Chapter 186

On the day he got sick, he frightened her, thinking that even if he didn't care about his father's attitude, he still cared about his mother, so that she could always hurt him.

Regarding Queen Wan, Zhou Rongjun rarely said anything to her, and had a few deep conversations, and only brought it over with a few words.

If before, he still had some thoughts of ridiculing his mother's actions, but now, he didn't even have the idea of sneering and thinking about it more.

It's not that he hasn't tried to be close to her, seeing that Zhenjier is working so hard, he doesn't want to live up to her hard work.

It's a pity that people can't be compared with each other, and they can't be counted.

Zhou Rongjun doesn't care.

Whether the queen is good or bad, he is only a queen, not a mother.

He didn't want to explain this matter too clearly to Zhenjier, it wouldn't be long before she would understand that what he had said to her before about the queen was really over here.

"Look close." Zhou Rongjun was noncommittal about Yu Feizhou's statement, and only reminded him of the affairs under the military camp.

"Yes."

"Stay for another half a year, and I'll let you go back to Xiqi and get married."

Yu Feizhou smiled and nodded.

Soon at the end of the year, Zhou Rongjun returned to Xiqi, and Liu Zhenji saw that he came back with all his beards and tails, and he also tried his skills in cooking that night.

It's just that she hasn't seen the kitchen for many days, and she thinks that the feel is still there, but in fact, it's long gone, and the dishes she cooked are salty.

The dishes were unpalatable enough, but the lion king still didn't change his face and finished the two small dishes she made.

The lion king expressed his heart to his princess, but unfortunately in the middle of the night, he was frequently woken up by the salt and got up to drink tea twice.

As soon as you drink this tea, you don't have to sleep at night.

Liu Zhenji was woken up, she didn't eat a bite of those two dishes, so she slept quite soundly, and when she saw him drinking water tea again, she poked her head out with a bitter face, stuck out her tongue and walked around his mouth, and only tasted the sweet taste.

"I thought I was quite capable...... "Yoo Jung-gil yawned and muttered to him, "I can do anything, I can be called a good wife and mother of a generation." ”

I just had to frame a certificate for myself, and then ask him for a silver reward.

Zhou Rongjun didn't feel sleepy, but he was closing his eyes to recuperate, and he didn't open his eyes when he listened, humming and laughing, which caused a stirring in his chest, which shocked Liu Zhenji, who was lying on his chest, was very dissatisfied, and raised his face and said shamelessly, "Isn't it, where can I find a good wife and mother like me?" ”

Xu Yes, she came from a different place, and Zhou Rongjun accepted that her personality was different from the nobles he knew, and she liked to praise herself, and she praised herself very sincerely, not like modesty at all.

Zhou Rongjun still didn't move his eyebrows when he heard this, he didn't say a word, and his palm slowly rubbed her thin waist.

On such a night, even if you can't sleep, it is a kind of comfort to have her by his side.

What's more, her words are not shallow, he doesn't speak, she says what she says, and if she doesn't want to say it, she accompanies him silently, without him thinking about it.

This kind of freedom can only be found by her side.

She has never felt sorry for him, she is the most dedicated to her children, and she will accompany them sooner or later.

Thinking about it this way, she is indeed a good wife and mother,

Zhou Rongjun opened his eyes with a smile when he thought about it, his eyes were soft, and he lowered his head to look at the woman who fell asleep on his chest again as he spoke.

He wanted to marry her when he was a child, but when he wanted to, he didn't know that he could live happily with her.

What he got now was something he never thought he would have.

**

In the palace of the thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve, Empress Wan took the recipe written by the lion princess and read it again, which she had seen many times.

There were a lot of gifts from the northwest, but the letter was gone.

I heard that the lion king's letter that the emperor had, but it was only a fold.

"I don't know if Lu Dao will enter Beijing in the first month......" Queen Wan's letter in the past was not answered, turned around, and said to Pianhong.

Pian Hong smiled and didn't speak.

"Give Yu'er their dolls, and I don't know if Lu Dao has received ......"

"Niangniang, it's late at night, you have to get up early tomorrow morning, you better go to bed early."

The Chinese New Year is different, even if she is in the deep palace, she can still hear the sound of scattered firecrackers outside, Queen Wan has no idea of sleeping, and she didn't agree after listening to Pianhong's words, and said, "The emperor's palace banquet is going to midnight, right?" ”

"Yes, the emperor still has something to talk about with the princes and princes and ministers."

Empress Wan let out a light "um".

After a long time, she said expressionlessly, "Did you say that Zhen Ji'er knew?" She hates me? ”

Zhilu said that she can't have children in the future, and hate her? So I didn't even write a letter.

"Niangniang......" Seeing that she refused to sleep, Pianhong was a little helpless, "It's late at night, you can sleep." ”

"Do you think she hates it?" For half a month, she sent two trips to Xiqi, Zhen Ji'er didn't write a letter, why didn't she even give her a word from Yu'er An'er?

