"Zijin?!" As soon as Leng Muxuan raised his head, he crashed into Ran Zijin's painful eyes, "What's wrong with you?" How did it get to be like this? ”

He threw away the pen and documents in his hand, hurriedly stood up and walked over to support Ran Zijin's shoulders and lead her to sit on the sofa.

Ran Zijin stopped crying, but his eyes that had cried just now were red and a little swollen.

She leaned on the back of the sofa with her shoulders drooped, raised her eyes to look at Leng Muxuan's face full of anxiety, and suddenly began to cry again, and she cried very loudly, like a child playing tricks, pulling her throat endlessly.

"Zijin, what's wrong with you? Didn't you go to see Hu Die? How did it become like this? Tell me, okay? Leng Muxuan saw that Ran Zijin was only crying and didn't speak, and he didn't care that she still had half-dried coffee on her body, so he hugged her into his arms, and gently stroked her back with his broad palm, "Zijin, don't cry, you cry, and I don't feel good." ”

"What are you ...... for" Ran Zijin cried for a long time before he had the strength to say three words again, and he kept muttering these three words in his mouth.

"What's what?" Leng Muxuan frowned and looked at Ran Zijin's pale little face, she was not in a good state, as if she had been hit by something, and even had confusion and uneasiness in her eyes, like a kitten who had reached the end of the road but could no longer find the direction and way out, so desperate, lonely and helpless.

"Aqing ......"

When Ran Zijin said two words, Leng Muxuan's body trembled violently, it turned out that she knew this.

Ran Zijin bit his lip, and without waiting for Leng Muxuan to speak, he said again, "Mu Xuan, didn't you say that you wouldn't lie to me?" Then why didn't you tell me how A-Qing died? If I don't meet my old friend, will I be deceived for the rest of my life? How do you tell me to be worthy of Aqing! ”

Even if she didn't love him, and he used and deceived her at the beginning, he was a person after all, a fresh life, but now that fresh life has disappeared forever because of her, which makes her feel better.

And when he was about to die, she didn't know how much sacrifice he had made for him, she didn't say a word of thank you to him, and she always pushed him far away from her life.

She remembered that the night he had just come back to look for him downstairs in the Isha Garden, he stood by the flower bed and said to her, "Zijin, I'm back." It was as if he had never left, never been to Finland, never even deceived or taken advantage of her.

Her answer to him was, "Well, you're welcome back." ”

This kind of meeting and conversation seems to have happened yesterday, but in fact he has been dead for a long time.

She still remembered that he went to the United States to ask her about bone marrow, but she was very reluctant to see him, and he didn't tell her anything, just quietly helped her find it.

"Zijin, don't cry first, and then listen to my explanation." Leng Muxuan hugged Ran Zijin harder and harder, and he sat on the edge of the coffee table, face to face with her sitting on the sofa. "I didn't mean to hide this from you, you don't have to be sad, it's not your fault."

"How is it not my fault?!"

Ran Zijin suddenly pushed Leng Muxuan away, his body fell back, and his elbow hit the glass on the coffee table with a painful hiss, but she didn't care about him.

"He was in a car accident while he was helping me find my bone marrow! If it weren't for the fact that I didn't want to donate bone marrow to Ran Qindi, he wouldn't have helped me find someone else! If he hadn't looked for it, he wouldn't have been in a car accident! If he hadn't had a car accident, he wouldn't have died! It's me who is sorry for him, it's me who hurt him! She shouted excitedly at Leng Muxuan, and the breath she was holding in her heart couldn't be vented.

She knew that she couldn't get angry at Leng Muxuan, he wasn't her punching bag, but who else could she go to besides him?

But the person she loves so much, the person she trusts so much, why did she hide it from her in this matter, and said that it was not her fault?

Her self-blame, her sadness, her guilt, who can understand?

