Chapter 5: I Don't Regret It

However, is that woman with a thin face and no blood at all Rika? Although she was not a very passionate woman before, she was definitely not like this, at least, she was also a beautiful woman, her beauty was different from Xiaochun's beauty, her beauty was a quiet beauty, and it seemed to be a quiet beauty deep in her bones.

However, the woman in front of her has no so-called tranquility at all, she looks as if she has been locked in a closed space for a long, long time, otherwise, she will never become such a ghost!

"Sister......" still wants to say something, but the tears have drowned out what she wants to express, the words, can't be said, as if only tears can explain her thoughts at this time, but, she obviously doesn't want to be like this, she wants to ask her where she has been these days, how did she get like this, but, I can't speak, I really can't say it!

So, I was very anxious, but no one understood what she wanted to express, and even Junhua didn't understand, so this situation was created, and the two of them looked at her, and she was anxious on the side!

Finally, her mood is not so impetuous, but, tears still can't stop flowing down, these days, she is at ease, pity Lixiang, as a sister, as a relative, is she not putting her own position, all along, she has always thought that she is the youngest person in the family, so she feels that all people should revolve around her, Brother Mo, sister, father, mother, Junluo, Chengxi, Uncle Cheng, and Junhua! However, she forgot one thing, there is no one in this world who should revolve around you, all the gains and efforts should be rewarded, and people have invested so much care in you, but they are all taken for granted, then, over time, no matter who it is, they will get bored, even if it is a close relative, it is the same!

But she already got it, didn't she? God, should you give her a chance to make amends?

However, it was still the white clouds floating in the blue sky that responded to her!

It turns out that some answers can only be found in one's own heart, no one can tell anyone, some things are probably due to nature, they are already destined at birth, and they are not so easy to change, but they are not unchangeable, right?

Since when has she started to change, hasn't she? Although, the effect is not so obvious!

Xiao Chun called out to her sister, but Rika seemed to have been ingested as if her soul had been ingested, and she didn't look at her lips at all, if it weren't for the time when Xiao Chun cried so hard before, her eyes stayed on her, then, should she suspect that the sister in front of her was no longer her sister?

Lixiang's eyes just looked at Li Feiji's body, staring at it deadly, as if once she left, something would disappear, as long as she was watching, everything would not change, it was still the original way.

Such a pear fragrance makes Xiaochun feel bitter, her sister who is not surprised still has such a side, she has never known the Tao, and, in her memory, she rarely sees her sister's tears, her sister should be a strong person, how can this be?

"Sister......" Xiao Chun ran over and hugged Lixiang's original weak body, she didn't dare to exert herself, for fear that Lixiang's body would fall apart if she tried hard, because of these, her heart was even more uncomfortable!

"Xiao Chun, Ah ......" ugly voice, if it weren't for the three of them in this place, she would definitely not believe that such a rough voice was Lixiang's voice, you must know that Lixiang's voice is so good, just like the soft breeze of spring, but now the voice is so ugly, as if she hasn't spoken for a long time!

The sourness in my heart has increased!

Sister......

"What the hell happened to my sister that you made this happen?" She cried, this time it was like before, the two of them, one like a child, the other like a mother, depended on each other, but, in the past, the person who played the role of a mother was Rika, which child she was protected, but this time, the roles between them were reversed, and she became the one who comforted her sister this time, finally, ah, after all these years, she finally repaid her sister again!

However, she didn't want to have such an opportunity, all she wanted was for everyone to be good, and she had always been good, but, on the road of life, who didn't have an accident, even if it was a mortal in a short hundred years of life, there were some unsatisfactory things, not to mention them, compared to human life, they could survive normally for tens of thousands of years.

