Sun Hao was very moved, she saw that my hand holding the small spoon was cold and shivering, so she grabbed his hand, Sun Hao hurriedly said that my hand had just finished moving the gas canister and it was very dirty. But she hugged me, who was covered in stains...... Is he still cold?

Since I met her, she was hopeless for a moment, she was his poison, the medicine that poisoned me, love at first sight, hatred at first sight, and instant peace.

She is the only girlfriend he has ever dated so far, and at that time, he would never have dreamed that a girl who was very rich in the family and in the school art troupe and so fashionable and beautiful would be my girlfriend. She let me live with her in a teacher's dormitory that she rented herself, and I didn't have to take a cold shower anymore. Every day when I came back to that hut, she would cook and peel fruit for me, and I knew that she loved me very much, and I gave my all to her.

I have good academic performance, I am good in school, I am deeply loved by teachers, the school is sent to graduate school, she also said that she wants to go to graduate school, I bought a lot of books, and every day the two of them will stick together except for me to go to the cafeteria in class except for the time when I go to work.

Then one day, she said that after her father heard about me, he admired me and wanted to meet me. I knew that what was supposed to come would come, and when I was mentally prepared, I, a poor boy who had come out of the mountains, was going to meet the princess's parents. When I walked into her house, I was frightened, I thought that their house would be like a community house like 'family with children' on TV, who knew that it was actually a villa, six floors, standing in front of this luxuriously renovated European-style building, I looked more and more small.

Her mother told me that she was the only daughter in the family, and hoped that after graduation and marriage, the whole family could live together. They will follow me to our place of tuba and can't live. Her father, smoking a cigar across the long marble table, frowned at my washed white jeans and white shirt with yellow spots, said that her daughter had not suffered or been wronged, and asked me if I could make her daughter happy.

I didn't answer, rubbed my hands, and thought to myself, I couldn't do it. But I can't say it...... She has paid too much for me, and she knows that she will be pointed at by many classmates in school when she stands next to me, a stinky duck, in Armani, but she doesn't dare to buy clothes for me, for fear of hurting my self-esteem. Before I lived in her house, she ordered KFC Western food and other takeout every day, and after living with me, she had to go to the cafeteria with me......

She told me that as long as there is love, it is enough, and life will be fine in the future. As long as there is love, no suffering is suffering.

But I feel sorry...... My heart hurts, like someone tearing it apart. A girl I love so much, she has to carefully accompany me every day to live a hard life, is this called love?

Like all parents in the world who don't want their children to live a hard life, her family knows about my family background, and although they admire me very much, they will never agree to me being with her. Her mother and some of her relatives asked me if I was using some nasty tricks to live with her. I smiled indifferently on the surface, but my heart was dripping blood.

No matter how persuaded her family was. She only said that if we were to be separated, she would kill herself! In order not to hurt her feelings, her parents began to spare no effort to arrange for her to study abroad, and told us to send us to study abroad, and she smiled happily.

My younger siblings started to go to college and needed more money, so I had to find more part-time jobs like handing out flyers. I moved back to the dormitory, and I was busy and tired, and I had to walk nearly a kilometer to the dormitory area in the back garden every day to find her. I began to deliberately distance myself from her, occasionally taking time out to study English with her. She said that the feeling between us was not as sweet as it used to be, and I only said that I was tired from work.

Although I cherish every minute and every second of the two people together, that moment still came, and after the offer, I called her parents and said that she could go to the United States to study, and her family hesitated and asked me if I really didn't go with her? I smiled and said I won't go, many of my family members need my care, I, like my uncle and aunt, hope that she will be happy and happy for the rest of her life, but unfortunately I can't do it, so I chose to let go, she will only suffer and suffer if she follows me, uncle and aunt, I won't hate you.

Her mom was crying on the other end of the phone and asked me what I needed to make up for, and I didn't want anything.

