Chapter 337: Endless Compromises
"I know you can't understand it, but it's happened. I know how to deal with it, Lin Xi, you are good to me, I know in my heart that you don't want to see me wronged, but this time, I hope you believe me, and when I get Maomao back, I will leave him and start my own new life. ”
This is the first time that Su Luoyan has spoken out her heart, she is leaving Fang Yichen, this is the thing she has thought about most clearly during this time. She knew that Lin Xi couldn't understand what she was doing, and she had to hide this matter all along. She has her own plans, her own plans, and everything is moving in that direction.
"Can you handle it? Of course I believe you can handle it, but Luo Yan, Mao Mao is a child, do you know how BT Fang Yichen is, if he does something to Mao Mao, do you have to wait and regret it for the rest of your life? He's a demon, you wouldn't know it by now, would you? Lin Xi told Su Luoyan her opinion over and over again, but she remained silent after all.
"I just hope you don't tell me about it, I beg you. I know you're disappointed in me, but this time, I ask you to believe me. Su Luoyan begged Lin Xi in a low voice, such a thing shouldn't happen to them. The two have always been like sisters.
But this time, Lin Xi couldn't do it, she could believe in Su Luoyan countless times, because she had always felt that Su Luoyan was a person who knew what she wanted. She has her own direction, her own goals, and her own motivation to move forward. But this time, that person is Mao Mao, and she can't put her bets in a place where she can't see hope.
"I'm sorry, I'm afraid I'm going to disappoint you this time. Mao Mao is not only your son, in my heart, I also regard him as my son, if you insist on solving this matter by yourself, then solve it for me now, if you can't do it, don't be reckless, Su Luoyan, not everyone likes your reckless appearance, we are all your good friends, when you need help, we prefer to be able to stand by your side and help you, rather than standing by and watching you face the suffering alone. ”
After saying this, Lin Xi took a deep breath, and tears began to sprout in her eyes, she really felt sorry for Su Luoyan, seeing her struggling alone, obviously unhappy, but still pretending to be happy. She looks like this, so that everyone will have some self-blame when they see her.
She got up and walked outside, tears were already bursting from her eyes, and she heard Su Luoyan's shout behind her, but she still didn't look back, Lin Xi at this time, I don't know what the point of turning back is it. She just didn't want to see Su Luoyan who was so stubborn and so hurt.
Su Luoyan was stunned there, seeing the back of Lin Xi's resolute departure, this matter has become like this, she has been blaming herself all the time. Since Fang Yichen transferred Maomao to the place last time, she could no longer find any information about the whereabouts of the child, and she didn't know where Maomao was now.
She couldn't watch Mao Mao disappear from this world, she couldn't let Fang Yichen threaten her life with that child, she now knew that Fang Yichen was a demon, he could do anything. Maybe there was a glimmer of hope left in her heart, so she longed to return to Fang's house and be able to see the old man, maybe it would bring her a little life.
Pinning her hopes on someone else's body, what a helpless behavior, but at this time, Su Luoyan, even if it is a straw, she has to hold on tightly. Zhilu Dao is in thin life, she is still unwilling to give up, and would rather hold it tightly in her hands at this time, maybe this is the hope she is looking forward to.
She didn't continue to stay, but went straight back to Fang's house, Fang's house was still empty, except for Zhang's mother's occasional busy figure, Su Luoyan saw any people, she thought that maybe Old Man Fang didn't go to the hospital at all today, but went to the company, maybe this matter Old Man Fang was just talking, after all, Fang Yichen was his biological son.
Perhaps, the old man went to the hospital, and when he learned from Fang Yichen that Mao Mao was not his biological son, he ignored this matter in a fit of anger. Afraid that the matter would be revealed, Su Luoyan's mind became a mess, and she didn't know how she should deal with this matter next.
If the old man came back and questioned about this matter, then how could she explain that she gave birth to Leng Yunhao's son, which made it unacceptable to anyone. She began to get entangled and began to panic, because she didn't want everyone to know that she was actually Leng Yunhao's son, and she thought, Leng Yunhao must not be able to accept such a deception.
