235. 235. When will I have a child?
"Live with a cheeky skin!" Hu Die groped and stretched out his hand to wipe He Yacheng's tears, "You have to live with a thick skin in the future, no matter if I lose my temper and beat you, scold you, clean you up, you have to be cheeky and rely on me, if you dare to leave me again, I will really make you unable to live!" ”
"Hmmm! I'm cheeky to live! He Yacheng and Hu Die both broke into tears and laughed and hugged each other tightly.
"Yacheng, I'm injured, my eyes can't see, my ears are not good, I don't know if my hair can grow back, and the good skin on my body is now full of scars, you can't dislike me, and you can't dislike me! I'm not good-looking, I'm not beautiful anymore, but I love you so much! ”
"You're not unpretty, you're not beautiful, and I love you too! I'll always find a way to make you see again, regain your ears, and your skin will be better. Believe me, Hu Die, we have to work together! None of us can let go of anyone's hand in the future, and we must live a good life! ”
"Hmm." Hu Die nodded, "Yacheng, I want to go for a walk." ”
"I'll carry you." He Yacheng got up with a smile, took a shawl or something like that, and dressed Hu Die in the same way, "It's getting colder and colder, winter is coming soon, and when we have surgery, we'll go back, it's better than here in H City." ”
"I want to go home too." Hu Die stretched out her hand and asked He Yacheng to put gloves on her, "I still want to go to 'poison', I decided to hear Ma Du's loud voice, but I can't see the dancing women on that stage......"
She remembered that at that time, she saw a woman dancing pole dancing in 'Poison', and she always felt that they had a good figure, and their bodies were soft and tenacious, and she envied them for a long time.
Later, she secretly learned to pole dance, not because she learned badly, but because she wanted to show her best side, the most charming and surname side to He Yacheng, but before she could show him the dance, the car accident happened......
"It's not going to be invisible forever, it's just temporary, it's good after the operation, you can see everything." He Yacheng looked at Hu Die's thin face distressedly, tidied up her hat after the last time, and then hugged her and put her on the side of the bed to carry her.
He didn't do what Lu Zichen did, but pulled Hu Die's hand around his neck, and he didn't squat down, but directly hugged her buttocks and carried her on his back at once.
In this way, Hu Die will not have to grope for herself to rush forward, and she will not be so afraid of falling into the air.
He Yacheng carried Hu Die step by step out of the gate of the sanatorium, and walked along the clean road, along the way occasionally a few birds flew up and fluttered their wings, he smiled and said to Hu Die: "I think that bird just now looks like a sparrow, so small, but full of elves." ”
"Don't you even know the sparrows?" Hu Die laughed at He Yacheng, how common a sparrow is, he is not sure if it is not.
"I don't care much about that, of course I'm not sure. But it was only a magpie that flew by, I'm sure of that. He Yacheng saw the chubby black body and white winged bird flying by, "That magpie is so fat, it should be about to lay eggs." ”
"Hahaha! You can see that, too! Hu Die hugged He Yacheng's back tightly and whispered in his ear, "How do you know magpies?" ”
He didn't know any of the sparrows, was he sure he wouldn't admit it?
"Because of my mother, she always believes in something that is not there, so she often tells me that the magpie cries at the door of the house, which means that there are happy events and good things, and if the crow crows, it will not be good." He Yacheng always remembered his mother's nagging in his ear when he was a child, and suddenly remembered that when he was coming to the United States that day, she said to him that he should stay away from women, otherwise there would be a bloody disaster.
He had never cared about these things, so he never took his mother's words as words, they were a joke, and they were very unfunny, and of course he would not listen to the words of the bloody disaster.
He is doing well now, where is the disaster of blood and light, but he is lucky enough to find Hu Die again!
"What my mother said didn't make any scientific sense, so I didn't believe it. If she tells you in the future, you will be on the sidelines, don't tell her more, otherwise she will call a nag, I'm afraid you won't be able to stand it. ”
"No, it won't. I think Auntie is quite funny, she should be like a child, right? Hu Die's mind automatically sketched a scene - an old lady, every day with incense, make an incense burner, incense and wax, and then make a small basin to burn paper in it, ask the Buddha to bless, and if you have a dream or something, you have to go to the temple or where to ask for a sign to interpret the dream...... It's really fun!
