Chapter 161 - Parting

Yang Jinghui couldn't cry, Su Yingrong's body temperature gradually became cold, and the medical staff told him to ask for condolences, at this time Su's mother's phone was broadcast again, after receiving Su Yingrong's text message, Dong Shuping finally understood the intention of Su Yingrong's call, and she was just anxious at the moment, because Ningcheng was still quite far from Yunyang, so she could only broadcast the phone over and over again, hoping that this stubborn daughter could answer, and when the phone was finally answered, Dong Shuping's heart sank to the bottom, Yang Jinghui told her that Yingrong had committed suicide by cutting her wrists, For a moment, Dong Shuping seemed to be much older. Su Yingrong was trapped by love, and stayed away from Ningcheng, but in the end, it caused the death of Yunyang, and she rushed to Yunyang with Su's father at the moment.

Yang Jinghui broadcast Zhang Xiaomei's phone and told her that Su Yingrong had died, and he was going to wait for Su's father and Su's mother over there to help Su Yingrong prepare for the future, Zhang Xiaomei only said "I know" and hung up the phone.

Zhang Xiaomei, who put down the phone, looked at the baby next to her, and now she already knows the reason why the child looks kind and friendly, and the eyebrows and eyes look like Yang Jinghui, but it grows on a girl's face, the lines are softer, more beautiful and amiable, but at the moment she is not thinking about these, she is thinking about such a cute child, she lost her mother at such a young age, how should her young heart bear it? The baby blinked his big round eyes, fluttering, and asked Zhang Xiaomei, "Is Mom still busy?" When will she come to pick me up? Zhang Xiaomei's heart is like a knife, when she suffers similar pain, she is already a teenager, and her mother abandoned her and her younger brother, but at least her mother is still alive, and she is reconciled with her mother, and the baby has to bear the pain of life and death at such a young age, Zhang Xiaomei hugged the baby tightly in her arms, tears like rain.

Su Yingrong often works overtime. In fact, the baby's young heart has gradually adapted to the absence of her mother, Zhang Xiaomei told a story and put the baby to sleep, but her heart could not be calmed.

took out the letter that Su Yingrong asked the baby to transfer to him, and read it again.

Hello Xiaomei:

Forgive me for such a selfish decision, I have no shame to say some things in front of you, so I can only talk to you in this way, I don't mean to be angry with you, or to provoke anything, or to show off or anything, so please be patient and read my letter.

Maybe you already know. When I was in college, I fell in love with Yang Jinghui, so many boys pursued me, I didn't even look at it, I just pursued this elegant young man. Because he is smart, he is determined, and he believes that if he does something, he must do it well, and such an excellent person will shine wherever he puts it. I love him so much. I used to think that I would be with him in this life, but I made people, maybe my love was not firm enough, in the face of reality, I was lost, my mother's persuasion and the definition of love and marriage by the people around me. It made me doubt that love, thinking that it was just a young love, and like many people, I gave up this love and killed this true love with my own hands. Marry someone else.

But after marriage, I learned that when the love for marriage is added, once the conditions are added, love loses its original meaning, and my marriage becomes the beginning of a nightmare......

Later, I left Ningcheng through the civil service examination and was admitted to Yunyang......

I am a bad woman and a selfish woman, Yang Jinghui didn't know anything about this process, he was drugged by me...... So don't blame him, I took advantage of his kind nature again, scold me if you want to scold......

The baby is an extremely sensible and well-behaved daughter, I named her Su Nianhui, if I hadn't encountered ...... I've decided I'm not going to tell you about it for the rest of my life......

I thought my life would be like this, but I never thought that it would be designed by Zhao Sunrise's yin person......

I hate to tear it to pieces with my own hands......

I'm no longer complete, I'm a bad woman, but I can't let my daughter carry this, forgive me for this selfish decision, I believe that you are a generous person, and you will definitely treat it as your own.

I am an irresponsible person, and now I am going to be humble and ugly, and I am about to go when I am at my prime......

When Su Yingrong wrote this letter, her thinking was already confused, her feelings were complicated and entangled, this can be regarded as a letter of request before she died, but the same contradiction is that if Su Yingrong is Zhang Xiaomei's sworn friend, if Su Yingrong and Yang Jinghui do not have any melons, if the baby is not Yang Jinghui's child, Zhang Xiaomei will accept this kind of letter of request completely with sadness. But these are all realities, which makes Zhang Xiaomei fall into contradictions.

Looking at the sleeping baby, Zhang Xiaomei was extremely painful, to be honest, she liked the baby very much, she was sad for the baby's experience, also as a woman, she generally knew Su Yingrong's short and unfortunate life from the letter, she felt sorry and worthless for Su Yingrong, and she made a mistake and was sad all over her body, she couldn't accept it the most, no matter whether Yang Jinghui was turned over by Su Yingrong or not, one he didn't tell himself the truth, and the other was that the baby was Yang Jinghui's daughter It was a definite fact, Zhang Xiaomei suddenly had a feeling of penetration, In an instant, I understood why my mother decided to leave my father and abandon myself and my younger brother, because what I couldn't bear was being deceived, and what I was experiencing now was similar to my mother. She felt that she didn't know how to face Yang Jinghui, but she didn't worry about leaving the baby to him, no matter what, the baby was an innocent child.

She left a note for Yang Jinghui, took off the mobile phone card, and made a resignation report to the unit leader, the leader persuaded her not to make a rash decision, it can be regarded as a long vacation for her, she didn't say anything, thank you for the leader's concern, and left Jiangchuan with the baby.

Yang Jinghui helped deal with Su Yingrong's funeral, and after dealing with it, he rushed back to Jiangchuan, he had called Zhang Xiaomei these days, but it was turned off, he knew that Zhang Xiaomei must have known the identity of the baby, and he might be angry, and when he returned home, he found the note left by Zhang Xiaomei, "My heart is very messy, I don't know how to face you, how to get along with you, I agreed to Su Yingrong's request, I will take care of the baby, you don't look for me, you can't find me, take care." (To be continued......)