As soon as Hu Die woke up, the first thing he did was to reach out to Ran Zijin and his parents, but it was not any of them who caught him, so he angrily shook off and grabbed his hand.

He Yacheng felt uncomfortable, but he still smiled, and said in a good tone: "Hu Die, do you want to drink water?" ”

Hu Die has barely been able to say some simple words these days, she knows that He Yacheng is accompanying her, she feels uncomfortable, and her tone is very bad, so she musters up enough strength to say an unclear but angry word, "No! ”

He Ya rubbed his hands together and stood beside her bed, and after a minute or two, he asked again, "Do you want to eat fruit?" I'll peel you an apple? ”

"No!" Hu Die can hear it now, and she can see a little bit of it, she didn't want to see He Yacheng, so she tilted her head and looked at the other side, probably in the direction of the window, but she couldn't see the blue sky and white clouds outside the window clearly.

He Yacheng also looked out the window, knowing that Hu Die could hear it, so he said softly and slowly: "Now the sun is just right, it has rained for two days in a row, and finally the sky is clear, the sky is very blue, there are a few white clouds floating, the leaves in the distance are yellow, there is a layer of fallen leaves on the ground, there are a few birds on the fallen leaves foraging, there are no pedestrians and vehicles on the road on the side, it is quiet and comfortable......"

Hu Die listened to He Yacheng's words, and his eyes gradually became foggy.

When she woke up, whenever someone was around, she would laugh and laugh all the time because she didn't want everyone to worry.

If He Yacheng was just taking care of her alone, she would be expressionless, looking like a waveless ancient well, and she didn't want to see him.

But this doesn't mean that she really feels good in her heart, nor does it mean that he can really be strong enough to accept the status quo, what kind of sadness and sadness are hidden under those smiles, and even the despair that pops up from time to time, others can't see it and don't know it.

"The nurse downstairs was giving a haircut to an old man who was a local, with white hair, a ruddy complexion, and a big beard that looked like Santa Claus." He Yacheng stood in front of the bed and described all the scenes he could see to Hu Die, she couldn't see, so he gave her eyes, as long as his eyes could still see, he would make her feel the world around her, as if she could see.

Hu Die forced the stern mist back, listened for a while, and imagined such a scene according to He Yacheng's description, imagining this most common scene, and it will never be seen again at this moment or in the rest of his life.

He Yacheng said for a while, and when he saw Hu Die close her eyes, he lowered his head and put her arm into the quilt to cover it.

In fact, Hu Die didn't fall asleep, she just felt that if she didn't close her eyes, tears would flow out disobediently.

She didn't want to cry, now it was useless to cry, she could go back in time.

She stretched out her arms again, pulled the quilt herself, put her two hands in front of her, and was quiet for a while before she opened her mouth and said slowly: "You go out, I don't want to see you." ”

When she speaks, she is very much like the kind of person with a big tongue who speaks, but it is not as clear as a person with a big tongue, and her tone is very strange, and her voice is very strange.

But the people around her can basically understand, He Yacheng is even more careful, every time he listens to her, he will imitate her when he is free, so that the next time she speaks, she can guess more clearly what she is talking about.

Therefore, when Hu Die said this, He Yacheng didn't think about it at all, and suddenly understood what she meant out of instinct.

"Hu Die, I want to accompany you, I'll read to you?" Hu Die was like this, He Yacheng was already very uncomfortable in his heart, and she had a bad attitude towards him, which made him feel even more uncomfortable, he sat down on the stool next to him, reached out and grabbed Hu Die's hand, "What book do you want to listen to?" Zijin bought you a lot of books, all of which you like, and even some fashion magazines. ”

When Hu Die heard the fashion magazine, he once again shook off He Yacheng's hand, and his brows were clustered, "I'm like this, is there a difference between good and bad clothes?" Isn't the hospital gown already good? ”

She was a little angry, she was blind, and she couldn't hide the fact that she was disabled when she dressed so well.

