Chapter 9: The Most Desired Thing

Inexplicably, Ye Feiye shuddered, feeling like he was being targeted by someone.

"What's wrong?"

Ximen Ruqin, who was on the other side, saw that Ye Feiye suddenly didn't speak, and couldn't help but ask through the earpiece of the mobile phone.

"It's nothing, it's just a little chilly, maybe although the backup power is enabled here, in order to save power, there is no ventilation equipment. By the way, how is it on your end? ”

Ye Feiye came back to his senses, and subconsciously looked up at the lights of the passage opened by the backup power supply.

"The lights on my side haven't been turned on yet, and it seems that as I expected, they have concentrated all the backup power supplies in the escape passage and the important real room. In other words, as long as we find a room with lights on in addition to the passage, there is the information we want to loot. ”

"So, I'm in one of the escape routes right now? It's no wonder that since just now, more than one wave of people have been passing from here. ”

"Really? That's just right. In order to organize and take away important information, the rooms in the real room should be connected to the lighted escape routes, so that you can take the materials and go directly out of these escape routes. However, considering the smooth relationship, these passages should be a different escape route than the general public. Just follow the passage you are in, as planned, I will be in charge of the disruptive operation of the attack, and you will be in charge of scavenging any information that can be scavenged. ”

"No problem, but don't make too much of a fuss." Ye Feiye remembered something and couldn't help but say it.

I didn't think about it, and Ximen Ruqin, who was listening to it opposite, was unhappy: "What do you mean by this?" What do you mean not to make too much noise, you think I'm a violent man who doesn't know how to measure. Is it crazy? You idiot! ”

Aren't you? Ye Feiye complained in his heart, of course, he didn't say it to his face, because he was afraid of 'trouble'!

In this way, after ending the call with 'Simon Trouble', the two of them went their separate ways.

12

At the same time, located in the courtyard where the orphanage is located.

Most of the body was wrapped in bandages, and the famous Ximen just threw herself on the bench in the courtyard.

Her eyes were a little blank, and for the first time she had turned down children who wanted to invite her to play or let her tell stories.

It seemed that it was because it was too boring to sit like this, and gradually, Simon Mingling began to hum a song.

She only remembered some of the lyrics of the song, but the melody was clear.

So when she hummed, she was in a daze and combined the lyrics she vaguely remembered with her feelings at this time, that is, she sang them at will.

"The coffee is too strong, isn't it? Otherwise, how can you be so bitter that you can't speak? Every time a person asks himself, is this home of ours still there? I'm afraid it's already gone, even if you put more sugar, the coffee won't be sweet anymore, because the mother who added sugar is no longer there. Since it is no longer there, since the home has been dispersed, it is better to drink this cup of bitter coffee and go to a new home. Stop admiring my struggles on the other side, stop looking at me like an idiot and laughing at me, the second sister is, and so is the eldest sister. A broken home is like a joke, laughing when it's hot, but it's like a prison when it's cold, how can people not see through this? ”

The song was humming here, and Simon Mingling had already become tearful.

Obviously, he participated in this practice with the righteousness of sleeping for his mother and protecting his family, however, when he really hurt Ximen Ruqin, Ximen Mingling realized how contradictory his approach was.

Hurt your family to protect your family? Why did you do that kind of thing?

The righteousness of mother's sleep? No kidding, I'm afraid I already knew the twist in my heart, the monster called 'Anger' that was blackened by my father and born in my heart.

Yes, I'm a coward, just looking for someone to vent my feelings of being overwhelmed after my mother's death.

In fact, even Simon Mingling herself didn't know that the reason why she participated in that terrifying reality was not only to vent her feelings and weave a righteous action for herself, but also because of her love for her mother.

Think about it, if she can help Shi Yàn to succeed, Ximen Shengxue will be able to evolve from proton to superproton, so as to break away from the proton satellite, and thus get rid of the fate of being used again.

Of course, this is a lie made up by Sima Xiang to Ximen Mingling, but isn't Ximen Mingling, who is so convinced of this statement, just to make the consciousness left by his mother's superpower after her death no longer be used?

It is said that it is precisely because Ximen Mingling is so kind and his love for his mother is so innocent that he will be used by a wicked person like Sima Xiang.

From this point of view, in fact, Ximen Mingling is the same as Ximen Ruqin, the difference is that their respective personalities are different and therefore express themselves in different ways.

Ye Feiye saw through this in the first place because he risked his life to stop the stupid sisterly dispute between them.

Unless it is a brute, no one who hurts his relatives will not be hurt first, but Simon Mingling endured such pain, just to protect the once only home for her.

It's okay to be said to be ignorant and nostalgic, it's okay to be said to be inflexible, just to protect the family and protect the family, is it wrong?

Even so, the mutilation of life is a fact after all, and it is something that cannot be refuted no matter how fluent the tongue is.

That's why Simon Mingling is so painful now, she doesn't know what she should do, let alone what she should do next.

She has completely lost her way, like a lonely boat that has lost her direction and is floating alone in the sea.

"Sister, are you crying?"

Suddenly, a female voice came from in front of me, and when I looked closely, it was the little girl who was with the little boy named 'Little Light' before.

