One hundred and two, kiss
"That guy was, so he kidnapped me. I fell and injured myself in the process of escaping, and then he caught me back, and when he tried to bully me, you came to save me. Ran Zijin said lightly, but he was extremely sad in his heart, and there was no way to express that sadness.
She was going to be sold by her father, how could she say this kind of thing easily.
Besides, what can she do if she says it, Leng Muxuan can save her once or twice, but she can't save her every time.
Even if he tried to save her, she couldn't trouble him anymore, she already owed him too much.
"Zijin, I know everything." Leng Muxuan saw that Ran Zijin didn't want to say anything, so he had to take the initiative, "Why did Ran Huabo want to kick you out of the Ran family?" Can you tell me? ”
"How do you know ...... way"?
Ran Zijin was very surprised, but she didn't finish her words, because if Leng Muxuan wanted to know what Lu Dao was, he would definitely find a way to investigate it clearly.
She lied to him at the beginning, and her parents died, although there was something unspeakable, but after all, she lied to him, which was wrong for her.
"He doesn't love his mother, so he doesn't love what his mother left me." Ran Zijin thought that it would be sad to talk about this matter, but who knows what she feels at the moment, her heart is calm like stopping water, without any waves.
Maybe from the moment she heard that Ran Huabo was going to sell herself yesterday, she had already let go of all her family affection, and she would never take into account the already fragmented father-daughter relationship when she did anything.
When she and her mother were kicked out of Ran's house, she actually didn't hate Ran Huabo.
After her mother died, she began to hate him, but at the same time, she also took into account a father-daughter relationship, so she often hated and hurt when she thought of her dead mother and Ran Huabo, who lived a peaceful and beautiful life.
But after last night, she didn't seem to be in pain anymore, and when she said Ran Huabo, she didn't feel anything other than deep hatred.
"That's why he's kicking you out?" Leng Muxuan didn't expect the reason to be so simple.
"Hmm. He wants to marry the man he likes. Ran Zijin hung his head, his face was very bad, "Actually, he and that woman are really in love, he already had a son with that woman before he married his mother, three years older than me." Ran Zijin still remembers that when Ran Huabo brought the son home and showed it to his grandmother, her grandmother was so angry that she had a heart attack and fainted.
She and her mother sent her grandmother to the hospital, and after her grandmother woke up, Ran Huabo insisted that she wanted to marry that woman and divorce her mother.
Grandma was so angry that she was hospitalized for more than a month, and Ran Huabo didn't go to the hospital to see her grandmother much, and she rarely went home.
But whenever he came home, he would only quarrel with his mother and say that he wanted a divorce.
Mom didn't want to divorce at all, because she loved Ran Huabo so much, and she had only pretended to be him in her heart since she was sensible all her life.
Ran Zijin remembered that his mother cried and grabbed Ran Huabo's sleeve and begged him not to go, "Huabo, don't go." I haven't ever asked you about being outside, and you rarely come back, I can understand that, but can I not get a divorce? Zijin is still young, and I don't want her to lose a complete home. ”
Ran Huabo shook off his mother's hand and yelled angrily: "You don't use children as excuses!" I'm divorced from this marriage! ”
"Don't. Hua Bo, I beg you, don't leave Zijin alone. Zijin is still young and can't live without a father. ”
"Humph! She can't live without a father, and my son can be without a father? ”
At that time, Ran Zijin was only in the fifth grade, and he was so frightened by the fierce Ran Huabo that he didn't dare to cry, so he could only stand beside his mother and pull his mother's sleeve.
When she was young, she had only one wish in her heart - her father didn't want herself anymore, and her mother couldn't do without herself, otherwise she would become an orphan.
Without her parents, how would she live!
But later events proved that without her father and mother, she still lived a good life, although there were some hardships and tribulations, but at least she was lucky, she met Gu Meihua, met Hu Die, and met Leng Muxuan.
"I advise you to move me out of my house tomorrow! Hurry up and sign the divorce agreement, I'm still in a hurry to marry Qingqing! After speaking, Ran Huabo left ruthlessly.