The night before she was leaving, I smiled and invited her to Häagen-Dazs, which she liked, and sent her back to her house. She hit me like crazy, bit me, tore my clothes, and I was bruised all over my body, just smiling at her and not saying anything.

She is gone, and I believe that in the world without me, she will be able to live a happier life than I am together. ’

Sun Hao told Li Weiwei this fictional story, in fact, this is a story that Sun Hao saw in a school story, it was very long, it was more than two hours, Sun Hao thought she was asleep, turned her head over, but saw her sitting on the edge of the bed, the curtains were pressed behind her, sitting upright and listening to him, Sun Hao clearly saw that there were crystal tears in the corners of her eyes

"What's wrong with you?" Sun Hao looked at her with a somewhat sluggish and sad expression and asked.

She didn't speak, Sun Hao didn't say anything, the whole room suddenly fell silent, and the slight sound of the breeze outside echoed in her ears, frozen in her heart.

Li Weiwei stood up, and her hazy pajamas reflected her hot figure in the reflection of the lamp behind her, and the looming body made me feel inexplicably excited.

Raising his head slightly, he couldn't see her face clearly, Li Weiwei stood like this, for some reason, the figure of the first woman in his life appeared in his mind, Sun Hao shook his head, he felt that his mind had begun to be confused.

She sat down lightly next to Sun Hao and leaned on the bedside table. Sun Hao also sat up, and lit a cigarette with trembling hands. Such an atmosphere, such a girl, such ambiguity, made Sun Hao's voice tremble: "You...... Why don't you sleep yet? ”

Li Weiwei turned her head sideways to look at him and said, "Love has come to this, how can love be embarrassing." If they love each other so much, why are they willing to let each other go? ”

Sun Hao spat out a puff of cigarette and said: "In China, thousands of years ago, in terms of marriage, the ancients had a well-known view of this worldly view, until today. The right door never goes out of style. On the contrary, we also need to have a further connotation to give it a look. It is not only the right person for economic and social status, but also the right person for knowledge, education and other aspects. I am unhappy with her, I am a poor person. What was given to her, and what she deserved, was too far from what she deserved. I will only let her not enjoy the happiness of life in the best years of her life. If we are together and come to a real marriage, firewood, rice, oil and salt, if we can still be happy, it must be only on TV. ”

Li Weiwei gently leaned her head on Sun Hao's shoulder and said softly, "You say...... People in this life. Can you really hold another person in your heart for the rest of your life? ”

Sun Hao lowered his shoulders to make her more comfortable, and said, "I don't know how long I can pretend, at least I haven't forgotten it until now." I often read novels on the Internet, and every infatuated heroine is so much like her. If I succeed in the future, I will be worthy of her. I'll go to her, and I'll just look at her from afar. If she's happy, I won't bother her, and if she's unhappy and doesn't have a suitable partner, I'll tell her that I'm still in love with her. ”

Li Weiwei's head slowly left Sun Hao's shoulder, her eyebrows full of affection. His cheeks were slightly red, he looked at Sun Hao's eyes, and said: "Love is closely related to desire, men's sexual impulses come quickly and violently, and women's sexual impulses come slowly and lagging. Different love guides for men and women, men's love is short and shallow, and women's love is long and long. I always thought that men could love very freely, and they didn't care about forgetting their former favorites, but I didn't expect that some men would be able to afford to let go, and they bear the pain alone, you are so infatuated, so like me. ”

The two of them were very close, and gradually their lips came closer together. At the moment when she was about to touch it, she paused and asked me, "If we fall in love, will you be able to treat me like you are to her in the future?" ”

Sun Hao froze in his heart, facing such a beautiful woman, Sun Hao really didn't want to lie, in fact, he wanted to tell her that what he just talked about was just a plot in a novel, but Sun Hao couldn't say it, but, in the face of Li Weiwei's question, Sun Hao didn't speak, he said: "No." ”

After saying these two words, she smiled and said, "You are a very good man." ”

She turned around and climbed back into bed, the curtains fell, and Sun Hao couldn't see her. He didn't have any regrets, based on a man's needs, and of course expected something to happen. Of course, Sun Hao's heart will also yearn for tenderness, and at this moment, Sun Hao knows very well in his heart that he doesn't love her, at least, he hasn't loved her at this time, and in just one day, he can't talk about love, if Sun Hao doesn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one and puts her to sleep, it will be too unfair to her.

