Chapter 61: I'm Willing (Ask for Collection Recommendation)
PS: I think the previous memories of Song Zhixiao should be written, and it's just a few chapters, not long, mainly to explain what Wei Lu will always chase the protagonist, and it can't be said that the protagonist is charming and attracted, so I have this memory. And thank you again for the tipping from cftnvv! Xie Lu Xie has always supported the book friends of the remnant flowers. The remnants have just finished beating the stones, to be honest, there are basically no 3,000 words out this week, and they are all consuming manuscripts. I don't dare to sit for a long time now, so please forgive me! Thank you again!
Xu Zhixuan opened his eyes and looked at Song Zhixiao in front of him, just watching! When Song Zhixiao saw Xu Zhixuan wake up, he kept looking at himself, without any shy look, but faced it very calmly, as if what he confided in Xu Zhixuan had not happened!
"Why are you in trouble?"
"Love is originally an indescribable thing, you are not me, how do you know that I am bitter, why can't I be sweet?"
Song Zhixiao picked up an apple from the fruit basket next to the bed, gently cut the skin with a fruit knife in a circle, lowered his head and smiled, it was a very loving picture, which infected Xu Zhixuan in an instant, making him lose his mind for a while, and only when the apple was handed to his mouth did he realize that he was out of shape.
"You ......" When the words came to his mouth, he swallowed it back somehow, who understands the bitterness of unrequited love better than Xu Zhixuan. After rescuing Li Yingai, she could no longer be contacted, and when she went to her company, she could not find anyone, until a month passed, Xu Zhixuan could not find any trace of Li Yingai, as if the world had evaporated.
At that time, Xu Zhixuan hated Li Yingai, if it weren't for her, joy would not have left the world. But what reason does Xu Zhixuan have to hate? Because Li Yingai is also a victim of this matter, he only hates himself, it is so useless, he can't even protect his lover, and even his dearest brother dies for him, but what's the use of hating again? Li Ying-ae's goodbye without saying goodbye, as well as the black-and-white photo on the tombstone, everything told Xu Zhixuan that what should have happened still happened.
In the army for four years, who knows Xu Zhixuan's thoughts and guilt, who knows the pain inside, and who listens to the bitter confession, only to sing to the moon, with the stars as a companion, the dark sky shrouded Xu Zhixuan's heart, and he began to close, in order to forget this relationship, in order to escape the smiling face of joy. He recklessly released his repression in the army, and when he was selected into the special forces, he agreed without hesitation, even if he knew the mortality rate of the special forces, just to make Xu Zhixuan have no time to miss Li Yingai.
"Alas! I just want to say, I'm not as good as you think, really! β
Song Zhixiao saw that Xu Zhixuan didn't pick up his apple, and he didn't mind, so he retracted it, cut it into pieces with a fruit knife and handed it to Xu Zhixuan's mouth and said, "In my eyes, you are the best, and I mean it seriously!" β
Xu Zhixuan saw Song Zhihyo's momentum of going all the way to the end, and said that it was fake if he was not moved, especially after Xu Zhixuan got the news of Li Ying-ae's marriage, under the double blow, it was also the reason why Song Zhixiao changed his usual and became so direct. Although he didn't know who the person in Xu Zhixuan's heart was, she could understand that it seemed that the position in Xu Zhixuan's heart was vacant.
After feeding Xu Zhixuan a piece of apple, Song Zhixiao said with a smile: "Even, do you know the way?" Before you could save me, my classmates left me and ran away alone, and I was surrounded by that group of people, and I made a vow at that time, as long as the people who can save me from the country, whether old or young, as long as it is a man, I will make a promise, hehe, you also feel naΓ―ve, right? That's what I really thought at the time! β
Xu Zhixuan smiled bitterly, it turned out that even if Song Zhixiao knew that he had a girlfriend, he continued to chase his roots here, and for a while he didn't know whether Lu Dao was happy or depressed, who knew what it was like.