At this moment, the little girl was looking at the face of Simon Mingling, who was still in tears, with a pair of big eyes open.

“……”

Simon moved his lips, but finally did not make a sound.

For some reason, I'm so depressed that I feel like everything doesn't matter anymore, and I don't even bother to say anything about simply finding an excuse to just leave it behind.

So, Simon Mingling turned his face slightly sideways and raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face as if she were disguised.

"Really? I know. ”

The little girl did not leave there, but sat down next to Simon Mingling.

She looked at the curtain in front of her, which was still in the final stages of renovation, and the little girl said, "You know? For us orphans, despair and confusion are commonplace, and it is not strange for those who are not mentally strong to collapse in an instant. Yet, even so, we are tenaciously alive. ”

"Why?"

Simon, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly asked, "Aren't you resentful?" Don't you resent this unfair fate? Why are we all born into this world as human beings, and why do you have to be like a broken product in the orphaned family? With such a painful experience, why can you still live tenaciously? ”

"Can't you survive tenaciously? As an orphan, can't you live as a cripple? ”

The little girl stared in the direction of Simon Mingling: "It is true that we have to suffer more than other children, but this world is not necessarily painful, and there are times of happiness. It is the most foolish thing to ignore the present pleasures for the sake of the pain of the past! Those who are in pain, who are blindly intoxicated with pain and unwilling to wake up, ignore the happiness that should belong to her, and pretend to say loudly that they only have pain left in this life, don't you think such a guy is very pitiful in addition to being stupid? ”

"I see, you mean that in addition to being stupid, I make you feel miserable because you pity me, right?" Ximen Mingling is not stupid, and after a little thought, he understood what the other party meant.

"It's not just me, it's everyone."

The little girl raised her hand and pointed at the children opposite: "Pain is like a plague, it is contagious and makes everyone around feel the same pain. Sister, you just rejected everyone several times, everyone is worried about you, you don't even have the heart to let go of playing, obviously today is the same as yesterday, under the fair sun of the sun! ”

“……”

Simon moved his mouth, but found that he didn't know what to say.

What's more, being preached by a little girl really made her depressed.

The little girl continued to say like no one: "When I say this, I don't have to ask my sister to apologize to everyone, but my sister is an adult, and I can't be strong as an adult." What's more, my sister is still a woman, a woman like me, not a strong woman, but she will be bullied by those bad men! ”

The little girl who said this, crossed her waist, raised her chest, which was still lying flat, and looked like she was the way, which made the Ximen Mingling who was watching laugh subconsciously, and at the same time she shook her head secretly.

"Sister, you're finally smiling. Although it is very rude for my sister to laugh like this after I say a big reason, it doesn't matter, if my sister can laugh, it means that she is fine. A beautiful person like my sister should laugh more, it will definitely surprise everyone. ”

"Who taught you these words?" Simon Mingling suddenly asked.

"Hey, I realized this myself." The little girl seemed a little lacking in confidence, and a pair of eyes wandered from side to side.

"You can't fool me, if you can comprehend such a big truth at this age, it's not normal! Say, who taught you? ”

"This ......"

The little girl finally couldn't resist Simon's questioning: "These words are all said by Sister Sophia, she often tells us these words to encourage us, I have a good memory, and I memorize them after listening to them." ”

I knew it was going to be like this.

Simon Mingling secretly thought in her heart, and heard the Christian dean's dean say that this person named Sophia was the teacher and collaborator of this orphanage, and it was this Sophia who saved her life.

Although she has not yet seen herself, judging by her words of encouragement to these children, she must be a kind and wise person.

"By the way, sister, I'll give you a riddle, do you say what we orphans crave the most?" The little girl asked with a twinkle in her eyes.

Ximen Mingling glanced at her, and originally didn't plan to answer, but seeing that after talking to the other party, the original painful mood was eased, and she felt that it was rude to ignore the other party like this, and she was a little girl, so she said an answer casually after a little groaning.

However, the little girl shook her head in denial, and as a last resort, Simon Mingling had to say another answer.

Unfortunately, no matter what she said, the little girl shook her head in denial, and in the end, Simon Mingling was a little impatient, so she waved her hand and said, "Even if I can't answer, what is the correct answer?" ”

"The thing we crave the most is the name." The little girl smiled.

"Name?"

Ximen Mingling was stunned when he heard this: "What is there to desire about that kind of thing, isn't it equivalent to a code name for identification?" Freedom, fame, and other things should be the most desired, right? ”

"My sister is a person who was born to inherit the surname of her ancestors and was named by her parents, so naturally she doesn't understand the feelings of us orphans."

The little girl whispered: "We are orphans, we are abandoned by our biological parents without inheriting our ancestors' surnames, and we are not even qualified to be named by our parents, so for us, names are a luxury, something we desire the most, and that means a status that is respected." The loneliness and horror of a nameless person is something that my sister can't understand. ”

"Really?"

In other words, what we take for granted is something very precious to others.

Just like water is readily available in the south, but for the north, it is a resource that is recycled and cherished.

"So, what does my sister crave the most?"

"What do I crave the most?" Simon Mingling fell into deep thought for a while.

(To be continued...... )