260. Chapter 259
How much I miss her, I want to swallow her, I want to include her in my body, and I will never be separated.
Who is this crazy man in front of her, Ziyu can know the Tao without looking at it.
The smell that was too familiar, the smell that was too familiar, and the kissing technique that was too familiar, she could recognize him at the first time.
He Junqi......
The He Junqi who suddenly disappeared from her life for several days!!
"Junqi ......"
She gasped a little from his wild kisses, and reached out to try to push him away, to ask where he had been all these days, but the man in front of her did not give her the slightest chance to escape.
pushed her soft delicate body to the wall, but he pressed her against the wall like that, and kissed her without a trace of breath.
That look, as if to make up for all the lost love in the past few days!!
Feeling that he missed him deeply, Ziyu reached out and took the initiative to hook his neck, responding to his too deep kiss......
The two of them, I don't know how long they kissed, until, Ziyu felt a sudden coldness between her fingers, and He Junqi's lips slowly and reluctantly retreated between her lips.
Ziyu's heart was stagnant for a second......
Even breathing, as if at that moment, stopped!!
Between her fingers, the familiar coldness made her body tremble......
hand, stiffly raised......
On the ring finger, there is a glimmer of light!!
That's, diamonds!!
Between the fingers, what is engraved is not something else, but a ...... Wedding Ring!!
A diamond wedding ring of extra exquisiteness!!
"Ziyu, marry me......"
He Junqi's low voice overflowed between the thin lips of his surname.
He stared into her eyes, dark as a congratulatory and deep as a hurricane, as if to draw her into it deeply.
"Marry me! Be my wife......"
His hand, holding her hand tightly, fingers interlocked!!
At that moment, He Junqi could clearly feel that Ziyu's hands were trembling.
"Jian Ziyu, I want you to be my wife He Junqi!!"
He announced domineeringly, but without waiting for her to answer, he kissed wildly and invaded her again!!
"Junqi, don't ...... like this"
Ziyu wanted to grab his big hand.
"Ziyu, do you know how much I miss you......"
"Junqi, don't be like this, this is the company's !!"
"Think I didn't??" He Junqi ignored her at all.
"Huh?"
Ziyu trembled for a moment before replying, "I want to ......"
"We really can't be here, though!! Stop, Jun Qi ......"
Ziyu slapped his hand angrily, "Junqi, don't make trouble!" ”
"But I want to ......"
He Junqi's eyes were dyed with an indelible excitement, "I miss you!" ”
"No!! Bear with me! If you think about it, you have to wait until you get home!! Ziyu coaxed him like a child.
He Junqi finally let her go, "I don't have time......"
"Huh?" Ziyu looked at him puzzled.
He Junqi looked at the watch on his wrist and smiled lonely, "I have to rush to the airport!" ”
"Huh? Are you so short on time? Ziyu's eyes showed a little reluctance.
"Yes!" He Junqi held her little face with both hands, and in the next moment, the sleeping kiss hit her red lips again, as if how long to kiss and how many times to kiss is not enough.
However, this kiss, he didn't go too deep, and it didn't last too long.
He smiled, his eyes were full of pampering, "I'm worried that I'm going to do it again after kissing for a long time!" ”
"Are you really leaving?" Ziyu was a little anxious.
"Yes! I've been really busy lately, but I miss you so much that I can only fly back to see you while I'm sleeping...... By the way, I'll give it to you!! ”
He Junqi's words made Ziyu's eyes red instantly.
"You stupid!! Why do you want to fly back so busy!! Also, your phone won't get through...... I'm worried to death!! Ziyu finally cried.
"I'm sorry!! There is something wrong with the mobile phone number, so I can't get in touch all the time!! ”
"Then you won't contact me either!!" Ziyu hammered his chest, a little resentful.
He Junqi smiled, held her crying face, kissed and kissed, "Because, I want to surprise you......"
Indeed, it was a pleasant surprise!!
Suddenly appeared in front of her, suddenly gave her a diamond ring, and suddenly proposed to her......
Although, a lot is missing.
There were no witnesses, no flowers, no kneeling......
"Okay, obedient, don't cry! It's time for me to go......"
"Are you really leaving?" Ziyu pulled him, "Shall I take you to the airport?" ”
"No need! Go to dinner obediently!! I haven't seen you for a few days, and I've lost weight like this!! Wait until I come back and see how I teach you!" ”
"But ......"
"Don't be but!! Obedient!! ”
He Junqi pulled her down the stairs in the elevator.
watched He Junqi's back leave......
Ziyu's hand has been holding the ring......
Diamonds, embedded in the palm of the hand, are some, and they hurt.
Just like that, with a quick glance, Ziyu felt ......
My own heart, as if, is about to be shattered!!
He Junqi, you ...... How can it be, so stupid?!