It was also on that day that Ran Zijin first learned that the person Ran Huabo liked was called Qingqing, and later after he and they got married, she knew that her full name was Zhao Qingqing.
After Ran Huabo left, Ran Zijin pulled up his mother who was sitting on the ground, and asked cautiously: "Mom, we really want to leave the house, does Dad really want us?" ”
Mom cried and shook her head, trying her best to comfort the frightened Ran Zijin, "No." With my mother here, Zijin won't go anywhere, this is our home. ”
Ran Zijin nodded, although she didn't believe her mother's words at that time, and knew that she was comforting herself, but she had always been very sensible, she still pretended to believe her mother.
This time, Ran Huabo came back within a few hours of leaving home, because the news of his grandmother's death came from the hospital.
Ran Huabo came home to hold a funeral for her grandmother, so she didn't force her and her mother to leave, and temporarily eased the divorce.
Ran Zijin thought that this matter was over, and Ran Huabo would still not go home as before, but at least he would not divorce his mother again.
However, after grandma's 100-day commemoration, Ran Huabo began to divorce again, this time more powerful than that time.
's mother didn't divorce for Ran Zijin's life, and then Ran Huabo beat her up and lived in the hospital for several days. Ran Zijin didn't dare to be at home alone, for fear of being beaten by Ran Huabo, so he kept guarding his mother in the hospital.
On the day their mother was discharged from the hospital, no one came to pick them up, and they took a taxi home by themselves, but what happened after returning home, Ran Zijin will never forget it in his life.
She and her mother happily pushed open the door of the villa, holding the new toys that her mother bought for her, as well as the ingredients for Ran Huabo's dinner.
But what caught their eyes was clothes, shoes and daily necessities all over the ground, scattered in the courtyard of the villa, and Ran Huabo was still throwing them out of the house.
Ran Zijin grabbed her mother's shirt tightly in surprise, stood behind her, and looked at these things on the ground in fear, which belonged to her and her mother.
"Hua Bo!" The mother cried out in desolation, and could no longer speak, and everything in her hand fell to the ground.
"I've given you enough time to move out, if you don't move, I'll have to do it myself!" Ran Huabo said, took out a box and threw it under Ran Zijin's feet, "Take away all your useless ones, my son won't play with these!" ”
Ran Zijin finally cried, and all the toys scattered in the box were the toys her mother bought for her, and none of them were bought by Ran Huabo. In fact, since she was born, Ran Huabo wouldn't look at her more, so it was even more impossible to buy her toys or something.
She crouched on the ground, picked up the toys one by one, and repacked them in boxes.
"Hua Bo, don't be like this, Zijin is still young, you will leave a psychological shadow on her." Although the mother loves Ran Huabo very much, she wants to protect her child even more.
It is impossible for Ran Huabo to echo her love, at least she still has his children, and she can't let her and his children be hurt a little.
"Get out! Get out of here! I've had enough of you guys! "What Ran Huabo hates the most is Ran Zijin's mother.
Seeing her crying, he would be even more bored, so he directly commanded the nanny at home to sweep their things out of the door with a broom, while he personally pushed his mother Ran Zijin's mother out of the door, and then carried Ran Zijin out of the door like a chicken.
Ran Zijin was thrown to the ground by him, his knees and arms were broken, and he cried loudly.
"At that time, I naively thought that as long as I cried, maybe he would be soft-hearted and would not drive away my mother and me." Ran Zijin recalled those past events again, and carefully told Leng Muxuan about it.
It was the second time in her life that she had spoken about it.
For the first time, she met Qiao Zheqing, thinking that she had met her Prince Charming, so she told him all what happened to her.
And Qiao Zheqing has really acted as a prince charming for many years, treating her well and spoiling her, the only thing that is not good is that he did not say goodbye later.
The second time, it was today.
She told Leng Muxuan, who had just met her, about these experiences that had made her miserable for a childhood and a whole adolescence.
Because she knew that he was a good listener, and that he could be trusted.
"Zijin...... It's all gone. You're doing well now. Leng Muxuan hugged Ran Zijin in his arms and didn't want to let go of it tightly.
