628. Chapter 628 All Changed 3
How stupid is he to think that he has the generosity of others! How stupid you think you can let go of Mrs. Sue!
Su Yan, you are obviously a selfish person, pretending to be generous, pretending to sacrifice for love!
Besides, who else can this Mrs. Su be worthy of besides you, who can give her happiness?
Even if you die, you have to cure the second child!
Even if you die, you can't let her break her heart with others!
At that time, his body was weak, his head was also weak, and he felt that he could be good as long as she was good, and as long as he could live under the same sky with her, he would be content, and when his body was good and his brain was good, he realized how stupid he was at the beginning!
He simply can't do it!
I want him to watch her with other men! That's absolutely impossible!
Unless he dies!
"Don't be serious with you?" Bai Xue was a little crying and laughing, and a little speechless.
"Yes, don't be serious with me! At that time, I must have been kicked in the head by a donkey, or I was flooded or caught in the crack of the door, which was a stupid decision! Wrong behavior! "Su Yan has always made mistakes, and he must change them!
Now that he knows he's wrong, he's going to fix it right away!
Bai Xue looked at him, and it was the first time he was so angry! After he did something like that, he actually said, it was a stupid decision and thought about it! That's a light way to say!
"Su Yan, you are such a bastard!" He made her, a person who never burst into foul language, couldn't help but burst into foul language.
She'd never seen such a bastard!
"I'm a bastard indeed, Mrs. Su is scolding!" Su Yan accepted her scolding very humbly.
The corners of Bai Xue's mouth twitched.
If people are shameless, they are invincible!
It's really a wise saying!
Her helplessness made Su Yan mistakenly think that she was moved by his sincere apology, but she couldn't save face, and held her hand, "Mrs. Su is waiting for me, waiting for me to be ......"
Who knew that before he could finish speaking, Bai Xue suddenly shook him off!
His face was stunned and hurt.
He was too accustomed to Bai Xue's love for him and his kindness, and now her face was something he had never seen before, and her ruthlessness made him hurt and uncomfortable.
"Su Yan's past has passed, I don't want to mention it again, and I won't bother with you, but you really don't have a chance to ask for it, and you won't follow me like a stalker in the future!" Since yesterday afternoon, she has been restless, she hasn't slept well all night, and she has that feeling when she goes out today, if he follows her like this every day, will she still live?
"Mrs. Su, don't be like this, my heart, it will hurt ......" Su Yan grabbed her hand and touched her chest, she made him really uncomfortable and painful like this.
"It hurts, it's made of meat, is it possible that other people's hearts are made of iron? You can't stand it just like this, you are like that, but you are stupid, Su Yan, are you really stupid, or do you take me for a fool? "It doesn't hurt for him to let her touch him, he wonders if she will hurt!
Of course, Mrs. Su's heart is not made of iron, he knows that she will hurt, and he knows that his behavior like that will make her hurt ten thousand times more than now!
He knows he knows it!
So, "Mrs. Sue asked me to make it up to you and let me fix your pain, okay?" ”
Bai Xue shook off his hand again, a sarcastic smile on his condensed face, "You think you are a god?" Can it heal people's wounds? Don't say you're not, even if you are, I'm telling you, I'm not rare! I don't use it either! ”
"Mrs. Su......" Su Yan still wanted to say something.
"Su Yan, if you still want to appear in front of me in the future, want to see the child, and want us to have a good interaction, promise me not to follow me anymore, and disappear from my eyes immediately, otherwise, I will disappear from your face!" Trust me, I can make it impossible for you to find me! "Don't push her too hard!
Su Yan couldn't say a word when he opened his mouth, he believed it, and Mrs. Su who believed in him had this ability!
So that he will never see her again!
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As soon as Qiao Tian said that he was going to find Su Yan, Su Yan sent it to the door.
"It's been a long time since I've seen your face, and I really miss it." The first few times I saw Su Yan, he was wearing a mask, and there was always a sense of estrangement when I looked at him like that, and when I looked at him like this, I really felt that he was Su Yan, his good brother!
Su Yan snorted coldly and glanced at him.
"I said Su Da Shao, I have a question, would you mind solving my confusion for me?" He humbly asked.
"Not in the mood!" Su Yan squeezed him in and walked straight towards the small bar in the living room.
"You said you just put on a mask to make them think you're Su Ze?" Qiao Tian thought it was incredible, when he saw Su Yan wearing a mask, he thought that his face was injured and disfigured, so he wore a mask, so they would treat him as Su Ze.
Now that he sees his smooth and still handsome face, he doesn't understand, are those people blind?
Just a mask can play the role that he is someone else? No one thought to lift his mask and take a look?
"I haven't seen you for a few days, you're stupid again! Don't you know that there is another thing that can be put on your face to make people think you are disfigured? Su Yan said disdainfully.