Song Zhixiao saw Xu Zhixuan's wry smile, and hurriedly explained: "Even, it was indeed this idea at that time, but I only thought about it, when I really liked you, it was you who resisted a stick for me with your hand in order to save me, and then in the clinic, you took care of me carefully, and I found that the wish I made at the beginning was also quite good!" β
Xu Zhixuan sat up, looked at Song Zhixiao face to face and said, "I ......"
"Don't be in a hurry to refuse me, I don't want to fall in love for the time being, I can wait, really!"
Xu Zhixuan looked at Song Zhixiao helplessly, he was originally going to say let's try it, but Song Zhixiao was so interrupted, but the words were swallowed back, indeed, he just returned to find a girlfriend, if he was exposed, the consequences would be hehe!
"I'm hungry, you go buy me something to eat!"
The word embarrassment was clearly placed on Xu Zhixuan's head, Song Zhixiao did not refuse, smiled and agreed, walked out of the ward, the door was opened, three old men squeezed in, Yin Zhiyuan preemptively said: "Brother, how is it?" β
"I'm fine!"
"I didn't ask you this!" Yin Zhiyuan glanced at Xu Zhixuan with disdain, and continued: "I'm asking how you and Song Zhixiao are doing?" β
Xu Zhixuan turned into stone in an instant, dissipated as the wind blew, just opened his mouth wide, pointed at Yin Zhiyuan and couldn't speak, or Kim Jongmin's buddy, jumped out and accused Yin Zhiyuan: "How can you talk like that?" Don't look at my brother's current situation! β
"It's just that, I don't look at me like this, or Zhong Min ......"
Before Xu Zhixuan could speak, Kim Jongmin's words continued: "I should ask like this, brother, is Song Zhixiao with you?" β
"I said you two guys, are you full and have nothing to do, are you looking for a cigarette?"
Li Zhenfan stood up, directly pulled two unreliable ones, and said with concern: "Zhixuan, there is nothing wrong with your body, right?" β
Instantly moved Xu Zhixuan, finally someone remembered himself, am I still a patient, okay? Brother Zhenfan was still powerful, so he almost burst into tears to express his mood at the moment, and replied: "It's okay, brother, the crew stopped because of me, I'm really sorry!" β
"It's okay if there's nothing to do, you don't have to worry about the crew, I can shoot other people's scenes first, and you can solve your own affairs first!" Li Zhenfan was also frightened by Xu Zhixuan, and he was very satisfied with that scene, but he didn't have to think about it, and he knew that there would be no less news about this tomorrow, as for fainting from heat stroke? I can't even believe myself, how can I make others believe?
Xu Zhixuan also seemed to see Li Zhenfan's troubles, and took the initiative to say: "Brother, there is such a big thing in the crew, shouldn't you explain it at the opening news conference!" "After all, this matter was caused by himself, so it's better to take the initiative to order it, and others Li Zhenfan is embarrassed.
"No, let them copy it for a while, and then we'll come forward to explain, just to warm up the movie!" Li Zhenfan generously rejected Xu Zhixuan's proposal, although Xu Zhixuan's body may not have any major problems, but Li Zhenfan is still worried about Xu Zhixuan's mental problems, and he also wants Xu Zhixuan to rest for a few days.
Seeing that Xu Zhixuan still wanted to fight, he waved his hand, joined the camp of Yin Zhiyuan and the two, and changed the topic: "Speaking of Zhixuan, you are not small, I think Song Zhixiao is quite suitable for you, if you think it is appropriate, look at it everywhere!" β
"That's it, brother, it's not me saying you, you're in love, how do you know if it's your dish if you don't try it!" Kim Jong-min put on a look of me as a person who had come over, and opened his mouth to persuade him.
