Chapter 303: Start Again

But she didn't want Gao Yuanshang to see her sentimentality, so she avoided him and walked to the other side alone, Gao Yuanshang was still immersed in the laughter that teased her, but suddenly thought that it would arouse her pain, so he nervously followed again.

"Comfort." Gao Yuanshang grabbed her nervously, and said eagerly: "I didn't mean to offend your wounds, I..."

"Don't talk about it." Song Anle also stopped him in time, and was indeed touched, but there was only such a faint pain in her heart, she could still bear such pain, so she smiled far-fetchedly: "I know you didn't mean it, I just can't get out of the shadow in my heart yet, please give me a little time." ”

Song Anle will only reveal the truest emotions in her heart in front of Gao Yuanshang, maybe only he is the sense of security in her mind, so in front of him, she can release her sadness unscrupulously.

Gao Yuanshang locked his eyebrows with a solemn face, originally he confessed timidly, and wanted to give her an explanation after the overall situation stabilized, but in the face of her helplessness at this time, he couldn't hold back his inner emotions at all, so he stroked her shoulders and said affectionately and solemnly: "If you are willing to leave the past behind and forgive me for those unreasonable mistakes, I hope to wait for a chance to start over." ”

Song Anle still said in a low voice: "Even if you start over, what you can't go back to is the beginning, and what you can't give is perfection." ”

She couldn't imagine how much it meant to start over, at least she wasn't ready for the time being, the preparation to start again, none of those past entanglements had been sorted out, those complex emotions, and she hadn't found a suitable place to sustenance, how could she accept everything that had been restarted.

"Perfection should not be something that the human heart desires, I hope we can cherish the future, and not cling to the ethereal things." Gao Yuanshang also looked low, and even blindly indifferent, because he clearly knew that he couldn't give anyone a desire for perfection, so perfection for them could be described as illusory, and even something that would not exist at all, of course, his intention was also to hope that Song Anle could pay attention to it.

"Are you sure you can let go of what you used to be, or are you sure you can accept everything that you used to have?" Song Anle is still not sure whether Gao Yuanshang is real, can forget everything in the past, or can he really accept the past before he wants to start over with her.

If he just wants to forget the past and start over with her, she is worried that Gao Yuanshang is just unwilling to face it, or unwilling to accept the past, then in this case, she can't give him a chance at all, because he may be running away from everything, or not sincere enough.

But if Gao Yuan is still here, has fully accepted the previous situation, and still wants to seek peace, maybe he sees something clearly, or perhaps, they should be sympathetic to each other, but they have missed it for so long.

"As long as you can let go, I can let go." Gao Yuanshang's most timid thing was that Song Anle no longer gave him this opportunity, so he always kept a room for retreat.

Song Anle couldn't help but be moved by the long-awaited confession, so she said worriedly: "But what if the love comes back?" ”

"She never left." Gao Yuanshang did not hesitate to answer at all, because Bai Huaqing made several overtures, he politely refused, not because he was empathetic, but because he found out the true side of Bai Huaqing after Song Anle's miscarriage, although everything could not be blamed on her, but the change in her essence was a fact that he could not accept.

Although Song Anle could not fully understand the meaning of Gao Yuanshang's words, it was not difficult to hear from his words that he seemed to be emphasizing something, or rather, he wanted to prove that although Bai Huaqing had never left, their hearts had long since gone away.

Gao Yuanshang knew that Song Anle still had scruples, so he took her and said solemnly: "You don't always have to care about other people's feelings, this matter will always be put on hold naturally, believe me." ”

Gao Yuanshang may not know Bai Huaqing, but no matter what, Bai Huaqing changed for him, and he has a direct relationship, which is the main reason why he didn't go to Bai Huaqing to investigate, as for the future situation, he still won't be prejudiced against Bai Huaqing, but the premise is that she can't go too far.

Song Anle can see his true feelings from his real eyes, maybe he is really tempted, even if she is sad, but her heart is as sweet as nectar, so she said with a childish attitude: "Then you don't care anymore, I will break you up by any means?" ”

Of course, Gao Yuanshang had thought about this question, but compared to those meaningless questions, Song Anle's affection for him was far more than everything, and he still seemed to understand overnight that caring about a person was such a wonderful thing.

So he believed that Song Anle was really affectionate to him, and he happened to find that the main reason why he had been fighting for her was because he couldn't accept that he cared more than her, so he repeatedly wanted not to take her seriously, and even tried every possible way to make things difficult for her.

