Chapter 216: Happiness, It's Not That Easy
This wedding, for Su Luoyan, is just a formality. It's just that she still has some faint worries in her heart, if Leng Yunhao comes, will it make him even more sad. It seemed to become a habit for her, and she would take into account the man's feelings when she made every decision.
How she hoped that he could regain his happiness, that he could return to Su Ruolin's side, he shouldn't be nostalgic for the short memory between them, it would only make each other more painful.
Su Luoyan doesn't have to worry about the wedding at all, she only needs to participate as a bride, and she just needs to smile and face everyone's blessings. People may have a time when they are helpless to marry themselves to a man they don't love, and you can succumb to this choice, but you can't convince your heart to accept it happily.
She felt that she was very sorry for Fang Yichen for doing this, after all, he was innocent, and this marriage did not bring him happiness, just like he had been waiting for her alms. She felt that she was so hateful that she shouldn't have trampled on his kindness all the time, but she couldn't do anything to change it.
"Luo Yan, don't be nervous, being a bride is a very happy thing." In the days leading up to the wedding, Lin Xi would come over every day to accompany Su Luoyan. Thinking that her sister was about to become a bride, Lin Xi was even happier than Su Luoyan.
Su Luoyan is still in an unhurried tone, the wedding is just a formality, and it is all for others to see. She didn't take it to heart, but seeing Lin Xi so happy, she also laughed and laughed together.
"Baby, Mommy is getting married, you must be obedient, don't bully Mommy. Otherwise, Aunt Lin Xi won't buy you toys in the future. Lin Xi leaned over to Su Luoyan's stomach and wanted to reach out and touch the slightly bulging lower abdomen, but in the end he just leaned his head closer, and then chirped and said something crookedly.
Su Luoyan was amused by Lin Xi's appearance, I'm afraid that only a person like Lin Xi can do such a childlike thing. She suddenly remembered Leng Yunhao in her mind, remembering that when she was just pregnant, Leng Yunhao would lie by her side excitedly every day, talking to the child in her belly.
Such a warm picture has become an unbearable past, the child in her womb can't see her biological father as soon as she is born, and can only call another man dad. This is not a sad thing, because Su Luoyan knows that she will love this child even more, and Fang Yichen will definitely treat him as his own biological child.
She froze there, and couldn't help but think a little more. Life may be like this, and it takes some ups and downs to be able to return to peace. Those ups and downs, Leng Yunhao has already given them all, so her peace may only be able to be spent with Fang Yichen.
"What's wrong? Luo Yan, what are you thinking? Thinking so seriously? Seeing that Su Luoyan began to be in a daze again, Lin Xi stretched out his hand and shook in front of Su Luoyan's eyes, and Su Luoyan came back to his senses.
She has always been like this lately, when she speaks, she is often absent-minded, she doesn't know what is going on with herself, and her thoughts are often involuntarily pulled away by the memories of the past.
"It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly thought, if the baby is born, what should it be called." Su Luoyan made an excuse and said. She smiled slightly, hiding her embarrassment.
"Oh, of course you don't have to worry about this, the groom may have already thought of the name, you should think about the wedding now, if you are so confused, I am really worried that you will have trouble at the wedding. Luo Yan, a woman only has one wedding in her life, so don't leave any regrets. ”
Lin Xi said solemnly, this is not like her usual style at all. Su Luoyan was a little disappointed, this only wedding should be with the person she loves the most and enjoy a happy and romantic time. However, her wedding, like a chicken rib, is dispensable.
The day of the wedding, no matter how Su Luoyan ignored it, it still came unhurriedly. The villa was full of people, makeup artists and stylists circled around Su Luoyan, she was like a puppet, letting others fiddle with her, hoping that she would appear in front of everyone in the best posture.
This is her wedding, she sits there with her eyes slightly closed and meditating, she originally wanted a life that she would have about herself, but after a lot of tossing, she finally made a compromise. Her current life should be envied by many people, she became Mrs. Kuo in the blink of an eye, she has no worries about food and clothing, and she has a man who loves her deeply.
However, this is not the life she wants, she just hopes to be accompanied by someone, talk and laugh and have fun. She thought, in fact, as long as she is willing, she and Fang Yichen can also talk and laugh, but she doesn't know what Lu Dao is for, she doesn't have that passion in her bones.