"The fate of the non-season...... Do you know Lu Dao, when I was ordered to leave at that time, he was still in good condition, and said to me with a smile, he will wait for me to go back obediently at home, you must not know Lu Dao, Fei Ji used his savings to practice medicine, bought a house on the edge of Luoying Town, and almost spent all his savings, but he still had no complaints, he said, it will be the home of the two of us in the future, he has prepared everything, and said, when I go back, he will propose to his father! He also said that he didn't care about the nonsense that shemales couldn't be together. also said that good demons are much better than bad guys. He also said that even if his father disagreed, he would not give up! ”

"Do you know Lu Dao, at that time, I was moved by his words and didn't want to leave, I just wanted to stay by his side, at that time, I was crazy with joy, so I didn't count his life, if I calculated, would I be able to protect him, and then, he would be fine?" Lixiang kept talking, her eyes sometimes flashed with tenderness, sometimes sadness, Xiao Chunzhi said, she was immersed in the memories of the time, she didn't expect that the elegant Brother Li would also say such emotional words, probably, he also had a premonition at that time, otherwise, he would not have said those words.

"Sister, I don't blame you, I don't blame you......" Xiao Chun continued to hold Rika's weak body, patting her back rhythmically, her sad bones seemed to be exposed, as if only a layer of clothing was covered.

"Blame me, if it weren't for me, he wouldn't have ......," Rika said, but her voice was interrupted by Junhua.

"None of us want to see such a thing happen, but what is the use of you talking about what has already happened here? Let's figure it out together! Junhua said calmly, and his words made the people who were immersed in pain come back to their senses.

yes, it's useless anymore? They don't have the mana to reverse time and space, to turn back time!

"Besides, you said to count his life, but you forgot, his previous life was wiped out because of you, if he hadn't been saved a wisp of soul, then, naturally, he would not be able to continue to reincarnate, and then reorganize his soul, so, you don't have the ability to calculate his life, even if you can calculate it, then, it will be a huge process, and the time at that time is naturally not enough!" Junhua said that in fact, he said this just to make Lixiang's heart feel better.

Yes, how did she forget that Li Feiji's previous life was because of her to die so early and so miserable, so, isn't it, in this life, his fate will be rewritten because he met him? If that's the case, then, shouldn't she leave him to make his life go smoother?

However, the thought of leaving him made her heart throb for a while!

Does she have an excuse to comfort herself, she promised him that she would not leave him, and now that he has become like this, the suffering that should or should not have happened to him has happened, so there is no need to leave?

Probably!

"Sister, don't think about those things, you tell me, did you cast the spell on Brother Li's body?" This is the question that Xiao Chun wants to know about the Dao now.

"It's me, but, when the jade pendant I stayed by his side reacted, and I also felt it, I didn't even do what my parents gave me, so I rushed back day and night, but, what I didn't expect was that he was still a step late, he had been poisoned, and he was lying helplessly in the cell, looking at his appearance, you don't know what to say, my heart is still sad, at that time, I already thought that I would lose him, but, the peak turned around, and I carried the flower of the underworld handed over to me by my father, The purple flower of the underworld is a flower that has been refined by Elder Bai, because I didn't do what my father explained, so the purple flower of the underworld was used by me, I know the preciousness of the flower, but I have no choice but to do it! ”

"So, I followed the steps that Elder Bai explained to my father in the past, and learned everything, but what I didn't expect was that I actually succeeded, although the soul I locked belonged to Fei Ji was just his most primitive soul body at that time, and the soul body that was reincarnated later had already drifted away, although I used that kind of mana to retain Fei Ji's body and soul, but he still didn't wake up, no matter how much mana I instilled, it was still like this, I didn't want to give up, but it was so difficult to persevere! I'm ......," Rika said, not knowing what to say.

At this time, tears are no longer suitable, because, at all, there is no use!

"Sister, you've done enough, if you go on like that, I'm afraid I won't even see you, why do you say you're so stupid? How can you ignore your own safety for the sake of others? Isn't your life worth it? "Xiao Chun finally has a feeling like this.

"I ......"

"Sister, you have done so much, don't you regret it?" Xiao Chun asked with burning eyes.

"I won't regret it, even if I'm given a chance to choose, I'll still do it!" Rika replied with a light smile, this is the first smile in a while since I saw her, although such a smile looks a little funny on her haggard face, but it is so happy!

It turns out that I have never regretted it! Never!