An Nuan cried and ran back to Shen's house, the guards were frightened by her, stopped her and asked who had bullied her, An Nuan pushed them away and ran into the house.

The old man was playing chess with himself in the living room, and he was really startled when he saw An Nuan crying and running in. He quickly stood up and greeted him, and asked anxiously, "Girl, what's wrong?" Who bullied you, why are you still crying? ”

An Nuan wiped her tears vigorously, and asked in a choked voice word by word, "Whose daughter am I?" Who is my biological father? ”

The old man was stunned, and a sad look immediately appeared on his face.

Taking a deep breath, he squeezed An Nuan's hand hard.

An Nuan shook it off violently and shouted loudly, "He said that I am not An Hongming's daughter, is it true?" ”

The old man nodded with a sad face.

At that moment, An Nuan felt as if the sky above her head was about to fall, and dark clouds were thick. She couldn't believe that the person who loved her so much was not her biological father. This world seems to be in complete chaos.

Tears poured out uncontrollably.

The old man frowned in distress and clenched her hand, as if he was afraid that she would run away in the next second.

"Nuan Nuan, sit down and listen to your grandfather, you are your second uncle's biological daughter."

An Nuan shook off the old man's hand, covered his ears tightly with both hands, and roared hysterically, "No, I'm not, he's just the second uncle, my father is An Hongming, no one in the whole world loves me more than him, don't you want to deceive me." ”

The old man sighed deeply, what kind of offense is this, why should a child pay for the grievances of the previous generation.

"Nuan Nuan, I heard my grandfather say that your second uncle and your mother love each other very much, but they can't be together for various reasons, you have to believe that you are the crystallization of their love, and it is not an accident."

Xue Yulan stood at the top of the stairs, tears silently left. An Nuan is the crystallization of love, and only her Chen Peng is an accident.

On the day of the wedding, she was with Shen Yiming, and it was that lucky pregnancy. When she told him the good news, she saw that his brow was furrowed, and his face was full of sadness. The child was not expected, so much so that he spent very little time with her when she was ten months pregnant. At that time, he was not so busy, but he always found reasons for not going home.

gave birth to Chen Peng, she suffered from postpartum depression, and many things were for a reason.

In the Xue family, she is also the pearl that the old man holds in the palm of his hand. married Shen Yiming, how much she was wronged. originally thought that if he gave birth to a son, he would be very happy and would become a family carer, but when the child was born, he came back less often. After the child was born, he didn't even hold it.

Now, sometimes she always thinks that if it was Shen Yiru who married him back then, if An Nuan was born next to him, what would he be happy to be and spoil like.

are also his children, one is the crystallization of love, and the other is an accident.

An Nuan kept wiping her tears with her hands, but she couldn't wipe them dry.

"Nuan Nuan, if the events of the year must be investigated to find out who is right and who is wrong, then everything is my fault, I didn't tell them Yiming's life experience, and I broke up the two people who fell in love alive. If you want to blame your grandfather, don't blame your second uncle, he really loves you, and he is really bitter. ”

"That's enough," An Nuan's hoarse voice interrupted the old man, "Please don't say anything, I will always be An Hongming's daughter." ”

An Nuan said and ran out of the Shen house, Dou Yajuan and Miao Rong didn't stop them, and this girl didn't know where Lu Dao suddenly got so strong.

The old man sat down on the sofa after she left.

"Go and call Yiming." His breath was already a little unstable.

Miao Rong hurriedly ran to make a call.

Dou Yajuan sat on the sofa with the old man and comforted, "Father, you can't worry, Nuan Nuan just can't accept it for a while, and when she is emotionally stable, she will definitely come back." We've all been so nice to her, there's no way she's going not to have this family. ”

The old man shook his head, his face was a little pale, "I told Yiming a long time ago, tell her the truth as soon as possible, don't be used by people with intentions, the truth from our own mouths and from other people's mouths is not the same taste, but that child didn't dare to say it, and he never had the courage to confess to her." If there is retribution, all the past should be repaid on me, an old man, not on my children. ”

"Old man, don't talk nonsense, everything will be fine, I believe Yiming will take care of it."

——

An Nuan ran out of Shen's house crying, took out her mobile phone to call Mo Zhonghui, she didn't care what time it was, at this moment, she just wanted to see him, even if she heard his voice.

There are too many lies and too many falsehoods in this world, she doesn't know who else she can trust, and the only person she trusts is him.

The bell rang for a long time, but no one answered. She dialed it over and over again, but all she got was disappointment.

An Nuan went to the airport and bought a ticket back to Jiangcheng. It seems that only those days in Jiangcheng are the most real.

Sitting on the plane, she thought back to a lot of her childhood.

When I was very young, I had few memories, and I remember that my father always sat at the head of the bed and told her fairy tales. When she grew up, she was sensible, and her father always liked to tell her the story of him and his mother, and her father told her that her mother was a very beautiful woman, and they loved each other very much, and they did not hesitate to cut off relations with their families in order to be together.

