Liu Jing pinched Deng Jiulang's neck, and after screaming a few times, she didn't know what she thought, her hand suddenly loosened, and the whole person retreated to the corner of the carriage, and then, she changed her excitement just now and shrank into a ball quietly.

Deng Jiulang was still coughing and blushing, so he was not aggrieved, but when he saw her safely, he panicked, and the vivid expression on his face was a little nervous at this moment.

Liu Jing hugged her legs, buried her head in her knees, turned her head sideways to look out of the carriage, and stopped talking.

I don't know how long later, she suddenly said, "Let me get out of the car." ”

The voice was calm.

Deng Jiulang stared at her, and after a while, he shook his head directly and said, "I won't let you get out of the car!" ”

Liu Jing's lips quickly tightened.

After a while, she buried her face in her lap, and a muffled voice floated out, "Jiulang." ”

"Yes, you say."

Liu Jing was silent again, silent for an unknown amount of time, she said softly: "That epidemic was originally a mortal disease, and I was pulled back on the verge of death. ”

Now, it was Deng Jiulang's turn to be speechless.

Liu Jing put her face against her knees, and said after a while: "At that moment, I was banished out of the city, and I don't know if your sister did anything, I don't see a loyal servant by my side, and the bright guards and secret guards who have been following me in the past are also gone." I lay in the carriage, my whole body burned dizzy, and my whole body was so cold, and it was so hot that it seemed to be incinerated, I was so thirsty, so thirsty, I wanted them to bring some water, but I couldn't make a sound. I burned and woke up like this. When it was finally time to drink the medicine, I struggled to open my eyes, begging them if they could leave someone to watch me in the car, give me some water, wipe me with some cold water when I was so hot that I was about to catch fire, and add a bed and quilt for me when I was shivering with cold...... But I don't have the strength, I really don't have the strength, I'm burned again, I just remember that I begged every time. I don't know if I haven't said it. Or they haven't heard it. ”

Speaking of those days, Liu Jing still has palpitations, she is more and more tight, leaning closer and closer to the corner.

Keep your eyes closed. Liu Jing didn't look at Deng Jiulang all the time. "I grew up. was spoiled by his parents in the palm of his hand, and he never suffered that kind of hardship, and later he was like a maid. Responsive to the call...... Jiulang, I was really scared at that time. I'm afraid of death, I don't want to die, I'm also afraid of being lonely, I don't want to die like this when I don't even have a caring person, I'm even more thirsty, cold, hot...... Kuro, I've been calling your name, did you hear that? ”

Deng Jiulang shook his head, he covered his face with his hands, choked up and called: "Ajing, it's all my ...... to blame."

"Yes, you're to blame." Liu Jing buried her head and said quietly: "When you saw that I became a princess, you immediately installed your own people inside and out, and as a result, these people are your sister's and are on her orders." When I was seriously ill, I had no relatives and sent someone to look for you, but you ignored me, I am also a princess, and I am still the sister of the first emperor, but as soon as my brother died, your sister will pinch me as much as she wants, and when she made me seriously ill and dying, I didn't even have anyone around me, and I couldn't even beg for a sip of water......"

When Liu Jing said this, Deng Jiulang was holding his ten fingers, and tears were already rolling down his fingers.

Liu Jing took a deep breath, calmed herself down, and said softly: "At that time, I was really looking forward to someone coming to save me, and I really missed my father and mother, I thought, if they were by my side, they would not let Jiulang's sister bully me so far......" In Deng Jiulang's motionlessness, Liu Jing said in a low voice: "Just when I was destined to die, just looking forward to seeing my parents before I died, Gu Cheng appeared. When everyone dislikes me and stays away from me, when you all leave me, no matter how much I call or beg, and still ignore me, Ah Cheng appeared. Jiurou, do you know what it feels like? At that moment, I was desperate, I just opened my chapped lips and waited for death, and then a person came, he didn't care about anything, he didn't care about anything, he didn't care whether you had an infectious disease, it would make you seriously ill, he didn't dislike whether you were dirty and smelly, little by little with cool water to wet your lips, hug you tightly when you were cold, cool you down when you were hot, he guarded you day and night, regardless of safety, regardless of identity. ”

In Deng Jiulang's stiff, pale face, Liu Jing slowly raised her head, she looked up at Deng Jiulang, and whispered: "So, I said to myself at that time that my life was picked up by Gu Cheng, and I will repay him well in the future." Speaking of this, Liu Jing's voice became clearer, and she said quietly in Deng Jiulang's black iron-like contemplation: "Jiulang, let me get out of the car, I've been out for so long, Gu Cheng should be worried." ”

With that, she lifted the curtain and shouted outside, "Stop!" ”

As soon as this cheer came out, all the silver-armored guards were stunned, and they all looked at Deng Jiulang.

At this glance, they actually found that their Lang Jun's face was full of tears.

