If life is as first seen (1)

As soon as Jiang Mulan opened her eyes, she felt that she had a delusion.

The last moment, he felt like he was at the end of his crossbow.

The next moment, I saw the ceiling of my bedroom.

"Hiss" he gasped, the pain in his chest hit his brain for a moment, and he looked down, and a blinding blood red in his chest came into view.

What's going on?

Suddenly, a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, he covered his injured chest, endured the pain and quickly got out of bed, when he stood up, his body shook, almost fainted, holding a thought, he relieved, didn't even wear shoes, and walked out quickly against the wall.

From his bedroom to the aisle outside, there was a line of blood on the floor, and he walked along it, leaving a new line of blood behind him.

Walking to the bend of the stairs, he finally saw the figure who was slowly walking forward with a fruit knife.

At this moment, my brain exploded and went blank.

He really, really went back to before he died in his previous life, but he didn't hang up immediately in this life, as if God really favored him.

He took a deep breath and walked briskly down the staircase railing.

The living room was frolicking and chaotic, and the sound of talking and laughing suddenly stopped.

The person he put on the tip of his heart was standing in front of Zhao Mingcheng, the hand holding the knife trembled, and the green tendons on the back of his hand were clearly visible because of the force.

"You, you, don't be impulsive! Why are you still stunned, stop her! The woman in Zhao Mingcheng's arms shouted in panic, her voice trembling and sharp.

"Put the knife down!" Zhao Mingcheng frowned and scolded.

"Don't worry, how can I be willing to kill you......" She lowered her head, a smile slowly spread on the corner of her mouth, and raised her hand.

"Don't-" Jiang Mulan rushed over and reached out to grab the fruit knife in her hand, but after all, it was a little too late, and he held her hand holding the knife, and the knife had already stabbed down. Pierced into her chest.

The screams stung the eardrums again, and he hugged her fallen body, and roared with red eyes: "Call an ambulance!" ”

"I'll drive you to the hospital faster." Zhao Mingcheng recovered from the shock.

Jiang Mulan's vision was blurry for a while, and she fainted.

Originally, he thought he wouldn't wake up, but he didn't want him to survive anyway.

"Brother, you finally woke up, do you feel uncomfortable?" Jiang Yuan's voice came from the bedside.

He half-squinted and saw Jiang Yuan sitting on the sofa against the wall, and he asked in a dumb voice, "How is the girl who went to the hospital with me?" ”

"Is that the girl named Xia Yuxi?" Seeing that the first thing he did when he woke up was to ask another person, Jiang Yuan was surprised.

She ...... Are you okay? Jiang Mulan's voice trembled.

"Actually, she's not as badly hurt as you. But she hasn't woken up yet. Brother, what happened to you, Zhao Mingcheng and the others kept silent one by one, is there anything unspeakable in this? ”

"I raped her, she stabbed me with a knife and killed herself." Jiang Mulan said expressionlessly.

Jiang Yuan's eyes widened, and she looked at Jiang Mulan incredulously: "Strong, strong...... Ahem, brother, it's impossible. You've never done such a bastard, and besides, you still need to be strong with your charm? ”

Jiang Mulan looked at the snow-white ceiling, he had also experienced so many things before he realized how wrong he had done in this matter. There is no reason for anyone to hurt others, especially loved ones, in the name of love.

"How many days have I been in a coma?"

"Two days. I heard from the doctor that your wound was very close to the heart, and fortunately it was treated in time, otherwise you would have died of excessive blood loss. As for that Xia Yuxi, the wound is not very deep. The tip of the knife was stuck in the bone again, so it was fine, but she never came to her senses. The doctor said it was self-awareness. ”

Jiang Yuan glanced at Jiang Mulan, she finally knew why people didn't want to wake up, she couldn't stand it when she encountered such a bad thing, but who called the other party the cousin who had the best relationship with her since childhood, alas!

Jiang Mulan sat up and was about to get out of bed, but Jiang Yuan hurriedly stopped her: "Brother, don't move, it's troublesome if the wound opens, this potion hasn't been hung yet." ”

Jiang Mulan pushed Jiang Yuan away, directly ripped the needle off the back of her hand, pressed the bleeding needle, and walked out. "What ward is she in?"

