- "The Girl Who Stared at the Monster"

I've been staring at you like this;

I observe you as much as I can, trying to feel your feelings by imitating your actions.

Yet, I felt nothing but fear, sorrow, and anger;

Even, I felt like I was a little out of control.

Or is that what you feel?

I don't understand, and I don't understand.

I only know that I am gradually being eroded by you;

Whether it's in the past or in the distant future.

I started to break down, I started to become myself anymore;

What does that look like that to me, in your eyes?

You handed me a mirror for the broken me;

The mirror reflects a monster like you, is that who I am now?

There is no greater sin than taking away someone else's save;

In order to return you as a monster, the unique existence of zài, I committed suicide.

I fell in a bubble of blood, and now, I am only left with endless sorrow;

And you, who became a monster again, left.

34

"The girl who stared at the monster became a monster unconsciously, but in order to affirm the only existence of the monster, the girl who became a monster committed suicide."

Ximen Mingling muttered to himself, and suddenly turned his head: "It's really sad enough, just like the moth to the fire, you are right, second sister." ”

Standing behind Ximen Mingling is Ximen Ruqin, who came from nowhere!

She looked down at the blur of flesh and blood in the place, and looked at the rest of the head of her mother's clone, and her eyelashes fluttered slightly.

"Feeling sad? Or is it hatred for my sister? Looking at Ximen Ruqin's expression, Ximen Mingling exhaled lightly.

"Why?" Ximen Ruqin finally spoke.

"You're asking me why I'm doing this kind of thing? Or do you want to ask me why I do this kind of thing? Ximen Mingling said lightly.

"......, Mingling, stop it, it's still too late." Ximen Ruqin said.

Ximen Mingling couldn't help but raise his hand and disturb his hair: "I said, second sister, it was you who suddenly asked the question, and it was you who suddenly persuaded me to stop, what do you want me to answer your question?" Or do you want me to stop? ”

"It's all there."

Ximen Ruqin looked very depressed, as if she could be blown away by the wind at any time.

"Hahahaha~"

In response to Ximen Ruqin's words, Ximen Mingling suddenly raised her head and laughed, and she didn't know what made her laugh so 'happy'.

"Mingling......" Ximen Ruqin's voice was like a murmur.

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Ximen Mingling, who stopped smiling, suddenly sank his face: "I have already said before, next time, if you don't have the courage to kill me, don't appear in front of me again, otherwise I will really kill you!" And what do you want to do now, that wretched face? Do you still want to influence me? , don't let me see you again! ”

"Mingling, I ......, I ......"

Ximen Ruqin wanted to say something, but found that she couldn't say a word, and after a long period of silence, she finally asked softly: "Since when?" ”

"Huh?"

Regarding Ximen Ruqin's endless question, Ximen Mingling couldn't react a little.

Ximen Ruqin had to repeat: "Since when will you become like this?" Aren't we sisters? Why do you have to attack each other like this? ”

"What about sister...... are you still saying such meaningless things even now? It really bothers me. ”

Ximen Mingling waved his hand disapplausively: "Ximen Ruqin, my second sister, I have always hated you since the beginning. Meaningless sense of justice, always put your own character first in everything and always get into all kinds of troubles, such you, I hate it the most. ”

Ximen Ruqin said in a trembling voice: "Mingling......, it turns out that you have always hated me, I really don't know." But for that reason, let's attack each other? This kind of stupidity ......"

"Second sister, you really underestimate the malice of human nature. It may be a trivial matter for you, but for others, it may become the fuse of war! ”

Simon Mingling pouted and said, "But, to be honest, it doesn't matter what this kind of thing is, it's not like this kind of thing that I care about. ”

Ximen Ruqin whispered: "I don't understand what you mean...... no matter what, let's come back, go back to our home, and don't make my mother sad anymore." We are sisters and do not need to be divided. ”

"You're wrong, and you couldn't be more wrong."

Simon suddenly looked up at the ceiling: "Maybe we started from the same place, from the same mother, but since then, we have seen different directions. To be honest, we are all very willful, which really worries and annoys my mother, but looking at my mother who worries and works for us like that, I only have a piece of warmth and gratitude in my heart. ”

"In that case, come home with me as soon as possible, Mother is also very worried about you." Ximen Ruqin looked a little excited.

