relief for herself.

"Sister Soul, where is Brother Jin?" Lin Xuan'er glanced around, and looked at the dark soul inexplicably.

"Gone." The dark soul's deep voice, she was still brewing in her heart, how to speak to her, in order to reduce her pain.

Lin Xuan'er let out an 'oh' in her throat a little depressed, and found that the dark soul didn't seem to be in a state, "Sister Soul, what's wrong with you?" ”

"Xuan'er, come here." The dark soul stretched out his hand to her, and Lin Xuan'er also handed it over, and the two walked to the stone bench in the garden and sat down.

Neither of them spoke, Lin Xuan'er occasionally glanced at the dark soul with a solemn face, thinking that there must be something difficult to speak, so he simply gave her time to brew.

"Xuan'er, Song Jingran" The dark soul deliberately hesitated, the reason why she called her by her name was also to put aside all her identities, she was just a friend.

Lin Xuan'er smiled shyly, although she didn't know why the dark soul called her by her name, she knew that the next words of the dark soul must be related to Song Jingran.

"Sister Soul, Brother Ran, he loves me, and he finally discovered my goodness." Lin Xuan'er had a happy smile on her face, and the painful scenes in the past all disappeared in an instant in the moment when they were sweet to each other, as if happiness was not far away, beckoning to them and showing them off.

"Maybe he didn't find your goodness, but saw the love in his own heart." The dark soul looked a little dazed, and she didn't know why she said such a thing, maybe it was just a feeling, people often want to find the things they once discarded or ignored again after going through all kinds of things, not because of how important those things are, but because they found their inner needs.

Song Jingran may not have found Lin Xuan'er good, but was entangled by Lin Qinglian's shadow, which caused him to never really face his heart;

And Gao Jin, maybe because he loves Lin Xuan'er, he longs to tie her to his side, but he doesn't have the courage to face his heart, because what he has in his heart is not love, but desire.

Lin Xuan'er opened her slightly open lips a little uncertainly, she didn't think deeply about the words of the dark soul, and said, "Sister Soul, I have decided, I want to be selfish for myself, I want us to be happy." Her sentence contains Song Jingran and their children.

"Happiness is often only oriented to the moment, as long as the moment is enough." The Dark Spirit took her hand and patted it lightly, hoping that she would remember that moment of happiness and move on to a new life.

"Sister Soul, what's wrong with you today?" Lin Xuan'er's face instantly became heavy, why did the dark soul's words reveal another layer of meaning that she didn't understand.

The dark soul said earnestly, "Xuan'er, when the leaves choose to go with the wind, it means that they will miss the branches forever, do you understand?" ”

Lin Xuan'er lowered her eyes gloomily, the dark soul had always supported her to bravely choose her own happiness, but today she suddenly objected, there must be another meaning in her words.

"People live for a lifetime, not for themselves, but no matter what you do, it is to create a better life for your loved ones and leave the best memories." The dark soul showed a poignant smile, they are both women who are bound by love, destined to give their lives to their lovers.

Lin Xuan'er finally heard the reason, the dark soul was not against her, but against her, as for why it was suddenly, thinking of Gao Jin's arrival, she suddenly seemed to understand something.

"The prince said that the princess of Xia Feng Kingdom will come on a certain day and ask us to go together to greet her, and" The dark soul paused, "Xiao Yi and Xiao Xuan are still young, so it is better to stay with Shang'er, and it is convenient to take care of them." ”

Lin Xuan'er looked at her inexplicably, with anger in her heart, "What does he mean too?" ”

The Dark Spirit paused, smiled and said, "That's what I meant." ”

She didn't want Lin Xuan'er to hate Gao Jin, maybe time could highlight that everyone had their own thinking that was correct, as well as the helpless choice.

"Why" Lin Xuan'er looked at her with cold eyes, she didn't believe what she meant, she wanted to know the intention of Lu Dao Gao Jin.

"For the sake of the living, we can live better." The dark soul had an indifferent expression, Gao Jin was her life's waiting, Song Jingran was her lifeblood, she couldn't look at the two most important men in her life, for Lin Xuan'er to fall into the abyss of love and hatred step by step, what was waiting for them the most was 'life and death'.

Lin Xuan'er sneered, "Okay, for him to live a better life" No matter who the dark soul refers to, it must include Song Jingran.

The dark soul looked at Lin Xuan'er with a desolate face, and the heartache spread again, "If you love him, forget him, you only belong to the king's woman." ”

The dark soul deliberately bit the word 'king' slightly, hoping that she would understand what the king meant.

