The future looked at him with wide eyes, listening to him say this in a negative mood, and it was really funny and angry in his heart.

Is this a radical method? Or is it a retreat?

Knowing that Lu Dao said such a thing, she would never be able to say it!

"Marshal, you are so naïve!" Future frowned lightly and sneered, "It's the same as when you lied to someone and told me that you fainted, your words and actions are so naïve!" I like boys who are mature and calm and rational, and a character like yours will only make each other feel very tired, do you know the truth? ”

"I don't know what to say! A half-grown child like me, who is naïve and immature, and is prone to impulsiveness and emotion, really can't understand where your pretending to be deep and old-fashioned like this comes from," he retorted coldly, "Eighteen years ago, I had only one goal, that is, to be admitted to the University of Finance and Economics according to my parents' wishes; Eighteen years later, I finally have my own goal, which is to go all out to prepare for the college entrance examination, and I only fill in a few universities in City G for the college entrance examination, just to be closer to you. As long as I think of you, my heart aches, and after the heartache, I feel damn sweet. I just like you so unproductively, no matter how hard I think about it, I can't think of a place that makes me hate you, and no matter how beautiful a girl is in front of me, I don't bother to take another look! My greatest wish is to meet you on the street one day, I want you to know that I haven't changed, and I hope you don't change! Now it seems that I was naïve enough! You have never put me in your eyes, how can you understand me who puts you in your heart! ”

After he finished speaking in one breath, he was slightly out of breath because he was too excited, and his eyes were full of regret and sadness when he looked at her, and he had persevered and longed for more than a year. fell apart in an instant, and the obsession with himself once was. Suddenly it felt so ridiculous and unworthy!

Future's heart shook suddenly, and he was completely infected by his deep and sad words. A sour feeling quickly filled her chest, densely piled up in one place, almost overturning all her senses.

She never expected that there would be such a boy who loved her so seriously and deeply, and because of her, he treated everything else as a floating cloud, romantic, persistent, tender, and loyal......

Future's eyes suddenly heated, as if a warm current came out of nowhere, about to hit her eye sockets.

She gripped the steering wheel with both hands. His lips trembled, and he wanted to say something, but he felt so pale and weak.

This spring-like young man who she could not bear to disturb or live up to has transformed into a bright, handsome and handsome man in the blink of an eye, and he also carries the most ardent and firm love, which deeply touches people's hearts.

"Marshal, I'm sorry......" she made a trill, trying not to cry, what was wrong with her. At the age of vicissitudes, why is it still so sentimental?

"Miss Zhang, you're serious! You don't have a place to be sorry for me! It's my own doing! He slammed the door open, his tone filled with irony. Thank you for letting me understand! I'm naïve, and I'm sorry to make you tired, but don't worry. Never again! See you soon! ”

He kicked the door open with his foot and got out of the car cleanly. He slammed the door shut, and the sound of the huge door locking. It was as if a boulder had smashed into the heart of the future. Tears welled up in her eyes, and her teeth clenched her lower lip, trying to stop her crying.

Why do you feel so sad and heartbroken? Isn't that what she wants? Isn't she emotionally invested in him? Why did he feel that he might leave him, as if he was sinking in the water, about to lose his breath?

Marshal, Marshal!

Twisting the key, starting the engine, the future restarted the car, and when the car was gone, the marshal with a decisive and crisp step suddenly stopped, slowly turned around, and looked at the car in the distance with a lonely expression.

She just can't wait to leave, huh? It can be seen that she really has no feelings for him? How conceited was he to think that she cared about him?

The future drove the car 500 meters, seeing that it had left the largest range, her vision also became blurred, and the road in front of her was difficult to see clearly, so she had to slowly slide the car to the side of the road, slowly stepped on the brakes and stopped.

She has never experienced unforgettable love, and she once sneered at those songs that sang love and sadness, and she was finally able to understand the artistic conception of those songs at this time. She has never hoped and longed for love, only money can give her a full sense of security, and she never thought that she would one day be sad and sad for a man, this is not her style.

His sentence "You who have never put me in your eyes, how can you understand me who puts you in my heart!" It shook her, and his sad look struck her, and her heart ached sharply as she saw him go away in anger...... She hurt him in the end, and she saw her weakness because of this, it turned out that she was so reluctant!

In the dark, confined space, she heard her own whimper, how long had she not cried? In my previous life, I only cried a few times secretly after being abused and beaten by my husband after being abducted, and I cried with joy when I successfully escaped and finally got free, and I never experienced this kind of heartache so much that I couldn't help myself, just like this body no longer belonged to me, and I couldn't reach in and cut off the painful part inside.

She hung her head and leaned on the steering wheel, letting the tears spread freely on her face, and while scolding herself for being useless, she stuffed her fist into her mouth and bit it violently with her teeth, trying to use the pain in her body to divert the pain in her heart.

After crying silently for a while, she felt a fishy sweet breath in her mouth, she raised her head, and in the blurred tears of her eyes, she vaguely saw a row of deep tooth marks embedded in the index finger of her left hand, and among the tooth marks, there was a faint dazzling bright red. She tried to blink her eyes to make her vision clearer, and the row of tooth marks were abruptly imprinted on the index finger of her left hand, like an open mouth, mocking her to the fullest: "Self-inflicted, self-inflicted!" ”

Yes, that's right, it's true that she's doing it herself. Unable to see her own heart clearly, she is not sure of her own affection, and she is even more unwilling to settle down responsibly, and when others are serious about her, she retreats. Perhaps, she had met someone who was interested in her in her previous life, but her indifferent attitude scared people away, in that era when time is money, who has the patience to wait for your response again and again?!

Since she chose to do this and achieved her goal, what else is there to be sad about? Even if the marshal is accepted now, how can it continue to develop later? What about the iron knot who gets along with her tacitly and advances and retreats together?

Rolled down the window, let the cold wind blow in from outside, the agitated and sad mood calmed down a little, she took a tissue to wipe her tears and snot, and took two deep breaths of cold air, until she was full of excitement, she shivered, reason gradually returned, her heartache and gloomy mood calmed down less, since it is already the case, then accept it calmly?

With a light exhale, she rolled back the window, started the engine, stepped on the accelerator, and the car roared forward. (To be continued......)