Chapter 603, love and hate are like songs!

Fang Yan scooped up a rabbit leg from the pot and took a bite only to find that the meat was too salty.

Originally, Orion had smeared salt when he dried the rabbit, but Fang Yan had just thrown another handful of salt into it. The pot of 'ambush on all sides' has become very heavy.

Fang Yan glanced at the phoenix and saw that she was eating as if she was completely unaware.

"Salty." Fang Yan said.

The meat is salty, and so are the tears.

Therefore, the phoenix has not been able to distinguish whether it is salty meat or salty tears dripping on the meat.

Listening to Fang Yan's words, Phoenix wiped his eyes vaguely with his sleeve and said, "Drink a sip of wine and suppress it." ”

As he spoke, he handed the wine barrel in his hand to Fang Yan again.

Without a cup, they can only drink with their mouths pointed at the mouth of the barrel. They did this a lot when they were in Swallow Dock, and they still do. Of course, this seems to outsiders to be no different from indirect kissing.

Fang Yan took the wine barrel and poured a big sip, and said with a smile: "I've eaten all kinds of dishes outside, but what I want to eat the most is this ten-sided ambush that we created ourselves." ”

Phoenix nodded and said, "Yes." I'm afraid I won't be able to eat it in the future—"

"How so?" Fang Yan smiled and said, "When you want to eat, I'll make it for you—"

"What if you and Ye Wenrou get married?"

"Then I'll do it for you secretly." Fang Yan said.

Poof—

Phoenix squinted his eyes and laughed, and said, "If other men answer this question, they will definitely brag about how high their status is in the family, and they will be whatever they say, and their wives have no right to speak at all-"

"Only married men dare to do this, anyway, their wives have been tricked home by them." Fang Yan said with a smile: "If you dare to say that if you are not married, which woman is still willing to marry?" We must take a long-term view. ”

The phoenix looked at Fang Yan with a gentle look in his eyes and said, "You always think differently from others. ”

"No, there isn't. In addition to being more handsome than Li Xiaotian and them, I am similar to them in other aspects - drinking wine in big barrels, eating meat in big bowls, and bragging loudly, men's nature, you know. ”

"Are they all okay?" Phoenix asked.

"It's fine." Fang Yan said with a smile. "They're all good. Zhu Zidan was in Beihai special training, and it is said that the family heirloom 'Vientiane Boxing', which has been stagnant, has shown signs of breaking through again. If he breaks through again, he will become the second candidate of the younger generation of the Zhu family to enter the 'Vientiane Array'. Li Xiaotian followed his brother in business in Yanjing, and with the care of the Maple Leaf Club, the business was booming. Ruan Qian's work is the hardest, and he follows Ye Daoling's side as a confidential secretary - although this kid keeps complaining, his personality has become much more mature and stable——"

It's a matter of course for friends to meet and talk about each other's friends.

Zhu Zidan, Li Xiaotian, Ruan Qian and others are all friends of Fang Yan and Phoenix, and they have many common memories. Back then, Fang Yan launched an attack on the phoenix with the help or cover of these friends.

The attack was fierce, but in the end, Bai Xiu, a lone ranger, took down the phoenix. This makes everyone feel a little sad and lost. Later, everyone went to Houshan together, drank more than a dozen catties of burnt knives, ate a pot of ten-sided ambushes, hugged their headaches, cried for a while, and watched Fang Yan blow his own bull # for several hours, and the pain in his heart was slightly alleviated.

"It's been a long time since I've seen them, and I'm really missing—" Phoenix said with a smile. "If you let them know that I'm a nun, won't it scare them?"

"An Xiaoxiao—" Fang Yan shouted angrily. He didn't like to hear Phoenix talk about it.

"They're going to be shocked. Especially Ruan Qian, he has the softest personality and likes to cry - if he knows that I am a nun, maybe he will cry. ”

"Nobody wants to hear that—"

"Fang Yan, when you were in the Lotus Temple just now, you said that you owe me a face-to-face confession, and I owe you a face-to-face refusal - now, can you confess to me again?" The phoenix looked at Fang Yan expectantly, and his right hand was tightly grasping the rabbit leg, for fear that Fang Yan would refuse his rude request.