Such a stupid question, he was embarrassed to let him solve his puzzles!
Qiao Tianhan, he is really stupid!
Su Yan poured a glass of wine and ordered Qiao Tian, "Go and bring me all the TV series CDs of your messy idol romance dramas, I'm going to break them all!" ”
Qiao Tian trembled, "What are you doing!" How they offended you! ”
Those are the secret treasures of his chasing police flowers!
"It's their damn thoughts, let me have that kind of thoughts after I get hurt, push Mrs. Su away!" Su Yan gritted his teeth.
Qiao Tianhan, "You will be selfish if you are less, and if you regret it, blame my babies!" You're angry, absolutely angry! ”
"Fart! If they hadn't fooled me into saying that true love is to let go and make each other happy, I would have been bewitched by my brain for a while, and pushed Mrs. Su, who had come all the way to find me, to make her sad and uncomfortable? Su Yan completely ignored it.
"Didn't you say that you are a eunuch and can't harm other people's white snow? What's the matter, how are you now? Qiao Tian instinctively looked at his crotch.
Su Yan had a dark face.
"It's not good yet, what are you excited about! You will go back to Mrs. Su, don't you feel sorry for the rest of your life as a widow? Qiao Tian hid the guilt in his heart very well.
Su Yan's face is darker and greener, yes! He's not okay, he asked Mrs. Su to wait, how can he wait? Let the family give a chance, what if the opportunity is given?
Why did he just want to keep her as soon as he saw Mrs. Su, and his behavior was biased, and he forgot his original intention!
But......
He really can't let go, he really can't do it!
It's really tangled!
Speaking of Su Yan, he is also a poor person, at first he was entangled in hatred, whether he loved or did not love, and then he finally put aside the revenge of hatred, and made such a fuss, which made people really want to bow a tear of sympathy for him!
This child's life is really hard, it's really hard!
Su Yan nestled on the sofa, his face showing a fragility that was rare for a thousand years, "Qiao Tian, I can't do it!" I really can't do it! ”
Qiao Tian looked at him, sad and sad, but he didn't know what to say.
"Qiao Tian, you're right, I'm angry, I'm selfish, I'm a bastard! When I was hurt, I thought about pushing her away, I said it so well, not because I was great, but because I subconsciously thought that Mrs. Su would not fall in love with anyone else, she would not be with any man other than me, so I would make such a stupid decision, you told me, Mrs. Su is going to be with Miyazawa Yu, I was anxious, but I believed that Mrs. Su would not, so I said such beautiful words, this time I came back, and saw that Mrs. Su was so good with Miyazawa Yu, I panicked, I was afraid! I just glanced at it and knew that Mrs. Su really wanted to be with Miyazawa Yu, and she really wanted to forget about me! She won't wait for me...... She doesn't want me anymore, if I don't do something anymore, even if I'm fine, it's useless to try hard to redeem it, Mrs. Su is a serious person, once she is with Miyazawa Yu, once she falls in love with him, then I will become a complete past...... Lose her forever ......"
"But what can I do? What if I do it, and Mrs. Su comes back, and I can't get better? You say I can, can I be so selfish? No, but I, I really can't make her belong to another man! If she really is with Miyazawa Yu, I guess I won't be able to control my desire to kill them! ”
"Qiao Tian, you say me, why am I so selfish? Why am I such a jerk! Why am I so bad, so damned? You say me, why didn't I really die in the first place? You say I ......" Su Yan didn't know what to say about himself, Mrs. Su was right, he was a bastard! He's a bastard! Big bastard! A goddamn bastard!
"Su Yan, don't be like this, you just love Bai Xue too much, it's right that you can't let it go!" Qiao Tian comforted that it would be wrong if he could let go of the snow!
"You're wrong, I don't love her too much, I don't love her enough, if I love her deeply, then how can I give her pain, I can definitely do it, if she is well, I will be in the realm of sunny days......"
Qiao Tian, "......"
"But if I don't love her enough, I can't breathe at the thought of losing her, and I think it's better to live like that than to die! Why do you think I don't even want my own life for someone I don't love enough? Su Yan looked puzzled.
Qiao Tian was about to cry when he saw him like this.
"It's not that you don't love her enough, but because of your personality, you have been a monopoly since you were a child, you are not the kind of gentle person, not the kind of person who will pay silently without asking for anything in return, not all love can be done, if you are well, I am the realm of a sunny day, there is a lot of love that is exclusive, and I would rather die!"
If he is well, I will be a sunny person, either not loved deeply enough, or never received, and loved very lowly.
"And what do you think I'm going to do?" Su Yan's face was confused, he didn't know what he should do, what to do is right, what to do so that Mrs. Su will not be sad again.
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