He thought that her parents were really dead, in that car accident, but he didn't expect her to have such an experience.
Ran Huabo was her father, but he scolded them for letting them go, and threw her out of the house with his own hands. How sad and sad she should have been at that time, how could she bear such grief at such a young age?
As long as Leng Muxuan thought of this, his heart hurt very much.
It would have been nice if he had met Ran Zijin earlier, at least she wouldn't have encountered those tragedies later.
"Hmm. I know it's all over. I'm not sad either. Leng Shao, do you know the way? Ran Zijin leaned on Leng Muxuan's arms, his ears were close to his fierce mouth, listening to his powerful heartbeat, and said slowly, "Yesterday, when I knew from Ran Huabo's mouth that he was going to sell me, I no longer thought of him as my father. At that moment, I told myself that from now on, I will never have a father again. It's not that I don't want my dad anymore, it's that my dad completely abandoned me. ”
"You can live well without your father, you still have me, our friends, and Dean Gu." Leng Muxuan originally wanted to say, 'You still have me', but in the end he didn't say it, because now is not the time.
He knew that he loved her, but love is not a simple thing like a promise, love needs a lot of things to support, to give each other courage, bravely hold hands through life.
"I know. Thank you. Ran Zijin buried her little face in Leng Muxuan's arms, the corners of her mouth rose slightly, at this moment, she was really grateful to God for letting her meet such a good person as Leng Muxuan.
He is her lucky star.
"I said don't say thank you, you forgot?" Leng Muxuan held Ran Zijin's head up, looking at her eyes, she was also looking at him, the two of them were each other's figures in the sea of pupils, small, slightly deformed, but so clearly visible.
"If you want to thank me, you have to do it in a different way."
His words, his eyes, and his handsome face, as if there was a magical power, attracted her to look away, she could only look at him, and asked with a little stammer, "What, in what way?" ”
"That's it!" Leng Muxuan said, he lowered his head and pecked Ran Zijin's lips, and then said unsatisfactorily, "It tastes good, it's just too cold, your body has to get better quickly." ”
Ran Zijin's originally pale face immediately had a color, red, like the sun about to set in midsummer, red and glamorous, and shining with infinite light.
"You, you......" She glanced away shyly, no longer looking at Leng Muxuan's eyes.
In fact, she kissed him, really not once or twice, before the relationship between the two reconciled, there were several unpleasant times between them, and he kissed her.
At that time, he never asked her wishes, only for his own comfort. She hated him and felt disgusting and ashamed to be kissed by him, because she had secretly thought he was a stallion.
But later she found out that Leng Muxuan was very self-disciplined when it came to the relationship between men and women, and she didn't find out when he got close to any woman, nor did she see his scandal anywhere.
After going to Guangbo to work, she also heard that Leng Muxuan didn't even care much about her female secretary, and the female secretary was like Luo Yining's secretary.
Now that he thinks about it carefully, it seems that he is the only woman who is very close to Leng Muxuan, and Ran Zijin can't help but raise the corners of his mouth again.
This shallow smile was seen by Leng Muxuan, and he also smiled shallowly with her laughter.
He sat on the edge of the hospital bed, leaned on the head of the bed, stopped Ran Zijin's shoulder, let her lean on his shoulder, and said in a nice voice: "If you want to thank you in the future, you will use this way." ”
"You can't use this!" Ran Zijin's face was still red, and there was a shyness in her eyes that she wanted to hide as much as she could, but she couldn't hide it, "This can't be done!" ”
Such an intimate act is only done between lovers, she and him are nothing at all, but he wants to use this way!
The last time he was in the Tianyuan Hotel, he kissed her once, and that time she was like today, confused by people like demons, and forgot to resist.
Although the balance in her heart is tilting towards Leng Muxuan, she hasn't fallen in love with him yet, and she can't fall in love with him, so such an intimate behavior is absolutely nonono!
"It's okay if you don't agree, but-" Leng Muxuan looked at Ran Zijin's face with a look of thinking.
"But what?" Ran Zijin's eyes shone with brilliance.