Chapter 180: Fall and Depression
Song Jingran and Yan Yongyan were depressed in the smoke and rain building, accompanied by beautiful wines and beauties, and seemed to have drifted into another world;
Yan Yongyan hugged left and right, as always, and Song Jingran, who had a cold face in the past, is now not as good as Yan Yongyan, hugging left and right, disheveled, handsome face, with a smile comparable to an evil charm, fading the smile, and a cold look, which completely has a lethal force that attracts women.
Yan Yongyan enjoyed the wine, the beauty, and occasionally glanced at Song Jingran;
And Song Jingran was intoxicated in the arms of the beauty, with a merry and uninhibited attitude, remembering that Gao Jin invited him to the palace for the Chinese New Year's Eve banquet, he could think of facing Lin Xuan'er, he longed to see her, but he was afraid to see her, her familiar face appeared in front of him, he actually covered and pressed the beauty in his arms under him, humiliating and domineering gnawed, like venting, and like a weak heart.
The woman was startled by his sudden move, but in an instant she entered the state, and no one wanted to climb high above him.
Yan Yong's face darkened, and he couldn't stand his absurdity, he pushed away the beauty in his arms, and shouted angrily, "Get out of here, get out"
The girls in the house all looked at each other in fright, and then they all looked at each other, leaving in a panic, Song Jingran followed Yan Yongyan's voice, and also let go of the beauty, leaning lazily on the soft couch, for his absurd behavior, whether it was shameful or dirty, he didn't care so much, as long as it could anesthetize his heart.
There was silence in the room, Yan Yong looked at him angrily, and Song Jingran seemed to be able to detect his fiery eyes, and leaned against the soft couch with his eyes closed;
Yan Yongdian saw that he didn't seem to have the intention of speaking first, so he reprimanded in a cold voice, "Do you think that if you numb yourself like this, you don't have to face it?" ”
"I like myself like this, and I enjoy this life even more." Song Jingran picked up the wine and drank a glass, still lazy, he had lost the right to fight, he should always have the right to be depressed.
Yan Yongyan got up and grabbed the placket of his clothes, and said angrily, "For a woman, you were once depressed and degraded yourself, are you considered a man?" If you really can't let go, you can fight and take it, don't be like a coward immersed in the pile of women. ”
"Enough" Song Jingran shook off his hand vigorously, for the coward's behavior, he repeatedly excluded himself, he just wanted to give himself a numb heart and find a place to live in an instant;
Song Jingran got up and sat up straight, returned to his previous indifference, and said in a cold voice, "You came to me, not just to laugh at me, right?" ”
Yan Yongyan glanced at him, sat back in his original position, and said expressionlessly, "What do you think of King Liang's move to open a warehouse and release grain?" ”
"He is the king of Liang, and it is what he should do to help the people, I don't make any opinions."
Song Jingran looked meaningless, he really didn't think too much about Gao Jin's actions, but with Gao Jin's thinking, he shouldn't ignore the empty granary of the treasury, he also has his own ideas, and he doesn't want to get involved in Gao Jin's affairs anymore, or even stay away.
Yan Yong glanced at him, what he cared about was not Gao Jin's move, but that Gao Jin had been trying to win connections, especially some of the more powerful henchmen, such as his eagle wings, such as Song Jingran's dark workshop;
Once he is subdued by him, the power of these tribes will be unpredictable, but if these tribes are unwilling to submit to him, he will definitely try to weaken them until they are eliminated.
Because no king would allow a large army to expand freely in his territory, not to mention that he is now in the position of a new king.
Compared with Yan Yongdian, Song Jingran is far less long-term and delicate than he thinks, because he always carries the affection he once had, and in the face of the country's tranquility and personal feelings, he has always maintained his side of the society.
"Then what do you think of his Chinese New Year's Eve banquet?" Yan Yongdian saw that he didn't want to say more on that topic, so he simply changed the topic.
"Let's talk about it first." Song Jingran was a little unhappy with his style of always throwing questions to himself.
"I don't have any opinion, but," Yan Yongyan paused, sighed deeply, and added, "I plan to use this to tell him that I have decided to disband Eagle Wing." ”
When the words fell, he picked up the wine glass and drank it all, his face was a little gloomy, the eagle wing was his life's work, and the reason why he wanted to dissolve was not to escape Gao Jin's attention, but to avoid contact with politics.
"What did you say?" Song Jingran looked at him with some surprise and confusion, he didn't understand what could prompt a person to cut off the saplings he had cultivated with his own hands when the saplings were growing luxuriantly.
"Why are you so surprised, it's just disbanding, not going to die." Yan Yongyan had a somewhat senseless tone, he suppressed the regret in his heart, so he made a disapproving appearance.
Song Jingran relaxed his excited nerves and said with a solemn face, "Do you think he will fulfill you?" ”
Although he didn't know the specific intentions of Yan Yongyin, he knew that Yan Dao must be related to Gao Jin, and Gao Jin always wanted them to be officials and be loyal to Beiliang for him, and he also valued the power behind them.
"Don't forget, he owes me a condition." Yan Yongyan sketched the corners of his mouth, this was the most retreat he had left for himself.
