Chapter 149 - Reflection

In the early morning, the sunlight projected into the room through the curtains, and she had a splitting headache, Su Yingrong got up and habitually touched the water on the bedside table, but she felt a smooth chest, she was startled, and woke up, and it was no one else lying on her side, it was Zhao Sunrise, Secretary of the Yunyang Municipal Party Committee, and at this moment Zhao Sunrise had also woken up, and a pair of slightly squinted eyes were constantly looking at herself.

Su Yingrong subconsciously glanced at her chest, empty, not only her upper body was empty, but her whole body was not covered by an inch, for a while Su Yingrong's mind was empty, her next expression was completely unexpected by Zhao Sunrise, that is, she did not cry, nor did she blame Zhao Sunrise coquettishly, but directly ignored Zhao Sunrise, got out of bed and picked up the clothes scattered on the ground and put them on silently one by one, and then walked barefoot like a walking corpse in this huge room, Zhao Sunrise was a little afraid, he was afraid that Su Yingrong would do something drastic. didn't care too much at the moment, jumped off the bed and followed behind Su Yingrong, Su Yingrong just wanted to open the door, but the door had been locked by Zhao Sunrise from the inside with a key last night, Su Yingrong couldn't open the door, so she turned back again, walked straight to Zhao Sunrise, stretched out her jade hand, and said in a hoarse voice, "Key", Zhao Sunrise hugged Su Yingrong's feet, pulled Su Yingrong's hand and slapped her face, "I'm not human, I'm sorry for you, I can't help but want you, you beat me, you scold me, no matter what, it's okay, Or whatever you ask, don't do anything stupid, you have a cute baby."

Zhao Sunrise's baby made Su Yingrong seem to come to life, just woke up and saw Zhao Sunrise lying naked on the same bed, thinking about what happened last night with his toes, no wonder he took his hand when he sent him that night. No wonder last night let himself accompany the merchant on behalf of the reception office, and it is even more strange that he is a dignified secretary who has no home and stays drunk in the reception center, in the past, Zhao Sunrise drank more than last night, in fact, the purpose of last night's red wine was just to want his body. As soon as she thought that her body was designed by the person in front of her, she had the idea of suicide in an instant, and many unsatisfactory thoughts came to her heart, she just wanted to go out and climb the top floor of the reception center and go down, in that case, Zhao Sunrise would also be discredited, and at that moment she completely forgot about the baby. She hadn't seen her baby for almost a day.

Su Yingrong, who had died once in her mind and came back to life, slapped Zhao Sunrise hard and said, "Key, I want to go home." You can change the unit for me. Hearing this, Zhao Sunrise, who was amnesty, didn't care about the hotness on his face. He knew that he had survived the hurdle in front of him. Su Yingrong is no different from those other women in the end, she will also mention it when she has the opportunity and conditions, and at the same time she is happy in her heart, with the first time, there will be a second and third time, and she asked Su Yingrong cheekily, which unit do you want to go to? Su Yingrong asked him rhetorically, "You want me to drink with others every day." Or stay up all night to receive merchants? What is the difference between me and a waiter? Zhao Sunrise heard Su Yingrong's answer, and he had a calculation in his heart, it was not good to change too quickly suddenly. Let me think about it, in this way, you take a leave of absence first, and I will talk to Wang Wei over there, and you can wait for me at home with peace of mind...... Wait for my message.

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Su Yingrong returned to the office, her mother had taken the baby home, she went home, her mother asked her if she didn't return last night, she lied and said that there were too many links designed by the reception merchants last night, and after drinking, she went to arrange a song hall, supper, bath, toss all night, her mother complained about the nature and hard work of her work, she got up and went to the bathroom, the warm water hit her body, Su Yingrong desperately washed her body with shower liquid, and the skin of her body was red, and she still couldn't stop rinsing, Su Yingrong hated this body very much, this body has been stained with dust, from the inside out, no matter how it is washed, it is not a clean body, she has had fantasies in her heart before, maybe one day she can reminisce about the old relationship with Yang Jinghui, and the current situation No matter what, this idea can only die in the bottom of her heart, she is not worthy of Yang Jinghui at all, and the distance between her and him has been getting farther and farther away since Ning Cheng's relationship. Thinking of this, Su Yingrong was heartbroken, tears burst like a levee, mixed with the water sprayed by the shower, and sat on the ground.

Mom knocked on the bathroom door outside, saying that she had been taking a bath for too long, afraid that the bathroom space was narrow Su Yingrong would harm her body again, Su Yingrong walked out of the bathroom wearing a bathrobe and wrapping a bath towel, although she deliberately avoided it, she was still seen by her mother crying red and swollen eyes, and her mother asked why your eyes are swollen? Su Yingrong said that she didn't rest well last night, her eyes were swollen, and she just wanted to sleep at the moment. Mom brought her a bowl of porridge and persuaded her to drink it, how could Su Yingrong be in the mood to eat it at this moment, she said that she just wanted to sleep well after working all night, but her mother didn't insist anymore.

After entering the room, I saw the baby who woke up and was playing alone, the baby actually had a name, which fell on his own household registration, and his name was Su Nianhui, but she usually called her baby, she touched the baby's head, and the baby was a little unhappy and said, "Mom lied to the baby, said that she wanted to sleep with the baby, but she didn't come back overnight", Su Yingrong couldn't control her emotions, hugged the baby and said, "Mom is not a good woman, Mom cheated on the baby, Mom is wrong, never again......", Dong Shuping leaned against the door and sighed, she knew that Su Yingrong remembered what sad past, Su Yingrong was just strong on the outside, and she never told anyone about the sourness in her heart, she always carried it quietly by herself, took the baby at the moment, and told her that her mother was tired, sleep, and wake up with the baby.

Su Yingrong, who was lying on the bed, thought a lot in her head, she felt that she was stupid at that time, she would even think of dying, instead of dying like that, it was better to stab Zhao Sunrise and take him on the road together, she must not die, she still has a baby, but how to deal with the relationship with Zhao Sunrise in the future, she is very conflicted, she doesn't want to become his mistress, but she is a woman after all, under his leadership, how to avoid his obscenity, you can only start by transferring work, it's time to think about the future, can't just be at the mercy of others, like a doll, wiping the tear that still remained in the corner of her eye, Su Yingrong fell asleep quietly. (To be continued......)