Because I can't afford to lose

Mu Hibiscus decided to take his father to the hospital on Saturday for the MRI test recommended on the report sheet, and after breakfast, he told Shi Yan that he would go alone to talk to the wedding company, and he had the final say on the wedding, and she had no opinion. Watching the waves

Shi Yan was very dissatisfied with her attitude, and couldn't help but ask softly: "Ah Mu, are you still not able to trust me?" ”

Mu Hibiscus only felt very uncomfortable when she heard this, she couldn't trust him, she really couldn't believe him.

After all that happened to him and her, after all he had so many secrets, how could she trust him?

Mu Hibiscus was silent, Shi Yan put his hand on her shoulder and pressed it a little harder, and said softly: "Ah Mu, I have already told her about our wedding, and she also blesses us!" Yi"

Bless us?!

Mu Hibiscus looked at Shi Yan with a side face, and when he nodded heavily, he finally knew that he had heard correctly, so he bit his lip and said: "Thank you for her generosity for me, just say that I don't want to see the news that I am a junior in any media, and I don't like to see the footage of the two of you making out, even if you want to be intimate, please find a place where idlers don't disturb, okay?" ”

"Ah Mu," Shi Yan called out to her with a little annoyance, and then sighed lightly: "In the future, these are not good, let's live a good life!" Exceptional"

Mu Hibiscus bowed her head and didn't say anything, just looked at her watch, the time was almost up, she had to go to Anjia to send her father to the hospital for a check-up, her father's health was getting worse and worse now, she was not at ease.

Before leaving, Shi Yan asked her whether she liked Western-style weddings or Chinese-style weddings, because she had to finalize this with the wedding company today.

"A Chinese wedding," she replied after a moment's thought, then added, "My father is more traditional." ”

With that, she had already walked out the door.

In fact, the chosen wedding has little to do with whether her father is traditional or not, because his father is a lawyer, and his thinking is not old-fashioned.

It's because her wedding with Fang Yichen was Western-style, although the wedding just started and ended with Fang Yichen's mother falling and dying suddenly, she still has a deep fear of Western-style weddings.

took An Zhengrong to the hospital, but was told that MRI can only be done on Mondays and Fridays, and that doctors do not go to work on Saturdays and Sundays and rest.

Mu Hibiscus was a little helpless, so he could only drive An Zhengrong and Shao Minzhi back to An's house, Shao Minzhi couldn't help but muttered in the car that the hospital was not close to people and did not consider the common people, but An Zhengrong listened quietly all the time without squeaking.

When she arrived at An's house, Shao Minzhi tossed dumplings again, and she took out the fresh meat and leeks she bought in the morning and waited for the stuffing to make them, while still muttering in her mouth: "I remember that Shi Yan likes to eat my dumplings the most, ah, Jin, you call/call him and ask him to come over to eat dumplings at night." ”

Hibiscus didn't squeak, just lowered her head to help her mother take care of the leeks, An Zhengrong looked at her for a while, and then asked: "Ah Hibiscus, do you really not want to live with Shi Yan anymore?" ”

Mu Hibiscus raised his head, looked at his father, and sighed softly for a long time: "Dad, it's not that I really don't want to live with him, it's just that I don't know how to live with him, I'm so tired!" ”

There is no love for the marriage, the marriage between the two of them who forced themselves to smile is really tired, so tired that she almost doesn't know how to deal with Shi Yan.

The two of them drove back in a car last night, and when they got home, they didn't talk much, she went to the shower and went to bed first, and then he took a shower, and naturally came to her bed.

He had moved back to the master bedroom from the guest room, originally she was going to move to the guest room, but he didn't let him, saying that he was wrong when he moved out of the master bedroom, and now he has changed it when he knows his mistakes, why should she know her mistakes and make mistakes?

She has always had no backbone, no, she was actually so tired that she was in no mood to quarrel with him, so in the end, she relied on him, and the two of them slept on the bed in the master bedroom.

He still came to hug her as before, hugged her in his arms, and even expressed his desire, but she refused on the grounds that the doctor said that they could not have sex within a month after the miscarriage.

He didn't force it, just hugged her like that, she closed her eyes slightly, and she didn't struggle, as if she was very docile and well-behaved and fell asleep in his arms.

In fact, she didn't fall asleep at all, of course, she also knew that he didn't fall asleep either, because his mobile phone rang twice during the intervening, and he reached out to take the phone, but he didn't answer, just hung up.