The Hu family has never paid attention to this, and Hu Die has never seen this kind of old lady, and suddenly it is very similar to meeting He Yacheng's mother.
"Occasionally, like a child, but most of the time it's just a nagging old lady." He Yacheng remembered that his mother was going to cry to him at every turn, and that look was really comparable to that of a child.
"Acheng, are we almost at the river?" Hu Die felt that He Yacheng had been walking with her back for a long, long time, this was the farthest she had gone out for a walk, and she had smelled the smell of river water that she had never smelled before.
"Hmm. On the left is a river, I don't know what the road is called. There is a small village in front of it, and there is a group of children playing football on the roadside at the entrance of the village! It's fun to have fun! He Yacheng stood on the side of the road with Hu Die on his back, looking at the scenery in front of him and introducing Hu Die.
"Is there a big tree at the entrance of the village?" Hu Die asked curiously.
She remembers reading in a book before, saying that there are big trees at the entrance of ordinary villages, and there are people chatting there every day under the big trees.
"There was a big tree, but it was bare, and there were no leaves."
"Let's go sit under the tree." Hu Die pricked up his ears and heard the sound of children playing, and the noise was very jubilant.
"Okay." He Yacheng walked forward with steps, walked under the big tree, sat Hu Die on a stone, then took the thermos cup from his neck, poured a lid of hot water and brought it to her mouth, "Let's drink some water." Cold or not? ”
Hu Die shook his head, drank water, and he touched her hand, "It's cold." Let's sit down for a while and go back, if the sun is good tomorrow, I'll bring you over at noon to bask in the sun, okay? ”
"Hmm. Yacheng-" Hu Die groped for He Yacheng's hand and pulled him to sit down, "You can rest for a while." ”
He must have been exhausted from carrying her on his back for so far, and he didn't say anything.
"I'm not tired, you're too thin now, you have to eat more in the future, and you can look good with more meat." He Yacheng looked at Hu Die distressedly, he was carrying her as if he didn't carry anything, how could she be so light all of a sudden.
"Is it because I have grown flesh that you have a reason not to carry me?" When the time comes, she will dislike her for being fat, and say that if she can't carry her, she will never carry her again, so she doesn't want it!
"Nope! No matter how much flesh you grow, I can afford to carry you! I can't bear to give others a chance to carry you, I'll be jealous! ”
"Giggle......" Hu Die's hearty laughter echoed in the clear sky at the entrance of the village.
"Sister, kick the football over here, Xie Lu Xie."
The child who played football kicked the football to Hu Die's feet, and Hu Die looked dazed, not knowing that the football was at her feet.
He Yacheng kicked the football to the children, and that footwork made the children exclaim, "Brother, let's play together, you play so well!" ”
He Yacheng shook his head, "No! I have to take care of my girlfriend! ”
"Come on! It's okay! Your girlfriend just watches you kick! The children beckoned to He Yacheng and insisted on joining him.
"Nope. Next time. He Yacheng looked at the children with a smile, and suddenly turned back to Hu Die and said, "Hu Die, when will we have a baby?" ”
"......" Hu Die suddenly remembered the dream again, the child in the dream, not crying or making trouble, looked very weird.
"What's wrong?" He Yacheng walked back and held Hu Die's shoulder, frightened by his suddenly changed face.
"It's fine." Hu Die smiled vigorously, "We are not married yet, what kind of children do you want to call me unmarried and pregnant?" ”
She talked to him about it, changed the subject, and stopped discussing the child's problem.
That dream has always been in her heart, she has not forgotten it for a day, maybe it is really a hint, so she really didn't dare to conceive his child, she was afraid that the child would really ......
"Hu Die, shall we go back?" He Yacheng saw that the sun was about to go down, and the temperature had dropped a lot, and Hu Die's face was a little red from the cold.
"Okay." Hu Die took the initiative to stand up and wave at He Yacheng, telling him to carry himself.