Xu Zhixuan is speechless, when did it get my turn to be educated by Kim Jongmin? Yin Zhiyuan seemed to be disgusted with not being lively enough, and added a fire and said: "Yes, brother, it's not me who said you, Song Zhixiao is infatuated with you, long and not ugly, and it is purely natural, not whole, what are you not satisfied with?" β
Is Xu Zhixuan dissatisfied? No, I can say that I am quite satisfied with Song Ji-hyo, the only thing I mind is that both of them are actors, and their relationship cannot be exposed, and they will change back to the way they were when they were with Lee Young-ae, Xu Zhixuan really doesn't want to experience it again, of course, if he makes his relationship with Song Ji-hyo public, he believes that Song Ji-hyo will still agree, but he doesn't have to think about it to know that this will sacrifice Song Ji-hyo's future.
Why don't you think about Xu Zhixuan's own future? I don't want to think about it, a female star is willing to risk losing her future for you, and even being banned by the company, what else is there to consider? Future? Men are thirty, and they are not those pseudo-idols.
"Actually, I'm not ...... Alas, how to say it! Xu Zhixuan didn't know what to say at this time, he was very conflicted, encountering this kind of thing seemed to make him a little white, love is really a strange thing.
Li Zhenfan sighed helplessly: "It's about your own future, it's not that you have to be public if you're in love, you can take it step by step, such as slowly releasing some scandals about you and Song Zhixiao, or going on some variety shows, don't you want to fix a show?" Just bring Song Ji-hyo with you, come to a show pink, and when the audience gradually gets used to the couple combination between you and Song Ji-hyo, then it's not too late to make it public! β
"Is this okay?" Xu Zhixuan hesitated, but still asked.
Li Zhenfan replied affirmatively: "Of course!" "Indeed, many married celebrities have used similar methods, but they just use the news to increase exposure, and Li Zhenfan can't drop the chain at a critical moment, so Song Zhixiao can't hate himself to death.
"Brother, it seems that you said this too early, right? Ji Hyo hasn't decided to be with Brother Zhixuan yet! And how can we call the shots on the show? Although it has only been a long time since he returned, Kim Jong-min still clearly feels that the current variety show is much more difficult, and he used to be able to survive by his skills, but now he has no real skills, and he really can't get along, not to mention that PD will not spare you, even the writer will no longer design the plot for you, everything depends on acting skills and relationships.
Yin Zhiyuan angrily slapped Kim Jong-min, judging from the weight given to Kim Jong-min by the program team recently, he almost didn't get a few single shots, of course, there are also Kim Jong-min who has just retired from the army and is not suitable for the current show, so he complains.
"Ah, will you speak, will you agree to Zhixiao's miserable love for Brother Zhixuan? And even if you are looking for a relationship, you must arrange for your brother to enter a show, and you must be with a powerful main MC, otherwise the show will not be hot and will not have any effect! β
Li Zhenfan nodded in agreement with Yin Zhiyuan's words, and echoed: "Yes, in MBC, I have a few friends who have known each other for many years, and I will come out to chat in a few days to see if there is a main program that can arrange Zhixiao and Zhixuan!" β
"Yes, yes, I also asked Brother Hu Dong if he has any plans to start a new show......
Xu Zhixuan looked at the rhythm of the two of you asking and answering, and said with a wry smile: "It's too early to say this, don't say that my candidate is not famous, even if you want to take over the show, you have to wait until after the movie is released, with the gesture of the fire, the TV station is easy to speak, besides, I and Zhixiao are just ordinary friends, you think too much!" β
"Fix all this, don't say anything superfluous, brother asks you, if Zhixiao is willing, and there is a chance, you can't get on?" Li Zhenfan saw that Xu Zhixuan began to retreat again, and said dissatisfied.
"But Ji Xiao ...... her"
Xu Zhixuan still wanted to find some excuses, but Song Zhixiao, who was standing outside the ward, pushed the door hard and walked in, came to Xu Zhixuan's bed and said, "Even, I'm willing, even if I give up the profession of an artist directly!" β
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