Chapter 177: Return to the Lin Mansion Again

Both of them were silent for a moment, and a slight cold wind, like invisible needles in the night sky, struck them from all directions;

Lin Mo stabilized the rope of the swing and said, "It's windy, hurry up and enter the house, don't get caught in the cold." ”

Lin Xuan'er got up and looked at the night sky without moon and stars, looking a little cold, but she didn't feel the coldness, or the coldness had been covered by her body and mind.

She turned her eyes to look at Lin Mo again, pursed the corners of her mouth and said, "Brother, accompany me to go for a walk." ”

Lin Mo smiled and nodded, and the two walked towards the courtyard, Lin Mo didn't want to suppress her, for her now, going out of the palace may not be a casual thing, maybe she has too much to say, even if she just doesn't say anything, he is still willing to accompany her to go down.

Lin Xuan'er walked on the stone steps in the courtyard and sat down, Lin Mo also sat down beside her, and in the night sky like ink, a few remnant stars appeared at some point, like an embellishment, and as if they were shining for them.

Lin Xuan'er looked at Lin Mo and said with some seriousness, "Brother, do you still plan to stay in the Lin Mansion?" ”

Gao Jin knows her attachment to the Lin Mansion, not to mention that he was ashamed of the Lin Mansion, at the moment he is busy with the government and can't separate his body and mind, and when he is free, he will definitely attach great importance to the Lin Mansion in every way, and at that time, Lin Mo's identity will reappear in the world sooner or later.

Lin Mo smiled, deliberately teased her, and said, "Why, anyway, I am also the young master of this mansion, is it possible, you are a married girl who wants to drive me away?" ”

Lin Xuan'er was teased by him, and also smiled, Lin Mo saw that she was happy, caressed her hair lovingly, held her hand, and said with a little solemnity, "Xuan'er, don't worry, no matter when, my brother will be by your side." ”

"No, brother." Lin Xuan'er shook her head and said, "Xuan'er doesn't want you to protect it, Xuan'er wants her brother to live the life she wants, and Xuan'er wants her brother to be happy." ”

She knew that what happened to the Lin Mansion was deeply imprinted in his heart, so he firmly stayed away from the government and even the world, in fact, it was okay, not to seek great wealth and wealth, but to live comfortably and forever.

Lin Mo frowned, with a solemn expression, he understood her psychology, but he couldn't leave her because of his timidity, she was his only relative, and he should protect her.

Seeing that he was silent, Lin Xuan'er accentuated his tone and said, "Brother, even if it is for the Lin family, for the sake of those who protect you and stay away from you, you must live well." ”

She didn't know what to say, if Lin Moru learned that Cui'er chose to leave for him or her, would he blame her, would he blame her, but she believed that one day, he would understand their efforts, including Song Jingran.

Lin Mo understood Lin Xuan'er's choice, she chose to stay by Gao Jin's side just to let them live better, and between Gao Jin and Song Jingran, how could she let it, they turned into rivals for her sake of her, regardless of their previous affection, she sacrificed her life, it turned out to be for Song Jingran.

"Silly girl, we all have to live well, live together until we are old, and see old age." Lin Mo took her into his arms, and his sentence lived to be old, and when he saw the old, he said it first for Song Jingran.

Actually, maybe things are not as complicated as they think, if the three of them chose to face it calmly, maybe Gao Jin would not be ruthless, after all, they still have the affection they once had, but unfortunately they are not selfish enough and brave enough to face it, only Gao Jin is a little more witty than them, maybe Gao Jin also took advantage of their weaknesses to make this decision.

Lin Xuan'er was in her heart, silently thinking about growing old together, tears inadvertently slid down her cheeks, she actually felt a temperature, comparable to the embrace of relatives, always extremely warm, if the lover's embrace is like a winter stove, then the arms of relatives are the warm sun of winter, although far away, but the warmth that emanates all the time, and the lover's stove can only keep adding charcoal fire to maintain permanent warmth.

Cui'er stood not far away, looking at the brothers and sisters who were leaning on each other, a little unbearable to be disturbed, I don't know how long she stayed, a piercing cold wind blew, awakening her consciousness, and walked over in a little hurry, Lin Xuan'er and Lin Mo didn't seem to notice the footsteps, maybe they couldn't extricate themselves in their respective consciousnesses, maybe they noticed it, but they didn't want to pay attention to it.

After Cui'er approached, she said, "Childe, Gongzi Song is looking for you and is waiting in the front hall." ”

Lin Mo was still calm, but Lin Xuan'er trembled obviously in his arms, he subconsciously glanced at her, and the two got up, Lin Mo saw that her body was trembling a little, so he also supported her;

For her, Song Jingran's name was like a sharp needle, piercing her heart fiercely, but what she felt was not pain, but shock.