Sun Hao lay down, put the cigarette butt on the ashtray, and watched the smoke rise slightly.

The smoke that rises slowly seems to be the sound of time passing, seemingly long, but extremely short. Li Weiwei turned on the music on her mobile phone, please you must be happier than me, so as not to waste my wolf bèi quit......

The poignant notes drip in my heart, lingering for a long time, rendering the deep silent night even more sad.

She read softly: "In the pupils, there is no story. The reflection of the sunlight is clear, and I let myself go. The shadows are real. Born like winter grass, forbearance; Death is like a summer wind, light and warm. If there is an afterlife, it is better not to meet, and the entangled irony. ”

After Li Weiwei finished speaking, she suddenly jumped off the bed, got into Sun Hao's quilt, hugged him tightly, leaned her head on Sun Hao's shoulder, looked at Sun Hao with a pair of beautiful eyes, and the hot breath rushed to my neck.

Sun Hao didn't speak, and hugged her......

That night, they didn't do anything, they warmed each other's hearts with their body temperatures, Sun Hao knew that she was a person who must have a deep emotional wound in her heart, and later, Sun Hao knew that the emotional wound of this very young girl was very deep.

After waking up, Li Weiwei had already finished washing, Sun Hao got up to wash, and went to the company's canteen with her to eat, and she asked if she wanted to eat together at noon. Sun Hao said that anyway, we have to go to the training class together in the afternoon, so it will be good together.

In those days, they ate together and went to the training class to go back to the dormitory together, the friendship between them is getting better and better, and at the same time becoming more and more familiar, the more I feel that she is worthy of Sun Hao's respect for a girl, she is a financial officer of the financial department of the factory, twenty years old, not very old, but the psychological age is indeed superhuman maturity, perhaps, this is related to her experience.

After that night, she didn't sleep together in Sun Hao's dormitory, she slept on the ground Sun Hao, and they slowly fell asleep at night chatting about some happy things, whenever they talked about love or family, she was always reluctant to talk to Sun Hao. Sun Hao always felt that there was a heavy door in her heart that was difficult to open.

A week of training passed quickly, and after taking the exam after the training, Sun Hao scored 99 points, which was the highest score among all the employees who participated in the training, and Li Weiwei also passed 92 points, and both of them were very happy.

Lonely men and widows live together, so they naturally know that it is not a way to go on for a long time, and it will cause gossip. Li Weiwei went over to see her dormitory and said that although it still smelled a little, she was able to move in. Actually, living with a beautiful woman like this, Sun Hao thought it was quite interesting, but she said that she was going to move back, and Sun Hao couldn't find any reason to keep her, so he helped her move things over.

That night, Li Weiwei prepared a sumptuous dinner and called Sun Hao, saying that it was to celebrate the good results of the two of us, and to thank Sun Hao for taking care of her in the past few days.

Li Weiwei opened up for Sun Hao, a very eye-catching dress, with a relatively tight jacket and pants. "You took the first place in the exam, and you should be assigned a better job, come, celebrate in advance." After sitting down, Li Weiwei raised her wine glass.

The two chatted happily, drank a few bottles of red wine, and when they were pouring wine and taking wine, Sun Hao and Li Weiwei's white jade hands inadvertently touched a few times, and her pink face was even more red Wine and beauty, at this moment, Sun Hao, who has always been chic, actually felt that he was emotionally attached to the girl in front of him! (To be continued......)