Chapter Eighty-Eight: Tests and Assurances
[I have already started working the collection]
Guan Feixuan didn't expect that there were so many secrets hidden in it that she didn't know. If the first two have nothing to do with her, it can't make her feel guilty. The last one had to be made for her to think about it.
Although she didn't know much about the burden of the housekeeper, she also knew that the Tao was definitely not simple. This can be seen in her near-death several times. Listening to the meaning of Li Nianzhi's words, it seems that this burden has been transferred to Nirvana. She would not suspect that Li Nianzhi was alarmist here, because Li Nianzhi knew more about this matter than her.
In this way, she inevitably felt a little guilty, and the softness in her heart was deeply touched. Thinking about the situation Nirvana was facing now, she couldn't help but worry. Nirvana had never told her about these things, so naturally he didn't want her to worry. And this is also a kind of protection for her.
Li Nianzhi looked at Concubine Guan with a complicated face and said, "I told you this, I just want you to think about it." After all, it's about your lifelong happiness. If you choose to accompany him all the way, you must be prepared to endure hardships and hardships, and even take your life. After all, apart from Li'er, you are the closest person to him, and you are also the person he values the most! Naturally, he will be taken care of by his enemies! ”
Concubine Guan thought for a while, took a deep breath, and asked, "If I choose to leave, can the butler's burden be removed from his shoulders?" ”
Li Nianzhi shook his head slowly and said, "No!" ”
Concubine Guan smiled, filled with a peerless charm, and said: "I never thought that I would be so rebellious that I ran away from home one day, let alone that I would wander aimlessly to a house of the same age and the opposite sex that I hadn't known for a long time. After all that experience, I often hope that there will be a man who can hold up a piece of the sky for me. On that day, he killed all those killers like a god, and that appearance was quietly imprinted in my heart unconsciously, and it can never be erased! ”
I often think: If he hadn't appeared that day, maybe there would have been no more concubines in this world. Let her be peerless, crowned the world, and after death, she is just a pile of dry bones. The reputation will also disappear quickly, and maybe when they mention Guan Feixuan a few years later, they will only ask in surprise: Has there ever been such a person in Kyoto? Guan Feixuan's voice was full of self-deprecation, and Gu told a cruel truth.
"In front of his house, I said to myself: It is happy to have the opportunity to chase your own love. What is more worth recalling is that this opportunity can still be given to the owner who is happy with himself. If there is really fate, then fate has rarely done a good thing this time. When I arrived at his door, I hesitated and didn't dare to knock, not because I regretted my decision, but because of the woman's reserve and shyness. The voice was full of sweetness and shyness, like the girl who was pregnant with spring telling her heart.
"Before I met their father and daughter, I was a good girl who followed the rules and didn't dare to go beyond the slightest. But since I met this father and daughter, who involuntarily wanted to get close, I did a lot of outrageous things that I didn't even dare to think about before: yelling at those dutiful bodyguards, arguing with my mother, and running away from home to live in a boy's house...... Now that I think about it, maybe this is my real life! In the past, I may have lived for others! ”
Concubine Guan spit out the words in her heart, unspeakably sweet and happy. This was a little secret in her heart, but now that she said it, not only was she not shy, but she was a little proud. Since it is your own happiness, why can't you show off and earn the envy of others?
The smile on Li Nianzhi's face became thicker and thicker, isn't today's conversation a test? Concubine Guan accepted her bracelet, and she had to be qualified to match it. At this moment, it seems that Concubine Guan did not disappoint her. It even exceeded her expectations.
After going to Nirvana's residence, Li Nianzhi liked Nirvana in his heart and treated him as his own child. Let Concubine Guan come to the house today, Concubine Guan took the shame of her ugly daughter-in-law to see her in-laws, why didn't she hold the scrutiny of her mother-in-law and daughter-in-law? Nirvana has no relatives and elders, so she has to take this responsibility.
Concubine Guan gave her a good first impression, otherwise she wouldn't have given away the dragon bracelet easily. After today's conversation, she has a deeper understanding of Concubine Guan. Guan Feixuan is not the kind of pampered rich lady, nor is she the kind of ordinary woman who has no opinions. It's the kind of wise woman who can enter the hall and the kitchen, and can become a solid backing for men. may often play a little tricky, but in the face of the big right and wrong, you can definitely see it.
"Now that you have a choice, you have to take responsibility. If a man works hard outside and spends his life licking blood on the tip of a knife, you have to give him a warm home. This is your duty as a wife. I am a person who has come over, and I chose the old man who was unexpected by everyone back then, just to have peace of mind! It is difficult for us women to be the queen who calls for wind and rain, either find a man who can make her feel at ease and marry, or find a man who can be the emperor to marry. The former may have to live a dull life, but the latter must be prepared to intrigue with others. The better the man, the easier it is to attract bees and butterflies...... If you can't stop it, at least you have to keep your status as an eldest woman! Li Nianzhi said softly, also vaccinating Concubine Guan. Nirvana is not conspicuous now, and it will be difficult to protect it after it can be. When a man shows unparalleled charm, he will become a sweet spot that everyone wants to take a bite of!
Concubine Guan smiled slightly, nodded and said, "I know the way!" ”
She was a smart woman, how could she not have expected such a situation? At the moment, she is trying to avoid this situation, and at the same time, she is also paving the way for her future. After all, it is right to plan ahead, so that you don't regret it in the future.
Li Nianzhi sighed, took Concubine Guan's jade hand, and said, "Let's be women, it's better to be open-minded." No matter what you think of me, an old woman, as long as you can be happy, I don't care. ”
Concubine Guan smiled and said, "Master, you just did what you should do." I'm not the kind of woman who has no heart and no lungs. Since I followed him, I had been prepared for a long time. I don't want to accompany him to sit in the world, and I am already content to go all the way through the most difficult time. At the very least, I'm the first to see the pearl! ”
Li Nianzhi's face was full of appreciation, if a woman has a broad mind, it is also amazing. He assured Concubine Guan: "Although my old wife is unwilling to meddle in mundane affairs anymore, there are still some methods that ordinary people can't reach. It may not help you much, but at least it will keep you safe. ”
As soon as the words came out, Li Nianzhi's eyes bloomed a little fiercely!