118. 118 Love you to the right, love me to the left
Yun Yun got up, her steps were like lead, and she walked towards Lin Yanchen's office step by step.
In this spacious and bright office, he once hugged himself tightly into his chest again and again, and kissed his lips again and again, the deathly lingering ~ lingering seems to be still on the lips, and the indescribable smell seems to be lingering on the tip of his nose.
However, now, stretching out his hand, his cold fingertips can no longer feel the temperature that belongs to him, and his weak palm can no longer grasp the breath that belongs to him, although, obviously, everything is still stuck in the last second.
Thoughts spread like the most powerful poison in the world, and every second that passed became deeper.
"Honey, so you're here." At the door, Liu Yufei's voice sounded.
Yun Yun turned his head suddenly, and there was a sudden trace of rippling excitement in his stagnant eyes, but the next moment, everything returned to calm, and it turned out that it was not him who came back.
"Well, Yufei, what's the matter?"
"It's okay, I thought you went back to the United States with your beloved president." Liu Yufei walked into the office, "It's the New Year soon, you didn't go back to the United States with the president, where are you going to celebrate the New Year?" ”
… He's gone, it turns out he's gone, he's really gone.
… Silently, without saying goodbye, he left.
… Oh no, he didn't answer his call, originally, he wanted to let himself go back to the United States with him? Originally, did he want to say goodbye to himself?
… Let's go, it's right to go, what can you do if you stay.
"What do you think, honey?" Looking at Yun Yun in a daze, Liu Yufei couldn't help but ask.
Yun Yun squeezed out a smile, "... It's nothing, if it's okay, you can get off work. ”
"Is it really time to get off work?" It looks like it's only 4 o'clock now.
"Well, let's get off work, aren't you asking for leave tomorrow, go back early."
"Honey, it's better for you, I love you to death." Liu Yufei looked excited and gave Yun Yun a bear hug, "Then I'll go, I wish you a happy Spring Festival in advance!" ”
"Well, Happy Chinese New Year!"
Watching Liu Yufei's excited figure disappear into the office, Yun Yun's heart was at a loss, yes, it's the New Year, where is where she should go.
Standing in Lin Yanchen's office, unconsciously, the twilight outside the window had fallen, and the gorgeous lights lit up the night sky again.
At this time, there was a sudden knock at the door, and Yun Yun's heart trembled suddenly, but soon she realized that it must not be Lin Yanchen, because this was his own office, how could he knock on the door.
Turning around, it was a security guard, "General assistant, aren't you off work yet?" All the people are gone. ”
Yun Yun smiled slightly, "I'll go." ”
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A person gets off work in a cold place, a person walks and stops on the road, a person returns to an empty home, a person eats quietly, a person reads a book silently, a person talks to himself, a person... However, for what, it is clear that there will be two people in the world of one person.
In the middle of the night, the sky suddenly drifted with goose feathers and heavy snow, Yun Yun stood in front of the window, looking at the pure and intertwined feast outside the window, but the night was white and snowy, and it was extremely cold.
Gradually, the end of heaven and earth was connected into a line of pure white.
It was another sleepless night, and I had nothing to do to pick up the newspaper that was sent over, and the headline on the front page was impressively printed with "Xu Yihui, the former president of the Cai Group, will be acquitted today".
Yun Yun froze in place, he, after all, did everything for her.
Heart, in an instant, like glass smashing from the sky to the ground, the sound of shattering can be heard clearly.
Lin Yanchen, Lin Yanchen, Lin Yanchen... In the previous life, on the Huangquan Road, in the Lechuan River, next to the Sansheng Stone, on the bridge, did you ever promise to love me?
If not, why do you have to give so much for me in this life? Why, I have to carry such a weight in this life because of your love?
I closed my eyes, but tears poured out uncontrollably.
It's enough to cry this once, it's good to cry this last time, and after that, love you to the right, love me to the left, and never have an intersection again.
……
Wiping away her tears, Yun Yun took out her mobile phone and dialed Cai Yihan's phone.
"Hello, Yunyun." On the other end of the phone, the child's cheerful voice inadvertently came into Yun Yun's ears.
"Hello, are you free in the morning?"
"Are you going to pick up the kids?"
"No, at 10 o'clock in the morning, you and Xu Yihui are waiting for me at the gate of the court, child, it is more appropriate to live with you."
"......" Cai Yihan held her breath and thought about the meaning of Yun Yun's words with all her distracting thoughts, "You... Are you going to give us back custody and custody of your children? ”
"Yes."
"Yun Yun... Thank you, thank you! On the other end of the phone, Cai Yihan's choked voice came clearly.
"Don't thank me, it's your love for your child that changes everything."
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It was 11 o'clock when I came out of the courthouse after all the formalities were completed, and the snow had stopped.
Standing at the door of the court, looking at Xu Yihui holding the child in his left hand and Cai Yihan in his right hand, Yun Yun pulled a bitter smile at the corner of her mouth, what a happy and beautiful family, once, she also thought...