Song Jingran sneered, he suddenly envied his discerning eyes, but he was a little worried about whether Gao Jin would fulfill the conditions he had in the face of political interests.
Winter, although it does not have the charming birds and flowers of spring, the spectacular lightning and thunder of summer, and the enticing fruits of autumn, it also has the subtle beauty of dedication to nature; The bright sunshine, lazily scattered on the ground, is like a scarf in winter, giving people warmth and strength
Lin Xuan'er and the dark soul are taking the child in the garden with warmth, absorbing the warmth brought by the warm sun;
The three cute little faces, under the illumination of the sun, appear more white and tender, the crystal skin, as if it was broken with a bullet, the big black eyes, blinking as if to speak;
Lin Xuan'er was extremely happy, immersed in the child's world, it was rare for the dark soul to see him smile so truly, and he didn't want to disturb it for a while.
Not far away, I vaguely heard the palace people's honorifics to Miao Ji, and the dark soul and Lin Xuan'er both heard the sound and looked at it, only to see Miao Ji with a bright smile on her face, just like the warm sun on this winter day, with light steps, Shanshan walked towards them.
The dark soul and Lin Xuan'er glanced at each other, and greeted them together, and when they approached, the two of them owed and said, "See the queen mother." ”
"The two sisters don't need to be polite." Miao Ji hurriedly raised her hand to signal.
Lin Xuan'er smiled with the dark soul, and said with a bow, "Thank you, Queen Mother." ”
Miao Ji smiled, and in a blink of an eye, her eyes fell on the child on the side, and then she also walked to the child, looked at the cute little guy, and said with a smile, "The two princes and princesses are really handsome and charming." ”
The dark soul knew that Lin Xuan'er didn't like to socialize very much, so he stepped forward first, glanced at the child, and then said in a blink of an eye, "The mother has won the award, the prince and the princess are still young, far from being handsome and charming, but the mother is wonderful." ”
"Concubine Rong is too modest, you look at the outline of the eldest prince's eyebrows, and at first glance, he is a person who has achieved great things." Miao Ji set her eyes on the children again, and now that she has no heirs, she can only start with their children first.
The dark soul's face froze slightly, what Miao Ji was referring to was obviously Lin Xuan'er's child, I don't know if she was unintentional or deliberately hinting at something;
Lin Xuan'er didn't think that Miao Ji was a little unintentional, she just wanted to relieve the embarrassment and embarrassment for the dark soul, so she said, "The queen has won the award, and the concubine doesn't dare to expect him to become a great weapon, I just hope that he will grow up safely and happily and be an ordinary person." ”
Lin Xuan'er looked at the child, a little lost in hope.
Miao Ji pretended to smile embarrassedly, "This palace hasn't visited the two princes for a long time, and I can't tell the difference for a while, but it's the palace's fault." ”
"Niangniang's words are serious, the two princes are not much different, and it is normal to be difficult to distinguish." Dark Soul smiled, no matter what Miaoji's intentions are, the most important thing is to control her own mentality first.
Miao Ji smiled, glanced at the child of the dark soul, and said with a smile, "However, the eldest prince is more similar to King Ryo. ”
The dark soul smiled and subconsciously glanced at Lin Xuan'er on the side, but Lin Xuan'er was still looking at the child, maybe only in this way could she hide the sensitive nerves that were touched.
Miao Ji observed their respective expressions, approached the child again, and said with emotion, "It's a pity that a child born in the royal family is destined to live an ordinary life." ”
When the words fell, she glanced at Lin Xuan'er thoughtfully, this is something she deeply understands, in fact, she is moved by feelings, and she is also emotionally for herself.
Lin Xuan'er received Miao Ji's inexplicable eyes, understood the meaning of her words, and seemed to feel her helplessness, "The concubine thinks that no matter where she is born, the way to live is still to rely on herself to fight, but it can be ordinary or outstanding." ”
"Concubine Xuan has a lot of insights." Miao Ji looked at her with some meaning, she could feel that Lin Xuan'er didn't like the life in the palace, as for the relationship between her and Song Jingran and Gao Jin, she also knew a little bit from Qin Feng, but she was still secretly investigating.
Lin Xuan'er pursed the corners of her mouth, and said, "Let the mother smile." ”
In fact, she just wanted to hint to Miao Ji that even if she was helpless in the royal family, life is in her own hands, even if she can't choose, at least she can fight for it.
Miao Ji smiled, and suddenly seemed to remember something, "By the way, King Liang set up a banquet on Chinese New Year's Eve, and the main palace specially set the banquet in the pine garden, I don't know if the two younger sisters, can they go with the main palace to see, and I can do some guidance." ”
"Concubines have rarely walked around the palace, and I am afraid that they can't help the banquet." Lin Xuan'er didn't want to talk about it, and she didn't want to communicate more with Miao Ji.
"Concubine Xuan has a heart, just go and have a look." Miao Ji said with a smile, she has a lot of contact with dark souls, but this Concubine Xuan, she is curious, where is she worthy of Gao Jin's attention.
Lin Xuan'er gestured with her head, and at this point, she couldn't refuse too much.