Then his phone didn't ring, she thought he was turning it off, and he sighed heavily behind her, and then probably thought she was asleep, so he tiptoed out of bed and went to the terrace outside to smoke.

On such a day, she really doesn't know how to live it.

"If you really don't want to live with him, then, Dad promised you a divorce," An Zhengrong finally spoke, seeing that Mu Hibiscus was stunned, he immediately added: "However, even if it is a divorce, it must be after the wedding, first of all, you have to make yourself Shi Yan's rightful wife, so that even if you are divorced, you will not be pointed at." ”

"Chinese, living is face!"

Mu Hibiscus nodded, this point has been deeply realized after she has experienced several days of reporting, in order not to be said that she is taking advantage of the situation, in order not to be said that she is a junior who cannot be on the stage, a grand wedding is still necessary.

Even if it's grand, it's grand!

Originally, I wanted to spend a day with my parents at Anjia, because it was rare to have such time, but just after noon, Orange's phone/phone called.

"Orange," Hibiscus took her phone and quickly walked to the balcony, and said cautiously, "You're fine, are you?" ”

"I'm in the name book, come over too, I want to talk to you." The orange's voice came, with a thick nasal tone, and the once hearty laughter was gone.

"Okay, I'll be there right away," Hibiscus hung up the phone in response, and then turned and walked into the living room.

"Mom, Dad, I'm not going to have lunch at home, Orange said invite me to dinner," Hibiscus took her bag and walked towards the door.

"Oranges?" Shao Minzhi chased after him, "Didn't you say last time that she was about to get married?" Why don't you call her to us, I make a lot of dumplings, and say I'll treat her to dumplings. ”

"Mom, you can invite her to eat dumplings another day, she is already waiting for me in the restaurant now." As she spoke, Hibiscus had already changed her shoes and walked downstairs.

The weather is very cloudy, even at noon, there is no sunshine, because this year the south has suffered a snow disaster that is rare in 50 years, so even Ben Cheng, the temperature is low these days, coinciding with rain, walking on the road also feels cold, making people have a kind of piercing feeling.

Hibiscus got into the car and drove quickly towards the name, but fortunately, it was noon, there were not many cars on the road, and she had arrived in only twenty minutes.

When she walked into the booth at the Orange Restaurant, Orange had already ordered two glasses of juice waiting for her, and she immediately walked over and sat down across from Orange.

"Orange, what the hell is going on? What is the relationship between that woman and Liu Hao? Hibiscus looked at her friend whose eyes were red and swollen from crying, and couldn't help but feel sad, Orange is the strongest and most optimistic woman, she can't remember if she has ever seen Orange cry before.

"That woman is Liu Hao's first girlfriend in high school," Orange looked at Hibiscus, her hands clenched into fists, but she still couldn't restrain the tremors all over her body.

"Liu Hao said that he didn't dare to touch me after I was pregnant, and then he endured it a little uncomfortable for a long time, and it was their high school reunion that night, and it happened to happen, and he drank too much, so he did it with that woman in a daze." Orange's tears rolled down again, and she tried to force a smile, but no matter how hard she tried, it didn't take shape.

"But why did he tell that woman that he wanted to marry her?" Hibiscus took a tissue and handed it to her, still puzzled.

"Because the woman is pregnant," Orange wiped her tears, pinched her nose with a tissue and took a deep breath, "The mouse said that he lied to the woman and said that as long as she went to get rid of the child, he would marry her, because his parents did not accept the child he had before marriage." ”

"Then, do Liu Hao's parents accept you and Liu Hao's children?" When Hibiscus heard Orange say this, she couldn't help but ask.

"Well, his parents knew about my pregnancy, and his mother came to see me a few days ago," Orange finally stabilized his emotions, and then said softly: "I believe that the wedding is mine and his, and he shouldn't lie to me about this." ”

Mu Hibiscus only felt uncomfortable when he heard this, even if the wedding was orange and Liu Hao's, but Liu Hao could cheat for the first time, and it was inevitable that there would be a second and third time in the future, such a man, such a marriage, what is the use of keeping it?

