CHAPTER XIX

Hearing Xie Wan say that she was going to break up, Xia Yun sighed in her heart, and said with some panic, "What's wrong, is it because of your mother?" I went and told her that I was ...... now."

Xie Wan stretched out her hand to cover Xia Yun's mouth and didn't let him continue, "It's none of her business, it's me who has figured it out myself." ”

"This café, this seat, is where we first met and dated, and where you kissed me for the first time, yesterday, I sat here for a day, waiting for you to call me, and later, I even took the courage to call you regardless of my dignity......"

Xie Wan's expression gradually calmed down, but it made Xia Yun's heart feel empty and panicked, he reached out and grabbed Xie Wan's hand covering his mouth, and looked at Xie Wan, "Xiao Wan, I ...... yesterday"

"Xia Yun, let me finish, okay?" Xie Wan's voice was soft, but there was a strange insistence that made Xia Yun's words blocked in his mouth and unable to speak.

"When I came home last night, my aunt was there, and she said to me that even if you care about me and trust me even a little, you should call me first and ask me what I think, instead of just ignoring it from now on."

"I had another fight with my mother and aunt, and then I hid under the covers and cried secretly for a night, and I thought about it for a night. Finally figured it out......"

"In fact, a long time ago, the first year you came to the company, when I was still in college, I already knew you as a person, at the company's year-end party, you performed on stage, played the guitar and sang a song of Yuquan's "The Most Beautiful", which became the focus of the most applause that night."

"Later, the photos of the party were washed out, and my aunt pointed to the photo when we were chatting at our house and said, "Oh, it's this boy, playing the guitar and singing to his girlfriend, and the singing is so good!"

"I was a little curious about you, what kind of boy is this!"

"Through my aunt and Xiaoxue, I learned about you and your girlfriend Zheng Wei intermittently, and I know that you are college classmates, and you came to the company together after graduation, and you like to take the bus to wander around the streets and alleys, and sometimes you will carry a guitar on your back on the hill on the roadside, in the park, and under the overpass to play the guitar and sing songs casually."

"You also like to cook by yourself, and sometimes you will call colleagues from the company to eat at your house together, but it is sumptuous, Xiaoxue went to eat once, and when she came back, she said to me that your fried dishes are really delicious, and they are better than those big hotels."

"At that time, I was very envious of you, even a little jealous, like you who fell in love in college, and after graduation, they are still working together for the future, knowing and loving each other freely and unrestrainedly, and living such a colorful life, it is simply a fairy couple that everyone envies in novels and television!"

"After two years like this, I have also graduated, and suddenly one day, I heard Xiaoxue say, you broke up with your girlfriend, she went back to Hangzhou, I don't know what Lu Dao is for, I feel very sorry for you, but I am very selfish A little flustered, a little happy, in this contradictory mood, the next day I went to your company to pretend to play with Xiaoxue, and I saw you for the first time at the door of the company."

"You were very sad and sad at the time, walking on the road with a blank expression, not at all the happy smile I saw in the photo, you may not have noticed, I just stood there stupidly watching you go away, and I didn't even notice that Xiaoxue was coming."

"During that time, you were depressed, every day except for work, you nested in the dormitory and didn't go out, I was very anxious, but there was no way, pretending to go to the company to find Xiaoxue, and looking at you from a distance was already the limit of what I could muster up the courage to do."

"Later, you seem to have returned to normal, talking and laughing with people, but you began to smoke and drink frequently, and even went to some improper places with people to play, everyone said that you were degenerate, only I know the Tao, this is just a disguise for you to cover up your pain!"

"Finally, my abnormal concern for you attracted the attention of my family, they couldn't understand my thoughts, unanimously opposed, and advised me not to be stupid, but I have been a good girl since I was a child, and I fought with my mother for the first time, I believe you are still that cheerful and optimistic sunny boy."

"They couldn't resist me and stopped me, but I didn't have the courage to stand in front of you directly, so Xiaoxue came up with an idea to let her mother, who is my aunt, introduce me to you, and it was regarded as a blind date, but at that time you said that you had no plans to find a girlfriend for the time being, I was relieved and a little lost."

"It's been another two years, I'm twenty-five, my mother said that I have become an old girl, and I can't marry if I don't find a partner, forcing me to go on a blind date to find a boyfriend, but I just can't let go of you in my heart, Xiaoxue saw my sad appearance, and forced my aunt to come to you, but I didn't expect you to agree."

"On the evening of April 15 last year, in this café, this location, we officially met for the first time, I still remember you introduced yourself at that time, you said that your name is Xia Yun, Xia of Summer, Yun of Baiyun, and then I said that my name is Xie Wan, thank you Xie, Wan Wan, you smiled and said that it is really a good name."

"We've been talking here for a long time, it's been three hours, and we're still talking when the café is closing, although most of the time you're talking, I'm listening."

"You send me home, we walk on the road and talk while walking, I can't wait for this road to never end, that night, I lay on the bed and tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, I want to text you and I'm afraid that you're already asleep, and I'm afraid that you will look down on me."

On a summer afternoon, a quiet café, elegant music, a gentle girl looking out the window and talking softly, remembering the past troubles, the corners of her mouth quietly hooked up a smile.

It's just that this beautiful scene fell in Xia Yun's eyes, but there was a heart-wrenching pain, holding the girl's hand, and wanted to say something several times, but he couldn't open his mouth.

"That's how we met, we started to see each other often, dated, and fell in love, everything seemed to be beautiful, that was my happiest time, you were like a model boyfriend, gentle, considerate, generous, funny, steady, and the people around me were very satisfied with you, and they were praising me for my good vision."

"But only I know that you haven't come out of the shadow of your ex-girlfriend Zheng Wei, in your eyes, there is no heartfelt cheerfulness and happiness in your eyes, you are more of a responsibility to me, a kind of friendship or ...... Affection! ”

"Originally, I wasn't worried, I believe that everything will get better, Dad and Mom were in the same situation at the beginning, and now they are not very affectionate, time, will slowly heal your wounds."

"It's just that after being with you, I realized that I overestimated myself, after seeing the kind of happiness you had with your girlfriend at the beginning, I was always greedy and wanted to have your complete love, visit every corner of the city with me, cook me a love dinner, play the guitar for me casually, and sing for me!"

"Whether it is justified or not, you will find a way to fulfill any of my wishes, but for you this is just a responsibility, not love, this is not what I want, I ...... Can't be happy! ”

"You put away all the things she left behind, don't let me touch them, talk about her topic, you always avoid or be silent, I know that I shouldn't mention her again, and it's the best way to let you gradually forget about her, but I can't help but ......"

"I want to know what is so good about her, so that you are so unforgettable, I want to know how I can get your feelings for her, I want to know what it takes to really enter your heart, I want to know everything about ......"

"I know that I was a little nervous and hysterical at that time, but now that I think about it, even I hate myself, you must be more difficult, you didn't get angry with me, just gently tolerated me and spoiled me, but do you know ...... Dao"

"The more you do this, the more I want to tear off that gentle mask on your face, even if you quarrel with me, it's better than being tepid to me like this, so fake...... I'm afraid you'll be sick, do you know the truth? ”

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