By the time I opened my eyes, Tao Jing was gone.

I felt like I was in a dream yesterday, and I didn't know it was a dream until I saw the message Tao Jing sent me.

"Milk, I'm waiting for you to be discharged." I was so happy that I jumped up from the bed, laughing hard and smashing the wall, and the doctor rushed in, and tied me up with a tie-up garment, thinking that my mental illness had flareed up again.

Since then, I have actively cooperated with the treatment, I want to go out early, insist on exercising, get up early to run, do sit-ups at night, and in two months, I have four abdominal muscles.

The purpose of the exercise is to improve my sexual performance, because Tao Jing said that I don't have to count minutes when I have sex, but a few times, which hurts my self-esteem too much.

We also agreed that we would fight another 300 rounds after we were discharged from the hospital.

Thinking of Taojing lying on the bed, I can't help but feel a pillar of optimus.

Tao Jing has also become the person who supports my belief in life the most.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, my mother came, and Taojing's parents also came, but Taojing didn't come, I asked Taojing several times in a row where she was, but they interrupted her.

Mom secretly dragged me into a corner and told me not to ask.

They took me to eat, go shopping, they bought me a lot of new clothes, a new mobile phone, a new computer, and helped my mother rent a two-bedroom house from here for five years.

I had always been distracted in my heart, and I finally made it through dinner and returned home with my mother.

As soon as I entered the house, I couldn't wait to hold my mother's hand, "Why didn't Taojing come, is she sick, or something happened." "She left the city and was sent to study in other places, their family is quite rich, but she is more rebellious, I know you like Taojing." "Mom, she promised me that she would wait for me to be discharged from the hospital."

"Silly boy."

Mom grabbed my hand, "You are still young, when you grow up, you will know what reality is." ”

"If you really like her, then you can only rely on your own efforts, you have to study hard, and become a successful man in the future, so that you are qualified to marry her, you know?"

"Mom, love is priceless."

"That was a few decades ago, and in this society now, everything has a price."

Mom's voice suddenly felt a little sad, "I'm sorry, Ali, it's all my mother's fault, if I didn't believe that person and man at the beginning, and I wasn't deceived, I believe that Taojing and their family would not be so opposed to the two of you contacting together, Mom is sorry for you, if you can, Mom is willing to use her life to exchange your life for the happiness of your life, no regrets." "I looked at my mother's eyes and red again, looked at her fair skin, those small cuts on her hands, and those calluses, and looked at the white hair on my mother's temples, I knew how difficult it was for her to be a woman.

I bit my lip and hurriedly hugged her, "Mom, I love you, I don't need you to exchange your life for my life happiness, I want to use my hands to create happiness for you, believe me, Mom, I will." ”

Mom didn't speak, just hugged me tightly, and I could feel my mother's body sobbing slowly.

Tao Jing disappeared into my life like this, I don't want to see my mother uncomfortable anymore, so I don't mention Tao Jing to my mother anymore, but I know that I really love her so much, she is like a beautiful and real dream of mine.

When I went back to school again, everyone stayed away from me, and Ah Hao didn't dare to bully me.

They're also scared that someone like me, who has a mental illness, will suddenly do something crazy.

More importantly, the scar on my neck, ugly and disgusting.

I still don't have any friends, I basically spend all my time every day studying, reviewing homework, and spare time, that is, working hard, I like the feeling of sweat soaking my clothes, because only in this way can I stop my crazy thoughts about Taojing.

In the dead of night, smoking a cigarette and drinking some beer became a part of my life, and slowly, I fell in love with the taste of the beer and relied on the feeling that cigarettes gave me.

In my phone, there is also a photo of Tao Jing, I will look at my phone and kiss my fiancée.

Although I have worked hard, there is still no miracle in the high school entrance examination, and I have not passed the admission score of our No. 1 middle school here.

I can't afford to go to my current school.

In fact, L City No. 1 Middle School is not a good school, but it has a reputation.

It is the most historic school in L City, and anyone with a little relationship can enter that school very easily, but you need to pay a little sponsorship fee.

If you don't have anything to do with it in the city, you can go to No. 2 Middle School.

Like some rural children in the surrounding remote areas, it doesn't matter, and their grades are not very good, so they can only go to the third middle school.

For the sake of my studies, my mother took me for the first time and found my father's former friends.

In a small restaurant, I met a middle-aged man in his thirties, with a small flat head.

"Something to ask me for, figured it out, huh?" "It's time for the child to go to high school, and he has been in the hospital for more than half a year, and his academic performance has dropped, and he doesn't have enough points."

"It's not my business." "I know you can do something like this, just with your hands or with your mouth." "But you're giving me a reason to help you? We don't seem to know each other very well. "Gong Zheng!" Mom was suddenly a little angry, he stared at the man named Gong Zheng, and stared for a while, "Sorry, I'm sorry to disturb!" ”

She took my hand and led me away.

In the afternoon of the same day, I received an admission call from No. 1 High School, and I was admitted, and I didn't even have to pay the high tuition fee.

I'm so happy, my mother specially took half a day off and cooked a big pot of pork ribs for me to celebrate!

And I also remembered the ordinary-looking little flat head, Gong Zheng.

I insist on exercising every day, and I insist on missing Taojing, the belief in my heart, my fiancée.

New school, new environment.

I'm fed up with loneliness, I'm fed up with ridicule, and I'm definitely not going to repeat the mistakes of my junior high school, I want to be strong, I want to protect my mother.

However, it was this school that changed my whole life.

It reminds me of another sentence, everyone has another side, don't force his other side out.

In fact, all high schools are the same, no matter how good they are advocated by the outside world, no matter how high the admission rate is, it is also a virtue.