165 Beloved?
Liu Feifei sat in the hall, quietly waiting for Su Yan.
King Wu and several guards also returned to their rooms.
The night is getting deeper and deeper.
Liu Feifei poked his head out from time to time, looked in the direction of the door, and soon dozed off on the table, and in a daze, he vaguely saw a figure, and Su Yan with a tired face when he opened his eyes stood in front of him.
"Senior sister." Liu Feifei was tired and sleepy, "Where have you been?" I've been waiting for you for a long time. ”
"When I'm sleepy, go back to my room and sleep. Sweat and blood BMW is fast, with it, you can sleep for a while, I see that the horse is also tired, and then rush at five watches. As he spoke, he put the cloth bag in his hand on the table, "I really didn't expect that there are so many beggars here, most of them are people from the border cities who have left their homeland because of the war. I wanted to go out and buy some dry food for the road, but I met a lot of refugees, mostly women, the elderly, and children.
I couldn't bear it, so I went to a few big inns in the city, bought a lot of steamed buns and distributed them to them, but I couldn't distribute them, and there were more and more people...... There are still hundreds of miles away from the border city, and there are so many people who have fled. I heard that some of them have been walking for more than two months, and they say that the further they go to the border city, the more refugees there will be......"
No wonder Liu Feifei couldn't find anyone, she seemed to run to buy steamed buns.
Su Yan breathed a sigh of relief, "I wanted to buy some food on the road, but it all went out." I drank tea and an apple when I entered the city, and I haven't eaten yet, and I want to wait for you to eat together, and I'm dying of hunger!" ”
Liu Feifei suddenly became uncomfortable, and lowered his head: "Senior sister! ”
"What's wrong?"
"I thought you'd eaten, so we'll eat first."
Su Yan was only hungry and growled, and said, "There is always some left, I don't pay attention to it, just give me those pickled vegetables and steamed buns." You know the truth, I love to eat pig's trotters and duck necks. I didn't know where to buy it, so I gave the post man fifty taels of silver and asked him to help prepare two tables of wine and food. When I left, there was hot food, but I didn't see the braised food, so I didn't ask. ”
Liu Feifei suddenly wanted to pump herself, she was full of food and very happy, but her senior sister didn't eat? She should have asked a few more words at that time, even if it was just to ask Yicheng. It turns out that my sister didn't eat it! I'm so ashamed that I just want to find a crack to hide. "Senior sister. Whatever you want to eat, I'll give Yi Cheng silver and let her buy it for you. I ......"
Su Yan thought of the two tables of wine and food, "No, there is nothing left, and after eating a fine meal, they won't be so scary, right?" Anyway, you can leave me some pig's trotters, duck necks or something. You know, it's my favorite food. ”
Liu Feifei hurriedly said: "Senior sister, I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I really didn't mean to, I really wanted to leave you some ......" regret, Liu Feifei wanted to beat himself very much, why didn't he leave the two things that my senior sister likes to eat.
So-yeon didn't want to hear her explanation, so she raised her hand and motioned for her to stop talking. She grew up with Liu Feifei since she was a child, and when she got delicious food, she would keep a copy for Liu Feifei. Liu Feifei is the same, he didn't stay this time, there must be something else hidden. "What the hell is going on, with your temperament, Zhilu Dao's hooves and duck neck are my favorites. It's impossible not to leave it for me, because I love to eat. I eat up to two or three pieces of ...... each time."
"Senior sister......" Liu Feifei snorted.
Su Yan was anxious and raised her voice: "Tell the truth!" ”
Liu Feifei said in detail before and after they entered the post house.
A stream of cold water poured from her head, which immediately made Su Yan feel unspeakably disappointed, and asked in a low voice: "King Wu hasn't asked others, have I ever eaten?" ”
Liu Feifei shook his head.
Su Yan asked again: "King Wu didn't ask, what is the reason why you are reluctant to duck neck several times?" ”
Liu Feifei still shook his head.
So-yeon laughed deliciously, saying that he liked her, but he never really cared, and even stubbornly rewarded the beggar with the braised vegetables she had specially bought.
For beggars, although the pig's trotters are good, they are not as good as steamed buns, and although the duck neck is fragrant, it is difficult to fill the stomach.
Is this the love that Wu Wang Yan said?
It turned out that in his heart, he was the only one who didn't care about her at all. She doesn't want to listen to beautiful vows, she only wants the most real warmth, just like a man like her father, no matter what he is outside, but for her mother, it is a hundred sincerity.
If his mother is not happy, he will be the first to see it.
If his mother is playful, he will connive, and even say good things to coax her.
It's what his mother likes to eat, he never touches it, in fact, he likes it too, but every time he has to wait for his mother to finish eating before he moves his chopsticks, and he must see that his mother is satisfied with eating before he is willing to eat again.
"Senior sister, I'll let Yicheng take me out of Lu to buy braised vegetables."
Su Yan didn't speak, sat at the table in a daze, poured a cup of tea, and her mouth was very cold, as if she could cool her body and mind.
King Wu chased after her overnight, she was really moved, but soon she calmed down.
She asked the people in the post house to find food for herself, and the post messenger sent two bowls of millet soup, Su Yan held it in her hand, and ate it in one go, even if there were no side dishes, even if it was only this tasteless millet soup, for her, it was already a delicacy in the world. She spent money and worked so hard for so long, just to get back his affection for chasing her thousands of miles away, but in the end, she didn't even catch any leftovers.
