Chapter 921: Gu Shibian's Past
Gu Shibian laughed at Tang Yulan, and felt much more comfortable in his heart. neither drove Tang Yulan away, nor ignored him, and went to make herbs by himself.
"Old head, why are you so evasive about your wife, you shouldn't have done anything to be sorry for her." Tang Yulan leaned over and looked like he had broken the casserole and asked to the end.
Gu Shibian's shoulders trembled suddenly, and he let out a long sigh, he did not roar hoarsely, but the whole portrait was drained of his soul, leaving only a corpse to drive away, standing there blankly, two lines of tears unconsciously shed from the corners of his eyes.
Tang Yulan looked at the two lines of tears quietly left in the corners of Gu Shibian's eyes, and his heart suddenly moved, and an inexplicable sadness rose from his heart.
After a long time, the old man said with a trembling mouth, "Do you want to know ......?"
Tang Yulan had always been very curious, and could see Gu Shibian's sad appearance, with a shiny snot hanging under his nose, so he quickly shook his head and said, "I didn't ask." ”
"Then I'll sue you." Tang Yulan didn't want to hear it, but Gu Shibian wanted to say it again.
Gu Shibian threw the herbs in his hand in the corner of the wall at random, took a deep breath, and said slowly: "Now that I think about it, it seems like it was yesterday, and I clearly remember her appearance." He pointed to the front with his hand and said, "You see, she seems to be smiling at me there, and there is not the slightest pain on her face." ”
"I can't see it." Tang Yulan touched the pills in his trouser pocket, and said secretly in his heart: "This ancient head shouldn't be crazy!" ”
"In our era, it was the order of our parents, the words of the matchmaker! The mind is extremely old-fashioned. Gu Shibian recalled the past, and a look appeared in his eyes: "Even at that time, she dared to take the initiative to pursue me." ”
Tang Yulan saw a trace of pride on Gu Shibian's face from his demeanor, and there was sweetness in his pride, as if he had eaten honey, the corners of his mouth were very happy, and his frowning brows were slowly stretched.
"Although there is not much vigorous love, there is no opposition from the family. Although there is a third party involved, the two of us also identify each other. Gu Shibian smiled and continued: "Do you know that feeling, it's like I came to this world to find her, and she came to find me. You don't need to talk much, the two of you only need to make eye contact to know exactly what the other person wants to do! She has her own personality and is sometimes stubborn, and we will have some quarrels because of our differences. But you know, I'm a big man, and it's usually not the first person to apologize, it's her! I think that a single medicine is too simple and boring, and sometimes I will engage in some research that ordinary people dare not do, and even come into contact with many dangerous viruses! Sometimes I can't keep myself busy, and she is there for me, not without caring about her own danger, but trusting me, an unreserved trust, and a complete trust. ”
Speaking of this, the ancient flat lips pursed and were speechless for a long time.
After a long while, he turned his head, looked at Tang Yulan and said, "However, what I never expected was that my conceit killed her!" When she got sick, she was in great pain. Those who are sick are lacking in energy and wilting, and they all look depressed and miserable. And her illness is not terminal. For me, it's not that her illness is incurable, it just has some sequelae. However, instead of thinking carefully about which is the safest and most effective way to choose, I chose a completely new way to treat her based on my own experience. With that, he smiled wryly.
Since then, her illness has worsened. Towards a direction that I can't control. Gu Shibian said with a painful face: "I was anxious, and I was out of proportion, and I even tried several methods, but I couldn't stop her illness from worsening!" In the end, when she was lying on the hospital bed, the skin on her body was like fish scales, piece by piece, and it was still bubbling with blood. ”
When Tang Yulan heard this, he felt a little unbearable.
"When she was in pain, let me kill her!" Gu Shi burst into tears and said: "However, I would rather watch her suffer, and I would rather her live, at least so that she is by my side, at least I still have hope!" I saved many people in ancient times, but who knows, I killed my wife with my own hands. After she died, others thought that I was living in seclusion in the mountains, just concentrating on pharmacology and looking for some breakthroughs. But no one knew that at that time, I had no faith in curing the disease and saving people, and I didn't want to save anyone else. Her death hollowed out my heart...... Head Tang, you say, was I too selfish at that time! ”
"I can't wait to give you two slaps." Tang Yulan snorted and said, "You actually used your wife as a test, are you still human?" ”
Gu Shibian shook his head and sighed, did not refute Tang Yulan, wiped his nose, closed his eyes and meditated for a while, and said: "Really, it's much more comfortable to say, you can scold me as much as you want!" Sometimes I envy you for having so many close brothers. However, sometimes I think I'm happy because I've lost the most important person, there's nothing to lose, no one else can hurt me, and I'm able to study my own business to my heart's content. ”
After telling his story briefly, Gu Shibian put on an old-fashioned and stubborn face, glanced at Tang Yulan, and said: "Don't think that I told you so much just now, I treat you as a friend, I don't need it!" ”
"Old fellow, I'm too lazy to talk to you!" Tang Yulan felt as if he was despised, and said: "Your story is not twists and turns at all, don't think you can move me." ”
"It's a fact, not a story." Gu Shibian snorted coldly and said, "Say, what's the matter with you?" ”
Tang Yulan took out the pill from his trouser pocket and said solemnly: "Let's say it first, this thing is very important to me, and I am not allowed to mess with it." Do your research, what exactly is in it and what does it do? ”
When Gu Shibian heard it, it turned out that it had something to do with the effect of the drug, his eyes lit up, and he became interested, but he didn't take it, but shook his head and said: "You don't care about what is handed over to me, it's it when it's studied, it's it if you can't study it, it's it if it's good, it's it when it's bad." If you can't accept it, take it back, and I'm too lazy to bother with it. ”
"You stubborn old man." Tang Yulan thought about it, it didn't work to keep it in his hands anyway, and said, "Okay, I'll hand over the things to you first, and I'll accept the results in two days." ”
Gu Shibian was overjoyed, like a child who got a lollipop, happily took the pill, sniffed it on his nose, and immediately frowned, and said: "Xiao Tang, you don't know how to play with me, why does it smell musty, and it is wrapped in oiled paper, how many years ago was this." ”