Chapter 135: I Don't Blame Him
Song Xiaojing still said with a worried face: "Having said that, but the palace holy land, how can we ordinary people be accommodated, besides, you are beautiful and devastated, in case you are envied and framed, wouldn't you be helpless." ”
Song Anle smiled, she held Song Xiaojing's jade hand back, and said indifferently: "Don't worry, it's a big deal that I won't mess with others, if I can't do it, I'll dress myself up ugly, anyway, the palace is so big, and no one will necessarily pay attention to me, a powerless little woman." ”
Song Xiaojing also faded her worried expression in Song Anle's indifferent smile, but Song Anle didn't give her a chance to speak, Song Anle faded the smile on her face, and said softly: "However, I came today because I have news to tell you." ”
Song Xiaojing looked at Song Anle with a curious expression, she didn't think too much, because of Song Anle's attitude, there was no room for her reverie.
Song Anle pursed the corners of his mouth shallowly, and said softly: "Are you worried about what Gao Yuankang should give you?" ”
Song Xiaojing lowered her eyes with a gloomy face, not mentioning the name Gao Yuankang, she didn't have a layer of resentment in her heart, she knew that he was such a heartless person, she didn't have to think hard, put aside her chastity to lure his attention, but in the end she lost her reputation and left nothing.
Song Anle saw that Song Xiaojing was silent, as she guessed, Song Xiaojing still couldn't let go of Gao Yuankang's aggression, maybe it could be said that Song Xiaojing still had the heart to step into the rhythm of a noble and glorious life, Song Anle was happy for her, but she couldn't be happy in her heart.
"Look at this." Song Anle handed the imperial list to Song Xiaojing.
Song Xiaojing still looked at Song Anle with an uncertain face, in Song Anle's nodding and smiling, she still took the imperial list casually, and the moment she opened it, she didn't realize that the object in her hand was from the royal family, until she read the content, she opened her lips incredibly, and questioned in disbelief.
The expression on Song Xiaojing's face, whether it was an accident, a surprise, or a question, but there was no expression of displeasure, Song Anle really saw her reaction in his eyes, Song Xiaojing's overreaction had already explained her thoughts for her, so Song Anle said lightly: "How is it?" Are you still satisfied with the results? ”
"I" Song Xiaojing couldn't consume this sudden result for a while, so she was speechless with excitement, but in her heart, she couldn't deceive herself, she was happy and very satisfied with the result.
"Don't be nervous, this should be yours." Song Anle still had that indifferent smile, if it weren't for Song Xiaojing, if it weren't for the relationship between the Song family and the royal family, it would not be surprising to respond to a woman's reputation, it would have been a matter of course.
"But I can't be so selfish." Song Xiaojing looked melancholy embarrassed, she knew that Gao Yuankang's hand-picking had become a fact, even if she didn't want to, it was impossible to change the result, so she might as well take this opportunity to be a good person, at least to show her helplessness.
Song Anle smiled lightly: "This is not selfish, it is an opportunity in life, you are lucky to seize this opportunity, you should cherish it and complete it, I believe that you will not live up to this rare opportunity." ”
"Really?" Song Xiaojing couldn't say surely: "Can I really do it?" ”
"Of course, you are my eldest sister, and I have confidence in you." Song Anle's words to herself suddenly had a feeling of hypocrisy, and she didn't know when they started to exchange their hearts for sincerity between their sisters, but intentional in their words, and false in their intentions.
But she clearly knows that her own starting point is definitely for the good of everyone, even if others can't understand her approach, she doesn't care, she wants to do it wholeheartedly, as for the return, she doesn't dare to expect extravagance, but it is worth it.
"Thank you." Song Xiaojing hugged Song Anle pitifully, avoiding Song Anle's gaze, her face turned gloomy and cold, but it was only for a moment.
Song Anle patted Song Xiaojing lightly on the back, when Song Xiaojing moved out of her arms, she already had a touched expression, Song Anle said earnestly: "However, life in the palace, as you said, is unpredictable, as a concubine, you should know the duty of being a wife, and you must not be rash, you know?" ”
"I know, I must be careful and will never cause trouble for our family."
"That's good;" Song Anle nodded lightly, "As a sister, there is nothing to give you, only one sentence to send you, people's hearts are unpredictable, no matter at any time, you must have a grateful heart." ”
Song Xiaojing nodded 'um', "I remember." ”
"In three days, I will participate in the election, I am afraid that I will not be able to send you a beautiful marriage, so you have to take care of yourself more, take more opinions of others in everything, I believe that there should be no estrangement between relatives." Song Anle's main purpose is to hope to resolve the estrangement between family relationships, and now that their relatives are about to be scattered, they can't be allowed to leave with estrangement and regret.
