Bai Huaqing stood alone at the foot of a temple, she accompanied Zhou Lily to the temple early in the morning to pray for blessings, this time Zhou Lily was in the temple, she had been waiting alone for an hour.

The location here is relatively secluded, so there are temple walls everywhere, it can be said that the wind is not appropriate, the rain is not covered, the cold wind is blowing, she has been numb and has no feeling, this is the most miserable New Year she has passed.

Thinking of the happy scenes of previous years, she shed tears of grievance, from the pearl in her palm, instantly became someone else's knee slave, all of this is the result of her single-handedness, sometimes she really feels blind to her choice, she doesn't know whether her choice is right or wrong, and she doesn't know whether Gao Yuanshang is worth her such a pay.

Everything seems to be an unknown, she is not sure that she can find a good future for herself, and even Gao Yuanshang is gradually losing confidence, for so many days, the news of her disappearance must have been a fact, but no one is anxiously looking for her disappearance.

If Gao Yuanshang really likes her, he will definitely go to the Song Mansion to check, and he will definitely find out about her disappearance, with his prestige as a prince of the Northern Dynasty, it should not be difficult to find out her whereabouts.

The most affecting thing for her was the news she learned in the morning, and Gao Yuanshang sent someone to tell her generously that Song Anle was spending Chinese New Year's Eve with him, presumably the two of them were celebrating the New Year again, where did they want to get the suffering she suffered.

Thinking of this, Bai Huaqing's grievances and sad tears poured out like a spring, she couldn't control her sobs, the grievances she had suffered in the past few days were suddenly burst out, she had pain, resentment, and hatred, but the origin of these resentments was still based on family affection and love.

The beauties in the temple walked out one after another, and in order not to attract attention, Bai Huaqing wiped the tears on her face and tried her best to suppress her emotions.

"Have you heard, that Song Jiali spent Chinese New Year's Eve at the eldest prince last night, and also said that this time will stay to spend with the prince, how can you say that people's lives are so good." A few beauties who came out of the temple not far away, while walking, talked enviously about Song Anle and Gao Yuanshang.

"Not really;" Another beauty also said enviously: "With a small trick, people can coax the eldest prince into obedience, which is really a life for one person." ”

"But it's no wonder that people are born like Saibi immortals, which man doesn't love him when he sees it."

"Yes, if you want to blame yourself, you can only blame yourself for being inferior, and after the election is over, you can ask for more blessings for yourself."

Bai Huaqing watched them go away in a daze, but she couldn't get out of their conversation, the suppressed imbalance in her heart also soared into her heart with jealousy, to say that Song Anle is outstanding, she is not inferior to her, to say that with their feelings, she and Gao Yuanshang are far better than their relationship, but why is she at the mercy of others here, while Song Anle and Gao Yuanshang are enjoying the joy of family.

"People are not all like this, once they are favored in the upper position, where can they still take care of those feelings in the past, you see that Song Jiali, she is sympathetic and sympathetic to the palace people around her on weekdays, taking care of and taking care of them, this will be with the eldest prince day and night, don't you still dry those palace people."

Another team of beauties came over, and they were also talking about Song Anle and Gao Yuanshang, only to hear the beauties who were still speaking, and said coldly: "So, people are ruthless animals, and with supremacy, where can they care about old feelings and family affection." ”

"Isn't it, the most vulnerable thing in these years is the word 'love', as long as you have a position of power, what kind of love, love, it's all an illusory thing."

"People, it is only when you have status that you can call for wind and rain, so we all have to be ruthless, and when we can get on the throne, don't miss the opportunity."

Bai Huaqing listened to every word they had in their ears, and the unwilling resentment in her heart turned into a kind of revenge psychology, if Song Anle was really greedy for vanity and was only dedicated to being on top of herself, then their past feelings must be some bubble phantoms.

Besides, Song Anle and Song Cheng repeatedly used the grievances of the previous generation and their promises to prevent her from dating Gao Yuanshang, since they were all sworn and promised, why could she enter the palace to run for election, but she couldn't, but I think there is still personal selfishness in it.

The more Bai Huaqing thought about it, the more panicked she became, and the numb jade fingers were also tightly clasped in the palm of her hand, and she couldn't be relaxed for a while, because she was too immersed in her own imbalance, so she ignored when Zhou Lily came out.

Zhou Baihe saw that Bai Hua was stunned and looked at a place of confusion, she followed her gaze, but she didn't see anything useful, so she said angrily: "What are you looking at, don't you see that the master has been standing for a long time?" ”

Bai Huaqing came back to his senses in a panic, and said with a trembling chin: "The little lord has atoned for his sins." ”

"It's really unlucky to see you on the New Year." Zhou Baihe glanced at Bai Huaqing angrily, and then left on her own, Bai Huaqing stared at Zhou Baihe's back, and secretly swore in her heart that she must get back the humiliation she suffered.

