Chapter 445: Heart-to-Heart Talk
"Hmm, I'm dizzy." When he woke up the next day, An Minxuan hadn't fully opened his eyes, so he directly covered his head and muttered, the mythical 6 people can be said to be like drunkards, and if An Minxuan wants to put them down, it must be impossible to drink less than them.
"This is..."After rubbing his dizzy head for a while, An Minxuan finally discovered one thing, that is, where is this?
"Really?" An Minxuan looked left and right, and shock gradually appeared in his eyes, when he first dated Cheng Youli, An Minxuan often came to Cheng Youli's home, although he hadn't been here for nearly 2 years, but An Minxuan was still very familiar with Cheng Youli's home, and the place where he slept at this time was obviously the guest room in Cheng Youli's house.
With a wry smile, An Minxuan got up from the bed, the clothes on his body were very complete, but he could feel that he must have been taken care of when he rested last night, not to mention anything else, he could feel it from his very clean face alone.
"Well, I know it, so I won't take the script." An Minxuan quietly opened the door, and when he was about to walk out, he heard Cheng Youli's voice coming over.
"Don't take the script..."An Minxuan felt complicated for a while, and then he thought that Cheng Youli had given up his career for him, and in the two years of dating, he had not taken over the script for more than a year, which naturally would not be a problem, after all, a good script also needs to be picked, so many well-known actors only shoot a movie or TV series in 2-3 years, but I don't know how the news of Lu Dao leaked out, and the circle already knew that Cheng Youli would not take over the TV series again, If the relationship between the two is still normal, then this is not a big deal at all, but, after the breakup. An Minxuan knew how big a problem this matter was for Cheng Youli.
Because, after learning that Cheng Youli no longer took over the filming of TV series, there were fewer and fewer scripts given to Cheng Youli, and Cheng Youli was originally more popular than acting, although he was a popular artist, his acting skills did not gain great recognition. Therefore, the script sent is not a good script, and in the long run, Cheng Youli will definitely gradually disappear from the sight of the masses.
"Awake?" An Minxuan sighed and walked out of the room, Cheng Youli happened to find him, and said hello to An Minxuan very normally.
"Hmm." An Minxuan nodded, not knowing what to say.
"Sister Zhiyuan called me yesterday." Cheng Youli explained: "When I said that I contacted you, you were drunk. She wasn't very easy to pick you up, so Sister Zhiyuan called me. ”
"Oh." An Minxuan answered again.
Seeing An Minxuan's reaction, Cheng Youli also knew that it was indeed very embarrassing for the two to meet again, and pulled out a smile. He didn't speak any further.
"I'm sorry." An Minxuan instinctively wanted to leave, but he couldn't help but leave, sat on the sofa, looked at Cheng Youli who was staring at the TV and said.
"Excuse me? Why do you want to say sorry to me? Cheng Youli came back to his senses. said: "You didn't do anything to be sorry for me. ”
"I..." An Minxuan wanted to explain, but he didn't dare to explain, because he knew what he said. He is not qualified to explain.
"It's not all your problem, is it." Cheng Youli seemed to guess what An Minxuan was thinking, and said, "I also have a lot of responsibility, don't I?" From the very beginning, I knew what they thought about you, but I didn't tell you, because at that time I trusted your feelings for me very much, and I believed in you very much, but I ignored one thing, ignored their importance to you, yes, I have been accompanied by my parents since I was a child, so I don't know what the heart of a person who has lived alone for so many years, until I noticed that your feelings for them are getting deeper and deeper, I know that it is too late, because, at that time, it was too late, Maybe you didn't realize it yourself, when you started dating me, you did treat them as sisters, but, such feelings, but unconsciously changed, they can't always be children, they will always grow up, although you have been emphasizing to yourself that they are sisters, but watching them become more and more mature, how can you always treat them as children and sisters in your heart. And I began to worry every day, because I could feel that your feelings for them were getting deeper and deeper, so I was afraid, afraid of when you would abandon me, until after your scandal broke out, I could no longer suppress my worries, so I would act like that. ”
An Minxuan listened to Cheng Youli's words quietly, and couldn't help but speak: "You shouldn't be like this, you know the truth, no matter how much I have different feelings for them, I have no other thoughts from beginning to end, you, in my heart, are still irreplaceable." ”
"yes, there's no substitute." Cheng Youli smiled self-deprecatingly and said: "But, you don't know, once a woman has such suspicions, she will always do a lot of inexplicable things, I am like this, if I can trust you a little more, I can listen to your explanation at the time, and I don't make such a decision impulsively, I believe the two of us will not come to this point." ”
An Youxuan was silent, Cheng Youli was right, the biggest reason why the two broke up was the moment Cheng Youli impulsively returned the ring to him, this ring, the meaning it represents, is really important, Cheng Youli's return, on behalf of him negated everything, although, at this moment, he already knows the Tao, there is no other meaning to return the ring, just impulsively, but An Minxuan and Cheng Youli both know the Tao, because of this matter, the two of them cannot be the same as before.
"Well, you should go back too, or someone will be worried." Cheng Youli got up and said to An Minxuan.
"Oh." An Minxuan subconsciously responded, but then hesitated again, he still had something to say, but after glancing at Cheng Youli, who was obviously holding back his emotions, he forcibly held back, he knew that Cheng Youli didn't want him to see his sad appearance again.
"Although we broke up, are we still friends?" Cheng Youli said with a smile: "However, Xiao Xuan will call me sister in the future, I am a few years older than Xiao Xuan." ”
An Minxuan left, leaving from Cheng Youli's home, with a heart full of guilt, Cheng Youli didn't tell him anything else, but was looking for all kinds of excuses for him, but An Minxuan knew that the breakup of the two, once exposed, Cheng Youli would definitely be hurt a lot, and his career would definitely fall to the bottom immediately.
But the more this is the case, the more guilty An Minxuan feels, if Cheng Youli accuses him and scolds him angrily, he will feel better, but Cheng Youli just said these words that made him not burdened, although Cheng Youli's intentions are very good, but Cheng Youli doesn't know what to do, the more she is like this, the more guilty An Minxuan feels.
In the room, after Cheng Youli sent An Minxuan away, tears naturally inevitably flowed, and if she loved her, she would understand how much hurt it was, and there was no trace of adulteration in her feelings for An Minxuan.
Gently, Cheng Youli wiped away the tears on his cheeks, showed a smile at the door that had been closed, and said to himself: "The last relationship is over, I want to cheer up, oppa, I have never given up on you, not before, not now, not in the future, let's start again, I will try my best to return to your heart, no matter how difficult the process is, no matter how painful, I don't want to give up." ”
"Ah, Xiao Xuan, where have you been?" On the way home, An Minxuan dialed Yin Zaidao's phone, because as soon as he turned on the phone, An Minxuan had more than 10 missed calls that Yin Zaidao did not receive, and as soon as the phone was connected, Yin Zaidao's angry voice came. (To be continued......)