I held back the urge to sigh. Look, Lu Jincheng's eyes flickered, and finally whispered: "You have a good rest first, you can't be so excited now." ”

He wanted to straighten up, but where was Lu Shuangqing willing to let go easily?

She has always felt that she is also a proud daughter of the sky, she has a family background that others envy, and she looks good, basically she can do whatever she wants, and she will definitely get him if she wants anything.

But she never knew that she Lu Shuangqing, after half her life, was so pitiful, pitiful, and had nothing.

The child in her belly is gone, she knows it very well, but now, where does she have time to grieve that child? There is a child in front of her who owes so much that she needs his forgiveness.

"Jin Cheng, let me finish the words, in fact, I really hid these words for too long, I used to think, maybe I will never have the opportunity to talk to you in my life, and I will not have the opportunity to listen to you call me 'Mom', Jin Cheng, I am very selfish, I have always known that I am casual and selfish, maybe as your sister-in-law...... I can't talk about whether I am qualified or not, but as your biological mother, I am an unqualified person, but I still have to say it, because if I don't say it now, maybe I won't have the opportunity to have the courage to ...... again in the future."

"Enough, you're still very weak now, don't talk too much."

Lu Jincheng's head was buzzing, this kind of uncontrollable, deep sadness and anxiety, he had never had it, he couldn't help frowning, interrupted Lu Shuangqing's words, "You rest, what's the matter, wait until you get better." ”

"Jincheng ......"

"What do you want me to hear from you? Actually, you don't have to say anything, I know what you have to say to me. ”

There seems to be a huge hole in his heart, I don't know when, in that hole, there is already a wounded beast, and at this moment, the beast is in the chest, roaring, roaring, constantly tearing his internal organs, he feels pain, but no one can see that he is bleeding, only such a cold male voice, but it has also been dyed with an uncontrollable trill, "Actually, you don't have to say anything, whether it is an apology or guilt, it is in vain that you say more, But the body is your own, and I don't need to say much about your current situation, you should know it very well. Rest well. ”

Lu Shuangqing's tears were even more, and she clasped Lu Jincheng's wrist tightly, "...... Jin Cheng, do you hate me? ”

“…………”

Lu Jincheng didn't answer, but in his heart, he couldn't help but think, hate?

- I can't talk about hate, because she has always been by her side, 30 years, he is not a cold-blooded animal, it's not that he doesn't know how good she is to himself, so for so many years, he has always felt that he is particularly close to his sister-in-law, because blood is such a strange thing, but just like she said, no matter how heartless and no lungs, no matter how willful and casual it is, she just looked at it like this, listening to herself call her brother and sister-in-law, parents for 30 years, she may not feel good in her heart.

The action of force is mutual.

He may feel that it is difficult to accept it now, but these emotions, perhaps Lu Shuangqing, have already experienced countless times.

…………

“…… I know that you must hate me, in fact, your personality is similar to me, arrogant, cold, maybe used on me, you can also use self-righteousness to describe it, but you won't. Jin Cheng, I never want to admit it, but many times, I have to admit that when I was 18 years old, I met Wen Xiuqian at that time, he was mature and charming, for a person who was not deeply involved in the world, too attractive, in the following years, I often saw Wen Xiuqian's shadow in you, not without regrets, I made such a decision back then, but I feel very relieved to see you so good. ”

Lu Shuangqing's tone has slowly calmed down, compared to just now, she is obviously a lot calmer, when she speaks, she sees Lu Jincheng's expression and does not see the resistance just now, but she still can't guess what he is thinking.

He has been like this since he was a child, giving people a kind of depth that is different from his peers, and now, he hides his emotions, no matter what she says, his expression is always calm and indifferent, but it reveals the alienation and indifference that makes her feel distressed.

"I didn't really think about it, before I left this world and left you, I told you all about your life experience, but I really didn't have the courage, when I was a child, when your grandfather was still there, he taught me in the old man, he said, Qing, people can't lie, because a lie, there need to be countless lies to pile up. I didn't understand it at the time, but when I gave birth to you, your grandfather was no longer there, and I understood it later, and then I often thought that maybe at that time, if your grandfather was still there, maybe there would not have been such a mistake. But Jin Cheng, I regret it, but I still think it's worth it to watch you grow up in a healthy environment. Even if you blame me and blame me now, I am selfish for my own future, but part of the reason, I don't want people to look at you in a different light. ”

"I am the second lady of the Lu family, and the Lu family has been a long time ago