"Hu Die, don't be like this, let's work together, now that medicine is so developed, we can always find a way to cure you. You can't give up on yourself like that. Tears suddenly rolled out of He Yacheng's eyes, and he said in a choked voice, "Think about aunts and uncles, it's not easy for them to raise you for so many years, you must cheer up, let's all find a way together, there will always be a better thing." ”

As soon as Hu Die's stubborn head came up, she couldn't persuade anything, but when she thought of her parents mentioned in He Yacheng's mouth, she felt even more guilty and gave up on herself, stretched out her hand and retreated from He Yacheng in the general direction, but she pushed it empty, so she angrily pulled the pillow under her head and threw it out.

"This is our Hu family's business, and it has nothing to do with you!" She continued to bewilder.

"I'm your boyfriend, how can the person who wants to marry you in the future have nothing to do with me." He Yacheng said firmly, anyway, no matter how Hu Die treats him in the future, he will not let go, and he will hold on to her in this life.

He picked up the pillow and put it under Hu Die's head again, tidied it up for her, and tidied up the hat that had been crooked because she had just pulled the pillow.

"You-" Hu Die didn't know how she felt when she heard his words, anyway, she was psychologically uncomfortable, so she didn't want to think about it, she grabbed He Yacheng's arm and bit it, this time she didn't catch it, she really bit him firmly.

It wasn't until he felt that his mouth was filled with the smell of blood that Hu Die realized it, suddenly settled down, and let go of He Yacheng's arm.

He Yacheng's two rows of deep tooth marks on his arm kept bleeding out, but he didn't care about his arm, and he didn't feel pain, but took a paper box from the bedside table next to him, and gently wiped the blood around Hu Die's lips with a paper.

"Wait a minute, I'll pour water and rinse your mouth." He threw away the bloodstained tissue and poured a glass of water.

Hu Die listened to his movements, her heart was very uncomfortable, and she wanted to scream to relieve some of the irritability in her heart, but she couldn't even speak clearly, where could she still yell like that, and the doctor also told her to speak in a low voice, so as to help the recovery of her vocal cords, otherwise she might always speak like this in the future, so she could only clench her hands tightly into fists and put them at her side tremblingly.

He Yacheng brought water and helped Hu Die to rinse her mouth, but found that she had swallowed all the blood in her mouth mixed with saliva into her stomach.

"Hu Die, you ......" he didn't understand the reason why she did this, only that she hated him too much, he looked at her for a while, and still helped her to bring the water cup to her mouth, "Drink some water, your mouth is too dry." ”

"No!" Hu Die turned her head and resolutely refused to drink water, she had some strength in the past few days compared to the previous two days, so she had the strength to fight against He Yacheng.

He Yacheng reluctantly put down the water glass, picked up the apple and peeled it for her.

Hu Die turned his head sideways, and didn't hear the sound of him walking for a long time, so he turned his head and looked, vaguely as if he saw him peeling an apple, and she suddenly felt uncomfortable in her heart, so she hit it angrily, and knocked the apple down, not to mention, the blade cut He Yacheng's left and right thumbs with a slanted angle, and the blood flowed instantly.

He Yacheng first looked at Hu Die's hand worriedly, and made sure that she was not cut, so he wiped his fingers on his clothes casually, and then picked up the apple from the ground and threw it in the trash.

"Hu Die, you are so good, what if I hurt you?" He frowned and looked at Hu Die worriedly.

Hu Die still had the fishy smell of He Yacheng's blood in her mouth, she swallowed her saliva fiercely, she loved him so much that she wanted to eat her in her stomach, but she couldn't love him anymore now, because she didn't want to be a burden to him.

"You're out of the woods!" Her hearing and vision are not good, but her sense of smell and the like are substitutes, so she is very sensitive to the smell of blood.

She wanted to ask him to go out and take care of his wounds, but she didn't want him to realize that he cared about him, so she only said three words like that.

"I'll stay with you again, and I'll leave in a while." He Yacheng didn't care about his hands, sat there again, and began to read to Hu Die.

After listening to it for a few minutes, Hu Die's heart became more and more irritable, so he repeated the old trick again and knocked the book away.

But because she used too much force, she hurt her fingers, and she screamed vaguely in her mouth.