So he said casually and gently: "I believe in the cycle of cause and effect, and now I only care about what you care about." ”

Song Anle finally showed a sweet and satisfied smile, but said sadly: "I hope your words today will not become our wounds in the future." ”

"I promise not." Gao Yuanshang smiled confidently, Song Anle threw herself into his arms with a sweet smile, her arms around his waist, this was the first time for her, unrestrained and active, feeling the warmth of his arms.

Gao Yuanshang also hugged her with his arms, the satisfaction he had never felt before, it must be the most fulfilling feeling in each other's hearts, he never knew that it was such a happy joy to have a person he loved.

I don't know if it's a pure coincidence, or if the place of Yixin Hall is limited, Gao Yuanyi and Shen Xiaoya were also casually walking when they happened to bump into them who were hugging each other tightly not far away, and his deep starry eyes seemed to be pierced into a sharp blade in an instant.

Shen Xiaoya was pregnant, she only cared about the intersection under her feet, but when Gao Yuanyi suddenly stopped, she followed his gaze curiously, and of course understood his psychology.

Because Gao Yuanyi has not said a word to Song Anle in front of her so far, Shen Xiaoya simply pretended to be stupid, knowing that Gao Yuanyi must have all the flavors in her heart at the moment, but she still said leisurely: "It seems that the relationship between the eldest prince and the imperial concubine is not as incompatible as the palace people say, otherwise you and I would not be at this time." ”

Gao Yuanyi has a handsome face, always showing the public with his usual tenderness, but at this time, he is already a cold face, he usually doesn't want to see Shen Xiaoya, he shouldn't be, Shen Xiaoya shouldn't violate his weakness at this time, so Gao Yuanyi said coldly: "Regarding Song Anle's matter, you'd better settle down, don't be self-righteous and play tricks in the eyes of this king, otherwise this king can let you disappear at any time." ”

Gao Yuanyi didn't know if it was because he was disgusted with Shen Xiaoya, or because he didn't want to witness the dazzling scene, he left words full of warnings, and then left in another direction on his own.

Shen Xiaoya frowned in annoyance, she subconsciously looked back at Gao Yuanshang and Song Anle, she didn't know whether to envy them, or to be jealous of her, or to hate her.

Gao Jin returned to the banquet again during the dinner, but he had changed out of the depressing dragon robe, but in a brand-new reckless dress, and the queen also changed into a navy blue palace dress, which was still exquisite and simple.

During the dinner, everyone sent their own congratulatory gifts, but there was no shortage of rare treasures in the palace, so everyone just offered their wishes.

At this time, a Lord Xu got up and said: "Your Majesty, please forgive the old minister for his courage to say that now King Yong has persuaded Saiwai to write off the discord with my Northern Dynasty for many years, and my Northern Dynasty has won huge benefits, which is undoubtedly the best birthday gift for the emperor's birthday;

Compared with the merits of the two princes, the old minister gave me a history book since the founding of the Northern Dynasty, and the old minister was loyal to the Northern Dynasty, and hoped that the emperor would laugh. ”

Lord Xu seems to be full of sincerity, but there is a mystery hidden in his words, he clearly stated the merits of Gao Yuanyi and Gao Yuankang clearly, but there is no Gao Yuanshang alone, it is obvious that he is coming for Gao Yuanshang.

How could Gao Jin not hear the mystery, but how could he embarrass Gao Yuanshang, so he said in surprise: "Oh, Lord Xu actually recorded all the time of my Northern Dynasty? ”

Lord Xu said with affection: "It took many years for Weichen to finally record the history of the Northern Dynasty for decades, in order to let our descendants know that my Northern Dynasty is a hard-won country, and my emperor is a hero worthy of being famous in history." ”

"Well said;" Gao Jin was also very moved and said: "Xu Aiqing has this loyalty, which is the luck of my Northern Dynasty, hurry up and present it to me for me to see." ”

Lord Xu saw that Gao Jin was excited from the bottom of his heart, and he also felt doubly honored, so he held a heavy volume of books in front of Gao Jin with both hands, and said with his head bowed: "Your Majesty, please take a look." ”

Gao Jin flipped through a few pages casually, and briefly read the general beginning, which was the scene of his fight against the country, and from the description of the article, it is not difficult to see this person's intentions and foresight.

"Good, good;" Gao Jin looked at it and said with satisfaction: "This is the best congratulatory gift I received today. ”

"Thank you for your love." Lord Xu bowed deeply, you must know what an honor it is to receive such a real praise from Gao Jin.

When Lord Xu turned back to his seat, he secretly glanced at another courtier, and the two seemed to have a good plan for a long time, so the courtier tacitly understood the hint he thrown.