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It has been about 40 days since the steam hotel project was suspended.
The ...... of the day
The whole S city was in an uproar.
Jingda, something is wrong!!
Financial news rushed to report that Jingda caused the complete collapse of the entire company because of a mistake in one project.
Early morning......
Ziyu was only wearing a shirt and was about to go out, but was stopped by her mother.
"Ziyu, the weather is getting colder, put on your coat and go."
"Good ......"
Ziyu reached out and took the coat from her mother's hand.
Doorway, push open.
She stood in the corridor, greeted by the cool breeze pouring in from the window.
Sure enough, the sky was already quietly turning cold......
The wind blew on his face, and it hurt a little.
Hands, in the pockets of the coat, palms, always holding a cold thing!
Today –
October 9......
It all ended on this day!!
From the first sight to the last, this unforgettable pain...... Eventually, it's coming to an end......
Ziyu found that her heart seemed to be completely relieved at this moment......
Take a deep breath before heading downstairs.
Outside, the mist was ......
The entire world was shrouded, gray, and it seemed that no light could be found.
She greeted the cool breeze and walked out of the community.
At a glance, I saw that familiar figure......
Behind him, there is no car!
Standing there alone, wearing only a thin shirt, let the cool breeze pour into his body.
He still has the short hair of the spirit, but the whole person has lost a lot of weight compared to before, but it still does not affect his handsomeness at all.
At this moment, he is still the noble and elegant He Junqi, even without the foil of those famous cars behind him.
Between the thin lips of his surname, there was a faint smile.
The dark eyes looked straight at Ziyu who was walking towards him, but there seemed to be a little uneasiness and panic hidden in those deep eyes.
Ziyu when she saw him......
I have to admit that my relieved heart is still stagnant for a second.
Painful, somewhat sharp.
After a pause at the door, he walked towards the lonely figure in the cool breeze with an expressionless face.
"When did you come back?"
Ziyu asked him, her tone surprisingly calm.
"Just got off the plane." He Junqi was still smiling, "Are you going to work?" ”
"En......" Ziyu nodded.
"I'll send you there! Accompany you on the MRT. ”
"No need ......"
Ziyu took a deep breath without a trace.
"It's okay!! I've never been on a MRT before, and I'd love to experience that feeling! He Junqi followed behind Ziyu.
"Squeezing the MRT in the morning will be painful! You can't get used to it!! ”
"It's okay! I'd like to experience it with you, too. ”
"You won't like it......" Ziyu continued to walk forward indifferently.
"It's okay, as long as it's ......"
"He Junqi!!" Finally, Ziyu stopped him, turned around, and stared at him indifferently with dark eyes, "That's enough...... Don't follow me anymore, we're here, it's over......"
She, the little hand in the pocket of her clothes, clenched, still there, kept shaking.
In the palm of her hand, there was a hard object, against her, almost embedded in the flesh, and it hurt a little.
He Junqi pursed his thin lips tightly, looked at her, and did not speak.
Ziyu's hand clenched into a fist was about to be pulled out of her pocket, but she was held down by his big hand.
His dark eyes were stained with red blood, and his burning gaze stared at her urgently.
The big cold hand, tightly pressed her hand, was still shaking.
"Ziyu, give me another chance......"
His voice was hoarse like never before, and there was a humble plea in his tone.
Ziyu's hand trembled, trying to pull it out of her pocket......
struggled, but was held down by him!!
She smiled faintly, a little coldly......
The heart hurts.
"Since when did you know the Tao?"
He Junqi was stunned for a second, looking a little lonely, but he pressed Ziyu's hand, but he didn't let go.
"Very early ......"
Oh, yes!! Very early, he knew that this was a trap! A mystery!!
It's just, when is it early?
From the love she promised herself? Or does it start with Chen Shenjing's first appearance?
Knowing that Lu Dao 'Yunwei' was just a shell, he still jumped into it without hesitation, knowing that Lu Dao's 500 million funds were gone, and knowing that Lu Dao was kind enough to help her apply for a loan, it was just a ......
However, he just jumped into it so stupidly!!
In fact, to investigate a company, it was just easy for him, long before the 500 million funds were delegated, he knew that there were too many problems in 'Yunwei'!
And for applying for a loan......
This was actually such an easy thing for him, but looking at her eagerly wanting to 'help' him, he finally couldn't bear it, and finally chose to agree to her!
As long as she is happy!
The fish took the bait, just to make the fisherman laugh with his life......
He Junqi's answer made Ziyu's dark eyes show a little panic.
She walked towards the bus stop.
He Junqi's hand was still clasped around her hand all the time......
Arriving at the station, Ziyu stopped.
"He Junqi, you let go!!"
She frowned, trying to pull the hand out of her pocket.
"I'll send you there......" His voice was still a little flustered.