After Bai Huaqing sent Zhou Lily back to the house, when she was empty, she came to Song Anle's residence alone to lurk, wanting to find out if she had come back, or some relevant news.

Bai Huaqing only cared about the situation in Song Anle's house, so Zhan Ju came from behind, she didn't notice it at all, and Zhan Ju saw that she was acting abnormally, so she stepped forward, patted Bai Huaqing lightly on the shoulder, and said, "Hey, who are you, why are you so sneaky here." ”

Bai Huaqing was obviously shocked, not entirely because of Zhan Ju's sudden appearance, but because of Zhan Ju's familiar voice and her consistent style, if it was someone else, she would definitely not be like her first.

Because Bai Huaqing couldn't cope for a while, and she looked nervous, Zhan Ju was even more curious, so she tried to walk in front of her, but Bai Huaqing deliberately avoided it.

"The slave and maid happened to pass by here, so let's retire first." Bai Huaqing hurriedly ran away, anyway, she couldn't let Zhan Ju find her first, so no matter what her whereabouts, she was not afraid of arousing suspicion, mainly because Zhan Ju was not good at reasoning suspicious points.

"Weirdos." Zhan Ju looked at Bai Huaqing, who left in a hurry, with an ignorant expression, and then walked back to his room as if nothing had happened.

Mei Xin just walked out of the house, and vaguely heard that Zhan Ju seemed to be talking, so she asked casually, "What are you talking about alone?" ”

Zhan Ju still said disapprerovingly: "It's nothing, I met a strange person." ”

Mei Xin looked around, there was only one intersection, and there was only one back of Bai Huaqing in a hurry, just at the moment when she disappeared, Mei Xin saw it, but she didn't see any flaws, so she didn't pay attention to Zhan Ju's words.

Zhan Ju walked into the house, and generally stopped at the door and asked, "By the way, where is the little master?" ”

Mei Xin took care of the few pots of flowers they planted, and said indifferently: "I said that I was tired and wanted to rest." ”

Zhan Ju was originally entering the house, but turned back, she looked around and saw that there was no one around, and then she got close to Mei Xin, and asked curiously: "Sister Mei Xin, do you think our little master and Gao Gongzi will really be like that?" ”

Zhan Ju's two index fingers pointed at each other, meaning that they were obviously together, or had another relationship, and in her expression, except for curiosity and expectation, there was no serious emotion, it seemed that she wished they were together.

Mei Xin looked around cautiously, fortunately, no one was there, if it was known, Song Anle and Gao Yuanshang would have something to do with outside the palace, and she didn't know what kind of rumors to talk about, so she said rigorously: "Don't talk nonsense, the palace here, pay attention to your words." ”

Zhan Ju covered her small mouth and looked at both sides in shock, as if she was glad that no one found out, but she still said more relaxedly: "However, I think that the little lord and the eldest prince are quite a good match, talented and beautiful, made in heaven." ”

Mei Xin was originally taking care of her hands on the flower branches, and paused slightly, I don't know whether she was shocked by Zhan Ju's words, or consciously paused, only to hear her say solemnly: "The affairs of the masters, we are not allowed to follow the mix, and you don't have to say a few words." ”

Zhan Ju said aggrievedly: "I'm just telling you, besides, the little lord doesn't seem to reject the eldest prince." ”

Mei Xin actually saw Song Anle's thoughts a long time ago, but compared to Zhan Ju, she had to know more clearly about the Song family, about Song Anle's closed love for Gao Yuanshang, it must be because of the grievances and grievances of the previous generation, so she would restrain her true feelings in her heart.

Mei Xin said with some worry: "Now it's not that the little prince doesn't reject the eldest prince, but what the eldest prince has for our little lord." ”

"Our little lord is born to look better than a fairy, and he has both intelligence and intelligence, can the eldest prince still look down on our little master?" Zhan Ju seemed a little excited, all along, Song Anle is the goddess in her mind, no one has her beautiful appearance, as well as her quiet temperament, talented wisdom, these are the hard-to-find side of women, if it weren't for Gao Yuanshang's outstanding status, and his handsome appearance with Song Anle's stunning color, she felt that Gao Yuanshang was not worthy of Song Anle's outstandingness.

As for Gao Yuanshang's feelings for Song Anle, Mei Xin has no conclusion for the time being, but with the origin of their acquaintance, it is destined to be an extraordinary fate, but it is a pity that providence makes people, she also said with emotion: "What if you fancy it, there are some things that cannot be changed, rather than not being together after falling in love, it is better not to fall in love." ”

"I don't agree with Sister Mei Xin's words;" Although Zhan Ju didn't understand the meaning of Mei Xin's words, she said in a rare and serious manner: "I think that as long as you don't live up to the feelings of the two people, there is nothing that can't be changed, besides, Gao Gongzi is the eldest prince, and the emperor in the future, there are things he can't change." ”