In the staring eyes one by one, Deng Jiulang finally waved his hand, and he said in a low voice: "Stop, let her go down." As soon as the carriage stopped and Liu Jing was about to get off, Deng Jiulang called her and asked in a dumb voice, "Ah Jing, are you happy with him?" His voice was so hoarse that it was not like words, this kind of dumbness, and there was a kind of self-blame and pain that was so strong that it was indescribable, "Ajing, tell me, are you happy with him again?" ”

Liu Jing silently turned her back to him.

She thought to herself: How easy is it to rejoice in someone? I've always remembered you, even though I know that it's better to see each other than not to see each other, but I'm still happy with you.

But she didn't want to say this, she didn't want to answer him.

She didn't want to answer his words without thinking about it, without letting go of the hatred in her heart, without deciding to be with him again, to face the pain of his family and sister behind the sweetness of being with him.

Therefore, Liu Jing just flicked her sleeves and walked away.

She was quiet, her back straight out, her emaciated figure glowing in the sunlight.

Deng Jiulang watched her disappear into the sunlight little by little.

He closed his eyes heavily.

Di Wu frowned and approached, he looked at Deng Jiulang worriedly, and said in a low voice: "Lang Jun, why did you let her get out of the car?" After a pause, he still said: "Lang Jun, if Princess Hele is dissatisfied, you should also get her people first, and then slowly grind with her in the future." It is not appropriate to let her go like this at this moment. In his memory, his own Langjun has never acted so timidly, and when he came over, he had already decided to take people away no matter what, why did he let go when he was outside Zhuangzi?

Just when Di Wu was confused, Deng Jiulang's hoarse voice came in a low voice, "I'm scared ......"

Di Wu didn't understand what Deng Jiulang meant, and Liu Jing, after walking on the street for a while, picked an alley and walked in, leaning against the wall with her back to her, her head down and not moving.

I don't know how long it took, but a carriage drove up.

Then, a gentle footstep sounded beside her.

Hearing this footstep, Liu Jing didn't look up, she just whispered, "How long have you stopped there?" Without waiting for someone to answer, she said softly: "You are still a person who is being pursued by the court, and it is very unsafe to come out so recklessly." ”

Hearing her words, Gu Cheng's deep and melodious voice came, "Did you see my carriage?" So you're standing here, waiting for me? ”

Liu Jing nodded and said, "Well, I saw it just now, so I asked Deng Jiulang to stop the carriage and came over by myself." She raised her head, and after glancing at Gu Cheng, Liu Jing's gaze moved away again, and she walked towards his carriage, "Don't do this in the future, don't take your own safety seriously." With that, she climbed into the carriage.

Gu Cheng also jumped into the carriage, and after a shout of order, Ling is carriage started, he turned his head to look at Liu Jing.

The sunlight shines through the crack in the curtain of the car, shining on the beautiful and emaciated face in front of him, at this moment, this face is still tear-stained, and the expression is familiar to him with calmness and stubbornness.

After Gu Cheng glanced at it, he withdrew his gaze.

The moment he withdrew his gaze, the corners of his lips lifted slightly.

Seeing that the carriage was turning east and west, and did not stop passing by the original residence, Liu Jing asked softly, "Have you changed places?" ”

"En," Gu Cheng replied, "This place has been targeted by Deng Jiulang, and he has to change places." In a blink of an eye, he whispered again: "Ajing, you ......" You said, and he finally fell silent.

He was silent, and Liu Jing was also silent. I don't know how long it took, Liu Jing said softly: "Ah Cheng, Deng Jiulang has been eyeing you, so is your party canceled?" She raised her head to look at him, her eyes showing anticipation and an indescribable confusion, "Ah Cheng, I miss my parents, let's leave Chang'an." She looked at him, "Let's leave now, okay?" ”

This Chang'an, where Deng Jiulang is here, even breathes with his body, which makes her indulge too easily. And Deng Jiulang's gentleness and concessions to her will also make her indulge easily.

But now she just needs to be pure, and she needs to recuperate quietly in the space without him.

Moreover, Gu Cheng really can't get together with those Confucian scholars anymore, and now the Deng family is still tolerating, and when they can't bear it anymore, even if the world is big, it will be difficult for people to tolerate.

Thinking of this, Liu Jing asked for this.

Gu Cheng looked up at Liu Jing.

Meeting her gaze, he smiled bitterly, and after a while, he whispered, "Deng Jiulang won't let you leave." Ah Jing, believe it or not, at this time, all the city gates and docks are being watched, and not far from us, there are also his secret guards. Ah Jing, Deng Jiulang must be thinking now, he can give you time and space to think about it for a few days, but if you leave here and leave him, it will be absolutely impossible! ”

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Send in routine updates. I went out yesterday, and it was inconvenient to act without a network, so I cut off the update. That's it.,Yesterday's update is temporarily owed.,I'll compensate everyone for more than two yards these days.。 (To be continued......)