Ximen Mingling leaned at the second sister: "Second sister, don't you understand?" I haven't changed since then, and the direction I've been looking in hasn't changed. I don't know why you call that 'thing' mother, and I don't want to know what kind of mother-daughter relationship you and your eldest sister want to play with that thing. To be honest, I don't even feel any matter how much you tried to save that thing's life as a mother. ”

"Come to think of it, that thing can only hold memories from 10 years ago, and at that time, I was only 4 years old, and you were 5 years old, and the eldest sister was 8 years old, and any new memories would be automatically erased the next day, and it sounded like a mechanical program! I've had enough, I don't understand why you call that thing a mother! Think about it, every day we have to explain to her the present era and the fact that we have grown up, but even if we do, the result is erased the next day and can only be reinterpreted. ”

"Mingling......" Ximen Ruqin moved her mouth, but found that she didn't know what to say.

"Accept the reality, 10 years ago, right in front of us, my mother had been killed by that man! At that time, we were powerless and could only watch with our eyes, and we were even treated as real white mice by that man, so as to develop our respective superpowers. I hated the superpower I had, the hateful ability born of that man's ambition and the killing of his mother. Whenever I think about or see this superpower in my hands, I can't sleep. ”

Ximen Mingling bit her lower lip tightly, and her whole body trembled a little.

Ximen Ruqin looked at it and whispered, "I'm sorry, Mingling, I didn't know that you had been under so much psychological pressure. My second sister is really incompetent. ”

Ximen Mingling regained her calmness, suddenly stared at Ximen Ruqin and asked, "Now, second sister, what do you think about this world?" ”

"Huh?" Ximen Ruqin didn't understand for a while.

Simon had to ask repeatedly, "I'm asking you what you think about this world where the hateful man who killed his mother was born?" Especially this new metropolitan development area, which is simply a place with a high concentration of human malice! All kinds of human bodies, life trampling and even souls. Fall. Don't you think that such a place is the real culprit who killed your mother? ”

"Mingling, what do you want to say?" Ximen Ruqin frowned slightly

"Don't you understand? Let me put it another way. It is precisely because of the birth of the new metropolitan development area that superpower development has become a matter of course, that people like that man are born who try to improve their reputation with dirty yàn. ”

Ximen Mingling paused, and his tone became more and more cold: "It is precisely because of this kind of push that my mother will be killed, and you, me, and my eldest sister will have such hateful superpowers!" I don't understand, why would you and your eldest sister use such a superpower to fool your mother's life so naturally? Why do you take it for granted in this new metropolis that took your mother's life, and the world? That's exactly what I'm going to hate! ”

"Mingling, it's not like this, it's not like this......" Ximen Ruqin wanted to explain, but found that the words were poor.

"What, can't you explain it?"

Ximen Mingling pulled a sneering expression on his face: "Hmph! From the beginning, I didn't expect you to understand me. I'm going to put an end to this ridiculous thing that affects my mother's slumber, and I'm going to destroy it as long as that man leaves!" Second sister, this is the last warning. Don't get in my way, or I'll kill you even if it's you!" Even if I become a devil, I don't care, as long as I drag this new metropolitan development and the world into hell as a burial object for my mother, it doesn't matter what I become! ”

"Mingling, do you want to ......?"

Surprised by Ximen Mingling's words, Ximen Ruqin's face changed slightly.

"Why, do you feel sad? Do you have compassion for the thousands of lives that will be killed? ”

Ximen Mingling pursed his lips, and a look of disgust appeared on his face: "I'll just say, I hate you because of this, rotten good people." ”

"Mingling, stop."

Ximen Ruqin said in a trembling voice: "Actually, I understand what you said, from the day my mother was killed by that man, I also resented this world and this new metropolitan development area. But ah, I finally discovered that there was no point in resentment like that, and that there was nothing to gain at all except to make myself sad. ”

"Back then, my mother was killed in order to protect us, and she did this because she wanted us to live, not to help her take revenge. Think about your mother's hard work, it's too late for you to stop now. There's no need to drag the entire New Metropolitan Development into it because of your own resentment, you know how much hatred will be caused by that? ”

"So what? Those people deserve it, and the thought of them breathing the same air as that person makes me feel a little unbearable! ”

Ximen Mingling was a little unimpressed: "The monster has awakened to the meaning of its existence, until it drags the world into darkness, it will not stop!" This is a funeral for my mother, second sister, can you hear the prayer of the pastor and the sound of the procession? ”

(To be continued...... ）