"During the Chinese New Year, Pianhong didn't want to say anything inappropriate to her mother at this time, and tried her best to comfort her softly, "This kind of thing, how could the prince let her know?" It's too late to hide it, so don't think about it, don't think about it. ”

This matter, the prince concealed it tightly, if the mother wanted to break it, from now on, the mother and son are afraid that they are really enemies.

"Then how did she ......?"

"!" Seeing that she was stunned, Pianhong's call trembled.

Empress Wan looked at the front in a daze and did not move.

King Xiao and the little princess actually hate her, the child looked at her with hatred in her eyes, Le Shu was only eight years old, but she would ask her with tears in her eyes, whether her father lived in the coffin and was cold.

Those words are all criticizing her grandmother's heart.

The children in the Lion King's Mansion would pick flowers for her when their mother was sick, saying that the mother was not there, and they would be filial to her on behalf of the mother.

That's the difference between upbringing.

Rong Min brought them so much to say, and told her that she was afraid that she would not be able to bring them......

Queen Wan only thought that she was careless and brought it to her hands in person, only to know that the heart of the Daoist is really not so easy to teach, even if it is a child's heart.

She, the granddaughter of the emperor and the second grandson of the emperor, was like the people in the palace early on, with thorns in her cotton, and she would not make anyone happy, let alone happy.

"Pianhong, I miss Yu'er's peace......" Queen Wan said lightly as she looked at the nothingness.

She panicked, and the colder she was, the more she missed it.

Even watching them roll in bed made her feel warm.

"Mother, don't think about it, go to sleep." Pian Hong didn't want to cry, so she tried her best to hold back her tears and said with a reluctant smile.

Even if you regret it, it's too late.

No one will always revolve around her, the previous emperor was, and now the lion king and lion princess are too, you only ask for it and don't pay, who can you keep?

The prince doesn't even want to hate you, Niangniang.

Now, it's even less so.

Queen Wan couldn't figure out what Pian Hong could understand, and as she spoke, she turned her head away and secretly wiped away the tears that couldn't blink back.

"Well, the emperor is here, wake me up." She was still too greedy, thinking that she could live like before, whether a person lived or died, it had nothing to do with anyone, but her grandchildren who were so soft and glutinous and would speak to her softly were not so easy to forget.

If she could see them, she was willing to beg the emperor.

Emperor Wen of Zhou arrived at Feng Palace early in the morning, went to bed after bathing, and lay down for a long time, with a sense of alcohol, he heard that she was not asleep, and reached out and patted her waist, "Say it." ”

"New Year's Day, are they going to Beijing?"

Emperor Zhou Wendi drank wine all night, his head was drowsy, but he didn't want to say at the moment, "Don't enter." ”

Queen Wan opened her eyes without sleepiness and looked at the top of the bed.

"Can't you?" For a long time, she said.

"Impossible." Emperor Zhou Wendi said without hesitation, and his voice was cold, "What are you thinking of him?" ”

Can you just call it and leave it?

Even if Emperor Wen of Zhou wanted to follow the queen again, he couldn't help but open his eyes, frowned, and looked at the woman under the dark light in the corner of the bed, "He is now the king of one party, even if I want to embarrass him, I have to be famous, and now I want his grain, his money, and his horse, do you still want him to come to Beijing?" Naive! What the hell did you take him for? ”

After all, he couldn't sleep anymore, so he got up and didn't get dressed, so he put on his clothes and walked out.

"Go back to Dehong Palace." Emperor Wen of Zhou said coldly to the eunuch who came over.

Tailin, who was on duty, shouted outward, "Drive and go back to the palace." ”

Pian Hong was also awakened, put on her cloak and ran out.

Emperor Zhou Wendi saw her.

"Your Majesty."

Emperor Zhou Wen looked at the old palace maid kneeling in front of his heels, and shook his head at her, unable to hide the disappointment on his face, "She hasn't changed at all." ”

He's changed.

But she is still the same she used to be, let him love, and make him helpless and painful.

Emperor Wen of Zhou knew that he couldn't wait for the day when she was empathetic.

"The Emperor's ......"

Pianhong's pleading voice did not keep Emperor Zhou Wen, and in the early morning of the first day of the Lunar New Year, Emperor Zhou Wen quietly left the Feng Palace and returned to Dehong Palace.

In the end, there is no big every issue, leaving dignity for Queen Wan.

Pianhong returned to the dormitory, and in the dormitory, Queen Wan was lying on the bed, looking at the top with an expressionless face.

She had no expression at all, only tears, which flowed from the corners of her eyes and landed on the pillow.

"Niangniang......" Pianhong knelt in front of the bed, she had no tears to flow, but said extremely tiredly, "Niangniang, think again, you can bear with it, there are some things, there is a dead end after the dead end, now the prince just doesn't recognize you, wait for another day, he will put a sharp blade on your neck, think about it, if there is such a day, can you stand it?" Don't force him anymore, don't force the emperor anymore, give yourself and others a way to live. ”

She always thinks about her difficulty, her sadness, but in this world, who is not a person, which person is not difficult, and which person is not sad?

At this time, Pian Hong would rather die with the previous queen mother......

In this case, at least no one will be as sad as they are now.