Chapter 35: If you love me, don't make me like you
That day, as always, came at night.
The dark clouds that had been piling up since the morning were also released at this moment, and the raindrops looked like they were going to add a bit of sadness to the night.
Zhang Suihui clearly remembers that that night, in front of the house bathed in raindrops, his brother Zhang Shinuma, who was covered in blood, held his wife's body and fell to his knees.
My brother's face is like ashes, and his eyes seem to have lost their former color, some of them only seem to be endless complaints and regrets, Zhang Suihui doesn't know what happened, but he can distinguish one or two from his brother's wife, and he knows the specific situation without guessing.
The elder brother failed, as the elder brother Zhang Shinuma, who was second only to himself in the history of the Zhang family, failed in the process of tracking down the generals.
As the heir of the Zhang family, the elder brother Zhang Shinuma naturally took it as his responsibility to kill the descendants of the blood of the generals, so one day, with the consent of most of the people in the clan, the elder brother and his wife hunted down the generals together, but no one expected that the result would be like this.
For a more specific reason, Zhang Suihui later learned that in the process of tracking down the generals, his brother Zhang Shinuma and his wife were seriously injured together, and because they were close to the New Metropolitan Development Zone, they were sent to the hospital in the development zone for rescue.
In order to save such a husband, the brother's wife resolutely chose to transfer her internal organs to her husband and send blood to him.
As a result, Zhang Shinuma survived, and his wife died, but this result did not let Zhang Shinuma accept it, he angrily grabbed the chief doctor at the time, and shouted Why should he sacrifice his wife's life to save himself?
Maybe the wife has good intentions and has a deep love for her husband, even if she sacrifices her own life to save her husband's life, but how does she know what kind of mentality and pain the person who is left behind because of this will face the person who died for herself?
The biggest contradiction in the world is this...... whether it is the person who chooses to leave, or the person who is left behind because of it, it is a sad and painful person.
At that time, Zhang Shinuma, who knelt in front of his home, carried such resentment towards the New Metropolitan Development Zone and remorse for himself, and escaped from the hospital with his wife's body and ran all the way to the front of his home.
Then that night, Zhang Shinuma, who was keeping vigil for his wife, committed suicide.
Zhang Suihui clearly remembers how she was almost broken down when she learned this fact, and it seemed that when she attended her brother's funeral, she was so muddy and nightmare like a walking corpse.
But ......, why? Why is my brother, who has already committed suicide, still alive?
Zhang Suihui, who was bathed in blood bubbles and looked at the bright moon on his head, only felt that his vision and consciousness began to blur.
The other party is obviously an elder brother, if it weren't for his brother, it would be impossible to tell so much about the past and his hobbies, but obviously, the other party is not a real brother, because if it was that brother, it would be impossible to kill himself.
Is it both an older brother and not an older brother?
"Are you really big brother? Sue me, are you really my big brother? If so, what makes you so ruthless? â
With heavy eyes open, Zhang Suihui struggled to look in the direction of Zhang Shinuma, as if she wanted to see the other party clearly.
However, she failed, and the faces of the other party, with their backs to the moonlight, looked as if they were completely blackened, and it seemed that they had become a place where even darkness was happy to hide.
"You're really confused, don't I look like your eldest brother Zhang Shinuma?"
Zhang Shinuma's expression, which was buried deep in the shadows, was not real, but his tone became more and more cold: "From that day on, my heart can no longer tolerate any feelings, whether it is family affection or love, I have no such qualifications, and now I am just a combination of endless hatred and ugly revenge." Yes, as you perceived, I was resurrected by turning into a zombie. â
"Is that really the case?"
Zhang Suihui's eyelashes couldn't help but twitch slightly, as a zombie catcher, he actually resurrected by becoming a zombie, there is nothing more ironic than this.
"The unconscious body, the rancid smell, and the unquenchable desire to suck blood, even if you become a zombie, you still can't accept it."
Zhang Shinuma came with words that couldn't hear emotion: "However, it doesn't matter anymore, as long as I can achieve my goal, even if I am sent to the eighteenth layer of hell, I don't care." â
"The purpose? What purpose? Zhang Suihui asked weakly.
"You don't need to know that you're worried about your own situation compared to that. I've pierced your stomach, and it's only a matter of time before you die of blood loss. Of course, if you still have some nostalgia for this world, and are willing to live in secret, I can turn you into a zombie. How is it? Not a bad mention, right? You have lost your talent, and you no longer have a foothold in the Zhang family, so you simply come to our side of the world. Zhang Shinuma said the words of solicitation.
"In that case, I'd rather die."
Zhang Suihui vetoed it, but because of the wound, she coughed violently all of a sudden, and even her face became pale.
"Really? Then you go and die. â
Speaking the words that his brother would never say, Zhang Shinuma's tone became more and more gloomy: "You can still survive leisurely in this hateful place, in this case, you must be happy to die in such a hateful place." Or do you think the medicine here will save your life again? â
The death of his wife and the loss of his sister's talent made Zhang Shinuma have endless hatred for the New Metropolitan Development Zone, which should be so, but he didn't expect that the sister he met again would actually live in this development zone like no one else, and there was nothing more trampling on Zhang Shinuma's hatred and self-esteem, so even if it was his once doting sister, Zhang Shinuma could kill him ruthlessly.
For that purpose, even if it is to incarnate a devil, Zhang Shinuma doesn't care, so now with the matter of cutting off family affection, it has no effect, no, it will strengthen his determination even more.