"Mu Xuan, you know that what I hate the most is being cheated on, because I have never been insecure! You also know that the only person I love in my heart is you, Aqing, that is just an illusion in my confused adolescence! But why do you want to deceive me, why don't you tell Aqing how he died? Do you know how guilty I am now, what I owe is not a debt, but a love and a life! ”

"Zijin, don't say that! Listen to me, it really has nothing to do with you, even if it doesn't give you bone marrow, he will drive out of the house, and he will encounter danger. That day, it was just a coincidence, I happened to go out to find bone marrow, and it happened to be in a car accident. So that's not your fault, you don't owe anyone a life! Leng Muxuan was so distressed by the emotional Ran Zijin that he wanted to hug her and comfort her, but as soon as he got closer, she avoided it, not asking him to get close or asking him to touch her.

"I got it. I understand. Ran Zijin said self-deprecating while avoiding Leng Muxuan.

If that was his explanation, then there was no need for her to listen any more.

She knew that he had always been an indifferent and ruthless person, and that he would not care about those he didn't care about. Qiao Zheqing is a rival in love relative to him, so how can he care about his life or death, and how can he tell her the truth and tell her to feel sorry for his opponent.

Qiao Zheqing returned to China, Leng Muxuan was already merciful if he didn't kill him all, how could she still expect him to tell her the truth.

"What do you know? Got what? Leng Muxuan's eyebrows were frowning, and his head was splitting, this Ran Zijin must have started to think crankily again, what should he do with her?

"I know everything, I understand it." Ran Zijin covered her heart, there was pain and pain, and the mixed taste made her almost unbearable.

Leng Muxuan suddenly became angry, his face was extremely dark, and his voice seemed to have been frozen from the ice cellar for several months: "Zijin, is it true that in your heart, I, a living person, is no better than a dead person?!" ”

"You-" Ran Zijin smiled bitterly in her heart, at this time, he was still jealous of a dead man, she snorted, "How can you say that?" I can't understand you! Mu Xuan, no matter what, that's a life! One life, you know?! ”

She suddenly raised her voice, and her anger involuntarily increased a lot.

"You just think that dead man has more influence in your heart than me, the living man, don't you?! He is indeed a life, but he is already a life! Now in front of you is me Leng Muxuan, this is a life! Ran Zijin, you opened your eyes and showed me clearly! Leng Muxuan's anger also increased instantly, and his gloomy face showed that he was almost about to kill.

Ran Zijin looked at him, and suddenly felt that he was simply unreasonable, and she couldn't say anything more to him.

Since she can't say it anymore, then she won't say it and just keep silent.

"What? Don't even want to talk to me? Is that what I call you speechless?! Leng Muxuan almost roared, he paced back and forth in the office irritably, and swept down all the documents and books on the table with a flick of his hand, and the ground instantly became a mess.

Ran Zijin still didn't say anything, and looked at Leng Muxuan standing up and about to leave.

"Where are you going?" Leng Muxuan grabbed Ran Zijin's wrist, "Where do you want to go like this, don't you know that Lu Dao is embarrassed?" He was finally defeated in her stubbornness, stopped growling, and whispered as if weak, "Go to the lounge and take a shower, change your clothes, and get some sleep." When you wake up and we're all calm, we'll talk about it again. ”

Ran Zijin was reluctant to go, and insisted on leaving, which angered Leng Muxuan again.

The anger that he couldn't suppress suddenly came up, his face became even more ugly, and despite Ran Zijin's resistance, he directly carried her to the bathroom in the lounge, and then came out and locked the door of the lounge.

Ran Zijin listened to Leng Muxuan's slamming the door, sat on the floor of the bathroom and began to cry.

When she was tired of crying, she simply took a shower and changed her clothes, Leng Muxuan was no longer in the office, and the originally messy office was now neat and tidy.

He must have called Luo Yining to come over and clean up, she thought.

She sat on the couch and looked at his office for a long time before she got up and walked out.

Without any suspense, the door to the office was locked, but he forgot her secret code, so she opened the door and disappeared on the thirty-second floor.

Leng Muxuan came back from the meeting, and before he had time to take a sip of water, he rushed into the lounge to see Ran Zijin, wanting to determine how she was now, whether she was sad, and whether she was thinking nonsense, but the bedroom was empty, and there were still people.

He searched every room in the lounge like crazy, even the balcony, but still couldn't find her.

He called her and she turned it off.

He called home and Lengzhai, and Aunt Zhang told Aunt Li that she didn't go back.

He called Hu Die and Gu's mother, and they said they hadn't seen her.

He couldn't find her......