Passion is easy to be consumed, she gave all her passion to Leng Yunhao. That man is like an indelible rainbow in her life, shining on her life and giving her too much excitement and happiness.
"Luo Yan, look at it, am I not beautiful today?" Lin Xi has finished dressing up, wearing a white bandeau dress, which sets off her freshness and refinement. As Su Luoyan's best friend, she is undoubtedly Su Luoyan's unique bridesmaid.
"Pretty, it's like a fairy descending from earth." Su Luoyan said with a smile, Lin Xi heard this, and immediately scratched her head in the mirror, as if this wedding was like a grand event, and she wanted to show her most beautiful side. 13605551
"Is the best man Wei Jun?" Su Luoyan suddenly asked, she didn't care about these things, and now that Fang Yichen hadn't appeared, she didn't know how these things were arranged.
"I don't know who he is? All I have to remember is the bride and groom. Lin Xi continued to look at his makeup in the mirror, and from time to time he had to instruct the makeup artist on the side to repair his makeup.
Su Luoyan glanced out from the window, the welcoming convoy had already come, and their wedding was scheduled to be in the largest hotel in the city, which was also the place where Leng Yunhao and Su Ruolin were engaged.
She felt that it was really like a drama, when she met Leng Yunhao there, she knew that he was her brother-in-law, and it was also on that day that she was sneered at by Leng Yunhao. After that, the intersection between the two people became bigger and bigger.
Unexpectedly, after two years, she would hold her own wedding there, and Leng Yunhao might attend her wedding as an invited guest. She sighed deeply, and sighed in her heart.
Fang Yichen appeared in a white suit, with a graceful demeanor, he walked towards Su Luoyan with a handflower, and his eyes were full of love. This scene made her a little lost.
"Luo Yan, will you marry me?" He knelt down on one knee in front of everyone, then picked up Su Luoyan and walked outside. The expectation and emotion in her heart were not as strong as she thought.
At the wedding scene, she was dressed beautifully and romantically, she was wearing a wedding dress and was the most beautiful woman on the scene. Su Luoyan still saw Leng Yunhao in the corner at a glance, he was dressed in a black suit, his face was solemn, but his eyes kept moving with Su Luoyan's figure.
She began to feel uncomfortable, and there was no superfluous thing in her hot eyes, but Su Luoyan seemed to feel that there was some reprimand. She shouldn't be treacherous, otherwise she wouldn't have made Leng Yunhao so miserable. To let him watch her marry someone else, this is a cruel blow to Leng Yunhao.
She didn't dare to raise her head, and her eyes didn't dare to meet Leng Yunhao, afraid that she would accidentally say no at a critical moment. There were a lot of people at the scene, and her eyes drifted over their heads, completely unconcerned about these familiar and unfamiliar faces.
It's all in there. "Miss Su Luoyan, are you willing to marry Mr. Fang Yichen? No matter whether you are poor or rich, whether you are born, old, sick or dead, ......" When the master of ceremonies began to ask this sentence, Su Luoyan's thoughts involuntarily drifted away.
Her eyes didn't look at Leng Yunhao, but she always thought about that man in her heart. Fang Yichen stood opposite her, he held her hand affectionately, looking forward to her answer.
"Miss Su Luoyan......" The master of ceremonies reminded again, and Lin Xi, who was standing not far behind Su Luoyan, also called her name in a timely manner, and she came back to her senses.
When she returned to this sentence, she fell on Leng Yunhao's body, her eyes met, and there were too many things she wanted to say hidden in it. She just looked into the man's eyes, as if in his eyes, she could also see her own figure.
"I do." Su Luoyan replied in a low voice, in this case, she had no right to be unwilling. She has put on her wedding dress, she has become someone else's bride, and on this road, she has gone too far, even if her heart is still far away, but everything is irretrievable.
She is willing, willing to hurt the person she loves the most in such a way, willing to hide her happiness in a corner from now on, she is willing to hide this love in her heart forever, and she prefers that the man will find his own happiness. The only thing she didn't want was to see Leng Yunhao being hurt.
After saying this, the audience erupted in thunderous applause, and everyone wished the couple to find their own happiness. When Su Luoyan raised his head again, there was no one in the position that belonged to Leng Yunhao before.
She was flustered in her heart, and he left out of anger. On such an occasion, letting him appear here was originally a disservice to him. And she was the executioner anyway, and stabbed him in the chest raw. V5qn。
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