Yu Wenxuan, you may be a good emperor for a few days, maybe you can be a good son, but for me, Jiang Suyan, you will not be a good husband......
Thinking about her thoughts, So-yeon entered her room, and in a daze, someone entered the door. Liu Feifei said with an uncomfortable face: "Senior sister, I went to several restaurants and inns in the city, and I bought this pig's trotters, and there is only one duck neck in the city, and it is long gone." I bought two catties of braised beef and twenty steamed buns......"
"Feifei, you don't have to blame yourself, it's none of your business. I don't want to go to bed because you haven't slept so late. ”
"Senior sister, in the past few days, we have only slept for two hours every day, not to mention that we slept so long last night."
Su Yan took the food handed by Liu Feifei, took a steamed bun and took a big bite, grabbed a piece of pig's trotter, and said, "The taste is okay, although it is not as good as that of the imperial city." You can taste bad too! ”
Liu Feifei now thinks about it, and he is very remorseful: "I knew that the prince of Lu Dao would taste the wine and food to the refugees, so I should have tasted two pieces of duck neck and two more pieces of pig's trotters......
Su Yan handed over the paper bag wrapped in pig's trotters and motioned for Liu Feifei to come with a few pieces, but Liu Feifei smiled and was about to refuse. Su Yan said: "Eat, I can't finish it alone, and it won't taste good tomorrow." It's already the third watch, try to sleep a little longer, and we'll be on the road at the third time of the fourth watch. ”
Really tired, the senior sister lay on a couch and soon fell asleep.
Su Yanxu was asleep during the day, and when she woke up, the moon was sinking in the west, and she listened to the sound of drums on the street. It's still a quarter of the fourth watch.
Let's go! It's better to hurry early.
She turned and called Feifei in a low voice. "Senior sister, are we on our way?"
Su Yeon answered and raised the curtain. After putting on the outer robe, Liu Feifei's movements were skillful and capable, and in less than a quarter of an hour, the two of them tidied up, washed their faces with water in a black basin, and left the room. Move in the direction of the stables.
Chasing the moon was woken up, and it seemed that even the horses had not rested, but Chasing the moon also had a solid meal.
Su Yan drove the horse to the street outside, Liu Feifei turned around and closed the gate of the post house, and the two sisters jumped on horseback and went to the south gate, the only one in the city that would not close the city gate at night. After going around for two or three miles, he turned to the direction of the north gate, whipped his horse, and galloped away.
"Senior sister. You seem to be upset tonight? ”
"It started a little, but now it's better." She smiled, her hands gripping the reins, "Truly caring about a person is not about saying it with your mouth." His Royal Highness King Wu chased after him thousands of miles, and I was indeed very moved. But it's just moving. ”
Liu Feifei was really surprised at the time, but he didn't expect his senior sister to be so calm.
"Feifei, a man's sweet words can be said to anyone, the more touching the words, the more you can't believe them. I believe more in my father's true feelings, the unshakable feelings of mutual affection, wind and rain, rich and poor. My mother once said that whether a good husband is a good husband depends on the small things.
Therefore, King Wu is not my beloved. Any relationship has a peaceful day, when he likes me, he will chase me impulsively, if this love is calm, whether he can be willing to be calm, whether he can insist on being the only one in his life, it is indeed doubtful. I don't waste time and energy on a relationship that I can't be sure about. ”
So, just give up!
Just think of it as an accident, just as an encounter that you dare not have.
King Wu, he has his way, just as she has her own way now.
The horses galloped faster and disappeared into the official road in front of the northwest.
Liu Feifei hugged Su Yan's waist tightly and muttered: "Senior sister, I understand, being moved is not an emotion, you can be moved, but you can't like him just because you are moved." ”
"A man would rather lack than abuse, and never wronged himself. Drive-"
Let go, it is so free and easy.
In her previous life, she was injured by Cao Yuzhen and Hu Xiangling, and she paid a painful price, so she saw the facts clearly.
In this life, she will learn from the experience of successful people and use them for herself, and the successful ones in the family are her father and mother in her eyes.
She still remembers that not long ago, when chatting with her mother, she asked about Yu: "Mother, you used to be the second daughter, I heard that my grandfather loves you very much, and the eldest daughter is going to marry my father, why did you voluntarily give up the opportunity to marry into a famous family in Jinyang and marry my father." ”
At that time, Yu Shi held her in his arms and said slowly with reminiscence: "Back then, even your eldest aunt asked me like this, and scolded me for being a good person and not a bad one." But later, when your father was in high school, step by step to where he is today, they praised me for my good vision.
Yan'er, in fact, when a woman chooses a husband, she does not necessarily have to be prosperous and rich, the most important thing is to find someone who knows cold and heat, loves you, respects you and understands you. If you can't find this, choose a man who knows cold and hot. Only such a man can be a good husband.
Back then, your grandfather wanted to promise me to the eldest son of the famous Zeng family in Jinyang, he was also quite talented and famous in Jinyang, and he was born handsome, but there was a shortcoming that I didn't want to. That is arrogant, domineering, and self-righteous. Often such people put themselves first, only think of their own needs, and cannot see the needs of others, so they cannot become good husbands. ”
A woman's happiness has nothing to do with glory, nothing to do with wealth, what she wants is a caring husband, a man who can share the wind and rain with herself.