"That's enough, He Junqi!!" Ziyu closed her eyes, suppressed all the panic and pain in her eyes, and then broke open her eyes, leaving only indifference and coldness, "We have no future......
In a word, Ziyu felt the big hand holding her hand and froze suddenly.
The twelfth road arrived at the station and stopped in front of Ziyu.
Taking advantage of the moment when he froze, Ziyu tried hard to pull her hand out of her pocket.
Spread out your hand, attach his big hand, and return the cold thing in the palm of your hand to him......
And He Junqi stubbornly clenched his fists and refused to take what was in her hand.
His dark eyes looked straight at her......
Under my eyes, I am all sad and lonely!!
Water mist...... Gradually, the misty eyes ......
"Don't follow me anymore!!"
Ziyu bit her lip, stared at him indifferently, spread her hand, and mercilessly returned the cold wedding ring in her palm to him.
However, he was so stubborn that he refused to accept it......
The palm of the hand is ...... off
The ring, with a "ding-" sound, fell to the ground with a muffled sound.
Two people, stunned at the same time......
Then, they watched the ring under their eyes...... Slipped into the blackened sewers......
Two people, for a second, froze.
He Junqi held Ziyu's hand...... Slowly relaxed......
Under his eyes, he was all lonely, and he seemed to be a little desperate......
Ziyu came back to her senses, her eyes were inexplicably a little sour, but she still smiled indifferently, "He Junqi, this is our end!" ”
She turned around and stopped looking at the man beside her.
Walk and get on the bus.
"See you again ......"
In a low voice, two words came out......
Never again!!
He Junqi......
Between us, let's stop here!!
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On the bus, there are no more seats.
Ziyu stood holding on to the railing, tears kept pouring out like a flood of the sluice.
head, leaning on his arm, ignoring the gaze of everyone around him, he cried bitterly......
Too many memories, from that day more than twenty years ago, until now......
Everything seems to be still vivid!!
It's so clear that it cuts her heart and hurts!
Er, the passenger in the car, hit her, she subconsciously raised her eyes, and then, at that moment, inadvertently, through the rearview mirror of the bus, she actually saw it......
The man who had always been high-spirited, at this moment, was squatting in front of the sewer and was trying to uncover the manhole cover of the sewer......
That's enough!! He Junqi......
This shouldn't be yours!!
Aren't you the man with a deep habit of cleanliness? Aren't you the man who stands tall in the sky? Aren't you the man who is noble and inviolable?
Why......
But for the sake of such a love, he humiliated himself like this?!
In fact, Ziyu doesn't know what to do......
How important this ring is to him He Junqi!!
Those days and nights in the United States, with those customers and businessmen during the day, but what about at night? At night, he went into the machine room, just to give her a diamond ring that he made with his own hands, love!!
Every bit and drop of the ring, every bit and every drop of it, is integrated with every bit of his love for her!!
Communicate with the teacher every day, learn, and then elaborate ......
He can't forget those late nights!! Even if you are tired and sleepy, as long as you think about that kind face, it seems that all the fatigue is not worth mentioning.
How could he easily give up such a ring, full of love for her......
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Looking at He Junqi's lonely figure in the cool breeze, Ziyu stood there, covering her mouth......
Painful, whimpering.
Jian Ziyu......
Finally, it's all over!!
Are you satisfied?
……
I don't know why they will take such a path......
From the beginning, to love, to love, to pain......
So far, say goodbye completely!!
He Junqi......
How nice it would be if life was only as it first saw it!!
……
In the car, a song "Life is Like First Meeting" came out of the mobile TV, penetrating Ziyu's eardrum and piercing the heart......
"I loved a man's shoulder, and I thought it would always be by his side. I cried, it was the first time I was hurt for love, I miss it, the tears at that time. No matter how much you have walked, your legs will hurt, and how many people you have loved, your heart will be tired. If life is only like the first meeting, how beautiful it is, we meet here. You kissed my gentle face, I thought heaven was like that, very happy, your love used to warm my heart, thank you, give me those times......"
“……”
Music, Flowing......
It involves every heart that is hurt for love!
Ziyu finally couldn't continue listening, and when the car stopped at the next stop, she got out of the car in a daze and ran away from the song......
Walking aimlessly on the street, letting tears wash away her painful face, and letting the cool breeze blow her numb delicate body.
He Junqi......
In this day and age......
Between us, all the ties between us are completely over!!
It's been more than 20 years......
Really, enough is enough!!
No one will know why she has been in love for so many years, but after reaching the end, she has embarked on this ......step alone.
If, she says now, in fact she loves him, as always...... Will anyone believe it?!
In the cold wind, Ziyu stood in the wind, tears flowed all over her face......
No one will know how she has struggled madly in love and pain in the past five years......
She's like a two-faced person......
Here, love him!
And over there, they hate him deeply!!