Seeing that he couldn't be persuaded anymore, Jiang Yuan sighed and said, "I'll take you there." ”

When I arrived in another ward, there was only Nuan Nuan lying quietly on the hospital bed, and there was no care.

Jiang Mulan walked to the bedside, her eyes moistened and looked at Nuan Nuan with a haggard and thin face, he felt like he had a long dream, in that dream, Nuan Nuan lived happily and happily, and her eyes were very shining, but the person who gave her happiness was a person who had already died. But the person in front of him is not a dream, it is the living person who first made him like it.

Nuan Nuan, there is no Ning Suyou in this world, but I can also give you happiness.

I will rejuvenate your eyes and make you carefree from now on.

So, don't leave me again, okay?

If you don't answer, I'll say yes.

Jiang Mulan slowly bent down, reached out and gently touched the emaciated face, as if touching a rare treasure, cautiously.

Jiang Yuan saw Jiang Mulan's movements and sad expression, her heart was shocked, she had never seen such a look and behavior in this proud cousin since she was a child.

It seems that her brother really likes this Xia Yuxi.

"Brother, do you know where Xia Yuxi's family is? She'd better invite her family to come, maybe she'll want to wake up with her family around. Jiang Yuan reminded.

Warm family? Jiang Mulan's eyes lit up, if he hadn't experienced that long dream, he wouldn't have known where Nuan Nuan's family was.

In that dream, Nuan Nuan was able to change his fate because he had the memory of a lifetime, but here, Nuan Nuan's family should not have moved out of the mountain, nor did he recognize the Ouyang family, in this case, he could find the people of the Ouyang family first, and then let the people of the Ouyang family go to find Nuan Nuan's mother and younger brother.

"In the past two days, has Zhao Mingcheng been here?" Jiang Mulan turned her head to look at Jiang Yuan.

Jiang Yuan was slightly shocked, Jiang Mulan usually called Zhao Mingcheng Ah Cheng, and rarely called her full name so unfamiliarly. Listening to the tone, her brother didn't seem to be as close to Zhao Mingcheng as before.

"I heard that Yu Xiyao is back."

Because Zhao Mingcheng is her brother's friend, Jiang Yuan has also heard a little about the matter between Zhao Mingcheng and Yu Xiyao. Besides, this circle is so big, Zhao Mingcheng's feelings for Yu Xiyao were still in a uproar before, and everyone used it as a topic to chat after tea and dinner, how could she not know.

Hearing the name Yu Xiyao, Jiang Mulan's expression turned cold. This woman is by no means a good person, but ...... It's not bad to get her and Zhao Mingcheng together.

"Brother, people have also seen it, you should go back and hang the potion. If you don't recover your body quickly, how can you pursue someone you like earlier. Speaking of "favorite people". Jiang Yuan glanced at Nuan Nuan lying on the bed meaningfully.

"Go get us to a ward."

"What?"

Jiang Mulan looked at Jiang Yuan and said again, "Find a double ward and transfer me and her to one room." ”

The corners of Jiang Yuan's mouth twitched, she glanced at Jiang Mulan, turned around and helped transfer to the ward, she could see that if Xia Yuxi hadn't been under her brother's nose, her brother would not have honestly recuperated from his injuries.

Jiang Mulan sat on the edge of the bed, holding Xia Yuxi's hand that did not prick a needle. Speaking in a low voice, he talked about their first encounter, how he felt when he found himself liking her. He had so much to say to her, little by little, like an old man with broken thoughts.

After moving to the ward, Jiang Mulan took it upon herself to put the two beds together. The two of them were lying on the bed holding hands, both hanging the potion, smelling the air with the smell of disinfectant water, and feeling more relaxed than ever.

Jiang Yuan was also driven away by him. The whole room was only his voice, sometimes happy, sometimes low.