Fang Yan looked at the phoenix with a serious face and said, "I like you, I like you for many years - for a long, long time, I felt that I couldn't live without you." I liked it until I saw you being held in Bai Xiu's arms and enjoying the snow in the village - after seeing that scene, I decided that I didn't like you anymore. But while I was thinking about it, I liked you again for years. ”

Phoenix's eyes filled with tears again, and she sobbed and said, "I really don't want to refuse-"

Then, she shook her head desperately, shook the ripples in her heart away, and said, "However, I still have to refuse-Fang Yan, I'm sorry." I can't accept you. It was unacceptable before, and it will be even more unacceptable in the future. ”

Fang Yan smiled bitterly and said, "You are really cruel enough, you rejected me twice at once-I won't do anything like this in the future." ”

Phoenix was amused by Fang Yan again, wiped a handful of tears from his eyes, and said, "I won't let you do such a thing in the future." ”

She reached out and snatched the wine barrel from Fang Yan's hand, then took a big sip and said, "When did you start disliking me?" Until you meet Ye Gentle? ”

Fang Yan shook his head and said, "You should know that at that time, I only had you in my eyes, and I felt that a hundred Ye Wenrou were inferior to you—I even did such a stupid thing as writing a love letter to Ye Wenrou in the name of Bai Xiu." I think in that case, you're all mine alone—"

"And now?"

"Now, Ye Wenrou has replaced you back then." Fang Yan didn't hide it, and said extremely frankly.

He wouldn't hurt one woman in order to comfort another, that would be unfair to Ye Wenrou.

"Is she good to you?"

"Okay."

"I know she's nice to you." Phoenix said with red eyes: "To be honest, I don't care about all the women in the swallow dock, but I have a natural hostility towards Ye Wenrou - although you didn't like her very much at that time, and you said bad things about her in front of me every time." But the more you say it, the more worried I become. I'm afraid you're going to like her, I'm worried that she's taking my place in your heart. ”

"So, every time I see you walking with her, I get really angry. Whenever that happens, I pretend to meet you guys, deliberately show how intimate we are, say things that deliberately make her angry—I know I'm stupid and naïve to do that, but I can't help but do that—"

"Fang Yan, I'm not a smart woman, and I'm not a determined woman. There are many things that I can't see as clearly as Ye Wenrou - I am cocooned and bound by one wire net after another. I couldn't move my hands and feet, and I couldn't even breathe – I used to think about the question of how good it would be if I could do it without caring about anything. I used to love to read romance novels, where the eldest lady of a wealthy family was determined to elope with her beloved—I thought it would be nice if I could do that. But I just can't make that decision-"

"Day after day waiting, year after year consumed. When the relationship between the two sides needs to make a choice, when the contradiction is about to erupt - I did such a stupid thing again - Fang Yan, you don't know how ashamed and embarrassed I was the second you tore off the veil on my face. At that time, I really wanted to stab myself to death with a sword - all my choices were wrong choices, all my steps were on the wrong drumbeat. I am the stupidest and most cowardly woman in the world. ”

"An Xiaoxiao—"

"Fang Yan, do you remember that question I asked you at the top of the First Sword Peak?"

"Yes." Fang Yan nodded. "You ask me if I know why your name is Phoenix."

"I chose the name of the phoenix—" Phoenix said. "When I was a child, I read a novel about the phoenix, which said that the phoenix is the messenger of happiness in the world, and every 500 years, it will bear all the unhappiness and hatred accumulated in the world, throw itself into the raging fire and burn itself, and exchange the end of life and beauty for the peace and happiness of the world. In the same way, it is only after the physical body has undergone great pain and tribulation that they can be reborn in a better body. ”

"Fang Yan, I can't wait for five hundred years, I can't even hold on for five days. I want to throw myself into the raging fire with the unhappiness and hatred that I carry on my back—I want happiness, I want to be reborn. Phoenix stretched out his hand to hold Fang Yan's hand and said, "This time, let me listen to my inner choice, let me make a decision by myself-I know that I was wrong in the first half of my life, so let me choose this time-"

Phoenix stood up, he walked in front of Fang Yan, stretched out his hand and gently stroked Fang Yan's hair, and said, "I will burn incense and pray for you in front of the Buddha every day, and bless you with peace and happiness for a lifetime." ”

The phoenix is gone!

The firewood is booming, and the broth is fragrant. Three catties of liquor were drunk cleanly.

Fang Yan held the empty wine barrel, poured out the last wine, and threw the wine barrel far away.

Bang –

The plastic barrel hit the stone and bounced back into the stream, not knowing where it would end up.

At first I just believed

The great thing is the feelings

Finally I couldn't see clearly

It's fate that is strong-

Love is like a song, and hate is like a song.

Goodbye, An Xiaoxiao!

Goodbye, my first love!

(PS: The fourth volume of "Love and Hate Like a Song" is over, guess what the name of the fifth volume is?) ）