Leng Muxuan, who realized this problem, sat on the sofa even more depressed than Ran Zijin just now, holding his head and pulling his hair constantly.

She really disappeared for the sake of a dead Qiao Zheqing, gambling with him!

"President, what's going on?" Luo Yining, who was originally working outside, received a call from Leng Muxuan and hurriedly returned to the company.

"Brother Mu Xuan, what's wrong with Sister Zijin?" Nangong Lie also rushed over when he heard the news, he still called Sister Ran Zijin, he didn't like to call her sister-in-law, he said that his sister-in-law sounded so old-fashioned.

"I can't contact Zijin, her phone is turned off, and all the network contact information is not online. I can't find her. Leng Muxuan buried his face in the palm of his hand, and there was an obvious tremor in his voice.

He wanted to go out of Lu to find Zijin, but he didn't know where to find Lu Dao, and he felt so powerless and frustrated for the first time.

"Brother Mu Xuan, don't worry. I'll ask someone to find Sister Zijin now, I basically know all the places she frequents, so I'll find these places first. It won't be long before she gets far. "Nangong Lie was originally the person arranged by Leng Muxuan to protect Ran Zijin, so he knew her usual whereabouts best.

"Yes, President, don't be in a hurry, go home and wait first, maybe she will go home in a while, and now it just happens that the phone is out of battery." It was the first time Luo Yining saw such a decadent and spiritless Leng Muxuan, as his subordinate and his friend, he felt uncomfortable, but before the person was found, he could only comfort him like this.

"Hurry up and look for it, I'm going to look for it too. No matter whether you find anyone or not, even if there is even the slightest clue, you must tell me in time. Leng Muxuan got up from the swivel chair and walked out.

"President, your clothes." Luo Yining saw that Leng Muxuan's shirt and tie were torn up messily by him, and the suit was not worn on the back of the chair, so he hurriedly took it and sent it to him, "Tidy it up and then go out." ”

Leng Muxuan mechanically wore a suit, sorted out his shirt casually, and said to Nangong Lie: "Look for it with some heart, Zijin has been hit a little, and now his mood is not very stable, so he must find it as soon as possible." ”

"Zhilu said, I have already notified a few people, and I am still contacting other people to find a way." Nangong Lie nodded and replied, holding the contact on his mobile phone.

"Assistant Luo, arrange for Yang Ming to drive to the front of the building and wait for me." Leng Muxuan said to Luo Yining, the only place he could think of for her now was there.

According to Leng Muxuan's command, Yang Ming drove the car to the cemetery.

He got out of the car and went straight to the left.

He often came to this cemetery, he used to come to see Ruan Yifei sleeping on the right, but when the truth was revealed, he no longer went to the right, but often accompanied Ran Zijin to the left to see her mother.

After walking a short distance, Ran Zijin's mother's tombstone was already close in front of her, but where was she there.

He stepped forward and wiped the photo on Ran Zijin's mother's tombstone, and forcibly held back the tears that were about to roll down his eyes, "I will find Zijin, I won't call her an accident." I promised her that with me, I wouldn't let her have an accident. I said I could do it. ”

Turning around and walking back, getting into the car, he instructed Yang Ming: "Go back to Isa Garden." ”

Yang Ming drove and arrived at Isha Garden first, Leng Muxuan went upstairs and entered the door wearing Aunt Zhang and asked, "Zijin really didn't come back?" ”

"I've just been to the supermarket, so it's not very clear. But during the time I came back, the young lady really didn't come back. "Aunt Zhang has changed her words and called Mrs. Ran Zijin.

Leng Muxuan was silent, rushed to the bedroom to take a look, and her heart instantly cooled half, she did come back, and she also took a small suitcase, as well as a few changes of clothes, and even some change of money left by him in the drawer and asked her to give Aunt Zhang pocket money.

Where did she go, Leng Muxuan's clenched fists trembled, and the green tendons on the back of his hand burst out, which was enough to see how angry he was at the moment.

He dialed her phone one by one, and the phone reminded him over and over again that he had turned off his phone.

At this moment, he was already very sure that she deliberately turned off the phone, not that Luo Yining said that there was no power.

This kind of realization made his heart twist like a knife, and he was panicked.