One day, two days, three days...... By the seventh day. The wounds on Jiang Mulan's chest have all been scarred, and the skin that has been stitched together by needles and threads has grown together, and it will no longer break easily at this time.

But Xia Yuxi still didn't wake up.

Jiang Mulan no longer needs injections, he can be discharged from the hospital, but he is still by Xia Yuxi's bedside, talking day after day. They didn't spend a lot of time with each other, and they had finished talking about it as early as the first day, and then Jiang Mulan talked about his growth story in Xia Yuxi's ear, big and small things, extremely detailed, and even he had a few girlfriends.

"Nuan Nuan, do you know, I have already contacted your new father, he has gone to find your mother and brother, and will bring them to see you soon, you have to wake up quickly, otherwise they will be sad to see it, right?"

"It's annoying to hear my voice lately, right? But what to do, I seem to have become a chatterbox, if you are really tired of my voice, wake up! ”

Jiang Mulan held Nuan Nuan's hand and put it on his face, he looked at Xia Yuxi's increasingly thin face, and said softly: "Nuan Nuan, I am real, I love you." Give me a chance to make amends, right? ”

With the knock on the door, the door of the ward was pushed open, and a man with a bouquet of flowers walked in.

Seeing Zhao Mingcheng who walked in, Jiang Mulan's eyes were a little cold, because of Zhao Mingcheng's sudden visit, Jiang Mulan didn't see the slight change in Xia Yuxi's eyelashes.

"You don't accompany your family to cherish Yao, what are you doing in the hospital?" Jiang Mulan adjusted her expression, and said with a slight hint of ridicule at the corner of her mouth.

"Isn't she awake yet?" Zhao Mingcheng put the flowers on the bedside table, looking at Xia Yuxi who was lying quietly on the hospital bed, his expression was a little complicated.

"With her character, she probably won't want to wake up for the rest of her life." Jiang Mulan's expression faded again.

Zhao Mingcheng looked at Jiang Mulan and Xia Yuxi's hands holding together, and he asked hesitantly: "Jiang Shao, when did you ......" fell in love with Xia Yuxi.

"Speaking of which, I knew her much earlier than you did you, and I've been looking for her all the time."

β€œβ€¦β€¦ You didn't tell me. Zhao Mingcheng remembered the scene when he took Xia Yuxi to meet a few brothers for the first time, and at that time, Jiang Shao's gaze at Xia Yuxi was different from others, but he didn't care about it at that time. If Jiang Shao had told him about this at that time, maybe there would not have been such a tragic thing as later.

"I know that if I just say it, you will give her to me, but at that time, she was full of eyes and eyes were only you, and a woman in love would empathize with me so quickly?" Jiang Mulan laughed self-deprecatingly.

In fact, when he first saw Nuan Nuan standing next to Zhao Mingcheng, he was very hesitant, on the one hand, he didn't want to affect his brother's feelings for a woman, and on the other hand, this woman was the only person he had ever wanted to live a good life together, and he didn't want to give up like this.

Every time Nuan Nuan followed Zhao Mingcheng and dangled in front of him one more time, the more unwillingness he felt in his heart accumulated.

Look, the shadow in this woman's eyes should have belonged to him. But because of a mistake, he could only watch from the sidelines.

Willingly? Of course not.

"I'm sorry." Zhao Mingcheng sighed and said.

The corners of Jiang Mulan's mouth couldn't help but mockingly, "You didn't feel sorry for me, and I didn't feel sorry for you, but we were all sorry for her, and she was the most innocent in this matter." ”

Zhao Mingcheng looked at the person on the hospital bed, and his voice was low: "I didn't expect her to have such a violent reaction. ”

"How much do you know about Nuan Nuan?" Jiang Mulan squinted at Zhao Mingcheng.

"Nuan Nuan?" Zhao Mingcheng read the name again in confusion.

"Heh, you don't even know her nickname, do you?" Jiang Mulan sneered.

Zhao Mingcheng fell silent, in fact, he really didn't know. He has never really understood Xia Yuxi, and he pursued her only because Xi Yao never agreed to his marriage proposal, and wanted to find a woman who was pleasing to the eye to relieve his mood.