The sound between 'ah' and 'ah' suddenly made He Yacheng tremble, and hurriedly grabbed Hu Die's hand to look left and right, "Hu Die, are you hurt?" ”

Hu Die pulled his hand back, didn't make a sound, closed his eyes and pretended to sleep, and didn't pay attention to He Yacheng anymore.

He Yacheng didn't say anything anymore, sighed secretly, and sat there guarding her.

Hu Die listened to He Yacheng's breathing in his ears, and saw that he didn't treat the wound, his heart was panicked, and he didn't feel sleepy even if he closed his eyes.

After a while, Hu Die suddenly opened her eyes and turned her head to look at He Yacheng, and she could vaguely see him there, so she was a little relieved.

He Yacheng looked at Hu Die looking at herself, and knew that she couldn't hear it at the moment, so she was afraid that there was no one around, so she stared at someone like that.

Her eyes have always been unfocused, but when she looks at a person seriously, she can still see it.

"I'm here." He Yacheng took Hu Die's hand and wrote three words in her palm.

Hu Die still didn't say anything, but this time he didn't shake off He Yacheng's hand and let him pull her.

Whenever she couldn't hear, it was when she was at her most vulnerable, and at that time there would be a great panic in her heart, even with a great despair, like a person standing on the edge of a cliff, there was no way back, there was a deep cliff in front of her, and suddenly a gust of wind blew, and she shook on the edge of the cliff, and was about to fall.

As long as she can't hear for a while, she will hope that she has someone by her side, making her feel that she is not alone in this world facing unknown dangers.

"Don't be afraid, Hu Die, I'll accompany you, be good, sleep if you want, I'll wake you up in a while, okay?" He Yacheng dragged Hu Die's hand with one hand, and slowly wrote one finger at a finger on it.

Hu Die clearly felt every word he wrote, but he didn't speak, and he didn't want to give a little response, and looked in the direction of the ceiling with his eyes open.

"Hu Die, let's get married!" He Yacheng took her hand and rubbed it for a while, and suddenly wrote on it.

Hu Die finally had a hint of reaction this time, her body shook, and the hands in He Yacheng's hands were trembling, but she still didn't turn her head to look at him.

Her heart was like a needle prick, her heart was full of holes, but she couldn't even bleed, she didn't even have the strength to bleed, let alone shed tears, her eyes were dry and painful, and the appearance of no focus looked strange and a little scary.

"Don't worry, I'm not pushing you, I'm waiting for you." He Yacheng thought that he had scared Hu Die, so he hurriedly wrote another sentence.

Hu Die took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and fell asleep in the quilt.

He Yacheng adjusted the height of the bed, took out the two pillows under her head and let them go, covered her with the quilt seriously, and sat aside holding her hand to accompany her.

Hu Die was really a little sleepy, but he didn't sleep well because of He Yacheng's words of marriage, and he always dreamed, and his dreams were full of strange scenes.

She even dreamed that she gave birth to a child for He Yacheng, and that child was a girl, not good-looking, and could be said to be a little ugly, but she and he both loved that child so much.

That child is very sensible, only a few months old, he doesn't cry or make trouble, and he has a great talent in memorizing ancient poems, but if he hears it, he can remember it and remember it to her.

It's just that the child never cries, not even when she falls, she sees her fall on the concrete road, and her head hits the floor with a loud noise, but the child just doesn't cry.

She anxiously said to He Yacheng: "When are we going to give the child a comprehensive physical examination." ”

He Yacheng hugged the child and nodded, "Okay." I still have some money there, which I saved myself, so I don't have to worry about it at home. ”

Hu Die in the dream didn't say anything, just followed behind He Yacheng, looking at the child who looked back at her in his arms. The child's eyes were bright and scary, and he looked at her directly, not laughing, crying, or making trouble.

The family of three walked on a muddy road, a mountain road she had never walked before, and on both sides of the mountain road were fields of crops, and the fields were covered with verdant corn stalks, on which corn was about to grow.

But on the yellow mud road under their feet, there was a thick layer of white snow, and there were still tiny snowflakes floating in the sky.

He Yacheng walked very quickly with the child in her arms, but she walked with one foot deep and one foot shallow, and walked very hard, and she was left behind by them for a long time.