The ruthlessness in his heart made Zhang Shinuma himself startled, but it was okay to do this, if he could accomplish that purpose without worry, it would be time for him to really fall asleep.
"You've changed, you're no longer my big brother. Get out of here, don't be defiled. Stain my brother's image, you impostor! â
My heart hurts, like the pain of cutting off my hands and feet.
Why? Why is this happening? Why did such an amiable brother become so distant and so untouchable?
From the cause of the day after my brother decided to set off to track down the generals, has it already decided today's effect?
Damn, such a thing!
"Ren...... Renjia ......"
As her consciousness became more and more blurred, what appeared in Zhang Suihui's mind was actually Lu Renjia, who was teased and bullied by her all day long!
"Hoe!!"
It seemed that in order to clarify Zhang Suihui's vague thoughts, Lu Renjia's voice suddenly became louder!
He...... It's really coming.
forcibly opened his tired eyes, and the purpose was Lu Renjia's unusually sharp eyes.
Yes, when I met him for the first time, he also showed such an expression, and his seemingly sharp expression was wrapped in endless loneliness, maybe it was because of this expression that he chose not to accept him at that time.
"Hoe! Hold on, I'll save you right away! Damn, why can't this wound be pressed, if you continue to lose blood like this, it won't be good, is there nothing you can do? What can ......?"
Looking at Zhang Suihui's increasingly pale face, an idea suddenly flashed through Lu Renjia's mind, but he immediately hesitated, with his understanding of Zhang Suihui's temperament, I am afraid that Zhang Suihui will die, and he will not let him do this, but can he watch her die with his eyes? I've lost enough, but she's the only one who doesn't want to lose!
On that day, she chose to let go of herself and secretly vowed in her heart that even if it was Qiqi's own life, even if it was in exchange for this life, she would protect this stupid woman for the rest of her life, whether she liked it or not!
"Who...... Who made you call...... Call me by name! It's obviously a ...... Passerby A, less ...... Give me less brushes...... Brush the zĂ i sense! â
It was not easy to regain a moment of consciousness, is that what he said?
What a stupid woman, but it is precisely because of this that she is deeply attracted to herself, knowing that she no longer has the qualifications to love, but for her, she can't control it.
Hoe, I'm sorry, I have to do it again against your will! I can't watch you leave this world in vain and feel your body temperature slowly cool!
'Whoo~'
The golden fleshy bat wings opened from behind Lu Renjia, symbolizing the red pupils behind the general's eyes appearing on his eyes, and the zombie teeth that stretched out from the corners of his mouth seemed to tear even air!
"Hoe, please don't leave me! Please don't leave me alone in such a lonely world. â
The open mouth, the zombie teeth flashing with a strange white light, and when he was about to bite Zhang Suihui's neck, the latter's sudden voice made Lu Renjia's movements stop.
"If you love me, please don't make me like you!"
is obviously too weak to speak, but Zhang Suihui said these words in one go.
"Hoe ......"
The four eyes looked at each other, and the other party's resolute eyes almost made Lu Renjia collapse, and that vision was like a goodbye, without a trace of discussion and hesitation.
"Even if I have lost my talent, the fact that I am a member of the Zhang family will not change, not to mention that you are a general. If I don't subdue you, it shouldn't be something in the first place, but I still violated the rules of my ancestors and chose to do so, so I am no longer qualified to accept zombies as the Zhang family. But even then, if I am a zombie to be subdued, I will not do it even if I die. â
"Renjia, you are very kind, I have never seen a zombie like you who does not kill, and many times, I will unconsciously treat you as a human being, although I know that this is not right. Immortality is not a thing to be happy about, I can only watch the pain of my relatives slowly grow old and die, and the entanglement of not daring to love even if I have love, I can't bear it at all! â
"I'm not as strong as you, and I can't afford to put it low like you, and if I turn into a zombie, I'd rather die. I'm just a woman, and if I'm a woman, I'll look forward to my own happiness, right? Is a woman who doesn't dare to love still a woman? So I can let myself love you as a zombie despite the rules of my ancestors, but I can't accept becoming a zombie and dare not love! So, let me go, if it's fate, let me die, if you still love me......"
In the latter words, Zhang Suihui couldn't go on, tears had already blurred her eyes, her life had reached the point of being in her last years, making people suspicious and worried, as if a gentle gust of wind could blow her away.
"I ......"
The golden bat wings unconsciously retracted, the red pupils disappeared, and even the zombie teeth retracted: "I'll let you go!" So, please take one last sleep in my arms. â
His hands clenched unconsciously, and the pain in his heart almost tore his entire body apart, but Lu Renjia was desperately enduring it, it was not the first time he had seen his beloved die, he originally thought that he had already become numb and habitual, but in the end, he found that he couldn't adapt to that kind of thing!
"Hmm~, good night."
Zhang Suihui nodded lightly and slowly closed her eyes.
Can...... Damn it! At the end of the day, I can't protect anything, do I? Obviously, I have obtained this power of immortality, but in the end, these hands of mine can't even hug my beloved?
Deep self-blame made Lu Renjia look like he was dozens of years old all of a sudden, facing the bright moonlight, this scene looked so heartbreaking.
"Sister...... Sister? And Mr. Lu Renjia? What the hell is going on? At this moment, Zhang Shichun's voice suddenly sounded behind him!
(To be continued...... I suddenly found that the original text is such a heartbreaking product)