How much courage does it take to love him?
The mother said, you can forget the death of your child, but I can't forget the departure of my husband......
Oh, yes!! How can people who have never been a mother understand the pain of being stripped of flesh and blood from their own bodies?
What kind of pain is it to see your loved ones passing by?!
Can she forget? Can she be lenient? She can't!!
However, even so, she still loved him deeply......
That's a kind of love that can't be extricated!!
Every time I am haunted by my dreams, I will always remember that familiar figure and that handsome face......
The photo is the only one, but it can only be pressed at the bottom of the box, and it is not dared to be known.
Oh, yes!! How can she be known about such a despicable love?!
That man carries the life of his own child......
It's my father's death!
It's a mother's hatred!!
It's your own pain!!
Bloody lives......
How could she pretend to turn a blind eye?? How can you still love him purely as if nothing has ever happened?
I want to love, but I can't love!!
I want to love, but I don't dare to love!!
Who will appease the apology in her heart? Who will repair the guilt in her heart? Who will redeem her love with blood debts?!!
Who, to balance the love and hate in her heart......
No one can, no one can redeem her, except herself!!
Only himself, he cut off this love and hatred with his own hands......
It's really, everything, completely liberated!! I was relieved to be thorough, too!!
So, the moment begins......
They, back to square one, are back to zero......
And the grievances and grievances between them are also thoroughly, at this moment, cleared!!
……
So, farewell, He Junqi......
Let this love ...... This dissipates in the cold wind of this depression......
Drown, in the dust!
So far, never see each other again!!
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...... in the cold wind
He Junqi's long figure is still standing there......
Watching the bus slowly leave the station, out of his sight......
The dark eyes were dyed by mist, and the car shadow in front of him became more and more blurred.
Between the thin lips of the surname, there was a sad smile......
"Fool's ......"
He, muttering, seemed to be scolding the woman who left, but he was still, spoiled so much that it made people's hearts writ.
"Why don't you try to tell me everything from five years ago?"
His hand clutched the diamond ring tightly......
It seems to pinch it into the palm of his hand and embed it in the blood of his bones.
The low voice, trembling, overflowed with deep meaning to the lips.
In the dark eyes, there was a complex light......
Unpredictable, no one can guess.
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When Ziyu arrived at the company and clocked in, the time was displayed at ten o'clock in the morning.
Being an hour late was never her style.
"Sister Ziyu!"
As soon as she entered the company, she could hear Xiaoqi at the front desk calling her.
"Huh?" Ziyu forced out a smile and walked towards her suspiciously.
"There's a lady named Huang Shulan looking for you! Now waiting in the reception room! ”
Xiao Qi's words made Ziyu stunned, and her pale cheeks lost their blood.
"Sister Ziyu, you're fine, right?" Xiao Qi seemed to notice a slight difference and asked with concern.
"No, I'm fine......"
Ziyu shook her head, her face was in a trance, "Then I'll go over first, Xie Lu thank you." ”
"Yes, thank you......"
……
Standing outside the reception room, Ziyu felt an indescribable tension in her heart.
She took a deep breath, trying to suppress the emotions in her heart.
After breathing a sigh of relief, Fang grabbed the door lock, unscrewed the door and walked in.
"Mrs. He......"
She, try to make herself look generous.
heart, but nervous as if holding a rabbit in her arms, jumping around, as if trying to burst out of her voice.
As soon as Huang Shulan saw Ziyu coming in the door, she didn't even speak, she raised her hand directly, and poured the hot tea in the cup on Ziyu's cheek.
"Ah......h
Ziyu let out a low cry of pain.
The water, although not freshly boiled, is hot enough to burn the skin.
In an instant, Ziyu's cheeks were covered with layers of red bloodshots.
It hurt her, her eyes were red, but she didn't even have the right to cry out in pain.
"Smack-"
didn't have time for her to come back to her senses, and another slap was slapped, and he slapped her mercilessly.
The freshly burned cheek suddenly stinged hotly.
Ziyu covered her face, her eyes red, and looked at Huang Shulan.
The red lips were tightly closed, still silent.
"Jian Ziyu, you're really not a thing!!"
Huang Shulan cursed, her eyes were still glistening with tears, "My son treated you like that, you actually treated him like this!" You woman...... Femme fatale!! ”
Huang Shulan's words were like spikes one by one, poking at Ziyu's chest fiercely......
"Now that he's like this, are you satisfied? Yes?? Are you happy?!! Huang Shulan clasped Ziyu's weak shoulders, swayed wildly, and asked her, "What is there about my son that can't stand you, you want to treat him like this, ah??" You're going to ruin him like this!! ”
Huang Shulan's nails were very sharp, grabbing Ziyu's arm, the force was very heavy, and the nails were embedded in her skin, almost rubbing into her body.