She was once moved by this fierce love, and she once longed to meet someone who was desperate for herself.

However, when she met Mo Zhonghui, she became the one who was desperate. At that time, she really realized how powerful the power of love is. In the years of pursuing Mo Zhonghui, she loved so much that even if she was asked to die for Mo Zhonghui, she was willing.

When I was young, my understanding of love was blind and impulsive.

From Beijing to Jiangcheng, a few hours away, the tears have not stopped.

The well-wishers around her spoke in Jiangcheng dialect and comforted her, "Girl, what's so sad, I want to open up, this world is still very beautiful." ”

How can others understand her pain?

After getting off the plane, she took a taxi and went directly to the villa, where there were many memories of her and her father.

When I arrived at the villa, I realized that the memories were full.

When she was very young, her father was still busy with his career, and she always liked to sit on the stone steps at the door and wait for her father to come home.

Once the habit is formed, it has never changed for more than ten years.

Before she met Mo Zhonghui, she seemed to have only her father in her life, and the two of them depended on each other.

On the summer vacation after graduating from high school, she earned 2,000 yuan from a part-time job and bought two shirts for her father, who immediately shed tears when he saw the shirts, perhaps thinking that his daughter had finally grown up and was sensible. Maybe it's distressing, feeling sorry for her working outside in the scorching sun, and he didn't notice it at all because of work.

That day, her father drank a little wine and told her in tears that he was not a good father.

When he arrived at the small villa, An Nuan went into his father's room, his room had not been entered for several years, and Mo Zhonghui did not touch it when the villa was redecorated.

The room was covered with a thick layer of dust, but fortunately all of my father's belongings were still there.

An Nuan remembered that her father had the habit of writing a diary, and she secretly read it when she was very young, but unfortunately she was illiterate at that time.

An Nuan searched the entire room, but couldn't find the diary.

She ran to the study again and rummaged through the bookshelves, but she still couldn't find them.

——

Shen Yiming was in the office, and as soon as he got the news, he immediately rushed home, but when he rushed home non-stop, An Nuan was already gone, and the old man was also resting on the bed because of his excitement.

Zhilu Dao An Nuan went to Jiangcheng, and he immediately rushed over.

The city had just been here a while ago and had an inexplicable affection for it, perhaps because the two women he loved the most were related to the city, one had been here and the other had grown up in the city. How he wanted to be a part of her upbringing, and what a blessing it would be to watch her grow up.

This day has finally arrived, and he has actually been hesitating in his heart these days, thinking about how to tell her the truth. But he couldn't muster up the courage, and he was afraid that as soon as he opened his mouth, he would lose her.

He knew that she must have gone to the villa, and sure enough, he found her in the villa.

Seeing her small body huddled on the sofa in the study, holding herself tightly with both hands, the one that looked very small, his heart was pinched hard, just like the heartache when Yiru left.

Seeing Shen Yiming, An Nuan was very emotional, jumped up from the sofa, and roared hysterically, "What are you doing here, I don't want to see you, you go." ”

An Nuan kept pushing her out, Shen Yiming's heart twitched, his long arm took her into his arms, and his always strong voice choked up, "Child, I'm sorry." ”

"I don't want to listen to you say anything, you go!"

An Nuan pushed him away like crazy.

Shen Yiming's powerful arms circled her tightly, and no matter how she pushed and hit, he wouldn't let go.

Finally, she was too tired to toss, so Shen Yiming hugged her and sat down on the sofa.

The hoarse voice spoke, unspeakably sad, "I know what I say now, you won't forgive me, but you have the right to know about my past with your mother." ”

An Nuan covered her ears with her hands and shook her head desperately, "I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear anything." ”

"I grew up with your mother since I was a child, I am ten years older than her, I have been taking care of him since she was born, I don't know when this family relationship has changed to love, we love each other, but there is that relationship, we have been suppressing this feeling. In order to escape, I even went to study abroad, but when I was really separated, that longing made me have to face up to my feelings for her, and in the two years I was away, I didn't think about her for a day. ”

"Don't talk about it, dirty."

"When I came back from studying, I found that Yiru had grown up again, matured, and more beautiful, and I couldn't control the love in my heart. Later, we all went out of the way, and we often went out to play like a normal couple, and sometimes we would hold hands. ”

"Please don't say any more." An Nuan hugged herself tightly, her heart trembling.

Shen Yiming's face darkened, and he continued, "Nuan Nuan, is it okay to listen to me?" Some things, some words, have been hidden in my heart for more than 30 years, and I need to talk about them, and I need someone to listen to them. ”

"The old man later noticed our unusual relationship and arranged for me to marry Xue Yulan. He told me that as long as I married Xue Yulan, my future would be immeasurable. Yiru and I both know this truth. I refused at the time, and when I was young, I would always do anything for love. I told Yiru that I wanted to take her away and fly away, and we would go to a place where no one knew us, and we would be together and not have children. Yiru didn't promise me, she was too kind, she couldn't let go of the old man, and she didn't want to ruin my future. I even knelt in front of her and begged her to leave that place with me, and I really loved her. ”

Speaking of this, Shen Yiming's eyes were already red, and An Nuan's tears couldn't be stopped.

