His eyes showed desolation and resentment, "I will always remember that when I was eight years old, the whole family gathered together to drink porridge, and under the busy crowd, someone picked up a sachet embroidered with unbearable spring palace!" ”

Guangsheng remembered that scene of the past, his voice was low and trembling slightly, and every word was cold and hateful-

"Mrs. Tai was furious at the time, and the search up and down the house did not find any clues, she was angry, the whole family did not dare to move the chopsticks without authorization, and stayed up cold and hungry for a while, my virtuous and good mother-in-law, the mother of Yao next to her, suddenly jumped out and said that this thing must be from my mother's hand - because the embroidery is bright and excellent, not like the Su workers in Jiangsu and Zhejiang, but like the style of Quanzhou and Dongying."

"This is the sentence that forced my mother into the abyss of death......"

His voice sounded infinitely heavy and resentful in the dark night, which made people shudder, and his thoughts seemed to return to the prosperous and hideous night.

"It's like our aunt's favorite style."

Under the lights and candles in the hall, the half-old pinched her throat and was half joking and half serious, and the mother-in-law Wang on the side was a serious reprimand, "Although my aunt is from a lower background, she is also honest and responsible, you can't guess!" ”

She was so dignified and dignified, and she won a glance of Shen Yuan's appreciation on the side, but Guangsheng, who was standing in the corner, felt bad-everyone's eyes were staring at her with strange contempt, and the little face next to her was frightened and pale!

It's like their brother and sister are monsters crawling out of the ground, and it's like there's something dirty on them!

"It's hard to say, what good material can this kind of obscene slut climb the bed to seduce the masters! Nine times out of ten, things are hers, you are too benevolent and soft-handed, so I don't worry about leaving all the housework to you! ”

Mrs. Tai looked at Wang, who hated iron but not steel, and looked really loving and sympathetic to her daughter-in-law.

"The Zhuang family has always been honest, and he is also diligent in serving the master. I really don't believe she would do such a thing...... It's better to check it out, but you can't wronged her. ”

Wang repeatedly spoke for a concubine, so behaved, in the eyes of others, he was really a 10% kind housewife, but Guangsheng, who had been precocious since childhood, shivered - somehow, he intuitively felt that the woman in front of him was acting.

So immediately a servant woman went to Aunt Zhuang's room to search the bottom of the sky, and sure enough, she found nothing, Wang just smiled and said, "I know that Zhuang is a good ......."

At this time. Aunt Zhuang's maid Diefei suddenly rushed out, knelt in the courtyard and shouted: "My aunt has hidden all the taboo things in the middle of the box!" ”

This sentence was earth-shattering, Guangsheng, who was only eight years old, clearly saw the mother standing at the bottom, his face turned pale, and his hands were trembling slightly!

The mezzanine of the box was quickly pried open, and there were a variety of dazzling inside, not only pictures of the Spring Palace, but also Mr. Jiao's jade potential. Aphrodisiac powder, etc., in the eyes of the female dependents, it is really obscene and unspeakable, making people red-faced.

Mrs. Tai was panting with anger. As if she was about to faint, a crowd of people surrounded her to comfort her, only her mother-in-law Wang stood up tremblingly and looked at her biological mother. His voice was full of disappointment and accusations, "You also serve the second master, and you usually have some biological mothers." I thought I could just turn a blind eye and just pass, but I didn't expect it...... You really did such a shameless thing, and it was really in vain that I hurt your heart! ”

At that moment, her eyes were watery, as if she was about to cry, Guangsheng saw it in her eyes, and only the words "Buddha's mouth and snake heart" flashed in her mind.

And his mother, under the contemptuous and disgusting gaze of everyone, was dragged away by several mothers-in-law who were five big and three coarse, and she was powerless to resist and could only look back at him crying.

When he was young, he wanted to run over and hug his mother regardless of a single thing, but he was surrounded and blocked by the overlapping servants, he desperately struggled to break through left and right, but was pinched several times by several hands, and even his feet were tripped and fell to the ground......

"Hurry up and take him down, like a wild monkey, born from such a lowly person, he really doesn't even know etiquette!"

The last thing I heard was Mrs. Tai's cold and condescending words, and her mother-in-law's assurance, "I will raise him well".

Many years later, this memory was churning in his mind, the resentment in his heart was almost surging, Guangsheng squinted his eyes fiercely, and his indifferent voice sounded in Xiao Gu's voice, with endless sorrow, "This is the last time I saw my biological mother, after being grounded for three days, she was found hanging from a beam and committed suicide." ”

"My mother wouldn't do that kind of thing at all, that box does have a mezzanine, I saw it several times when I was a child, she secretly opened and closed it, and she once hugged me, saying that the contents were her last hidden savings, and that she would provide me with a dowry for the academy in the future, and also buy a dowry for Ruzhen."

He clenched his hands into fists, but he was trembling slightly, almost clutching blood, "My mother once told me that she would guard me and Ruzhen no matter what, and watch us grow up, no matter how hard we endure, she is willing to be happy - she has a tough heart, and it is not so easy to find short-sightedness." ”

Xiao Gu also felt that something was wrong: "Although the rules of the Hou Mansion are big, but there is no need for people's lives at every turn, even if Aunt Zhuang is framed, at most she will only be sent to Zhuangzi to be locked up, or sent to the temple of penance to fast and kneel, although it is hard, there is no need to commit suicide." ”

She looked up at Guangsheng, with pity and tenderness in her eyes, and her eyes were like a light veil caressing his heart, "The world thinks that women are insulted in public and splashed with dirty water, and they will kill themselves in shame, but in fact, women are strong mothers, no matter what kind of hardships they suffer, they will protect their children first, and they will not escape by death, and leave their children in the world to be bullied." ”

At this moment, her eyes were hot and watery, and she thought of her mother-in that cold mansion, she lingered on the sickbed, but she always insisted on nurturing her and loving her, even in the last days of being reduced to a prisoner and being sold as a lowly person, she coughed up blood, her eyes widened, and she endured it in one breath, but she was not willing to leave her behind and survive in this lonely world.

This is a mother's loving and caring heart, which cannot be let go or abandoned, only her own children!

Guangsheng listened to her words, every word, every sentence hit his heart, and his heart was hot - he unconsciously stretched out his hand, held her tightly, felt her palm cold and trembling, but at the same time a drop of warm water fell, he looked up in amazement, but saw her in the darkness not to turn her head, her shoulders twitched slightly.

"I'm sorry, young master, I'm just ......"

Her voice was a little shuffled and hoarse, "Like you, I think of my mother." (To be continued......)