"Wood, I know that you will think that it is useless to keep such a marriage," Orange whispered on the side, and then took a deep snort and said: "But, wood, I have been in love with him for eight years, I became his girlfriend at the age of eighteen, became his woman at the age of 20, and now I am 26 years old, and he finally said to get married when he was pregnant with a child, my eight-year love is like an eight-year war of resistance, and finally saw the light, I can't just forget it, not to mention, I still have children, don't I?" ”

"But you have to think about it, even if Liu Hao really marries you, even if your child is born smoothly, even if you become Mrs. Liu who is married to Ming Media, but you can stop him outside"

Mu Hibiscus couldn't talk anymore when she said this, the situation of the orange was different from the situation between her and Fang Yichen at the beginning, when she found out that Fang Yichen was cheating, she and Fang Yichen had nothing to do with it, let alone being pregnant and giving birth to a child.

If she and Fang Yichen have long been a veritable husband and wife, if, when she found out that Fang Yichen and Meng Ruoxue's car was shocked, she was also a few months pregnant like an orange, would she divorce Fang Yichen so happily?

She didn't know what to do, because she and Fang Yichen hadn't gone that far, and her marriage to Shi Yan, now, she didn't know how to go down.

"Liu Hao said that he will never be again," Orange said here, and said with a wry smile: "He said that he will be responsible for me, will be responsible for his children, and will be a good father and man who is conscientious." ”

The corners of Mu Hibiscus's mouth twitched when he heard this, looked at the orange, and sighed lightly: "Orange, in this case, the credibility is not high, and my current commitment to men is already immune." ”

"I know what to say," Orange bit the corner of his lower lip, as if he had made up some kind of determination, "However, I still choose to believe him, I can't afford to lose in my current situation!" ”

Can't afford to lose? What a familiar term, she remembered that her father had also told her that we can't afford to lose!

Because she can't afford to lose, she and Shi Yan can't divorce, because she can't afford to lose, so Orange knows that Liu Hao has an affair, and she knows that he has changed his mind, but she is still clinging to her deteriorated love and wants to seize the marriage that belongs to her.

Although, she doesn't know if she can have the happiness she once expected after entering this marriage!

"Let's have something to eat," Hibiscus took the recipe from the table, beckoned to the waiter not far away, and said to the orange, "No matter what, you can't starve the child, the child is always innocent." ”

Orange put his hand on his already bulging abdomen and said softly: "I just can't let my child be wronged, I can't let my child be born a black family, and I will not have a father at birth, so I must insist on this marriage!" ”

Mu Hibiscus nodded, since Orange had already made a decision, she wouldn't say anything else, not to mention, she didn't know what to say, she wouldn't tell Orange to leave Liu Hao and have an abortion, right?

This afternoon, she was always with Orange, and the two of them had lunch and went shopping, but it was windy and rainy outside, and they ended up in the mall.

Orange is pregnant, shopping is very tired, the two of them stop and go, in fact, shopping is a little blind, neither of them knows what to buy, or, no one is interested in buying anything.

It wasn't until about five o'clock in the afternoon, finally, that the pregnant woman was too tired to come, so she weakly ordered: "Mu, you can send me back." ”

Mu Hibiscus originally wanted to say, you call/call your mouse, let him pick you up, this is your right, it can be seen that the stubborn face of the orange, in the end did not say anything, and directly helped her into the car.

Hibiscus thought that Liu Hao was not at home again, but when she sent the oranges upstairs, Liu Hao had already opened the door inside when she arrived at the door, and when she saw the oranges coming back safely, the tension on her face eased a little.

"Orange, don't turn off your mobile phone when you go out in the future," Liu Hao took the orange in Mu Hibiscus's hand, and scolded her in a low voice: "Don't you know that I will be worried?" Such a big pregnant woman, and there are a lot of people outside."

Hibiscus turned around and left when Liu Hao whispered a reproach to the orange, because Liu Hao's words seemed to be reproachful, but in fact they were spoiled, but in her ears, and thinking of what she saw in the hospital yesterday, she only felt that it was sarcasm.

When she returned to An's house, Shi Yan was already at An's house, discussing the wedding with An Zhengrong, and asked An Zhengrong if he wanted a robe-like coat from the Qing Dynasty or a costume from the Tang Dynasty.

"We can wear anything," An Zhengrong said indifferently, glanced at the hibiscus who came over and said, "The most important thing is you and hibiscus, aren't you?" You're the real protagonists. ”

Shi Yan nodded, pulled the hibiscus who had just arrived beside him to sit down, and asked her with a side face: "I told the wedding company that we want the dress of the Qing Dynasty, that is, you will wear a cheongsam when you arrive, what do you think?" ”

"The cheongsam is also done, but my figure is not very good, so I'm afraid of ruining the cheongsam," Mu Hibiscus responded lightly, she was really not enthusiastic about this wedding.