I don't think anymore, I don't think about ifs... It was her self-righteousness that turned into a sharp sword, and in the end she hurt herself and the person she loved the most.
Now, the person who should have hated has returned to the origin of happiness, but he can't go back.
Yun Yun took a deep breath, and a white mist instantly condensed in the air, "I'm leaving, see you again." ”
Looking at Yun Yun's cold back who turned around resolutely, Xu Yihui's heart trembled slightly, it was impossible for him to get Yun Yun after all, she was so arrogant and resolute, he really couldn't climb it.
took heavy steps, stepping on the thick snow, and Cai Yihan's voice came from behind him, "Yunyun, the child is ours and yours, if you want, you can come to see the child at any time." ”
Yun Yun turned around, Xu Jiale had broken free from Xu Yihui's arms and rushed towards her, "Aunt Yun, my mother said that you are also my mother, and you love me very much, so I will call you Mother Yun in the future, okay?" ”
Yun Yun squatted down, hugged the child into her arms, and tears fell silently again, "Okay..."
"Mother Yun."
Yun Yun nodded desperately, but she couldn't say a word in a choked voice, only made a sound from her nasal cavity, "Hmm." ”
No matter how much pain there is, no matter how much pain there is, at this moment, it has passed, and God has treated her well, but her life can't bear it... So, as long as you are happy, I am enough.
"Mother Yun doesn't cry." The child's immature little hand gently wiped away the tears on Yun Yun's face, and then kissed her lightly on the side of her face, "Mother Yun, like her mother, is the most beautiful woman in this world, so if Mother Yun doesn't cry, she won't be beautiful if she cries." ”
"Don't cry, Mother Yun won't cry." Stopping her tears, Yun Yun showed the purest and most beautiful smile in the world, blooming like spring, incomparably gorgeous.
Don't cry, don't cry, she won't cry again, even if it's just to let him see the fictitious strength of her appearance, she won't cry anymore.
In the world covered in silver makeup, Yun Yun's deep and shallow footprints have been extended, she doesn't know how to go, keep walking, keep walking, until it gets dark, whether she can go home.
Lin Yanchen once said that where he is there is her home, but he is no longer there, so it is no longer her home, so where is she going to go?
Standing in the snow, the cold air roaming freely in the cold body, Yun Yun thought, if she stood one more group, she might become an ice sculpture in this white world, and then, she would no longer remember the past, and there would be no future.
Suddenly, the mobile phone rang suddenly, and when I took it out, I saw that it was Yun Jun calling.
"Hey, brother."
"Yunyun, the Chinese New Year is coming soon, when will you get home?" On the other end of the phone, Yun Jun's voice of anticipation came.
Yun Yun's eyes were hot, but she tried her best to hold back.
Yes, even if there is nothing left, she still has her brother, and the door of her brother's house will always be open for her.
"I'll go back in the afternoon and get home in the evening."
"Okay, we'll wait for you to come home for dinner."
"Hmm." ——
Back at Lin Yanchen's apartment, Yun Yun began to pack her luggage.
Looking at her own clothes, shoes and various jewelry that filled the cloakroom, each of them was very valuable, and Lin Yanchen prepared them for her.
Every time he bought something for her, he said, "Don't stare at me, throw it away if you don't like it." ”
Even if she really didn't like it, how could she throw it away.
Casually packed a few of her previous clothes, Yun Yun looked at every corner of the house carefully, perhaps, she will be the last to stand in this apartment.
Walked to the desk, took out the car keys and put them in the drawer, and took off the bracelet on her right arm that Lin Yanchen personally put on for her, he said, let her wear it every 24 hours, he said, let her live 24 hours a day in his sight, he also said...
and the pink diamond necklace lying quietly in the drawer at the moment, she didn't have a chance to wear it after all.
……
If you can't take everything with you, don't take everything with you.
……
It's just that he opened the black notebook in the upper right corner of the desk, and there were 61 reasons why he loved her.
Yun Yun closed her eyes, every reason was already imprinted in her mind, and her heartache instantly made her unable to breathe.
It turned out that she tortured him night after night with 100 reasons for love, delaying him day and day, destroying / mutilating him every moment.
Now, no more, no more reason is needed...... I just want you to go back to the past, to the place I never been, and live your life happily.
The leaded footsteps slowly approached the white grand piano not far away, and the music he had played in front of her was still in his memory, and everything seemed to be yesterday.
Sitting down, stretching out her fingers and landing on the black and white keys, she had worked so hard to learn the piano so that she could play a song for him when she saw him again.
However, when he reached the end, he still did not hear the music she played.
Yun Yun sighed deeply... Forget it, forget it, since you don't take anything away, why add another sadness to your memory.
Yun Yun bit the corner of her pale lips tightly, and did not release it slightly until a trace of blood spread in her mouth.
Let's go, let's go, no matter how much nostalgia, no matter how much reluctance, we have to go after all.
took the gift box, stopped for another second, resolutely, turned around, and walked away through the door, as if she had never come.