Even he didn't expect that he would allow a woman who was not Yu Xiyao to stay by his side for a year, and as he got along for a long time, he became more and more inclined to live like this for the rest of his life, but Yu Xiyao was the person he liked since he was a teenager, and it was his obsession all along, so he would find this idea ridiculous.

He wanted to get rid of the trouble brought to him by Xia Yuxi. But every time he had a showdown, he relented again, until Yu Xiyao gave him the exact information, saying that he wanted to be Mrs. Zhao, and it was at this time that Jiang Mulan showed interest in Xia Yuxi. He took her to the rare chaotic meeting seven days earlier.

Now Yu Xiyao has returned to him, but he doesn't seem to be as happy as he imagined, and as soon as his mind is empty, the picture of Xia Yuxi committing suicide in front of him will appear.

She said, "How could I be willing to kill you." ”

Just seven words kept lingering in his mind, disturbing his mind. I can't help but think back to the bits and pieces between him from the first time he saw Xia Yuxi to her suicide.

The woman who used to be around him was nothing more than a condition that took a fancy to him, at first he didn't think Xia Yuxi was this kind of woman, but later Xia Yuxi changed after asking him for money in the name of borrowing money. The reason why she was able to stay with him for so long was because she had a homely aura that other women didn't have, and it made him feel comfortable.

He really didn't think that a person with a softer temperament would have such a violent reaction.

He didn't expect that her feelings for him were so deep.

Nuan Nuan is a girl from the mountains, more conservative in thinking, or more naΓ―ve, always thinking about finding someone for a lifetime, so when she really falls in love with someone, she only cares about that person, even if others are excellent and like her, she can't see it. Ah Cheng, since Yu Xiyao has returned to you, then you and Nuan Nuan will have nothing to do with it from now on. You go, Nuan Nuan probably doesn't want to see you. Jiang Mulan said lightly.

Zhao Mingcheng took a deep look at Xia Yuxi, put her emaciated appearance in his eyes, turned around and left, when he walked out of the ward, he raised his hand and pressed the position of his heart, turned his head to stare at the three words "Xia Yuxi" under the patient number on the wall for a while, and left with a complicated expression.

After Zhao Mingcheng walked out of the ward, Jiang Mulan lowered her head and kissed Xia Yuxi's hand lightly, and said, "Look, I drove away the person you don't want to see, if you wake up now, I, the person you hate, can also disappear, isn't it cost-effective?" ”

"Yes." A dry and weak voice sounded.

Jiang Mulan was shocked, looked up at Xia Yuxi, and saw that she opened her eyes and was looking at him, he was immediately excited.

"You're finally awake......" Jiang Mulan's voice suddenly choked up.

He couldn't imagine what he would have done if Nuan Nuan hadn't woken up. God is finally not so cruel and let Nuan Nuan wake up.

"I want to drink water." Xia Yuxi said in a hoarse voice.

Jiang Mulan hurriedly got up and went to pour water.

Xia Yuxi looked at Jiang Mulan's somewhat hurried back, the expression in her eyes was extremely complicated, although she was in a coma these days, it was not that she couldn't feel the outside world, her consciousness was awake.

She heard all the words that Jiang Mulan said in her ear, and in the past few days, her ears were full of Jiang Dashao's voice, she also felt annoyed at first, but slowly got used to it, and then thoroughly understood him as a person from the growth stories he said.

Late at night, I listened to him apologize over and over again. She sometimes feels sad, calms down and thinks about it, she herself is not without a little responsibility, if she doesn't follow Zhao Mingcheng so desperately, such a thing will not happen.

It was also from Jiang Shao's broken thoughts that she knew this person's feelings for herself.

I don't know how many days it started, her subjective consciousness of not wanting to wake up has faded, and the reason why she didn't wake up early was probably because she was used to someone whispering in her ear, wanting to hear how the person who had no mother and lacked father's love since he was a child became the current Jiang Shao.

Her feelings for Jiang Shao are no longer simply bound to hatred.