Lin Xuan'er flashed tears in her eyes, revealing a poignant smile, if she loved someone and could forget it instantly, why was she so persistent;

And that brother Jin who once loved himself and doted on himself, just because of a 'king', wants to bind her life's happiness, how ridiculous, how lamentable, but his selfish love will only push her farther and farther.

The two sat sadly, chatting thoughtfully; Lin Xuan'er seems to have fallen from the world into hell, how should she face Song Jingran, how should she love again

Seeing her so sad, the dark soul also revealed some of the stakes in it, she is not a selfish person, naturally she will not watch it, Song Jingran and Gao Jin turned against each other for her, even if there is a trace of estrangement, they don't want to see it.

After a long absence from the Song Mansion, Song Jingran finally returned to the mansion again openly;

Everything in the house is as before, because it is night, Song Jingran did not alarm too many people, I wanted to go to see Xiaohui first, but I learned from the next person that Yu Zixia was sick, so I went back to Jingxia Garden first.

Yu Zixia leaned on the soft couch and was distracted, and suddenly saw a familiar figure, a little unbelievable, but it was so real, "Jing Ran"

Song Jingran smiled, seeing that she was a little distracted, so he walked beside her first, "Why haven't you slept so late?" ”

"It's really you, you're finally back." Yu Zixia threw herself into his arms and hugged him tightly, afraid that it was his hallucination.

"I'll be back." Song Jingran hugged her and gently stroked her back, compared to last time, she was a lot haggard, at this time, he felt deep guilt in his heart, he didn't know when he started, he didn't have the initial love for her, maybe he really never had love for her, but he just had that similar feeling, but with the release of Lin Qinglian, his feelings for her also disappeared.

After Yu Zixia confirmed his true existence, she gently moved out of his arms, looking at the face that she thought about day and night, she smiled, and the smile was that the first person he thought of was himself.

"I heard that you are not well, so you should go to bed early." Song Jingran helped her walk on the edge of the bed, he wanted to watch her fall asleep, and he was going to see Xiaohui, but he didn't want to, Yu Zixia hugged him, and then gave him a hot kiss;

Yu Zixia raised her toes and covered his soft lips, this long-lost and familiar taste, she will never forget;

Feeling that he seemed to be a little sluggish, the tip of his tongue gently tested him, Song Jingran was in no mood, but thinking of her feelings, he still responded slowly, after all, he didn't remember the days when he had sex with her, and after so long, he would be cold to her again, with her thoughts, it would definitely not be good.

After Xiaohui learned the news of Song Jingran's return from the servant, she held her high bulging lower abdomen and happily came to take a look, she was going to the study first, but she heard that Song Jingran was in Yu Zixia, with the unwillingness in her heart, she decided to go to Jingxia Garden, she just wanted Yu Zixia to be uncomfortable, and Song Jingran to be embarrassed.

After Song Jingran came back, he forgot to close the door, when Xiaohui arrived, he saw that the door was not closed, he thought about it, but he hadn't fallen asleep yet, so he retreated to the maid and walked in directly, there was no one in the house, but there was a woman's cry in the inner room;

She clenched her jade hands, suppressed the anger in her heart, walked in front of the door of the inner room, and what caught her eye was that their tightly intertwined bodies under the curtains, and Yu Zixia's seductive coquettish cry made her nauseous;

At the moment of vomiting, she quickly pulled her legs away, and the breath in the garden relieved the vomiting in her heart, and when the maids saw this, they all nervously came over to support her, and Xiaohui also left.

After Yu Zixia got the long-awaited love, he was intoxicated in Song Jingran's arms, as if he was still at the peak of his body, and he was reluctant to come down.

Song Jingran held Yu Zixia in his arms, and what appeared in his mind was Lin Xuan'er's shadow, even when he was in love, he still thought of her, there was no passionate love, it was sad, he could only use Lin Xuan'er's figure to make up for Yu Zixia's needs, although his thoughts were very dirty.

"Zixia" Song Jingran tested whether she was asleep.

Yu Zixia whispered 'um', she didn't want to disturb the sweetness at this time.

"Is Xiaohui about to give birth?" Song Jingran paused slightly, he wanted to go and see Xiaohui, but he couldn't speak, hoping that she could understand the meaning of his words, let go of the palpitations in his heart, and took the initiative to ask him to take a look.

Yu Zixia nodded, "I guess it's less than two months." ”

Yu Zixia was secretly lost in her heart, she understood his intentions, but she just deliberately didn't say it, if he stayed, she could just suppress Xiaohui's arrogance, if he insisted on going to see her, then his importance to Xiaohui and the child could not be more obvious.