Hu Die didn't realize that from the time she planned to be with him again, she seemed to be a different person, the whole person relaxed a lot, her mentality also improved, and she was more optimistic than before.
He Yacheng walked back with Hu Die on his back, "The sun has gone down." Hu Die, when you're well, I'll take you to see the sunset, and we'll go on a date. ”
"Hmm. You haven't accompanied me to a movie, you haven't accompanied me to a concert, and you haven't taken me on a tour...... He Yacheng! Hu Die suddenly punched He Yacheng and said angrily, "There are so many things you haven't done with me!" Were you really my boyfriend before?! ”
"It's me who is not good, I will correct it in the future." He Yacheng knew that Hu Die was not angry with him, but he was still very sad after hearing it, he was indeed not a competent boyfriend, and he had never even done something as simple as dating his girlfriend.
He was really bad enough to Hu Die before, no wonder she wanted to leave him......
"It's good that I woke up in time, otherwise I would really lose you. Hu Die, thank you for not giving up on me! He Yacheng's eyes were red, Hu Die didn't see him at that time, didn't he just want him to introspect, didn't he just want him to become more mature, didn't he just want to make him better for her, and he was so decadent at that time!
"It's good that you know the way! I'm so kind to you, if you have a next time, see how I clean you up! I'm going to get revenge on you, you remember! Hu Die pretended to grit his teeth and said.
It's not that she doesn't hate, it's not that she doesn't feel sad, and she doesn't fight back when she is bullied, but she really loves him so much that she gives up everything, wrapping self-esteem, pride, willfulness, etc., and loves her to change her principles for him again and again.
Just like Su Maiqi, according to her principles, it must be to make that woman ruined in order to relieve the anger and hatred in her heart, but for the sake of the fact that she had blocked a shot for He Ya, and also for the sake of her loss of the ability to get pregnant, she couldn't help but take revenge on her, and forced herself to forgive her.
After all, she saved He Yacheng's life, and He Yacheng is the man she loves most in Hu Die's life.
"I remember, and I won't disappoint you again." He Yacheng carried Hu Die on his back, this was the most reassuring day since he was with her, no need to think about how to deal with Su Maiqi, no need to worry about Hu Die getting angry after knowing the truth, and no need to be afraid that Hu Die would slip away from his eyes again.
His heart, his body, on this day, finally found a place to rest.
"It smells so good! Acheng, what kind of flower is it? Hu Die suddenly smelled a good fragrance, but he wasn't sure if it was a flower.
He Yacheng sniffed a few times, then looked around, and saw some small flowers on a small hillside by the roadside, purple, not as big as a thumb, but blooming into a piece, it was particularly conspicuous, but if it wasn't for the fragrance of flowers sent by the breeze, they might not have noticed it even if they passed by a few times.
"It's a little purple flower, I don't recognize. Thirty degrees east on your left. He carefully introduced Hu Die.
Hu Die thought for a while, stretched out his finger to the side, "Is it this way?" ”
"Hmm. There it is. ”
"Let's go pick flowers! Acheng, I want you to pick wild flowers for me! We went back and put it in a vase, and we could smell the flowers in the room. Hu Die said happily, in this bleak early winter, when everything is withering and failing, there can still be such a good-smelling flower blooming, and her mood can't help but be brighter.
"Then I'll carry you over, put you aside, and I'll pick it for you, okay?" He Yacheng was not at ease and put Hu Die on the side of the road, so he carried it to the small hillside.
Hu Die stood holding on to a bare small tree, and He Yacheng hurriedly ran to pick wild flowers casually, thinking that he would return to Hu Die as soon as possible.
Hu Die waited for a few minutes, but didn't see Hu Die come back, so she rubbed herself forward, she thought that this was not the side of the road, there should be no danger, but the danger still came.
He Yacheng heard the sound of the motorcycle, so he instinctively looked up to see the butterfly, which really almost scared him away.
"Hu Die! Be careful! He didn't have time to think about it, so he threw the flowers in his hand directly and rushed towards Hu Die.
"Bang!"
A violent sound echoed on the empty road, and Hu Die's gloves flew out of the road.