Lin Mo tightened the cloak on her body and said, "Rest early, I'll go take a look." ”

Lin Xuan'er nodded, her eyes drooped with a stunned face, Lin Mo glanced at her, sighed, and left with Cui'er, as if she remembered something, and shouted 'Brother' She was worried that Lin Mo would tell Song Jingran the news of her in the house for her;

And Lin Mo seemed to understand her thoughts, turned around and gave her a reassuring smile, and turned to leave, only to find that Song Jingran's figure had appeared in sight, and subconsciously looked back at Lin Xuan'er, and her figure had disappeared in the courtyard, as if it had never appeared.

Song Jingran walked over, and saw that Lin Mo was a little distracted, so he consciously glanced around, and Lin Mo took two steps to prevent Song Jingran from noticing anything, so he took two steps and shouted "Jingran"

"I waited for you for a long time, but I didn't see you appear, so I simply found it myself." Under the night sky, I couldn't see what Song Jingran's expression was, but from the sound, I could hear that he shouldn't have noticed anything;

Song Jingran was waiting in the front hall, but he didn't want Cui'er to leave for so long and not return, so he came by himself, besides, there were few people in the Lin Mansion, and Lin Mo didn't mind.

Lin Mo asked with a little confusion, "What, is there something wrong so late?" ”

"Let's have a drink." Song Jingran said, threw a jar of wine in his hand at Lin Mo, and Lin Mo also caught it, the two looked at each other and smiled, and walked to the pavilion on the side together;

Cui'er watched the wine drink, glanced at the rockery next to the pavilion, sighed deeply, and turned to leave.

Lin Mo glanced at Song Jingran, who was a little haggard, and said without a good voice, "You shouldn't be in Yanyu Building, why did you come here." He learned that Song Jingran had been soaking with Yan Yongyan recently, and he was amused and anesthetized in the green buildings everywhere, and he was angry and regretful about his behavior, can this kind of anesthesia really alleviate the pain in his heart?

Song Jingran took a sip of wine, glanced at Lin Mo, and said lazily, "Although Yanyu Building is good, it is not as quiet as you here." ”

He seems to be very satisfied with his daily depression, and only when he is drunk and dreams of death, he will not think about it, and he will not be in pain.

"Do you still know that the road is quiet?" Lin Mo glanced at him coldly, as if it was a kind of contempt, and it seemed like a kind of ridicule.

Song Jingran sneered, not wanting to linger on the topic of his behavior, so he said, "By the way, I'm here today to ask you for a medicine that can cause the wound to not heal." ”

Lin Mo glanced at him inexplicably, "Aren't you afraid of infection and erosion for wounds that don't heal?" ”

"At least it's better than scarring and tearing it open." The corners of Song Jingran's mouth were outlined, revealing a smile, the wounds on the body were like a relationship, instead of tearing and healing scars again and again, it was better to completely destroy the wounds, even if it was infected, even if it was erosive, it was just a piece of numb dead meat.

"The wound that is torn open may be painful, but there is still a chance to heal, if it is an erosive wound, not only will it hurt, but it will also expand with the wound bigger and bigger, and the rotten and deeper."

Lin Mo wanted to remind him that he could escape his feelings for Lin Xuan'er, but he couldn't trample on this feeling, because it was not only him who was paid, but also Lin Xuan'er, and if he sank like this, he would only fall deeper and deeper, and he would not be able to extricate himself.

Song Jingran glanced at him, looked at the night with his eyes, which seemed a little hollow, and he muttered in his mouth, "But I don't want to hurt so much, I really don't want to hurt so much." ”

If it weren't for the beginning, Lin Mo would really mistakenly think that he had drunk too much, and it was a rare thing for such painful words to come out of a man's mouth, not to mention that he was once the suave and famous peerless beautiful man;

He used to always laugh at him, his beauty will make many women secretly promise, and how many women will be heartbroken, I don't think that today, he will also be heartbroken for women, this woman is still Lin Xuan'er, he suddenly has an urge to laugh, not to laugh, but to laugh happily, for him or her.

"I won't do anything harmful, but this can help you." Lin Mo took out a small porcelain bottle from his waist and handed it to him, maybe what he wanted was not to destroy the wound, but just to leave some memories.

Song Jingran hooked the corners of his mouth far-fetchedly, took the small porcelain bottle and put it in his arms, the two of them touched the wine jug, and they both raised their heads to drink, Song Jingran said a little heavily, "What are your plans in the future?" ”

It is still possible for Lin Mo to avoid some worldly troubles, after all, he is a dead man.

"Ben is a lonely soul with no plans to speak of." Lin Mo deliberately ignored his tone, so he made a casual appearance, in fact, even he didn't know where to go, he couldn't leave Lin Xuan'er alone, so he had no intention of saying it.

Song Jingran glanced at him inexplicably, according to his previous intentions, he should have chosen to live in seclusion at the first time, but his current words should be because of Lin Xuan'er, thinking of her, his heart stinged again.

"Then what about you, shouldn't you be an official position like a minister, a taifu?" Lin Mo deliberately teased him, he knew that Song Jingran had been embarrassed about entering the palace as an official, but he was more curious about Song Jingran's intentions now.