Wu Wei's mock wedding with Jiao Mei made him taste the taste of boudoir and appreciate the fairyland scenery of heaven and earth, and he was inevitably eager to relive it. Jiao Mei didn't hear from her, and Wu Wei felt that she was deliberately avoiding herself. He didn't understand how the relationship between the two had just reached its peak, and it could come to an abrupt end. With such a deep emotional foreshadowing between the two, how could they be cut off stiffly. Of course, with Wu as the cultivation of practice, it is not difficult to relieve the suffering of such distinctions. He didn't dare to imagine that the simulated wedding was extremely lingering but hastily indicating that the two had ended their relationship. From the first time he saw her rich and luxurious, he carved her shadow in his mind, which appeared from time to time, and from the first time the two of them talked freely, showing her unique sense of being a slave to the world, he realized that her idea of detachment was very heavy, she was a person who took heaven and earth as a classroom and was always enlightened and learned to seek Taoism, and felt very honored to have a confidant like her, and she was grateful to accompany her at the expense of the company to move south, but after she spent a lot of money to build a fragrant nest to fulfill her dream of marriage, disappeared into seclusion, which became an insoluble mystery in Wu Wei's heart. He guessed that Jiao Mei often felt the pain of being a slave of the world, and the two of them reached their peak emotionally, perhaps it made her realize that she was trapped in a slave of love, so that she had the idea of getting out of the world, otherwise why there would be no news, it would be too contrary to the common sense of the world. Besides, the person of the violent girl, for Wu Wei, can be described as a real mystery, and now he can't speculate. Wu Wei experienced a painful emotional ordeal. He thought back to the day when the two of them entered the peak, just when he and her were like a drunken immortal, suddenly, he felt a strong and incomparably hot current through his mind, accompanied by extreme joy, the super dilemma of being like nothing disappeared all at once, and from then on, the symptoms of that entanglement were completely dissolved at that moment, and he felt extremely relaxed in his heart. Wake up in hindsight. The ceremony of the two in the process of simulated wedding turned out to be a strange fate to relieve the super entanglement. This kind of imagination deepened his longing for her. As a result, she became the first important person in Wu Wei's life.

Wu Wei's regular practice, although he has not been assigned by a famous teacher, has realized himself when he encounters problems, and he is somewhat enlightened. He doesn't understand acupuncture points, but he understands the principle of acupoints, pulse and movement. The dantian practice method is completely derived from his self-realization. Inspired by the human blood vessel specimens, he imagined that the human body's veins and brain cells would be even more magical if they could be depicted and displayed to the world. He then further imagined the image of thoughts wandering between the veins and brain cells. The wandering of the mind can be a work or a disease. If you don't succeed in practice, you will go crazy is proof of this. He had experienced intense longing, and intense pain caused by the inability to channel. It was more than 30 years ago, and he was not married. Leave Song Rou to study far away. The pain of Song Rou's strong longing was not channeled, so that he suffered from a strong toothache, the more he thought about it, the more painful it became, until the pain was unbearable for many days, and most of the big tooth collapsed, so that the pain disappeared immediately, although the big tooth was missing, it did not affect the chewing and did not affect the appearance. A front tooth was squeezed, deformed and twisted by the teeth on both sides, and it was unsightly to see it, and once when he was eating with a guest, he was accidentally choked by chopsticks. It's broken, the twisted tooth was pulled out and turned into a tooth, and I turned into a very embarrassing tooth! What's even more strange is that the tooth was corrected and reset. Naturally, he was amazed by this. When he returned home, he described Song Rou's painting and color. teased Song Rou giggled, saying that he was too different, and there was such a treatment for toothache, which was originally a migraine but was corrected. Three people eat breakfast at a time. Song Rou accidentally clicked her teeth with chopsticks. Wu Wei immediately said, eating and making a place name. Song Rou asked curiously, where is it? Wu Weidao. Tooth Stone. She and her son laughed as they heard it. Although she was convinced, she said, "Look at you, you are idle, and your brain is not used in the right place." The toothache caused by longing made him understand the relationship between thoughts and pain, and he paid special attention to thinking about things so as not to form a tangle in his heart, otherwise it would not only be his teeth that would be broken and destroyed. In the office, he once saw his colleague Rui Zhi often sitting there practicing, he curiously asked what he was practicing, Rui Zhi explained to him, sitting there with his eyes closed and recuperating, there was only one thought in his heart, only thinking about the navel, or only thinking about the third button. He asked again what was the use of the practice. Rui Zhi said, in order to treat neurasthenia. Wu Wei imagined that people's strong thoughts about their lovers are equivalent to the focus of their minds, and the human body will feel burning, and the reaction of fever is that the mind is working.

Now he has more or less realized the practice method, feeling that it is difficult to suppress the strong longing of her, and gradually the physical image of the delicate sister has been condensed into the body of the intangible mind, she has been condensed into the soul, transformed into the body of the mind at this moment, it seems that through the smelting process of such thoughts, she has gathered infinite energy, and then through the guidance of her own thoughts, she wanders around her limbs and bones, and everywhere she goes, she feels all over the body, which is very comfortable. Even the whole body is hot, and the roots of the hair stand on end. This seems to be a step further than his love for Yin Yuan, love is love is dissolved without a trace, but at this moment, the love for Jiao Mei is condensed into a strong idea for her, and wandering around the body is transformed into power. Because of love, Wu Wei misses Jiao Mei even more strongly. Although, reason is reminding him that at this time, Jiao Mei, may have realized that she has seen through the red dust, experienced the joy and separation of suffering, and with her wisdom, she has already seen the suffering of being a slave in the world, let go of her tiredness, let go of the wealth that the world values so much, and even let go of life and death, and meditate on the Buddha, it is inconvenient for her to bother again, and she should naturally complete this process. It's just that deep down in my heart, I can't bear it.

Wu Wei recalled Yongzhi, Xue Ren, Chang Si, Guo Zhen and others, and often said to himself that if he realized the Buddha with his own understanding, he would definitely have great success, but what he realized was the way of happiness and the road of secular purification and purification. Understanding is understanding, Wu Wei's heart is still full of mixed feelings. Could it be that Jiao Mei came to the world to enlighten herself? This is also too bizarre. (To be continued......)