"Come on. Drink. Jiang Mulan walked back with a cup, and a long straw was inserted into the cup, which was a straw specially used for patients, and she could drink water while lying down.

Xia Yuxi took the end of the straw in her mouth, slowly swallowed the pure water, and her eyelashes rested quietly on her eyelids, without looking at Jiang Mulan.

"Nuan Nuan, are you hungry now?" When Xia Yuxi finished drinking the water, Jiang Mulan asked.

Xia Yuxi raised her eyes to look at Jiang Mulan's concerned face. Say, "How did you know my nickname?" She never told anyone her nickname, even Zhao Mingcheng.

"Because I truly love you, I know everything about you." Jiang Mulan looked into Xia Yuxi's eyes.

"My everything? Knowing a nickname is everything? ”

"I know you're from the mountains of the Southwest, and I know you have a mother and a younger brother. My brother's nickname is Yangyang, your mother's name is Su Qian, and your original name is Xia Peony, right? You love to sing. I like guitar, I don't like western food, I don't like ......"

"That's enough." Xia Yuxi was shocked. She looked at Jiang Mulan, with some horror in her eyes, and some emotions that even she didn't notice.

Jiang Mulan smiled bitterly, in that dream, he spent eight years to understand everything about Nuan Nuan, at first he wanted to know more about her so that he could catch up with her, and then he wanted to understand her thoroughly so that he could let him go, but when he really understood all aspects of a person, this person was already deeply rooted in his heart, and he couldn't get rid of it.

"You said before that you found my biological father...... What is the meaning? Xia Yuxi asked hesitantly, how could her father have been dead for so many years......

"You and Yangyang are not the same father, your father was your mother's fiancΓ©, they were going to enter the marriage hall, but because of some misunderstandings, your mother ran away, and at that time they didn't know that you were pregnant. Your mother later met Yangyang's father, and formed a new family with Yangyang's father. Jiang Mulan explained as simply as possible.

"No, it's impossible to ......" Xia Yuxi couldn't believe it.

"I've done a paternity test for you, and you are indeed father and daughter." Jiang Mulan clenched Xia Yuxi's hand.

Xia Yuxi still hasn't recovered from this blow.

"Your father has not forgotten your mother until today, he has gone to find your mother and brother, and it won't be long before you can see them." Jiang Mulan said.

Xia Yuxi suddenly woke up after hearing "Mom", she looked at Jiang Mulan and asked, "How many days have I been asleep?" ”

"Nine days."

Xia Yuxi's expression was shocked, and he didn't know where he got the strength, so he sat up and asked in a trembling tone, "Where is my mobile phone?" ”

"Here." Jiang Mulan took out her mobile phone from the drawer and handed it to her.

The phone is out of battery and turned off.

Xia Yuxi's hand holding the mobile phone trembled, and she looked at Jiang Mulan in a panic, "Can you borrow your mobile phone and call me?" ”

Jiang Mulan felt that she was very wrong now, but he didn't know what she was afraid of, so he hurriedly took out his mobile phone and gave it to her.

After dialing a number, Xia Yuxi put the phone to her ear, looking nervous and uneasy, until she answered the phone over there, she asked hurriedly, "Yangyang, how is Grandma?" Do I still have medical expenses? ”

"Sister," a choked voice came from the phone, "the doctor said...... Grandma can't survive...... It's been a month. ”

Bang!

Xia Yuxi froze.

"Sister, I owe another 20,000 yuan, and the hospital won't let us leave. Sister, do you still have any money there? ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Yes, you wait for me to come. ”

Hanging up the phone, Xia Yuxi breathed rapidly, and the expression on his face was on the verge of collapse.

Although Jiang Mulan couldn't hear what was said on the phone, she could know from her words and demeanor that something must have happened to her mother, he hugged her, patted her back gently, and comforted: "It's okay, it's going to be okay, don't worry, I'm still here." ”

"I sold myself to you, do you want it?" Suddenly, she asked.

Jiang Mulan froze for a moment, then slowly tightened the hand holding her, and spit out a word with difficulty: "Yes." (To be continued......)