"I couldn't convince her after all, and then I got engaged to Yulan, got married, everything went well, and I was trying to suppress my feelings and numb myself with work. After Chen Peng was born, the old man also found a good family for Yiru, and she got engaged to Mo Pingjiang. On the day she got engaged, no one knew that I was crazy, completely crazy, and I didn't attend their engagement banquet because I was afraid that as long as I attended, I would be uncontrollable and kill Mo Pingjiang. The love in my heart has really driven me crazy. ”

Shen Yiming paused, and continued in a deep voice, "I got married to Yulan and had children, and Yiru was also engaged to Mo Pingjiang, so everything was already on the right track. But at that moment, I suddenly realized that I was not the old man's biological flesh and blood, and I was driven crazy again. I found Yiru and told her the truth, I begged her to elope with me, and we went to a far away place to get married and have children. But she is so kind, how could she hurt Yulan and Chen Peng. She asked the old man to arrange for her to marry Mo Pingjiang. ”

"When I was already desperate, Mo Pingshan suddenly had ill intentions towards you, and was caught by me and Mo Pingjiang, I brought her home from the Mo family, and I was so angry with her that day. I used a lot of ugly words, and she was scolded and cried by me. I drank a lot, I went crazy, and I came home and did that to her. ”

"After I woke up, I didn't know what happened to Lu Dao, after that day, your mother no longer paid attention to me, Mo Pingjiang also divorced the Shen family, and your mother suddenly became a joke in the circle. At that time, I really hated myself, hated myself for not being able to protect her, and even when she was wronged, I couldn't be by her side openly. An Hongming has been with her during that time, An Hongming is Yiru's college classmate, who chased her for three years and was rejected countless times, but he has always silently guarded her. ”

"Later, your mother wanted to come to Jiangcheng with An Hongming, and the old man agreed. I was crazy about eloping with her, and even dragged her on the plane, but she told me that she was pregnant with An Hongming's daughter. Do you know how much I hated her back then? For the first time in my life, I feel so powerless, and I want to grasp it but I can't grasp it. ”

"He went to Jiangcheng with An Hongming, and I didn't go to inquire about her, because because of me, no one in the Shen family dared to go to her. We didn't know what to do, she was long gone. Even when I first found you, I didn't know that you were my daughter, I just thought that you were too similar to me in too many places, and then I became more and more suspicious, and went to do a paternity test, and it turned out that you were really my daughter. ”

An Nuan hugged herself tightly, but her whole body was trembling. She shook her head vigorously and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm not, I'm not your daughter, I'm An Hongming's daughter." ”

"An Nuan, I'm sorry, God knows how much I want to tell you the truth, how much I want to hear you call me Dad, but I don't dare, I don't have the courage to open my mouth to you, I, Shen Yiming, am not afraid, but I am afraid that you will leave me. I'm already sorry for your mother, and I'll spend my life making it up to you. Nuan Nuan, forgive me, I can lose everything, but I can't lose you again. ”

An Nuan raised her head, her eyes were already swollen.

She said fiercely word by word, "I won't call you dad, never, because you're not." ”

Shen Yiming stretched out his hand and rubbed his somewhat sour eyebrows, and said in a low voice, "You don't have to call me father, I don't dare to have this extravagant hope, you just treat me as my second uncle, is it okay?" ”

"I'm sorry, I can't act as if nothing happened, I hate you now, I don't want to see you, please leave, let me be alone."

Shen Yiming sighed, "You look like this, how can I rest assured that you will be alone." Come home with me, you go back to Shen's house, as long as you don't forgive me for a day, I won't go back to Shen's house for a day. ”

An Nuan roared angrily, "Are you still human?" Are you worthy of your aunt and cousin? That woman has been with you for so many years, raising children for you, what did you do to her? Did you consider my mother when you wanted to elope? At that time, she had already given birth to Chen Peng for you. ”

Shen Yiming lowered his head, "I'm sorry for her, because of her, so I've been suffering." I'm not a good husband and I've failed two women at the same time. I wasn't a good father either, and I hurt two kids at the same time. Nuan Nuan, give me a chance and let me compensate you. ”

"Have you ever thought about compensating your aunt and cousin? Chen Peng lives so big, he has never felt his father's love. When I was very young, I was cruelly sent abroad by you.,After returning to China, I finally had a girl I liked.,Broken up alive by you.,You used to be crazy about love when you were young.,So have you considered Chen Peng's current feelings? My aunt married you when she was youngest, she was loyal to you for decades, took care of your family for you, and even treated me so well, how do you think I should face her in the future? ”

"I'm sorry." Aside from these three words, he didn't know what other words he could use to express his guilt.

An Nuan took a deep breath and said coldly, "You go, I want to be alone for a while." ”

"Nuan Nuan."

"Let's go!" She roared loudly, her voice completely hoarse.

He frowned distressedly, and after a long while, he turned to leave.