Chapter 38: The Past
At this moment, Zhang Mengya looked at Luo Mo, as if she was looking at a stranger.
Some people's personalities are like that in their bones, no matter how they behave on the surface, it is difficult to hide their true temperament.
Although Zhang Mengya is very outgoing in front of many people, even photographers, it seems that as long as anyone can give her a role, she will sleep with whomever she wants...... But only someone like Luo Mo who knows her well can feel the tranquility hidden in Zhang Mengya's pupils.
She is such a person, she was quite literary and artistic in college, she likes to watch movies like "Heartbeat" and "Two Little No Guesses", likes to read Sanmao's books, and lives in her own Sahara.
But now, life forces her to put a mask on her outside.
"I ...... I just came to this crew today, and I don't know who else is there besides Tong Dawei...... You...... Who do you play? ”
Zhang Mengya's question was a little hurried, as if she was asking for an answer that didn't make her too sad.
One of the things that people in the actor industry are most afraid of is that the achievements of people who are the same time and the same as themselves are much higher than themselves, their popularity is much higher than their own, and they are much better than themselves.
Especially actresses...... The life cycle of male actors is very long, and they will not be popular for a while, and there are many late bloomers in their thirties and forties, but actresses, after the age of 30, no, they don't need to be thirty, twenty-seven or eight...... Basically, there is no hope.
Zhang Mengya is also unavoidable, she is very worried that Luo Mo is much better than herself.
"I ...... Play as Southward! At this moment, the little sense of superiority in Luo Mo's heart has almost disappeared, but there is more sympathy for Zhang Mengya's situation.
People are always like that, and friends who are better than themselves are inevitably a little jealous, but for people who are not as good as themselves, they try to make their lives better.
Zhang Mengya and Liu Shunyi can almost be said to be Luo Mo's brothers and sisters, and he doesn't want these people's lives to be too bad.
"...... to the south" Zhang Mengya chewed on the name, and suddenly realized in her heart, isn't this the second male lead in "Struggle"?
It turns out that Luo Mo is already the second male lead in a TV series!
Actors like Zhang Mengya have been mixed up to the point where they are now, and in their hearts, being able to mix like Luo Mo can be regarded as a success.
The bitterness in her heart came up, making Zhang Mengya a little confused about what to say for a while.
But after thinking about it, Zhang Mengya also remembered one thing in the past.
When I was a sophomore, there was an opportunity in the class to intern with the crew in Hengdian, and after the internship was completed, everyone went out to a farmhouse in Jiangnan Province to eat and drink.
That night, Luo Mo did not persuade everyone to drink and hook up with each other, but sat alone outside without speaking.
Zhang Mengya also walked out, and the two sat together unconsciously, at that time, Luo Mo happened to be in the stage of breaking up with Wang Sijiao and being a little world-weary, and it was hard to think about tea and dinner, and he drank some wine that night, and Zhang Mengya's words were a bit much.
It was the end of summer, and the breeze was shining through the grass. The stars were very dense, like a beautiful curtain covering the sky, and Luo Mo drank a little too much, so he said everything.
The night wind blowing swept up those vast pasts, Luo Mo and Zhang Mengya talked about his past, about his painful three-year-old, about his mother, about southern Xinjiang, Pu'er tea, red earth, and especially, Wang Sijiao and those blooming rhododendrons.
Zhang Mengya was a listener that night, she didn't belong to the kind of person who was cold from the inside out, but she didn't talk much, so she almost completely became a listener to Luo Mo.
Today, when she met Luo Mo here, Zhang Mengya's heart was mixed, but she slowly remembered Luo Mo's moving thoughts, and suddenly felt that Luo Mo had such an opportunity, and it must be the best arrangement from God.
It's just that...... Where is Heaven's plan for Himself?
My father still can't get out of bed, my mother's gray hair is getting more and more, my younger brother is growing up, and it costs money to study, and his grades are very good......
Sometimes Zhang Mengya even wants to grit her teeth and be a depraved woman and sell her body to make money, but this idea is still in the past.
As a result, Zhang Mengya's jealousy of Luo Mo also disappeared unconsciously, and turned with a little relief: "Congratulations, I think, your mother will definitely be proud of you." ”
Luo Mo was slightly stunned, and suddenly remembered what he had said to Zhang Mengya on a sunny night at the end of midsummer, and what he said about his mother.
His expression was a little far-fetched, and he even doubted Zhang Mengya's purpose in saying this, but after Luo Mo thought about it, he felt that Zhang Mengya couldn't be trying to use this matter to stimulate himself.
So, he shook his head and smiled bitterly: "My mother...... I haven't been in touch with her in a while. ”
Zhang Mengya felt Luo Mo's sadness, and suddenly felt that there was no need for her to continue this topic, so she said, "I'm sorry, then let's not talk about this...... You're almost there. ”
"Okay." Luo Mo nodded, and suddenly felt that many of his actions were a little pale, indeed, he really wanted Zhang Mengya to take care of it, but now he is also a mud bodhisattva crossing the river himself, what can he do for her?
So, after thinking for a while, Luo Mo said, "Are you free at night?" I don't have a play tonight, so I'll invite you to dinner. ”
It is a good thing for Zhang Mengya to be invited to dinner by the actor who is the second male lead in the TV series, but after thinking about it for a while, she still shook her head and smiled: "No need, thank you, Luo Mo." ”
Luo Mo could only nod and say, "It's always okay to exchange numbers." ”
"Hmm." Zhang Mengya nodded, and by the time Luo Mo finished filming this scene, Zhang Mengya's figure was already missing next to Zhou Sichao.
"Lao Zhou, where is Zhang Mengya?"
Luo Mo's eyes wandered around and asked.
"Let's go......" Zhou Sichao shrugged his shoulders: "Ah Mo, you may not like to hear what I say, but such a girl, you need to pay a little attention...... It's okay now, your fame is not very big, if you wait for your fame to be really big, you really have to pay attention, you don't want to be used to hype. ”
"Of course." Zhou Sichao paused and said, "That girl can see that she has no intentions for you, I am talking about the future." ”
"I know." Luo Mo nodded, although he wanted to refute, but after thinking about it carefully, he felt that what was the point of this?
He is just a struggling little actor, he can't talk about any fame and status in the entertainment industry, even if he has the heart to help Zhang Mengya, he can't do anything.
He is not even qualified to say no to some rules, and in the face of some interpersonal relationships that are too calculating, as if they are calculating, he can only accept them all.
Zhou Sichao suddenly changed his smile at this time, and turned Luo Mo's shoulder with a little ambiguity at the corner of his mouth: "Between you...... Have a story......? ”
Luo Mo shook his shoulders: ", what kind of story can there be, college classmates." ”
"Hehe, I don't look like it, look at the taste in that girl's eyes, I think you are definitely not just classmates."
"What can you smell in your eyes? Don't write novels. Luo Mo said, "Hurry up and help me prepare the script......"