It took so much effort for her to get the man to leave her, although in the end she realized what a childish mistake it was. But something has happened, and even if it is a mistake, only by letting it continue to be wrong can it be regarded as living up to one's own hard work.
Su Luoyan sat there, her heart was very messy, there were always countless thoughts in her mind, she didn't know what she should do next, should she go to the hospital and ask Fang Yichen now, where did he hide Maomao, or should he call Old Man Fang to verify the progress of the matter.
No matter how she thought about it, Mao Mao still didn't come back, and the Fang family was like a tomb, and she was always the only one. In such a lonely place, she felt helpless, but also felt hesitant, could not find a home, at a certain moment, she was very nostalgic for that hut, and only there, when the familiar breath ushered in, she was able to sleep peacefully for a while, this heart was like finding a harbor, willing to rest for a while.
When did the sky darken, Su Luoyan actually ignored it, she kept sitting there, crankily passing the time. The entire world has become what it is now, slowly turning from light to darkness, just like not seeing hope, it is necessary to go through some entanglement and pain before it can usher in the dawn.
Hearing the sound of the car starting outside, she knew that the old man had returned, Su Luoyan changed her posture, she got up from the seat, and wanted to walk towards the gate, but her footsteps moved a few steps, and she stopped. Her heart couldn't be calmed, as if she was about to welcome Mao Mao's return.
No one told her that Maomao would come back at this time, but she still had the luxury of not having it, and sometimes the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. Until the figure of Old Man Fang appeared in front of Su Luoyan's eyes, Su Luoyan never saw Mao Mao's shadow. The housekeeper followed behind Old Man Fang and walked towards the house, and the disappointment in Su Luoyan's eyes spread.
She stood there steadily, her heart beginning to sink into a low point, which was her last glimmer of hope, but now it ended in disappointment. She didn't know what kind of face she should use to welcome the return of the old man at this time, and the hope of the whole day ended in disappointment. She couldn't hide the expression on her face, she just stood there blankly.
"Luo Yan, this matter is that the Fang family is sorry for you. Yichen is not sensible, I will send someone to find Maomao's whereabouts. Don't be too anxious, Maomao must be fine. Old Man Fang saw the disappointment on Su Luoyan's face at a glance. He didn't know what he should say in order to send a little comfort to Su Luoyan.
This whole day was a torment for him, he didn't know what was going on with Lu Dao, he didn't know when Lu Dao started, he didn't have a common word with Fang Yichen. The two of them couldn't go together, just like today, and they said such heartless words to each other, so he didn't know how to deal with this matter.
He didn't expect Fang Yichen to behave like this, and even threaten Su Luoyan with the safety of a child, what happened between the couple, he couldn't ask Su Luoyan directly. As a father, he can only apologize to Su Luoyan and hope to usher in Su Luoyan's understanding.
"It's okay, I'll find Mao Mao's whereabouts myself, it's a matter between me and him, you better don't interfere. There are so many things on the company's side, you are busy enough, and it is really undeserved to worry about our affairs. Su Luoyan's words were reasonable, she didn't want anyone else to help her.
Everyone will invisibly bring her hope, but when she pins her hope on others, the last thing is to reap this disappointment alone, and she can't afford to be so disappointed. Even if she is alone groping on the road ahead, she can at least perceive something real.
She doesn't dare to trust everyone easily, she just hopes that she is strong enough to be able to handle everything by herself, instead of causing trouble to the people around her, she is very disappointed in her current self, she didn't handle this matter well, let the people around her worry about her, what is this?
"Luo Yan, if you need anything, just mention it, I'm too spoiled Yichen, he is becoming more and more lawless now, his mother was fine before, but now that his mother is gone, no one can control him. No matter what happened between you and him, I still hope that you can consider the overall situation of the Fang family, and this matter will not grow into trouble. ”
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