Shi Yan smiled when he heard her words, and said softly: "The cheongsam is specially made, I made an appointment with the designer of the dress store, and I will take you to the tailor-made tomorrow, and it will definitely look good when you wear it." ”

The hibiscus didn't gnaw anymore, and it happened that Shao Minzhi was shouting to eat dumplings over there, so the three of them got up and walked towards the restaurant together.

After dinner, the two of them chatted with An Zhengrong and his wife for a while, in fact, it was mainly Shi Yan who was talking about the wedding, An Zhengrong seemed to be rarely enthusiastic, and repeatedly said that the wedding should be grand, otherwise outsiders would not be able to convince Mu Hibiscus.

Shi Yan repeatedly assured that the wedding would definitely be extremely grand, and it would be an open-air wedding, which would not only be witnessed by the guests, but also by anyone passing by the Civic Square.

It was still a car driven by one person back to Qunxing Square, Mu Hibiscus's car was originally behind Shi Yan's car, but gradually his car slowed down, and she finally overtook him at a traffic light intersection.

When her car drove downstairs to Qunxing Plaza, Shi Yan's car had not yet driven back, but his mobile phone called, and she immediately picked it up.

"Amu, I'm in a bit of a hurry to deal with it," Shi Yan's voice came from his phone, obviously with a hint of panic: "I may come back later, you don't have to wait for me." ”

"Okay," she responded as she walked towards the elevator, and when she was about to hang up the phone, she said again: "Don't panic, drive carefully." ”

Mu Hibiscus didn't expect that Shi Yan would come back late until the next morning, and when he came back, his face was obviously tired, as if he hadn't slept for a long time.

When Shi Yan came back, she was making breakfast for herself in the kitchen, because there was only flour left at home, so she wanted to make herself a cake to eat.

As soon as she knocked the egg into the flour, she didn't have time to stir it with chopsticks, Shi Yan opened the door and came in, she immediately walked out of the kitchen, and when she saw him walking in, she was obviously startled, and quickly asked: "What's wrong with you?" ”

"I'm fine," he replied, and seeing her puzzled, he took out his phone and handed it to her, "My phone is really out of battery, and it wasn't turned off on purpose." ”

Mu Hibiscus looked at him like that, and suddenly felt a little sad, she and him, the days have come to this point, do they really need to hold a wedding?

She did call his mobile phone last night, and called more than once, but there was a prompt sound of turning off the phone in the phone/phone, and she didn't think much about it, just thinking that his company had an accident and worked overtime or something.

She put his phone on the dining table and whispered, "If you're tired, just take a day off at home?" The money in this world is inexhaustible, the body is the capital of the revolution, if the body crosses, what is the use of making more money? ”

Shi Yan was greatly moved when he heard this, and couldn't help but come over and hug her like that, kissed her heavily on the face and said, "My wife is so good, I will listen to my wife in the future." ”

The corners of her mouth twitched, and she didn't say anything more, just pushed him with her hand: "Go take a bath, it's stinky, I'm pancakes, egg cakes, you should be able to eat when you come out of the shower." ”

"Well, listen to my wife," Shi Yan happily turned around and walked towards the master bedroom, and soon, there was the sound of running water in the bathroom.

Hibiscus sighed softly, added some free eggs to the basin, stirred the flour, and took out a special egg cake plate, and spread a thin layer on it. Then put it in the microwave.

The cakes she baked were different from Shi Yan's cakes, Shi Yan's cakes were a bit like the egg cakes of the pastry king, which were made with an induction cooker and a pan at that time, and hibiscus was not very good, she would only use the microwave to bake pancakes.

When Shi Yan came out of the shower, the pancakes of the hibiscus had already baked a large stack, he sat down at the dining table, took the pancakes and put them in his mouth, and ate three cakes in a row before praising the hibiscus: "My wife's craftsmanship is getting more and more advanced, can I enjoy the taste in the future?" ”

The corners of Mu Hibiscus's mouth twitched, only to hear him say again: "Ah Mu, I am going to Germany on a business trip on the 15th, about a week, and I will be back on the 223rd, and I will definitely not delay our wedding." ”