Song Xiaojing looked back and thought about it, what she said to Song Cheng was a bit excessive, and now the result is that when she was desperate, she lit up another hope, which was undoubtedly the greatest favor for her, so she no longer hated Song Cheng's ruthlessness, but she couldn't forgive him for a while.
Song Xiaojing said with a heavy face: "You have to be careful yourself, when I enter the palace along the way, I will definitely go to you." ”
"Don't rush to me just yet;" Song Anle said lightly: "The palace is far from being as simple as we imagined, if someone catches something, I don't know how to embarrass you." ”
Song Anle first didn't want to gain a foothold in the palace, so she didn't want to, first expose that she had relatives like Concubine Yan, and she mainly wanted to find out first, whether Gao Yuanshang had anything to do with the election, if not, she would still choose to escape from the palace without hesitation, as for Song Xiaojing, she believed that she had a strong ability to survive, so she could only ask for more blessings.
"What then, can't we meet?" Song Xiaojing frowned in distress, she wanted to have someone to accompany her, at least there would be no such feeling of loneliness, plus they helped each other, there were many things in the future, she didn't want to, so she fought alone in that deep palace, after all, her position was just a concubine, far from the conditions for survival.
"Of course not, but I have to wait until you stabilize your status first, and then you look for me, and I can also touch the brilliance of your concubine." Song Anle made Song Xiaojing less nervous, and she rarely showed a playful meaning.
Song Xiaojing said embarrassedly: "When is it, you still have the heart to make fun of others." ”
"I'm not making fun of you, I'm encouraging you."
Song Xiaojing smiled shyly, "Okay, I won't look for you first, but you have to be careful, it's really not good, you can go to the second prince for help, I believe the second prince will be happy to help you." ”
"Go;" Song Anle pretended to be displeased and said, "Don't talk nonsense." ”
Song Xiaojing couldn't help but bow her head and snicker, at the same time, in her thoughts, she was still thinking about it, Song Anle's entry into the palace is an unchangeable fact, and now the two sisters will become a part of the palace, plus in the palace, there is a second prince who is worried about Song Anle, plus a big prince, who has an unclear relationship with her, and is not afraid that they will not have the opportunity to meet in the future.
"Alright, let's get down to business;" Song Anle said seriously: "In the past few days, you can tidy up by yourself, see which maids you need to bring, and what you can't do, you can discuss with me, the daughter of our Song family must not marry shabby." ”
"Anle, how can you repay your kindness to me?" Song Xiaojing looked sad, after all, she was not the heir of the Song family, Song Anle could do this, how could she not be moved by it.
Song Anle touched Song Xiaojing's black hair, and said dotingly: "Silly girl, they are all a family, what kind of kindness is not kind, besides, I just don't want to wronged you, but I don't want to be loud either, you may understand?" ”
Song Xiaojing nodded, "I understand, I understand." ”
Regarding the Song family's low-key inertia, coupled with the fact that they have a relationship with the royal family, it is understandable that they don't want to make a big fuss.
"That's good, when your brother Cheng comes back, don't forget to say goodbye to him, in fact, he has always cared about you, but he is not good at expressing it, so he led you to go down, but don't blame him." Song Anle wasn't sure what kind of relationship existed between Song Xiaojing and Song Cheng, but now that the matter was a foregone conclusion, she didn't want their brother and sister to separate with regrets during this period.
Referring to the beloved who was buried in her heart, Song Xiaojing still couldn't face it with relief, she said with a gloomy face: "I know, Brother Cheng likes love in his heart, and he is just a brother and sister to me, I have already figured it out, some fate is just a passer-by of fate, and forcing it will only make each other go farther and farther, so I don't blame him." ”
The saddest pain in the world is to give up a beloved person, but to pretend to be calm and unbreakable to bless him, Song Anle can imagine Song Xiaojing's inner pain, but she can't give the corresponding words to comfort her, so she just said lightly: "It's good that you can think like this." ”
"Don't worry, even if we can't get along, we are still the dearest and most beloved brother and sister, you don't have to worry about us." Even though Song Xiaojing had a bright smile on her face, her smile was always occupied by a touch of worry, because she didn't dare to imagine how Song Cheng would react when she knew the result.